The Absolute Beings Obsessed with My Defeat Addiction – CH 41 MTL

Secretly Masturbating in the Order
“Loyalty!”
“Commander, you’ve arrived?”
As usual, Yuris, heading to work, didn’t properly see the faces of the subordinate knights greeting her.
Subordinate knights gazing at her, their eyes shining.
Their eyes were filled with respect and admiration.
She didn’t have the courage to look directly into those shining eyes.
“U-uhm… Did everyone rest well?”
“Yes!”
“This expedition was easy, so we didn’t even get tired!”
“Haha, I’m completely refreshed!”
“I-is that so? Then, I’ll be going.”
She ran to her office as if fleeing.
The video she saw yesterday was still vivid in her mind.
Herself, captured by the general of Philipode, becoming his wife, being humiliated in front of her subordinates.
The gazes of her subordinates as they watched her, wearing clothes that revealed her naked body, fawning over General Philipode.
It was disappointment, lust, and contempt.
-The Goddess of Victory is like that.
-I believed, I believed in you, Commander…
-Why…
Not the respectful gaze she was receiving now.
“Haa, haa.”
She didn’t have the confidence to face her subordinates.
Just looking at their faces made her face flush and her lower abdomen heat up.
So breathless.
“Hoo.”
Returning to her office, Yuris took a deep breath and stroked her chest.
“I’m going crazy…”
Even now, when she closed her eyes, she remembered herself being teased by Max and looking at her subordinates.
It wasn’t something that actually happened.
It was just something that happened in a fantasy.
But the scene in the fantasy remained more vividly in her mind than reality.
“The afterimage is still this strong.”
She didn’t know Max’s illusion magic would be this powerful.
Yuris had seen countless spells in many battlefields, as many as her victory records.
The Bluster School’s powerful attack magic.
The Life Magic School’s healing magic that healed torn wounds.
The Meister School’s various magic circles and magic tools, she had seen and experienced them all to the point of exhaustion.
Besides the three major schools, she had even experienced various magics from the Goldmoon School and others with outstanding abilities.
She had actually experienced the magic of other mages who used illusion magic.
But.
This was the first time that magic like Max’s illusion magic had taken her soul away like this.
The magic that kept lingering in her mind, no matter how many times she saw it.
Imagining what happened then made her lower abdomen throb.
Her appearance of being teased and enjoying it in front of her subordinates.
The shocked subordinates and colleagues.
Max looking down at them.
Yuris began to imagine a deeper abyss than simply being teased.
The imagination of being violated in front of her subordinates.
Not just teasing, but an imagination of being violated more intensely than that.
She wanted to show her clothes torn to shreds, her symbol, the black sword, broken, shaking her large breasts, showing her subordinates her collapsing and breaking down.
She wanted to show that she was nothing more than a mere whore, not the Goddess of Victory.
What kind of expressions would her subordinates make then?
What kind of expression would I make looking at them?
Her head grew hot just from imagining it.
‘I want to go again.’
Leaning against the door, Yuris unbuckled her belt, lowered her pants, and put her hand inside her panties.
Her already wet lower body was dripping with female juices.
From the moment she arrived at the knight order and saw the subordinate knights guarding the entrance.
From the moment she realized that their appearances were the same as those who appeared in her fantasy.
Her head was filled with the image of her being attacked by Max.
Squelch squelch.
“Hnnngh…”
Yuris let out a desperate moan and trembled.
She felt like she would cry out from the tingling sensation in her lower body, so she brought her finger to her mouth and bit it.
“Euph!”
Squelch!
As she bit her finger, she remembered the moment she climaxed.
Max’s thick finger violating her mouth.
The sensation of biting it.
The finger she was biting now was smaller than Max’s, but somehow it felt like she was biting Max’s hand.
The finger she was biting felt like Max’s finger.
The door she was leaning against felt like Max’s firm chest muscles.
The hand stroking her pussy felt like a dick rubbing against her pussy.
It was a ‘fake’ that was far from the real thing, but perhaps thanks to the still vivid memories of yesterday.
She felt the illusion that Max was hugging her from behind.
“I like it…”
Her waist bounced.
Just as stars were about to twinkle in her head.
Knock knock.
There was a knock on the door she was leaning against.
“Commander, it’s Zeco.”
“Hiccup!”
Startled, she felt goosebumps rising on her spine.
It was similar to the situation in the fantasy where Zeco came while she was being violated by Max.
“J-just a moment…”
Yuris tried to hide her trembling voice and put her clothes back on.
The erotic feeling of the female juices she had climaxed with touching her skin made her face naturally flush.
‘T-there’s definitely a strange smell.’
The office was filled with the smell of a woman, no, a bitch.
She couldn’t let Zeco into the office where she had just masturbated.
It was a matter of her honor as the Goddess of Victory.
Having re-buckled her belt, she opened the door slightly.
She opened only a tiny gap, just enough to see her face.
Zeco was standing in front of her.
A man who seemed like he would never bend, even if he broke.
His appearance, who had come to save her in the fantasy but was destroyed by Max, overlapped.
‘Embarrassing.’
Her heart pounded with the sense of guilt that came from the fact that she had such shameless fantasies.
“W-what’s the matter?”
