The Paradox of Love

Fate approaches in various ways. Intentionally, coincidentally, and inevitably.

My first meeting with Luna was a brief encounter in the library, but what directly tied us together was a special practical exercise that wasn’t even in the original story.

A sudden variable created by Headmaster Nelson. I met my lovely lover and friends there.

If that variable hadn’t existed, I think the probability of me forming a bond with Luna and other friends who didn’t even appear in the novel would have been low. I wasn’t like Roel, who easily struck up conversations with others and treated them kindly, and I was clumsy when it came to making friends.

If I hadn’t met Luna and the Messiah members, I could have been sure that I would have spent a rather lonely academy life.

Before Lacar suggested I make friends, my school life was the worst.

Therefore, I can’t help but cherish the relationships that I have by my side, whether by chance or fate. That value is more important to me than anything else.

Especially to this lovely lover who says she would have loved me no matter what I looked like, I wanted to give her everything. My heart, blood, emotions. All of those things.

I loved Luna so much, who became a new breath for me when I was struggling to breathe, crushed by unseen old emotions, that I wanted to possess everything.

So, unlike usual, I couldn’t overcome Luna’s seduction, who was telling me that she wanted me with a disheveled expression. The moment I heard those words, they were like magic words that I desperately wanted, and they were the trigger that made me express all my emotions.

,Next time, I won’t be able to hold back… I clearly warned you.”

It was definitely my voice that came out of my mouth, but it was so low that it was unfamiliar even to me. I don’t know if she was scared or excited, but Luna trembled slightly and answered in a whisper.

,I know… That’s why I remembered.”

At her answer, I was momentarily shocked and closed my mouth. She was a pure Luna who had never even had a self-pleasure experience, but she was a natural genius when it came to touching my dark emotions.

Looking at Luna’s wet eyes, which were shimmering with excitement, I lewdly mixed my tongue with hers again and fondled her breasts. Her flushed skin felt hot.

I couldn’t stand it any longer at the sight of Luna, who was moaning softly and looking at me with the face of a female melting into pleasure that I couldn’t normally see.

While tormenting Luna’s erect nipples with one hand, I lowered my pants with the other. Not noticing it, Luna was focused on putting her hands on my neck and mixing her tongue with mine. A submissive state, soaked in pleasure and entrusting everything to me.

I watched Luna as if observing her, and without warning, I twisted her nipples hard. Luna, who had been closing her eyes and wrapping her tongue around mine, groaned at the sudden pain and instinctively lifted her hips.

Not missing that moment, I immediately took off Luna’s pants. A thick, viscous fluid followed her panties, stretching out and disappearing.

Luna’s pink pussy was wet with sticky fluid, and her cleft was wriggling lewdly. Her engorged and erect clit glistened with fluid, making me want to torment it.

Perhaps realizing that her lower body was empty. Luna panicked and tried to close her thighs, but I grabbed Luna’s thighs with my hands and forced her legs apart.

,You’re pretty. And lewd.”

,Heeuh, uh… Th, that’s…”

As I stroked her thighs gently and whispered, Luna bit her lip and avoided my gaze, as if feeling ashamed. Does she even know that that reaction only drives her further?

Stroking Luna’s lower abdomen, I subtly lowered my body. Before Luna, who had her hands on my neck, could notice, I put my tongue on her erect clit.

,Hyaat?! Ro, Ross. Th, that place… D, don’t kiss it… Heeut, heeung…!!!”

Luna’s body bounced up as if she had been pricked by a needle. Her thighs reflexively tightened around my head, but I forcibly spread her legs apart with force. I licked her clit, which was soaked in thick fluid, as if sweeping it up with my tongue spread wide.

The viscous, slippery fluid stuck to the roof of my mouth, riding on my tongue. It was a lewd taste. Her tender flesh easily pushed away each time my tongue touched it.

,Heeut, heut…! St, stop… Th, this again, again… Sc, scary… I’m so, so sorry…”

Luna pleaded in a tearful voice, but a sexy juice continued to flow from her pussy. Each time I moved my tongue, Luna’s body twitched with pleasure, and she put strength into her hands that were holding my head, so I couldn’t stop moving my tongue.

,Aat…a, aat, eut, euueung…!!!”

Luna’s legs spread on their own without me having to put any more strength, and seeing her making slightly louder noises, I couldn’t hold back any longer and took off my pants.

I pressed Luna’s clit hard with my dick, which was glistening with precum. My dick, which was pressing against her clit, which was covered in slippery fluid and saliva, couldn’t hold on and slipped.

,Hyaheut…!!!”

