episode_0160

“Because there is no reason not to kill?”

Maria’s mouth drops open as she looks at me. She stared at me in silence for a moment, then sighed and spoke.

“Joker… In that case, you are looking for a reason not to save it. If there is a reason to save even one person, that person should be saved. Human life is truly precious… .”

Maria says something that seems like something out of a hero movie. I’ve heard that before.

It’s not something I’ve heard about in the media. I heard it directly to your face. In my past life, when I first met Shine Stella.

‘Why did you save me? We don’t even meet each other.’

‘There’s no reason not to save it!’

Looking back, it seems that Maria and Stella have quite similar personalities. Because they are both characters who are infinitely close to absolute goodness.

The difference is that Stella is straight and Maria is soft? Stella, who had a great temperament, eventually broke down.

“Wow, there are a lot of people, so why not die? If this continues, the continent will be overflowing with humans.”

“That’s not the point of view… .”

“And, there was no reason to live. On the other hand, there was a very important reason why I had to kill him.”

I explained to Maria what had happened between me and Veronica. The more Maria listened to me, the narrower her eyebrows became.

“How on earth is that a reason to commit murder?”

“Huh? Of course. If we’re not careful, Maria and I might not be able to join the book club because of that girl!”

“No… There’s no rule that says you have to be in a book club. Of course, Senior Veronica’s bullying of Senior Charlotte is a mistake that cannot be ignored, but it is a bit too much for it to lead to the punishment of murder… .”

“Punishment. When I say that, it feels like I’m taking revenge. I was just ‘preventing’. Damage that may occur. Maria is involved in this, so it’s common sense not to leave even a single risk factor behind, right?”

“… .”

Maria’s pretty face was dumbfounded.

Did I say something wrong? It was time to reflect on what errors I had made in what I said.

“Ugh… Ha, no. It was my fault for not knowing the circumstances surrounding the reading club.”

“Huh? What are you talking about? What’s wrong with Maria?”

“My heart is heavy. Should I take comfort in the fact that Joker values me so much?”

Saying those words, Maria slightly pushed back the chair she was sitting on. Lean your upper body against the backrest. The voluminous breasts hidden by the nun’s robe moved away from the desk.

“What are you doing? Maria goes to the bathroom too?”

“Why don’t you lie down here?”

“There? Is that okay?”

“Are you showing off to the person who already kissed you on the cheek?”

“That’s right. Tskcha, it feels good to be fluffy.”

I lay down with my back against Maria’s thigh. Even though I was wrapped in a nun’s robe, I could smell the fragrant flesh.

It’s cozy. This is partly because my head is on the desk, but also because Maria’s embrace itself is warm.

After placing me on her thigh, Maria lovingly bent her upper body and stretched out her arms. And then he hugged me tightly. A soft and mushy sensation spreads throughout your body.

“Joker, how are you?”

“Good.”

“I hope Joker can return to the world the sense he feels now. Love circulates.”

“Is that okay?”

“The feeling of fullness, warmth, and goodness that you feel right now. You just have to feel it when you are in the world. If you think the world is beautiful, the world is comfortable, and the world is harmonious. Is there anything that can’t be done? It all depends on your mind.”

It seems as if it contains the law of all things. Is it possible to look at the world optimistically if it comes from the heart?

“Seeing that you keep wiggling your fingers, it seems like you don’t understand what I’m saying.”

“It’s just because it’s fun to roll up Maria’s skirt.”

“… ”

“I don’t quite understand. To put it bluntly, this is nonsense.”

While saying that, I whined and rubbed my face against the two lumps that were blocking my vision and pressing down on my face.

Soft yet massive. There aren’t many women who are this voluptuous even while wearing a nun’s uniform.

In her previous life, Saint Mary was very thin. Before coming to the Tower of Babel, he had endured penance alone for about 20 days, holding on to the hem of the devil’s army.

Nevertheless, Maria’s chest was quite fleshy and it was difficult to breathe when held. There is no comparison now that my skin has become plump by eating without any shortage.

“Maria, think honestly. When is Maria happier, when she is in my arms or when she is just lying on the grass?”

“Umm… .”

“I like the former better. Also, I hope Maria likes the former more.”

“I can’t deny it… I’m embarrassed. I was practicing contradiction myself.”

“I know what Maria was trying to say. You mean to see the world beautifully, right?”