“The Saintess has come to see you.”
“T-the Saintess?”
There was only one Saintess in the Empire.
The Saintess of the Goddess Church, called the Silent Nun or the Silent Saintess.
When the current Hero defeated the Demon King, she was a key member of the Demon King Expedition that crushed the Demon King along with the Hero, and a mother who protected the Empire with powerful divine power.
After the Demon King disappeared, it was known that the Saintess would foresee the remnants of the demons that often appeared and subjugate them.
Her alias, ‘Silent Saintess,’ was given because she was said to never speak to anyone except when giving revelations.
It was an alias given by those who admired her for subjugating the Demon King and demons without saying a word.
It was said that there were only a few people who had heard her voice, including the Empress and the Hero.
She was also known to rarely engage in external activities except for demon subjugation.
The Saintess, who was said to be difficult to even see her face, had come to visit in person?
“I heard that a revelation has been given.”
“A revelation…?”
“Yes. She found the remnants of the demons, but she said that it was a quite rugged area, so she needed the help of the 1st Knight Order.”
“D-did she come in person?”
“Yes. Support is always possible, but since she came all the way here, I think it would be good to meet her face to face.”
Why now of all times.
Yuris, who knew her condition well, felt her face turning bright red.
“A-alright. I’ll get ready and be there soon. Have her escorted to the reception room.”
“But Commander, why did you only open the door halfway?”
“I-I just finished exercising, so I thought I might smell sweaty!”
“We smell your sweat every time, Commander, what’s with the fuss…”
Zeco, who was talking, laughed heartily.
“Hahaha! You’re a woman too, Commander. You can be embarrassed if you smell sweaty. You look cute when you’re embarrassed.”
“Don’t talk nonsense!”
Yuris shouted and closed the door.
Yuris looked at herself in the mirror in the office.
It was a mess.
A flushed face, a forehead full of sweat, and disheveled hair.
Her slightly unfocused eyes gave off a strange atmosphere.
Her lips, reddened from biting, shone with a clearer color than usual.
The pants and clothes she had hurriedly put on were wrinkled here and there.
It wasn’t the expression and posture of someone who had been exercising, no matter who looked at her.
If Max saw her like that.
-You’ve taken the correct female posture.
He would stroke her head and praise her.
“C-calm down. This is a workplace.”
Barely regaining her reason, she removed the female scent that filled the room and changed into a spare set of clothes.
It was fortunate.
That she had a spare set of clothes prepared in case she needed to train.
Otherwise, she would have gone to the Saintess smelling lewd.
‘…Maybe it would be good.’
What are you thinking?
Are you crazy?

“……”
“……”
“……”
…….
Yuris, sitting face to face with the Silent Saintess, didn’t know what to do and looked at her.
The pink-haired Saintess, drinking tea with her eyes lowered, hadn’t said a word for 5 minutes.
The holy knights standing behind her also just waited without saying anything.
Zeco, who came with Yuris, shrugged and whispered to her.
“She hasn’t said anything even before the Commander arrived.”
“She hasn’t said anything for 20 minutes?”
“Yes.”
Yuris looked at the Saintess with a surprised face.
She had heard rumors about her several times.
Sometimes she wouldn’t say anything for more than 2 hours.
‘Is there a restriction that weakens her power if she speaks?’
She had heard that she, who became a Saintess at the age of 13, 10 years ago, could use the most powerful divinity among the Saintesses in history.
Three years after she became a Saintess, at the age of 16, she subjugated the Demon King with the Hero and created an era where there was no need to worry about the current Demon King.
She was the one who had achieved achievements that no other Saintess had done.
She thought that the public perception that she had gained powerful power by imposing a restriction that she couldn’t speak was quite persuasive.
The Saintess still subtly lowered her eyes and drank the last remaining tea.
Yuris said to her.
“I heard that you are requesting support for demon subjugation.”
“……”
The Saintess nodded instead of answering.
“Where are you going?”
“……”
The Saintess took out a map and pointed to one place.
It was a city located in the southern part of the Empire.
“How much support do you need? Our Knight Order can support about 50 people.”
The Saintess raised her finger and pointed at Yuris.
“Me?”
“……”
The Saintess nodded.
That was the one thing she couldn’t do.
It hadn’t even been two days since she had finished subjugating the bandits and returned.
She was already burning up because of the video she saw yesterday, so she refused to go on another expedition here.
“I am sorry, but I cannot leave the capital to defend it unless it is by the Empress’s order.”
At those words, the Saintess slightly lowered her head and rolled her eyes.
Was that an unexpected reaction?
A moment of silence followed again.
“I will go instead. I may be lacking compared to the Captain, but I will be of use.”
Zeco stood up and raised his hand.
“……”
After a moment of contemplation, the Saintess nodded.
“I appreciate it. Saintess.”
“……”
The short and quiet negotiation came to an end.
Having finished her business, the Saintess rose from her seat and returned to the Order.
“Zeco, thank you.”
Yuris looked at Zeco, who had volunteered to support her instead, and expressed her gratitude.
“It’s nothing. As you said, the Captain must protect the capital. I will be careful.”
“Okay. I’m counting on you.”
Yuris patted Zeco on the shoulder and thought.
Thank goodness.
I can go to that store again.