That rather turned into foreplay, and as my hard dick brushed past her clit, Luna opened her mouth as if she had reached her climax. Not missing that, I continued to move my hips and rubbed Luna’s clit and dick.

Just stroking her clit, which was soaked in fluid, with my glans was enough to make me feel an intense pleasure that made me feel like I was about to cum. Gritting my teeth and enduring it, I whispered in Luna’s ear, who was moaning louder than ever.

,Luna, I love you.”

,Haeut, haeu… M, me too, I love… Heut…!!!”

A sound of flesh tearing was heard. Luna, who was muttering that she loved me mindlessly with a melted face, trembled all over at the sudden pain.

,A, aat… Ro, Ross…eu, eu, heung…”

Luna’s pussy was long ready to receive my dick. Luna’s pussy, which had been loosened to the fullest, accepted my dick inside without resistance.

I bit my lip at the insane pleasure. Pushing my glans into her warm pussy that was tightly wrapping around my dick, the pleasure of widening a place where nothing had ever invaded before felt like my brain was melting.

Feeling the blunt and soft flesh touching the end of my dick, I hugged Luna, who was crying, and stroked her head as if to soothe her.

,Are you okay? You can tell me if it hurts.”

She seemed to be holding back the words that it hurt on purpose, so when I comforted her like that. Luna then buried her face in my neck and cried sadly.

,It, it hurts… Heeung, heeut… It feels like my flesh, my flesh is torn… Heeung, heeeuk…”

As I comforted Luna, I subtly looked down and realized that it was worth crying. I could even see the bed sheets being stained with blood.

Fortunately, perhaps because I had loosened her up a lot, Luna soon stopped crying. However, she swallowed nervously with an uneasy look, perhaps because she was unfamiliar with the large thing that had entered her.

,Here, right now, my thing is inside here.”

As I tapped the area below Luna’s navel with my hand, her pussy suddenly tightened. Seeing Luna breathing out a hotter breath than before, I moved my hips slightly.

,Hwaang, haat, a…ang… J, now we’re… Se, having sex…Eut!”

Her vaginal walls wriggled as if they were alive, pushing my dick out. It was a shockingly lewd body. I couldn’t stand the excitement any longer and grabbed Luna’s arms and moved my hips.

As my dick, which had been pushed out, pierced deep inside again, I felt an insane feeling of cumming again. The vaginal walls were squeezing my dick tightly and stimulating it without any gaps, to the point where I would cum right away if I relaxed even a little.

,Ro, Ross… Haeuh, this… Fe, feels good… Ke, keep going… Heeeung…”

Luna, who had been in pain a little while ago, was squeezing my dick with her pussy and gradually moaning sweetly. Seeing Luna looking at me with desperate eyes as if she didn’t want to miss the pleasure she was feeling for the first time, I wondered if I should. I moved my hips little by little.

The sticky fluid and virgin blood mixed together, and it was an intense pleasure that felt like my dick was melting in the warmth. The act of the vaginal walls moving on their own and sticking to my dick, guiding it to her deepest part, made me feel like I was going to ejaculate just by putting it in.

I don’t know if it’s because we have good sexual compatibility or because Luna has a lewd body that reacts honestly to pleasure.

Just moving my hips a few times was enough to make her spew out sticky fluid, and the way she panted and exhaled sweet breaths was so lovely that it stimulated the desire for domination that was hidden deep inside me.

,Heeut, heugeut…Ro, Ross-euh… It’s weird, this… It’s full inside… It’s throbbing… Again, eut, aahng, uh, aat!”

,Feels good?”

,Eh… Euh-eung, feels goo…eueung, eut…!!!”

Had she climaxed again? Luna squeezed her vaginal walls as if pushing my dick out, and her thighs trembled as if convulsing. With her uncomfortable left hand attached to her body and her right hand desperately grabbing my arm, Luna repeated the words that it felt good in a sweet voice and shed tears.

,Fee… Feels good. Uh, aat, euheung… Ross, Ross-euh…!”

Because she had reached her climax, her vaginal walls contracted and didn’t think about letting go of my dick. However, since her vaginal folds were already full of sticky fluid, I moved my hips like a rampage, forcibly widening her vaginal walls and digging my dick deep inside.

I mixed my tongue with Luna, who was drooling and moaning intensely from the intense pleasure that ran through her entire body, and then put Luna’s legs on my shoulders.

As if pressing down with my weight, my pubic bone collided with Luna’s thighs, and a lewd sound echoed in the room. I moved my hips like a beast with only instinct left, and sucked on Luna’s tongue. Each time I moved my hips and lewdly intertwined my tongue, I desperately put strength into my butt to resist the rising feeling of cumming.

