episode_0021

It was a little while after the commotion earlier, and it was a little past lunch.

I returned to my room after finishing my walk with Sarah. hmm… … . Was I really too excited earlier? Now that I’ve calmed down a bit, I wonder why I did that.

I feel like I’m trash. I want to be a bad person, but I don’t want to be trash. Ah, is that it? I shrugged my shoulders and leaned against the back of the chair.

“Sera. I want to drink tea.”

“Yes! I’ll prepare it right now!”

Sarah quickly ran out of the room. After looking at the back for a moment, I remembered that my younger brother liked Sarah, so I closed my eyes and thought of Sarah.

Brown hair with red undertones, freckles that have faded due to less exposure to the sun. Dimples that appear when you smile brightly. Grumpy eyes… … . It’s definitely a cute face that gives off a mischievous feel, but I don’t think it has the elements that my younger brother would like… … .

The chest is small, cries frequently, clings to an annoying degree, and does not feel like a human being, but more like a pet… … . Ah, I made that happen. hmm.

“How was Sarah in the last episode, not this one… … .”

Slowly, I went through my memories and thought about Sarah from the previous episode.

A kind but confident child who said what he had to say. A child who had aspirations to one day become the head maid of the mansion. Although he was playful, he was someone I couldn’t hate because of his unique bright energy… … .

Oh, definitely. If you have a personality like this, you’re sure to get your younger brother’s attention. It wasn’t like that from the beginning in this episode, so something must have happened between the two of us without my knowledge… … .

“Lady! I’ll prepare you some tea!”

“Huh? Oh yeah. Thank you.”

Well, whatever the reason, what is certain is that the younger brother likes Sarah. The fact that he couldn’t take his eyes off Sarah right before he ran away shows that his heart didn’t break at all after seeing that scene.

That’s amazing. If the same thing happened to me about 8 episodes ago from my younger brother, why would my Sarah be treated by a guy like that? Starting with the question… … . hmm. Anyway, I guess it didn’t look good.

Anyway.

“Sera.”

“Yes?”

I took a sip of the Darjeeling that Sarah prepared and smiled.

“For ‘me’. Can you hand over your body to me?”

Now that I have something worth using, I should use it as much as possible.

When I said that with a grin, he nodded without a moment of hesitation. He’s kind too.

After stroking Sarah’s head, he gently placed both hands on Sarah’s neck and gave strength to his grip.

“Ugh… … .!! Wow… … .!”

“Good… … . okay. It’s about taking strength away. slowly. Slowly.”

In order to make her mind completely mine, I needed to first fall into a state of suspended animation, so I strangled Sarah without hesitation to check the extent of her loyalty.

Sarah held my arm and resisted for a moment, then whispered in my ear that it was okay and that it would be easier if I relaxed, and she smiled brightly and relaxed her arm.

“… … . Grrr … .”

Despite the shrinking pupils, bluish complexion, and the sound of boiling phlegm, Sarah grinned even though she was clearly in pain. As if you trust me.

No, he opened his mouth with a smile until the very end, as if he was perfectly happy to be strangled by my hands.

‘i love you’

master.

Eventually, Sarah, who was shaking, rolled her eyes and fell limp. After watching for a moment as Sarah’s legs became weak and incontinent, I placed my hand on Sarah’s chest. I closed my eyes.

“I’ll use it for a while and return it to you.”

I was sucked into Sarah’s body. Beyond my flickering vision, ‘I’ closed my eyes as Sarah’s face got closer.

“Ouch!! Kahak! ha… … . ha… … . Success… … .”

When I opened my eyes again, what I saw was me… … . No, the girl who fell on Sarah’s body, no. It was me.

Lovely. master. my love.

“Gun… … . With a decent amount of mental strength, my side would be swept away.”

I slowly stood up, touching my forehead, and my head started pounding.

This is because Sarah’s unconsciousness, sleeping inside me, tried to sweep me away with the force of a rippling wave.

In fact, even now, every time I see myself lying down between Sarah’s legs, emotions start to swirl, starting with I love you and I like you, and then don’t throw me away and I’m scared of being alone.

If it were me a few episodes ago, I would have definitely been swept away by Sarah’s emotions and become an extreme narcissist or a solophobic person, clinging to Sarah or Mel.

Of course, that’s only if you escape safely from Sarah’s body.

“Of course, it looks pretty even to me.”

He lifted my sleeping body between his legs, laid it on the bed, and began to relax. A familiar clicking sound was heard.

“Excuse me… … .”

Mel’s body froze as Sarah stared at her. You’re probably desperately thinking of an excuse right now. An excuse as to why he came in through the lady’s balcony.

Let’s smile and smile. Mel looked at me inside Sarah’s body with a confused expression.

It’s annoying. For now, let’s call it me for a moment. Because I am me. It’s not like I’ve lived a life so easy that I could be swept away by this level of unconsciousness.

“Lady… … ?”

“Oh my, what are you talking about! I’m Sarah?”

“No, how… … .”

