The Absolute Beings Obsessed with My Defeat Addiction – CH 30

    I’m Sorry for Being a Underachiever

    “Professor, why are you here?”

    “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”

    Max pushed up his glasses and said,

    “Is this… are you here as a guest lecturer? Like last time?”

    “Ms. Helen, if you’re trying to make a joke to cover up your tardiness, you should stop.”

    The atmosphere was different.

    The man holding a thick magic book and pushing up his glasses was definitely Max.

    But no matter how she looked at him, he wasn’t the illusion magician Max she knew.

    He felt a bit stricter, perhaps?

    He had the sharp eyes of a professor who wouldn’t tolerate even the slightest mistake.

    “I am officially a professor of illusion magic at the Imperial Academy. Not some guest lecturer. So, I would appreciate it if you would refrain from saying such things in the future, Ms. Helen.”

    “Ah, sorry.”

    Even his voice had a sharp edge.

    Was it because of the glasses?

    -This magic circle will reflect Ms. Helen’s desires.

    Max’s voice echoed in her ears.

    Is this my desire?

    The professor becoming a real teacher?

    Of course, I imagined it for a moment and got excited, but…

    I don’t want to learn from this man at all.

    In this bewildering situation, her brain was moving slower than usual.

    One thing was certain.

    Illusion magic had already begun, and this place was a mirror reflecting her desires.

    Based on the survey she had written herself.

    ‘I don’t know what it is, but let’s enjoy it for now.’

    I came here to experience it anyway.

    Let’s relax.

    This is a place to observe how far illusion magic can go.

    “Please come in. I know you don’t like illusion magic education, Ms. Helen, but I feel the same way.”

    “What… did you say?”

    What is he talking about now?

    “Haa, do I have to explain even this twice? I clearly told you. Today is the day for supplementary classes for students who have failed.”

    She knew very well what supplementary classes were.

    The Imperial Academy holds formal exams four times a year.

    According to the regulations, students who fail the exam more than twice must take a certain number of supplementary classes to avoid failing the grade.

    It was a class for losers.

    It was something that didn’t apply to her, who was always at the top.

    “I know what supplementary classes are. But you seem to be unaware that I am not someone who should be taking supplementary classes.”

    “Tsk.”

    D, did he just click his tongue?

    “It’s good to have confidence in yourself, but stop it when you’re taking my class.”

    “What?”

    Max sighed and handed over the documents he was holding next to the magic book.

    “This is Ms. Helen’s score on the illusion magic exam from the last second formal exam.”

    The letter written with numerous slashes was F.

    It meant a failing grade.

    “I, I failed?”

    “Yes. It means you’re a poor student who couldn’t even pass that simple exam.”

    “Don’t be ridiculous…”

    “Please come in quickly. I’ve already had my day off taken away because of you.”

    Max passed her and opened the classroom door.

    There was no one inside.

    “Why is no one here?”

    “Because no one except Ms. Helen failed.”

    “I’m the only one who failed?”

    “It was the first exam, so I only asked basic questions, but this is your score. Is this how the Silvesta family teaches people?”

    This couldn’t be happening.

    ‘Professor, the setting is too much.’

    She had never missed first place even once.

    She was always the one who made other students feel inferior and deprived with her overwhelming grades.

    But I’m the only one who failed?

    “The exam results must be wrong. Did you tamper with them?”

    “Do you want to deny your skills that much?”

    “It’s not denial!”

    “Then let’s take another exam.”

    “…What?”

    “If you don’t believe the results of the exam you took, we can test you with different questions, right?”

    His quick execution was the same as the real Max.

    “Good.”

    There was no way she could fail.

    She had been studying illusion magic in order to break Max’s magic.

    ‘It’s a shame that the illusion is dissolving so quickly…’

    Silvesta never loses.

    Max handed out a new exam paper.

    “Try solving it. It’s ‘basic’ from the introduction to illusion magic.”

    “Okay. This is easy.”

    Helen sat down and received the exam paper, and doubted her eyes as soon as she saw the first page.

    “What… is this?”

    -What are the three most important elements needed to construct illusion magic?

    -In order to maximize the sense of reality in illusion magic, magicians have added various external factors since ancient times. Choose the one that was not used during the Age of Strife.

    -Explain the illusion magic that is not suitable for practical use and the reason.

    …….

    The exam paper was full of content she had never seen before.

    It was a completely different level of depth from the introduction to illusion magic she had learned at the academy.

    Most of what she had learned at the academy was how illusion magic was cast and what was needed to dismantle it.

