episode_0225

After jailbreak. I went to Shine Stella first. Jailbreak itself was not difficult. Unless it is the Tower of Babel, no prison can imprison me. After living for a few years, I exploded a bomb and said bye-bye.

Stella moved out after that day. It doesn’t matter. It’s enough to chase after me.

I have the Demon World Central Intelligence Agency. I asked for the information right away, and they immediately found a new address.

And, regardless of that, Stella is said to have still stopped working as a hero. The story of her and me became known to the world with a few twists and omissions.

So, it was said that some people cursed Stella and called her a traitor. She’s a bitch who was taken over by demons and now doesn’t even save people.

These are people who know Shine Stella as a rescue tool. They’re pretty disgusting guys. I plan to find them one by one later and sink my teeth into their throats.

“Whoa, here it is.”

Anyway, Stella went into complete hiding from that day on. What should I do for a living? It hasn’t been that long, so you probably haven’t run out of money, but are you still stuck at home and suffering from depression like you did back then?

My heart is pounding. It would be a lie if I said I wasn’t looking forward to it. Because of what happened that day, I realized that Stella was a complete salvation.

To protect his beliefs, he didn’t kill me for ‘doing that’. This is certain. Stella is a savior.

I stood in front of the door and knocked on it.

Knock knock-.

Surprisingly, the answer came back quickly.

“Who are you… ?”

Hmm, you were inside the house.

how will we do it. Should I call him a courier like last time? or not… .

“It’s me, your lovely Evans. Your hateful joker.”

Should I just attack it like a nopaku?

This has already been said. The rest is Stella’s responsibility.

“… .”

There was an unexpected silence for a moment.

Sigh-.

“Ah, Mr. Evans. Are you here?”

The door opened. Stella appeared through the open door.

She smiled at me, wrapped her arms around my neck and hugged me.

I was astonished.

uh… This can’t be happening? If it’s the Stella I know… .

A few things caught my eye at that moment.

The greenish marks carved all over Stella’s body, sharp syringes rolling around the room, messy hair, and open golden eyes looking at me.

You were weak. While I was away.

“Please come in. I was waiting.”

Stella grabbed my wrist and led me into the house.

But the steps were slow. I also often stumbled.

I looked at Stella’s thin and thin back. It was a mess.

The house was in a mess just like the owner. Clothes strewn everywhere, furniture not organized, a refrigerator in the middle of the living room and a torn sofa… .

Obviously, when I moved, it wasn’t much different from the mess the house was in before I moved.

“Hehe… It’s been a while since Mr. Evans came… .”

Stella, who was under the influence of drugs, seemed not to remember some of the things that happened with me. The proof is that he is smiling brightly.

However, unless you have completely lost your memory, you will probably remember it once you come off the medication.

For now, let’s follow her actions. Because it was an unexpected situation.

“Heehee… Please wait a minute. I’ll make breakfast for you in a moment… .”

Stella stumbles and heads towards the burner. I didn’t know if she might cause an accident while under the influence of drugs, so I followed her.

But it seems that it seemed different to Stella. Your mind will be so foggy that your vision won’t be normal.

“Oh, will you join us? It’s been a while since I’ve been able to eat Mr. Evans’ cooking… ?”

Well, if this is the flow, I should follow it. I smiled good-naturedly and nodded. So we made and ate omurice together.

“Heehee.”

“Mr. Stella.”

“Yes?”

“What is that syringe?”

“Ah… That one? It’s just an ordinary syringe. When I get hit, I feel better… .”

“Why is the house like this? Who went there?”

“It’s pretty, right? The original arrangement of the furniture looked very unattractive, so I changed it a little.”

From breakfast to lunch and afternoon.

I observed Stella’s daily routine. Stella, who was drunk, looked quite happy. It was even more so because of me.

She was smiling all day. It’s because I only remember happy memories about myself and with me.

Occasionally, he would look at me, frown, clutch his forehead, and let out a groan of pain, but it only lasted for a moment. are you okay? Stella? When I asked, yes, it’s okay. He answered.

And he never once called me Joker.

