VR Room and Offline (4)

I’m not normal.

I’m a beast who fucked my cousin and even got a blowjob from my own sister.

I can accept this without arguing.

But, this time it’s a little different.

The way Hyunji is approaching me feels murderous, and the hand stroking the back of my neck is cold.

The touch is definitely warm, but it’s so cold that I shiver slightly.

,’Oppa, I did it because you said you liked it, how is it?”,

,’Uh… I didn’t expect you to remember that and do it for me.”,

Isn’t it obvious? It’s been two years, two years!

My mind starts to freeze at this unexpected situation.

So, it’s not really, really a bad situation.

Yeah, she remembers what I said two years ago and meets me, so she must have prepared…

…No, it’s not that she prepared, it’s that she’s already ,’been doing it’,?

This is important. She didn’t plan to meet me today, but we met while playing a game.

So, it would be impossible if she didn’t calculate this meticulously, but it’s far-fetched to expect someone to predict even when they’ll meet.

Think about it, if she tried to meet me by calculating the game matching, then it’s not just a coincidence.

She must have been looking right through me, knowing everything about me.

I don’t want to think about that level of meticulousness. If I think of her as that crazy, honestly, I want to push her away and run away right now.

,’Honestly, I didn’t think I’d meet you today. But I was trying to meet you as soon as possible.”,

,’…Why?”,

Even the question ,’why’, makes me nervous. What kind of answer is she going to give me?

,’I’ve been wearing these clothes every winter to get used to them, so of course, I wanted to show them to you.”,

…That’s roughly right. Well, she’s been doing that every winter.

Still, this answer wasn’t that scary. Yeah, if she wears a coat with only underwear every winter because of what I said, it’s fine as long as she doesn’t get caught.

That doesn’t mean she’s not a fucking psycho, but at least there’s no reason to condemn her as a psycho.

Whatever the case, it’s her personal deviation and satisfaction. It’s not a problem at all if she doesn’t show it to others.

The hand stroking the back of my neck while hugging me feels warmer than before.

Yeah, it’s a relief that it’s been proven she’s not a psycho. This way, I can… respond better.

,’Okay, you said 10 minutes, but can you tell me why you’ve been doing that because of me…?”,

I sighed without making a sound and slowly hugged her back through her coat.

Regardless of her doing that, I’d feel sorry if she caught a cold.

In response to my actions, the hand that had been stroking the back of my neck slowly moved to my waist.

Very slowly, like a snake winding down, but meticulously with her fingertips.

,’Um… honestly, it’s nothing much, but it’s everything. I changed after that.”,

Hyunji’s lips approached my neck.

She didn’t do anything, just lightly kissed my neck, and I only felt her warm breath.

She hugged me a little tighter and stuck to me.

Clearly, she wasn’t as scary as before. It’s just that I haven’t sorted out this situation yet, so my head is confused.

,’Because of the stories you’ve been telling me for the past year, Oppa, I’ve developed a fantasy. I thought, ,’Oppa likes this kind of thing?’,”,

Please, it was just a story for fun, how could it turn out like this.

The guilt is quite big, even bigger than the guilt I felt after having sex with Eunha.

Of course, it didn’t make me dull or anything. It was just enough to make my actions hesitate slightly.

I flinched at the feeling of her lightly biting my neck.

At the feeling of her teeth touching and leaving a mark, I unconsciously hugged her a little tighter.

,’Think about it, I was a senior in high school. When I was about to explode from studying for the college entrance exam, you told me those sex jokes.”,

The hand that was around my waist pulled me closer.

,’Studying is stressful, but the stories are stimulating. So, I naturally changed.”,

The hand that pulled me closer intertwined its fingers and squeezed me.

But it didn’t feel like she was trying to hurt me or cause pain.

Rather, it felt like she didn’t want to let go, so she intertwined her fingers and nestled into my arms, more slowly and gently than before.

,’After that day, I couldn’t feel anything even if I masturbated, except for what Oppa said. When I looked it up later, they called it conditioning.”,

Her breath moved away from my neck, and she looked at me.

It wasn’t a witch-like, murderous smile, but a gentle smile.

So bright that I could feel a sunflower-like smile looking at the sunlight.

,’So, I thought. If I don’t get taken by Oppa, this will keep happening…”,

,’Uh, um, uh… I feel so guilty that I have nothing to say…?”,

After hearing everything, it’s 100% my fault.

Even if I went to court and asked for a judgment, the judge would acknowledge my 100% fault as soon as they heard it.

I thought she came to take revenge, but that wasn’t it either.

Her bright smile was all about burying her face in my chest and hugging me.

,’No, but what ,’taken’? What can a girl take…”,

,’Virginity.”,

It’s pretty strong for a girl with her face buried in my arms to say.

Why is her behavior mild, but the content coming out is like Buldak spicy noodles?

I can’t say I don’t want to take it, but I can’t say, ,’Okay, I’ll take it!’, either.

In this situation where I can’t do anything, quietly hugging Hyunji was my best option.

Quietly hugging her and patting her back, because sometimes not saying anything is more helpful.

,’So, I just wanted to see if you knew me since we met after a long time. It’s not like I’m asking you to take my virginity right away.”,

,’No, but how did you know it was me in Warfield? There’s nothing written on it.”,

,’Don’t you know Oppa’s in-game name? You said you go by Jizoncheonmahunter in any game you play. You said people don’t mess with you because you look old.”,

…She even remembers that, I’m really surprised.