    But these questions were all asking questions on the premise that the students would be the casters.

    “Why would we ever use illusion magic…”

    “You’re still saying such an anachronistic thing. You need to know the enemy to defeat them. You don’t have the attitude to learn, so you can’t avoid failing.”

    “Ugh…”

    To be stuck in front of the questions and not be able to solve them.

    It was something she had never experienced before.

    She couldn’t easily reach out her hand as if her head was in a fog.

    No, she didn’t have any related knowledge in the first place.

    It was full of content she didn’t know at all.

    Helen in the illusion might know, but she had never learned it.

    “Haa, haa.”

    Her breathing became rough and her heart beat faster due to the pressure she felt for the first time.

    Sweat dripped from her forehead, and the hand holding the pen trembled.

    While she couldn’t write anything, the ink that flowed from the pen was spreading blackly on the exam paper.

    It was a terrible feeling as if her heart was being crushed.

    Not only was her head dizzy, but an unpleasant sense of defeat stimulated her.

    It was an emotion she couldn’t have felt before.

    She had never looked at an exam question and felt ‘I don’t know’.

    ‘Do other kids feel this way every time?’

    She couldn’t understand.

    How can you live with this feeling?

    She was also angry and upset at the same time.

    A strange sense of defeat pricked her heart.

    The feeling became clearer every time she bit her lower lip.

    The helplessness of not being able to do anything.

    It was quite unpleasant.

    “This is… unfair.”

    “Why? Is there a problem?”

    “I’ve never learned this before.”

    Max clicked his tongue again at her words.

    “Tsk, isn’t it because you’re always sleeping or daydreaming during class?”

    “What?”

    “You’re blaming the questions when you’ve been neglecting your studies because you think you’re good, so I can already guess the results of today’s exam.”

    She looked at Max looking down at her.

    What came out of his eyes was blatant contempt.

    “Ugh…”

    Max’s contemptuous gaze that only existed in her imagination.

    It was the scene she had imagined a while ago, or even before entering the illusion.

    “No. This is…”

    As soon as she received his gaze, her heart tingled.

    The feeling of squeezing her heart pressed down on her.

    She couldn’t move a single hand and received Max’s gaze looking down at her.

    “I was expecting something when you said you would learn, but you were just a poor student.”

    “Ah…”

    Tingle, tingle.

    Each word became a dagger and pricked her heart.

    “I heard you were the best genius in the Silvesta family, but I’m disappointed. It seems like you’re just a genius that professors who want to flatter Silvesta have forcibly praised.”

    Helen couldn’t resist the words that insulted her family as well as herself.

    She was just staring at his eyes as if she was fascinated by Max’s eyes looking down at her from an overwhelming position.

    “You don’t have to take the exam again. Taking the exam again won’t turn a poor student into a good student.”

    Normally, she would have jumped up and gotten angry at the insulting words.

    But through several illusion magic, Helen knew.

    That in this place, the Silvesta family and her spiritism were useless.

    No matter what she said, it wouldn’t work on this man.

    “Ugh…”

    She lowered her head.

    “Do you admit defeat?”

    At Max’s words heard above her head, she clenched her fist and nodded.

    “Yes.”

    The moment she uttered her defeat, she gasped as if her heart had dropped.

    And that feeling lingered in her heart for longer than she thought.

    “0 points. What a miserable score.”

    “I didn’t learn… it.”

    “Tsk, I will proceed with the punishment.”

    “Punishment, you said?”

    “Yes. Hurry up and stand here and lift your skirt.”

    “What? Professor, you’re crazy…”

    “Silvesta Young Lady!”

    At Max’s words, who shouted in anger, she unknowingly stepped back.

    “A poor student must obey the professor absolutely. Do I have to explain the rules of the academy again for you to listen?”

    “…….”

    The Imperial Academy was the best school, attended by numerous talented individuals and noble aristocrats.

    It was also an educational institution that trained those aristocrats to become the empire’s top talents.

    To control the offspring of families who all had a certain reputation, one rule existed within the academy.

    -Inferior students must absolutely obey the professor during class.

    That rule was the fundamental principle that allowed numerous aristocratic children to become academy students.

    Using this here?

    “But…” “Hurry up and lift your skirt. There’s no time.”

    It was humiliating. To lift her own skirt.

    However, Max’s cold gaze staring at her made it impossible to refuse.

    Helen gritted her teeth and stood up, lifting her skirt.

