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by fnovelpia
‘Ah… it fucking hurts.’
I am now directly experiencing the death that I have seen countless times and inflicted on others.
As my consciousness faded away, a flash of light quickly passed by.
Memento Mori, I have lived a miserable life, thinking about my own death and thinking about dying someday.
I, who had no parents, no family, and no money, wanted to prove my existence before I was erased from the world.
Now that the end of ‘Memento Mori’ is in sight, a desperate voice is heard.
“Brother… you must survive..!!”
A man crying while looking at my face.
A face I saw so often, no, a person I thought of as one of my few family members.
driving…
His earnest voice began to pull me out of the depths of my sleep and into the world.
I felt uncomfortable due to the liquid filling my throat, so I spit it out, and instead of saliva, it was filled with blood.
As I looked at the red liquid coming out of my mouth, my mind began to become more and more aware of reality.
My mind begins to understand the situation around me, but the more I realize the reality, the more I can’t help but laugh…
I just laughed.
“Haha… fuck… do you think I can survive?”
Because I lived like this my whole life, I could only swear at them until the end.
The expressions of my subordinates brightened, perhaps because they thought he was still alive and well after hearing my curse.
I didn’t get to the stage where I liked what I said.
“”…..””
Parki looked at me and wiped away her tears.
“Carry your eldest brother.”
“Yes, brother.”
I spoke softly to the subordinate who was trying to carry me.
“Let go.”
“but..!”
When I held out my hand, Park realized what I wanted and took out a cigarette from his pocket.
“Bakgi.”
“yes…”
As I sat down on the floor with a cigarette in my mouth, Park Gi lit me with trembling hands.
Those who did not shed a single tear even when their own loved ones died, had tears in their eyes as they looked at me, who smelled like me.
Five people crying in front of me.
These are the children I raised, who considered me family, and who I also considered family.
“It fucking hurts…”
“”…..””
I looked at the burning cigarette, recalling memories filled with them and the smell of green onions and sweat.
Cigarettes burn for a short period of time, create a foul smell, are harmful, and sometimes even lead to death…
I felt that it overlapped with my life.
“Cool… It’s still cool…”
While I was smoking and laughing, one of Park Gi’s subordinates said.
“You fucking bastards have already come this far. Brother!!!”
Park Ki, dressed in a suit in front of me, listened to his subordinate’s words and took out a dagger.
“Brother, run away.”
“Baby… But… cough… I raised you well…”
From the sound of the iron floorboards, I could feel a number of people approaching in the hallway.
“Bakgi.”
“yes…”
“Go while your limbs are still intact.”
“Even if you kill me, even if you die, I can’t go anywhere without your body.”
“You bastard, just search around, you idiot…”
The sound of the floorboards began to get louder.
“Jaehyung.”
Lee Jae-hyung, whom I raised with Park Gi, was brought in when he was wandering.
Due to the situation, Jaehyeong answered without grumbling like usual.
“yes.”
I grabbed Jaehyeong by the back of his neck and pulled him strongly towards me.
“Do you… want to live? Your heart… cough… I understand… take Parkgi… and run away.”
Jaehyeong looked at me with serious eyes without saying a word and laughed out loud.
“Haha… We’ve been together for 20 years… and you still don’t know that…”
“…..”
“I’m so sad, bro! If you’re always loyal, you’ll get a kick out of it!? Bro, do you know that…?”
I looked at Jaehyeong holding my shoulder.
“I can’t go anywhere without my brother’s body here.”
“Assholes… cluck… just search through everything… you stupid bastards.”
Everyone looked straight ahead with serious expressions upon hearing what I said.
On the other side of the dark hallway, we began to see the dogs of Company S that had been chasing us.
The stabbing started without a word, and the cigarette in my hand burned out until the end, leaving nothing but ashes.
Park Ki fell in front of me with a hole in his chest.
“I will follow you until the end.”
A man with a head full of tattoos pushed Park with his foot.
Jaehyeong’s face sinks, he leans against the wall, and mutters.
“Live… live… remain… survive…”
Dozens of corpses were lined up around me due to my men.
“Wow… bastard… I heard there are only monsters around.”
A man appears from behind, pushing the head of a man with a head full of tattoos to the side.
“But Kang Han-seong… I guess you’re going to die too?”
A large man held a knife clumsily and brought it to my chest.
“Wow, how many people came here to kill you? It’s ridiculous.”
He seems like a pretty important person, but he’s not a face I remember.
“Say something~ Taebaek monster.”
I recited lines from a movie I enjoyed watching from memory.
“who are you..”
The room became quiet as the voice reminded me of fried dumplings.
“…..”
When the man tried to plunge the knife into my chest, I instantly twisted the man’s wrist and grabbed the knife.
And all the tendons on the man’s wrist were cut.
After about a second, the man saw his arm being torn off and belatedly screamed.
“Quaaa
The man tried to pull back the arm I was holding, thrusting the knife between the two eyes looking at me.
The man, who was falling backwards, was pulled up and his body recoiled.
People who flinch as soon as I stand up.
“ha…”
Dozens of people rushed at me at the same time without a word, but it didn’t take long for a feeling of ‘fear’ to appear in their pupils.
There are only a few people left among dozens of corpses.
I felt like there were holes all over my body and that I was looking at myself in the third person.
“I admit it. So please, just die now!!!”
I naturally tried to avoid the blade coming towards my head, but ‘my body’ was already out of my control.
A 15cm-sized kitchen knife was stuck in my shoulder, but I didn’t feel anything.
At the same time as the man who pulled the knife from his shoulder kicked ‘my body’, ‘I’ began to fall to the floor.
…I don’t remember much.
However, my head hurt as if it had been crushed, and my whole body, which had been hot, felt cold.
My whole body ached, as if the wind had hit my peeling skin.
That was all I felt and remembered.
Voices drowned in tears, and even the voice of a man who heard the news of the death of the woman he loved.
When my eyes opened, I was unaware of the situation.
A man who was measured as a giant was wiping away tears as he looked at me.
I quickly realized that the man was not a giant, but that I was a baby.
‘What… what situation is this?’
A woman speaks while looking at a man who is crying.
“The princess is really pretty…”
‘…..?’
I didn’t believe in reincarnation, past life, regression, anything like that.
Because there wasn’t enough time to even think about the present in front of us.
I admit it. I admit that such a thing exists. I think that word exists because people believe it.
God, Buddha? I don’t believe it, but I think it exists.
And I, who have only focused on the present ahead of me, will not believe in this reincarnation as just a fantasy.
‘But, princess… this is not fucking right.’
I wanted to move my head quickly to see if it was sturdy, but it was a big problem to check with this body without muscles.
‘No, right? I’m a prince, right? Speak the fuck up!!! Fuck you guys!!!’
“Naaaeaeaeae..!”
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