“Yes… Tsk.”

My nod seems tickled, or as if I’m embarrassed. Maria lifted her upper body. Two chunks moved away from me.

Does not matter. To me, Maria is the most expensive jewel in the world, even down to the tip of her hair.

I turned my body to the side. Maria’s soft, muted abdomen catches my eye. This time I buried my face there.

“Ugh… Why can’t you stay still?”

“Have you ever seen a dog hold back a treat in front of it?”

“Any trained dog does that.”

“I haven’t trained yet. If you mess up, Maria will train you. That might not be a bad idea.”

“Phew… Rather, I have some conversations I’d like to have… .”

Maria took out a notebook from her pocket. The communication channel between daytime Mary and nighttime Mary that was shown before. It is a diary left by the two Marias and a report in which they report their daily lives to each other.

“I left a message during the day and said that Joker is a very, very, very good person. So much so that anyone who sees it will think that I am secretly in love with him… .”

“Isn’t it right to admire him? That’s what Mary said a hundred thousand times over the past 500 years.”

“I am the one who loves Joker. Not me during the day.”

Maria speaks strangely and firmly. It’s not wrong.

“But how did you write it? Show me something too!”

“Number, a notebook? Umm… .”

“Why are you talking so uncharacteristically like Maria?”

“No. Take a look. It’s not like there’s anything bad written… .”

Maria opened her notebook and placed it in my hand. Aren’t you embarrassed that this is a post from your own past? With that question in mind, I looked at the notebook.

Just by looking at it, you can tell that it was written by Maria during the day. As soon as I saw it, my mouth started watering. I swallowed my saliva and read the text.

[Today, I did various activities with Mr. Evans. Compared to me, who was ignorant and immature about the academy, Mr. Evans was much more skilled and mature.]

[When I was taking class in the morning, Mr. Evans patted me on the back and told me a strange story. Was it a place called ‘Sunspot’? But maybe because it was the first time I heard this and it was so random, I don’t remember it very well.]

[I also met senior Cheonwoong. I had seen him in the cafeteria before, but when I met him up close in the health room for divine healing, I could clearly see that he was a truly beautiful and strong person. But my goodness, what happened to the large joint? A person so strong was completely injured! You have a lot of bruises on your face and even broken ribs!]

[I asked him about it, and he said he actually got into a fight with some assailant yesterday. It was such a big brawl that it made the front page of the newspaper. I didn’t know anything about it while I was at the academy. It’s amazing. What kind of monster was he to be able to compete with someone as talented as Cheonwoong? In the academy, Cheonwoong is said to be the strongest after the principal and Beatrice!]

[They say it was a person wearing a white mask and white uniform. Isn’t it fascinating? He’s like something out of a cartoon movie. Not only is his brute force outstanding, but his style is also extraordinary. Well, it won’t be long before you get caught or quit.]

The moment I read that far, Maria and I’s gazes crossed in midair. We both turned our heads at the same time.

Ahaha, he smiled awkwardly. I’m embarrassed to hear my story written down.

“I have some questions about this too… Anyway, let’s move on.”

“Okay.”

[I also joined a club with Mr. Evans. Reading club. Although it is not a large club, I like it because I can read books quietly. and… I don’t know what you think, Mr. Evans, but we can only be together… lol.]

[Oh, by the way, the story of joining there is also unique. While I was walking through the park with Mr. Evans, I saw a senior crying. I heard the story, and you said that your only reading club is in danger of closing if new students don’t come in!]

[When I heard that story, I just thought it was sad. But suddenly Mr. Evans steps forward. What is it? And then he said he would like to join the reading club! Isn’t he really a wonderful and just person? You probably have a club you’ve been dreaming of, but you decided to join without a moment of hesitation for the sake of the poor senior in front of you!]

[really… I think Mr. Evans is a very exemplary person. Plus, you look good, have a nice voice, are tall, and have nice skin… Really, aren’t you a flawless person? Just thinking about it makes my heart pound because I want to make it my idol… !]

Uh, Mary of the Day, wait a minute.

I was trying to look good on purpose, but he likes me this much? Already?

I felt a cold gaze behind my back.

Let’s hastily turn our heads.

“Hehe… You seem to get along really well. He makes the hearts of adolescent girls flutter… .”

I don’t know why, but the kind-hearted Maria had a smile that gave me goosebumps.