    “Put your hands on the desk, pull down your panties, and stick out your butt. From now on, you’ll be spanked on your butt for every wrong answer.”

    “You’re going to hit a noble’s body? Are you… crazy?” “It’s official punishment.”

    It’s just a fantasy anyway. It’ll be over soon.

    Barely overcoming the humiliation and shame, she slightly lowered her panties and placed her hands on the desk.

    Helen’s pure white buttocks, never seen by anyone, were exposed to Max.

    “Every time I hit you, you’ll shout, ‘I’m sorry for being an inferior student.'” “……” “Answer me.” “A, alright!”

    If she can’t escape, she’ll cooperate as much as possible to finish quickly.

    Helen bit her lip.

    “Here I go.”

    And at that moment.

    Smack!

    “Hngh!”

    A hot, burning pain was felt in her buttocks.

    Max’s thick hand lightly struck her butt.

    She could feel her elastic buttocks jiggling.

    “It hurts…”

    The stinging pain traveled through her spinal cord to her brain.

    “Speak. Did you already forget because you’re an inferior student?” “I, I’m sorry for being an inferior student.”

    It was mortifying.

    It was already upsetting to expose her butt in front of a man, but to be spanked and forced to call herself an inferior student?

    It was a humiliation that felt like her heart would explode.

    The blood rushed to her head, and she could hear the sound of blood vessels pulsating above her head.

    “Again.”

    Smack!

    “Hngh! I, I’m sorry.” “Why are you sorry? Tell me the reason!” “I, I’m sorry for being an inferior student.” “Again!”

    Smack!

    “I’m sorry for being an inferior student!”

    Every time she was hit, she squeezed her eyes shut and screamed.

    Every time her butt stung, Helen repeated that she was sorry for being an inferior student.

    Inferior student. Why am I an inferior student?

    That question disappeared after five spanks on the butt.

    Closer than the question was the pain felt when being spanked.

    “I’m sorry for being an inferior student.”

    It was her own voice, reflexively speaking every time she was hit.

    Smack!

    “Ugh! I’m sorry for… being an inferior student!”

    The spanking, which was bearable at first, now hurt so much that she had to stomp her feet.

    Even as she wiggled her butt to avoid it, Max relentlessly followed.

    Her heart was racing.

    Every time the impact struck, the sensations throughout her body tingled and came alive.

    Every time her butt, flushed red and sensitive, was hit by the thick man’s hand, she realized how powerless she was.

    Ah, how powerless is the prestige of her family.

    Helen turned her head to look at Max.

    He was silently spanking her butt.

    Why does that culprit who made her butt so red look so thick?

    So big and massive, as if he could crush her with that hand.

    ‘W, what am I thinking…’

    After spanking her butt several times, Max straightened his clothes and said.

    “Now that we’ve finished the punishment appropriately, let’s start the class again.”

    Max handed her a handkerchief and continued.

    “First, wipe off the sweat. And hurry up and put your panties back on.”

    Only then did Helen realize that she was still standing next to the desk with her butt exposed, not wearing panties.

    “Ah…”

    Hastily pulling up her panties and lowering her skirt, she wiped the sweat with Max’s handkerchief and smelled Max’s subtle cologne.

    It’s a reassuring scent.

    “The teaching method is simple. If you remember what I teach until the end of the class, the class is over.” “Haa, haa, s, simple.” “If we just have class, you’ll obviously fall asleep like before, so I’m going to implement a simple device to stimulate the class.” “What is that…?”

    Max held something small and stone-like in his hand.

    “It’s a vibrator. Put this inside your panties.” “……” “Don’t even think about resisting. Right now, you’re just an inferior student, Helen, so you can’t say anything to me, your professor.” “A, alright.”

    Max approached.

    And he suddenly shoved the object called a vibrator, held in his thick hand, into her skirt.

    “W, wait a minute! What are you doing!” “Don’t resist. Are you, an inferior student, trying to resist your teacher right now? Do you want to be punished again?” “Ugh…”

    In the end, she couldn’t resist Max’s hand that had entered her skirt.

    His hand went inside her panties.

    “Hngh!”

    Helen couldn’t resist until the vibrator was placed in her sensitive spot.

    “Now you’ll listen to the class with that on. Please concentrate properly.” “What does this have to do with the class…”

    Vrrr!

    As Max gestured, she felt a vibration from below.

    “Hngh!!!” “It’ll wake you right up.”

    It was the vibration coming from the vibrator that Max had put inside her panties.

    T, to listen to the class with something like this in my panties?

    There’s no way I can do that!

     

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