I was surprised that she remembered what I said, and also that she remembered my ID.

I really feel like she’s good at studying. At this point, it’s not just studying, but it seems like her brain itself is smart and remembers things well.

I silently pat her back and comfort Hyunji. Looking at her quietly hugging me in my arms, she really is the Hyunji who only studied, but.

,’I’m not asking you to do anything right away… I’ll tell you my address later, so come to my housewarming party sometime.”,

She spoke to me in a really calm tone than before.

Just like a normal girl, talking to her cousin, in a very normal tone.

,’It’s hard right now, but I can go before the weekend if I look at the time… right?”,

,’Of course, I’m free even on weekdays because classes haven’t started yet. But you have to be prepared to see me in my underwear if you come on a weekday?”,

Even in a short moment, I’m getting used to this pattern now.

I grabbed her cheeks at the expression of her sticking out her tongue and smiling.

,’Don’t joke around…”,

,’Eueeng, but it’s true.”,

She rubs her cheeks and looks at me seriously.

Her eyes are so serious that I wouldn’t be able to spend the whole day looking into them.

She looks at me with such serious eyes that I unconsciously try to avoid them. As if to say it’s not a lie.

I nodded in agreement, and only then did she smile brightly again and hug me.

And then she closed her eyes and raised her head…

No matter how I look at it, this is an expression asking for a kiss between lovers.

That appearance of quietly closing her eyes and slightly opening her mouth without saying anything.

,’Erai.”,

I flicked her forehead and buttoned up her coat.

Fortunately, one or two people passed by, but they didn’t look at me strangely and went their way.

She rubbed her forehead that I hit and looked at me again with a witch-like smile, but it doesn’t work on me anymore.

I know what it means, and I understand what it means, so I have to be prepared if I visit her later.

,’That’s all, actually, I asked you to play with me for 10 minutes because I wanted to talk.”,

Now she looks at me normally without making that strange smile.

,’You seem like the old Hyunji now.”,

After seeing that smile, I remembered her old self.

The time when she didn’t manage her hair as much as now, didn’t take care of herself, and just wore glasses.

She was a childish younger sister back then, but somehow she’s become more of an adult than me… I suddenly feel sad.

,’I’ve said everything I wanted to say. Just promise me you’ll come visit later, and you can go or not.”,

,’Okay, I’ll go, I’ll go. I just need to send you a KakaoTalk message before I go, right?”,

,’Send it an hour before you come!”,

I nodded in agreement.

And then she naturally turned her back to me and walked away.

Is this a signal to walk together? Or is she really telling me to go my own way?

Here, I have to choose.

It’s getting late, so I go to the VR room.

Or, I can just leave a message for Se-ah and go home.

And the last option is to walk with Hyunji and then go.

The decision isn’t difficult.

,’Make sure to send me your address. I’m going in for today.”,

Anyway, I’ve already made a promise with Hyunji.

Walking together here wouldn’t have any meaning… well, it’s not that it wouldn’t have any meaning, but rather than continuing to talk about the past, it would be better to talk while eating something at home later.

As I was about to pat Hyunji’s shoulder and leave, she responded with a smile from behind me.

It’s nothing much. She just smiled and saw me off with a smile.

I waved at that smile and turned around to walk, but as soon as I turned around, my head was filled with slight worry.

,’…I don’t know what I’ll be subjected to when I go home.’,

The fact that I thought it was scary without realizing it was the first time since I watched a horror movie when I was young and said ghosts were scary.

–

,’Ah, Sunho, you’re back? Sorry, but can you go to the room and take out the drinks in the dumbwaiter?”,

,’…Excuse me? You still haven’t taken out the drinks?”,

It’s been almost two hours since I left, so does that mean she still hasn’t drunk the drinks?

No, even before drinking them, if she hasn’t even taken them out, what the hell has she been doing?

It wouldn’t even take a minute to open the dumbwaiter door and take out the drinks.

,’This isn’t something the boss should be apologizing for… Ugh, I’m sorry. Please send one more cup of Coke.”,

,’It’s a service anyway, so I’ll send you a Coke right away, so please take out the drinks right away.”,

,’Yes, I’ll go in and take them out right away.”,

,’Sunho, don’t hit the kid or anything.”,

That crazy bitch Lee Se-ah, she’s not just been playing games like crazy since earlier, is she?

If she did, she’s getting her ass beat right away. I’ve been too nice to her, so she’s crossing the line like it’s her own house.

Even if the boss is thinking of Se-ah and telling me that as I grit my teeth and go, this isn’t right.

If food remains in the dumbwaiter, an alarm sounds.

It’s not too loud, but the fact that the beeping sound keeps coming out and she ignored it means one of two things.

One is that she ignored it because she was playing games, and the other is that she just didn’t do it.

Whatever she did, it was enough to piss me off.

,’Lee Se-ah, you crazy bitch, no matter how crazy you are about games, you should take out the drinks from the dumbwaiter!”,

As I gritted my teeth and went in, Lee Se-ah.

That crazy bitch was really using the device after doing everything I told her not to do.

I’m sure I told her to wear clothes, but she’s sitting there after taking off all her clothes again.

Was it because I just met Hyunji? Even I, who rarely gets angry, couldn’t help but get heated up by the sudden temperature difference.

,’Lee Se-ah, you crazy bitch!!”,

I later heard from the boss that even though the soundproofing was pretty good, the shout I yelled was heard outside.