,Ro…ss. Kn, know my heart… Heeut, heut…do you understand? I, I love Ross a lot…”

As if she wanted to let me know her true feelings somehow, Luna said in a sweet voice, even as her eyes were glazed over and she was squeezing her vaginal walls as if she was drawing out semen.

,Of course I know. You love me this much.”

Luna’s actions of whispering that she loved me made my movements even faster. I moved my hips relentlessly, rummaging roughly through Luna’s insides with the intention of exploring her entire body.

I bit her protruding, erect nipples and put my weight on her, pushing my dick deep inside to the root. Luna panted with lewd moans and became a female who was only reacting to the stimulation I was giving her, her mind burned out by pleasure.

Just as I was about to pull my hips back, thinking that I couldn’t hold back my ejaculation any longer, Luna pulled my neck. Just as I was about to desperately get out of the situation, thinking that it was embarrassing and at the limit, and was about to remove my hand, Luna said in a sweet voice.

,I, I used contraception. It’s, it’s okay… In, inside me, do it…”

Luna’s words, squeezing my dick with her vaginal walls as if pulling it into her, devoured my reason. Even if Luna’s words were a lie, I couldn’t hold on any longer.

,Ross, Ross… Heeut, heeung… It feels good, Ross, heeut, I love you. I love you…”

,Luna…!”

Jjilgeokjjilgeok- Along with the lewd sound, I repeatedly stabbed her cervix like a male instinct. Luna, who had been moaning intensely, suddenly convulsed all over her body and squeezed my entire dick with her vaginal walls as if imprisoning it. Because of that, I couldn’t hold on any longer and hugged Luna. The semen that burst out like an explosion filled Luna’s insides.

,Uh, uh, eut, euheuheut…! Ross, Ross… My stomach is hot… It feels good… Heueeeut…!!!”

The semen continued to gush out like urine, as if releasing what I had been holding back, to the point where my lower body felt stiff. Luna’s vaginal walls continued to wriggle and torment my dick, as if trying to squeeze out the remaining semen.

With a languid feeling as if I had poured out all the energy in my body, I turned my body back. When I pulled out my dick, Luna’s vaginal walls clung to it until the very end, as if they were about to be pulled out.

Luna’s body, which had been so transparent that I could see her blood vessels, had long been flushed red with excitement. Furthermore, perhaps because I couldn’t control my strength, there were rough handprints all over her body and even a hickey on her neck.

Seeing Luna’s thighs trembling, I put her legs down from my shoulders and lay down next to Luna, pulling her into my arms.

Luna, who was covered in sweat, saliva, and fluid, burrowed into my arms like a baby bird and panted tiredly. Stroking the back of Luna’s hollow head, I whispered softly in her ear.

,You’re so lewd, Luna.”

Saying that and stroking her shoulder, Luna raised her head and looked at me with a lovely expression.

,Ross…”

Seeing Luna calling my name and giving me a lovely smile, I kissed her lightly on the forehead.

,I love you. I won’t love anyone else in this world but you.”

At my words, Luna smiled as if she was happy, then suddenly shook her head.

Looking at her silently as if demanding an explanation for her incomprehensible reaction, Luna whispered softly in a shy voice as if confessing.

,When we have our child, you have to love them as much as you love me.”

At Luna’s words, I let out a hollow laugh. I had never thought about having children before. Without much thought, I asked.

,Do you want to have a child?”

,Yes, when I graduate from the academy… I want to have Ross’s child.”

If it was a child born by Luna, it would definitely be incredibly lovely. However, I didn’t know if I would be in this world at that moment… I couldn’t be sure.

Just as I was suddenly possessed by Ross for no reason, I might return to my original world in the same way.

In the first place, just becoming lovers with Luna in such an uncertain situation was the same as me committing a great sin against Luna.

I didn’t have the courage to confess that, nor did I have the courage to leave her side for her sake.

,Why do you want to have a child…?”

I asked in a slightly emotional voice.

,Then… there will be one more person in this world who is happy to receive Ross’s love.”

The excitement that had remained like a faint afterglow disappeared, and a stuffy feeling filled its place. I put strength into my arms and hugged Luna tightly as if expressing that I wouldn’t let her go.

,…I love you, Luna. I will definitely make you happy.”

,I’m already happy enough, Ross. And…! I’m going to love you more.”

Seeing Luna smiling weakly with a tired face due to her intense first experience, I stroked her back and thought.

So that our story can end with a happy ending, just like Luna said someday.

I will do everything I can.

I made that resolution alone.