Confession

“Uh… what should I do?”

My head goes blank.

I just blink, staring at the landlady in this surreal situation.

“Why are you looking at me like that…”

I expected to be scolded, but the atmosphere is different.

Her eyes are filled with moisture, as if she’s about to burst into tears.

She looks pitiful and sorry.

And, guilty…?

“Huh…?”

“Dohee-yaaa…”

“I’m sorry… Waaahhhh!!!”

Suddenly, she hugs me, who’s sitting naked on the floor, and bursts into tears.

‘What is going on?’

I haven’t said anything yet…

It’s like finding your first love, whom you lost when you were young, working as a cheap prostitute in a back alley?

The problem is that I’m the cheap prostitute here, but anyway, she seems genuinely sorry for me.

‘What is she misunderstanding?’

I need to hear her out.

First, let me get dressed…

 

A little later, I calm her down and we sit at the dining table in the living room to have a conversation. She’s sitting next to me, not across from me, holding my hands tightly.

“I didn’t know you were so vengeful that you’d do something like this, Dohee…”

“Huh? Vengeful…?”

What is she talking about all of a sudden? She couldn’t have found out about my past life…

“It’s okay, Dohee. You can tell me. You want to get revenge on the Ohsung Group, right?”

“…?”

It seems like she has some information I don’t.

I should keep my mouth shut for now.

“The eldest son of the Ohsung Group… he must have done something terrible to you… It’s okay, you don’t have to tell me.”

She hugs me again with a sorry expression.

Her ample breasts press against me, squishing like steamed buns.

‘Oh, breasts… No, that’s not important. Where did she get that information?’

The eldest son of the Ohsung Group is being accused…

Was there a police investigation result?

I trace back my memories.

The first place I opened my eyes was a garbage dump in the city center. Of course, there wouldn’t be a landfill in the middle of Seoul, so it must have been a garbage collection company.

And the clue about the eldest son of the Ohsung Group.

For the record, the Ohsung Group and the Ohsung Guild, one of the giant guilds, are technically different entities.

The Ohsung Guild is one of the many subsidiaries within the Ohsung Group, such as Ohsung Electronics, Ohsung Energy, and Ohsung Construction.

Of course, it has a strong power that makes it awkward to call it a subsidiary, but at least the eldest son of the Ohsung Group is not an Awakened, so he’s likely not closely related to the Ohsung Guild.

‘They must have investigated thoroughly…’

The pieces are slowly falling into place.

The owner of my original body… was kidnapped and raped by the eldest son of the Ohsung Group, and then murdered?

No, I don’t have accurate information yet.

Would my soul entering a dead person’s body cause some chemical reaction that changes my fingerprints and DNA?

And they’re not stupid, they wouldn’t just hand over the body to a garbage collection company…

‘Are they just stupid?’

I can’t rule out that possibility, but I’ll put it aside for now.

The important thing is that the police investigation progressed to some extent, realized that the culprit was the eldest son of the Ohsung Group, and then stopped the investigation, and the police and the landlady here know about it.

‘This… could be a justification.’

I feel a little sorry for the owner of this body, but this fact can be used to hit the Ohsung Group hard later.

If I use the justification to give the Ohsung Group a big middle finger, the Ohsung Guild, a subsidiary, might step in.

That’s what I’m aiming for. To provoke a giant guild, get attacked, and then use that as a justification for revenge.

They’ll be wary of public opinion for now, but they’ll start working on it over time.

‘If the owner of the body is still there, they might even like it…’

Anyway, I don’t plan to deny it right now.

I feel sorry for the landlady, but she’s already misunderstanding that I’m climbing the tower dreaming of revenge on the Ohsung Group, so there’s no need to make excuses.

“But Dohee… you don’t have to do those broadcasts anymore… No, never mind… I’m sorry, sob…”

She seems to misunderstand that I’m blinded by revenge and making money by attracting attention with lewd broadcasts.

‘No, that misunderstanding… Hmm… Wait, it’s kind of true…?’

It inevitably turned into a lewd broadcast, but I’m the one who’s maintaining this concept.