I stayed by Stella’s side. Stella also acted childish like a baby. I sat in front of the TV blankly for hours and just stared at it.

Then he would tell me a few jokes, and when I told him back, I burst out laughing.

Also, he asked me to hug him and I gave him a hug. He said he was sleepy, so we often took naps together.

The evening came quickly as the twilight rays entered.

“Mr. Stella.”

“Yes?”

“Are you happy?”

“Hmm… I think I was a little depressed yesterday, but I’m happy today! Is it because Mr. Evans is there?”

“… .”

“Give me a kiss. It’s been a while.”

“If you want, as much as you want.”

Chureup-.

It was time to make love with Stella in my arms with my lips.

Stella said, frowning slightly.

“But… Mr. Evans, where have you been all this time?”

Are your memories slowly coming back?

I won’t answer lies when asked.

“Jail.”

“Jail? … Why?”

“I did something terrible.”

“Are you Mr. Evans? What kind of bad thing did you do?”

“Well, what did you do?”

Stella thought for a moment about my question.

And I fell into deep sorrow.

“Hmm… Umm… ?”

It was a very deep thought.

Stella’s expression slowly began to distort.

I stood still and waited for the process.

“Ah, ah… .”

Stella, feeling weak from the medicine, realized something, and started to make little noises.

“Ahhhh!”

Soon, I screamed at the top of my lungs.

puck-!

Shine Stella pushed me away with her palm. I didn’t resist and just flew straight into the wall.

But it didn’t hurt. Perhaps due to the medication, Stella had completely lost muscle. There was no more golden brilliance to be found in her.

“Ugh… !”

Stella, who had shaken me off, chose to shrink in a corner instead of running towards me, even though her memories had fully returned.

I got up and slowly approached her.

Stella raised her arms above her head and took a protective stance and spoke quietly.

“Stop it.”

“… .”

“What on earth did I commit? I’m doing this because I have some kind of grudge against you… . Why did you follow me here?”

At the same time, I started crying.

“Ugh, alright, that’s enough. You bullied me nine years ago. I’m asking you to stop now, let me go… .”

Please let go. What a strange thing to say. Stella is in a position to beat me up. But instead, she wants to let me go?

Oh, that’s right.

“Mu, I’ll get down on my knees and pray. Huh?”

loss of former.

Stella slowly lowers her head at my feet in front of her.

What I felt at that moment was despair.

“The most prosperous hero on the continent, the guardian who protected the night of the continent, is kneeling at your feet and praying like a dog. Even this is not enough… ? What more should I do… ? Should I at least offer up my virginity to you… ?”

Stella’s true self, which had been hidden behind drugs and a smile, began to be seen clearly.

A woman’s facial features, faded blonde hair, golden eyes that have lost their shine, bluish lips, and thin cheeks.

A hero who lost everyone around him, suffered from mental illness, was addicted to drugs, and completely lost his courage.

“Joker… I’ll stop… I’ll stop being a hero… In fact, I quit a long time ago, but from now on I will live without your eyes, stuck in a corner of the country and nameless… .”

What I admired the most.

That I adored so much.

And, I was obsessed.

Shine Stella, the great hero responsible for the night of the continent.

… … He is kneeling at my feet and begging desperately. The tears flowing from her bloodshot eyes desperately wet my feet.

“Oh, otherwise… ! I’ll be your dog! Wow! If you want me to lick your feet, I will lick them! Panting… ! I’ll do whatever you tell me to do… !”

My ankles are sore. This is because Stella, who still has some strength left no matter how much she has declined, is holding on to my ankle with her thin, pale hands.

“Please… I’m telling you to stop bothering me now… Ugh”

At this time, Shine Stella was lying down close to me and holding my ankles.

From above, out of her sight, I was feeling deep sadness and heartbreak as if my life had been cut off.

I thought I had finally found a friend I could hang out with for the rest of my life. I believed I had met the person who would save me. As the Lord predicted, I was defeated in the end, but I acknowledged and accepted her that much.

Hey, fuck you.

It’s ruined.

If this is the case, why should I live?