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As a man, I was possessed as a villainess in the game.

Suddenly you wonder what that noise is. I still don’t quite understand it either.

The experience of being a man but opening your eyes and becoming a woman is not something you can easily experience unless you are kidnapped by a crazy surgeon in Thailand and forced to undergo sex reassignment surgery.

“Lady, it’s time to wake up.”

There was no warning. I didn’t even play the game myself, I just saw an internet broadcaster play it.

I never felt attracted to that world view, and I never became immersed in that character. Just because it looks gorgeous. It was an ignorant cider pass that was good for emptying your brain and looking at it, so all I did was read a few documents to check the settings.

I lost interest surprisingly quickly due to the barrier of being a female-oriented game, but that’s okay. It was a story that had nothing to do with me.

No, ‘it was an unrelated story.’

“I will tighten the corset, so please give strength to your stomach. Miss.”

At first, I was so shocked that the surrounding scenery changed 180 degrees overnight.

I couldn’t adapt to the sudden change in my surroundings, and people were calling me “ma’am” even though I was clearly a man, and forcing me to wear a corset and change into a dress.

When I first put on the corset, I almost rolled my eyes from the pain of my lower ribs being folded. How embarrassed I was when I thoughtlessly started cursing and then got scolded by someone who appeared to be a maid.

“It’s done.”

But that’s all a thing of the past. I’m used to it now. To be precise, I had no choice but to get used to it.

I looked at the image of a girl with bright red hair and bright red eyes reflected in the mirror for a moment and then closed my eyes.

“I will do your makeup for you.”

I passed the feeling of the brush hitting my face to the back of my senses and continued thinking.

This is already the eleventh and seventh regression. You have no choice but to get used to it. However, it did not mean that my memories of being a man were worn away and I started acting feminine.

The me who was a man is still alive and breathing inside me. The reason I don’t go crazy when wearing a dress and putting on makeup is because there is no benefit to me if I resist.

The story leaked. again.

“It’s all over. The meal is ready, so let’s go down. Miss.”

I possessed myself as the final boss of Chapter 1 of an otome game called [Blooming Under the Moonlight], a rare villainess character who cannot survive no matter which route she takes.

When she was first possessed, she did not know what was going on, so she tried to protect her. However, she was stripped of her position as heir due to her low standards, and resisted like crazy when she was told that she would marry him off as the wife of another count. However, she was beaten to death by the hands of the head of the family, who was enraged by the indecency.

“Good morning. Father, mother.”

“Yes.”

“Good morning, Charlotte.”

During the first regression, she was unable to overcome the shock of death she experienced in the previous episode and locked herself in her room, refusing water and food. She was forcibly taken out and married off.

I didn’t resist because I knew that if I resisted, I would die, but this time, my body became so weak that I fell ill soon after I got married.

“Let’s eat.”

During the second regression, I spent as much time as possible trying to figure out what had happened.

And after reaching the appropriate age and entering the academy, I encountered the real protagonist of this game and found out that this game was called [Blooming Under the Moonlight] and that I had been possessed as the game’s villainous character.

Because I knew what kind of end the villainess in this game would suffer, I tried to avoid getting involved with the main character as much as possible, but the world wasn’t so kind. In the end, I was stabbed in the back by the handmaid I trusted the most and died.

reason? This is because the foolish maid fell for the treacherous tongue of her foolish younger brother, who was aiming for the position of heir and promised that if she followed him, she could become the mistress of the duchy.

“A famous tutor from the royal capital is coming to visit you today, so make sure you prepare thoroughly, Charlotte.”

“Yes, father. I won’t disappoint you.”

“Yes.”

During the third regression, I just thought I didn’t want to die. I followed the story vaguely left in my head, doing my best to the main character and main targets, and setting up an iron wall against those who were hostile to me.

But it was no use. I was called a hypocrite by those who were hostile to me, pretentious, uncaring about others, and just as there were few people who could say B if dozens of people said A, the protagonist and his companions were also reluctant to me and stayed away from me.

And in the end, I died after being hit on the head by a flower pot dropped by a junior at the academy who was jealous of me.

“Oh, did you hear that story? The story is that a boy was born to Marquis Zenas.”

“There will be a lot of trouble over the position of successor.”

During the fourth regression, he treated everyone kindly. I always smiled and did good deeds so as not to give anyone the opportunity to betray me from the beginning. It was a hypocrisy that started with the desire to just live, but it was the best at the time.

Fortunately, no one was hostile to me this time, and I was happy that I could somehow survive in this trashy world. That too for a while.

The head of the family said that I, who had a gentle and kind image, was not suitable for the position of a duke, who had to be cold-hearted at all times, so I entered into an arranged marriage with another family. She laughed and jumped off the cliff, thinking that she would rather die than be hugged by a man.

“It was a good meal. Father, may I go up first to prepare for class?”

“Yes. Go up and see.”

The fifth return, he was going along well, but was manipulated by the rebels, and at the end of it, he was hanged naked. Personally, it was the most miserable death.

sixth. Thinking that this was all because of the main character, I was so anxious that I could not kill the main character like the villainess in the original work that I was poisoned by my personal maid who became friends with the main character.

Seventh. I emptied my mind and lived a moderate life with the thought that whatever would happen would happen, but before I knew it, I got caught up in a political fight and was assassinated. Honestly, this was the longest I lived.

eighth. This time, I struggled to somehow change my miserable fate. I hated wearing dresses and skirts so much that I confronted the king, tried to somehow change my perception, and tried to change the world.

but. He died then too. The king, who felt threatened because I was talking too hard, threw me in prison with the absurd reason that I was inciting a civil war, and I died there.

“Miss, your steps are unsteady.”

“Thank you. I felt a little dizzy because the corset prevented blood flow.”

Ninth too. The tenth too. eleven. twelve. thirteen. fourteen. The fifteenth and sixteenth.

I have experienced quite a few deaths. I’ve done quite a few things. I have lived a good life, and I have lived a life without any thought. I lived harder than anyone else and achieved more outstanding achievements than anyone else. I foolishly tried to commit suicide, and was even reduced to ashes by the flames of rebellion.

I did my best. I did my best. In the end, I died. It was as if the world wanted me dead, no matter what I did, I died.

So I changed my mind.

“That’s why. Sarah.”

“Yes?”

This time I will be evil. She is not simply called a villain and an idiot. I will become the worst evil that no one can overcome.

A shadow crawling under the water, a poisonous snake passing through the bushes. It will become darkness that covers the night sky.

Even if you live while doing good deeds, if you die, you will do evil deeds. I will survive by becoming thoroughly evil.

“… … Nothing. Forget it.”

I looked at my maid, Sarah, with a mask-like smile.

Ah, my lovely first traitor.

First, I will destroy you.