I’m not fooled at all. Well, if you were deceived, that’s a problem, so you’d be punished later. Seeing Mel looking quite confused, I smiled and turned my back.

“Mel, from next time, it’s better to check if there’s anyone in the room. got it? Oh, and Sarah peed herself. Could you please clean up after me?”

“… … Yes, lady.”

I looked back and said with Sarah’s signature dimpled smile. That wasn’t the way he spoke. A little brighter and more energetic. Even the tone of speech was a little different. With happy energy? I do not know.

Well, I guess you can do it roughly like this.

“Yes? What are you talking about? I’m not a lady, I’m Sarah!”

Oh, after all, smiling brightly doesn’t suit me.

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After changing her clothes in Sarah’s room, she headed to her younger brother’s room with her expression completely erased, as her younger brother had said that Sarah always had an expressionless face in front of other people.

As I walked, thinking about how I could further torment the little boy who had no blood on his head, before I knew it, I had arrived in front of my younger brother’s room.

What did Sarah call her younger brother? … .

young master.

Oh yeah. It was a master. After adjusting my clothes in front of the tightly closed door, I knocked.

smart–

“Master… … . Master, are you inside?”

I never thought the day would come when I would call that little boy master. I’m going through this again.

As I waited for a while with that thought in mind, the door clicked open and my younger brother came out.

“Sera… … ?”

Kill him, kill him, kill him who tormented her, strangle him, gouge out his eyes, cut off his hands――Ah. Please, can you please be quiet for a moment? – The guy who tried to take me away from you, rip open my stomach with a knife, take out my heart, chew it to death, and die. Why am I alive? It’s because of you.

After standing blankly for a moment, he lowered his head and shed fake tears. My younger brother was embarrassed and tried to get me into the room, but I smiled to myself and entered his room. Yeah, that would be embarrassing. The person you like suddenly comes to you and you start crying.

“That… … . Sera. Just calm down first. Oh, this is jasmine tea. Drinking it will calm your mind a bit, so drink this.”

I nodded and drank the jasmine tea my younger brother gave me. Well, of course I like black tea better.

“So, what brought you here?”

“I… … . I came here because of something that happened earlier… … .”

“… … Did something happen?”

I lowered my head, put the jasmine tea down next to me, trembled for a moment, and then jumped into my younger brother’s arms. My younger brother was embarrassed, but he hugged my body, and I buried my head in his shoulder and shed fake tears. .

Shh.

I crushed the unconsciousness that was echoing in my head with my consciousness. If this happens, Sarah will become as stupid as a real puppy for a while, but she will be very noisy.

Only then did my mind become a little quieter and clearer, and I smiled to myself.

“Ah, that. Three, three!?”

“I… … . The young lady was so afraid… … . I couldn’t help it… … !! The girl is the one holding the leash, so if I refuse, my head will be taken away… … .”

When my younger brother, who had been comforting me, saw that I seemed to have calmed down somewhat, he sat down on the other side of me and looked straight at me.

“But how did you come here now?”

Do you still doubt it? Even though he doesn’t have any ability, I still think he’s an educated nobleman.

“The lady said she was tired and was sleeping… … . That’s why I was able to come. When you are awake, I cannot disobey you… … .”

“That’s right… … . It was like that too… … . Okay, it’s okay now. I’ll do something.”

But it’s simple. I nodded, suppressing the urge to laugh. After that, I talked to my younger brother for a while and gathered information about him, and I saw that there was medicine on his desk that should have gone to the head of the family.

“Master, that medicine… … ?”

“Oh, that one? hmm… … . It would be okay to tell Sarah. Since my father took that medicine, he has become a little strange. I’m checking the composition of the medicine because I think something is strange. I’ve just started studying pharmacy, so I have no idea what’s in it… … . Haha.”

“I see… … . As expected, you are great. With people like me who gave up… … .”

“Don’t say that, Sarah. Sera is holding up well under that evil woman, right?”

I smiled brightly and nodded to my younger brother.

“When you say that, I feel energized!”

“That’s a good thing.”

The younger brother said that and looked out the window. My younger brother’s face hardened at the sight outside the window, where the sun had begun to set before I knew it.

“Shouldn’t we go quickly?”

“――I see. The lady will wake up soon… … .”

I smiled weakly and got up. Dinner time soon. My younger brother will also come down today. maybe?

My younger brother stood up after me and escorted me to his door. Before opening the door and leaving, I looked back and smiled.

“Well, if you wake up, you might get scolded. And――when the lady wakes up, even if she can’t smile like she does now. Please don’t forget that it’s not my intention.”

“――Yes. Okay.”

I nodded, bowed, and left my younger brother’s room to head to my room.

Thank you for good information.

Our cute master.

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“Sera smiles like that… … .”

Is it because I worked under that evil woman for a long time? That grinning face that Sarah showed at the end… … .

It was just like that evil girl.

“… … You look a little tired.”

He chuckled and massaged his eyebrows. I guess I read too many books. I’ll have to stop here for today.

Sera has the same smile as that villainess. It must be my imagination.

I placed the book cover on the herbalism book on the desk and closed it.