If I hated the sexual harassment, I could have banned them all a long time ago, but I’m the one who’s leaving it alone.

Of course, sexual harassment isn’t good. But if you ask me if I hate it… Well, do I hate it…?

Actually, I don’t really know.

It’s true that it doesn’t really affect me. The feeling of shame I feel isn’t the unpleasant and insulting feeling that ordinary women feel when they’re sexually harassed.

To give an example with a man, it’s just like dancing a ridiculous dance and being embarrassed?

Plus, the thrill of the cheers of the people and the pleasure felt from the strange shame are added, so that negative feeling is also removed.

And my mental strength is also strong.

In my past life, I was close to being a munchkin, but I wasn’t an omnipotent god.

I lost dozens, hundreds of colleagues right in front of my eyes.

Close colleagues, people who shared friendship and love in the tower, were torn to pieces, eaten alive, and exploded to death right in front of my eyes.

It’s not that my heart doesn’t hurt.

However, as I became accustomed to death, I just brushed it off, saying that as long as they didn’t die, they were alive and well.

So, even when viewers circulate my sex videos and make fun of me, I think, ‘Where else can I survive without dying?’ first.

Above all, the broadcast itself is more fun than I thought.

In my past life, I didn’t think of myself as someone who was suited for the stage, but it’s fun to be on the air and get attention.

The cheers, recognition, and praise of the people felt good.

‘And I think I might have some kind of masochistic tendency.’

Of course, putting aside all the minor reasons above, the biggest reason is…

Sex is just so damn good.

The sensation of a penis digging and groping inside my pussy, the feeling of the cervix pounding… is indescribably good.

Being forcibly grabbed and laid under a man, moaning, is thrilling and fills something inside me, making me feel satisfied.

I admit it.

I’m already addicted to sex, addicted to rape.

But it’s not a bad addiction like drugs. In the first place, I don’t really feel like doing it until I’m attacked.

There are no withdrawal symptoms, and of course there’s no negative impact on the broadcast, and there are only benefits, such as stat increases and sponsorships.

If I openly acted like a prostitute, everyone would treat me like a low-class prostitute and ignore me, but at least until now, most people think, ‘She’s being forced to do it.’

Of course, my real viewers seem to have already noticed, but at least to the public, my image is like ‘A girl crush-type Awakened who climbs the tower without caring even if she’s raped.’

So, there’s no reason to abandon my current broadcast style, and I don’t want to abandon it.

“……”

Since I’m lost in thought and not saying anything, the landlady hugs me without saying anything.

“Dohee-ya… don’t do those broadcasts anymore. I’ll help you…”

I feel a little sorry for her, but I have no intention of changing my broadcast style.

‘I need to buy equipment…’

But I can’t tell her that I’m a pervert who secretly enjoys taking off my clothes, doing a naked dogeza, and being sexually harassed…

‘Wait, I can tell her, can’t I?’

Deceiving with lies is the thing I hate the most. Of course, I think good-intentioned lies are okay, but bad is bad.

And…

It wouldn’t hurt to have one person to share secrets with, would it? In the first place, from the moment she found out about my broadcasting, she would oppose me doing these broadcasts if I didn’t explain it properly.

If I continued broadcasting against her opposition, I might be kicked out of the house.

If I’m kicked out of this safe and good house, I might not be able to sleep comfortably and something bad might happen.

Gulp…

I prepare myself a little, take a moment to catch my breath, and then open my mouth slightly.

“I’m doing it because I like it.”

I said it.

A precious secret that only I have.

‘Is this why people make confessions? I feel like my heart is getting lighter.’

“Dohee, what did you say…?”

I look at her shaking eyes and say,

“Becoming an Awakened, doing lewd broadcasts, it’s all what I wanted to do. Of course, I’m not broadcasting and climbing the tower to do those things. But I definitely don’t hate it. It’s more accurate to say that I’m enjoying it… I know you’ll think it’s weird if I say this, but I’m not hiding my feelings of dislike and doing lewd broadcasts against my will.”

That’s right. I’ve never been angry while broadcasting.

I’ve been embarrassed or even treated viewers with contempt, but I’ve never been angry, furious, or felt wronged. I’ve been angry at the tower a few times, but that wasn’t because of the broadcast.

‘Maybe I got along well with the perverted gentlemen?’

“Dohee, is, is that really true?”

She listens to my words, thinks about them for a moment, and then asks again.

“Ahem… Y-yes, that’s right. I’m enjoying it to some extent. Most of the viewers are men, so they’re perverts, but they’re all on my side. It’s a little embarrassing, but I’m also feeling some joy there.”

Her reaction to my words was…

“Ah… Dohee-ya… That’s a relief.”

Surprisingly, she didn’t look at me strangely or criticize me.

Even though I told her about my perverted and secret tastes, she hugs me tightly.

“I thought you were doing those things against your will… It’s okay. If you’re okay with it, it’s not embarrassing… You can do that, Dohee…”

“I-is it okay?”

“Yes, that’s a relief. I was just misunderstanding…”

‘It’s true that it’s a misunderstanding… but I don’t need to tell her that the root of my revenge isn’t the eldest son of the Ohsung Group, but all the giant guilds.’

I knew the landlady was kind, but I didn’t expect her to be this accommodating.

She was focusing on the fact that I was doing adult broadcasts against my will, not on the fact that I was doing them.

If I truly wanted to, if I was truly happy doing it, it seemed like she would allow anything.

‘I should have just told her…’

I even feel sorry for trying so hard to hide it because I was worried she would worry.

I never expected that there would be someone in the world who could embrace everything as much as her chest size.

And after saying it so clearly and being recognized by the landlady, I felt like a burden had been lifted from my heart and I felt relieved.

I was a little sorry for lying that I was running an online shopping mall because I was afraid of being caught… but even now, she doesn’t even ask about the lie I told, as if she already understood why I did it.

“But Dohee, just allow me this.”

This time, she grabs my shoulders with a slightly firm expression and speaks.

It’s as if she’s saying that she can understand everything else, but she can’t give up on this one thing.

“Yes? What is it?”

“I… I watched Dohee’s broadcasts again, and… there’s no manager? So there are too many people who are crossing the line with their chats!”

“Ah… that’s…”

Yes, the AI of Pantheon TV is good, but since I don’t directly sanction them, there are many people who are chatting at a precarious level.

“I’ll do it, Dohee! Give me the manager position!”

“Yes…?”

“And it must be hard to handle the work alone? Auntie will help you! I’ll help you with your broadcasts, Dohee!!”

Is this… how it’s going to turn out?

Is it okay to use the landlady as a manager?

“Well… it might be a little…”

The future is clearly visible.

The future of the landlady being cursed by the jerk-off streamers for spamming too many bans.

This shouldn’t be used for the sake of the viewers, but for the sake of the landlady.

As I was about to refuse,

“Hmm? Oh, no? I’m not going to do it directly? I’m going to have the security guards who watch Dohee’s broadcasts instead of watching the CCTV do it.”

‘I wondered how she found out, but it turns out a security guard got caught watching my broadcast…’

Anyway, that’s a relief.

A security guard who was already my viewer would only ban those who appropriately cross the line.

“Dohee, now that it’s come to this, I’ll manage your broadcasts. Like… an MCN? Like an agency that streamers often go to. How about it?”

Management…

Requests for advertisements, TV appearances, and interviews are already pouring in. I don’t have time, so I’ve rejected them for now, but…

‘I have to accept the advertisements. Hmm…’

But there’s a reason why I haven’t joined an MCN so far.

“I’m sorry, but I’ll have to refuse that.”

“Huh…? Dohee?”

“I don’t think MCNs are suitable…”

“…??”

“Let’s create a guild together instead.”

“Huh…?”

You can become a guild leader and create your own guild after passing the 20th floor.

‘I need to start building a stable force now.’

I realized in my past life that there’s a limit to what you can do alone, no matter what you do.

I happen to have a lot of money, a lot of time, some existing power, and someone who is endlessly friendly to me has come rolling in.

 

Translator note:

I love chapters without pictures.