Sidestory – 2

“Let’s stop here for now.”

I exhaled and spoke to Vivian.

I’m not sure how many days have passed.

I lost track of time, losing myself in the constant entanglement of our bodies.

Only now am I finally coming to my senses.

My body is covered in Vivian’s bite marks.

Vivian’s body is overflowing with the kiss marks I left behind.

My back is sore, and my dick is starting to ache.

As much as I’d like to stay like this forever… it’s time to return to reality.

“Haa… haa…”

-Squelch! Squelch!

But Vivian didn’t seem to have any intention of listening to me.

We were sitting together.

I had my legs hanging off the bed, while Vivian sat astride my thighs with her knees spread apart.

Our intimate parts were pressed tightly together between her spread knees.

Vivian roughly brushed away the hair sticking to her sweaty face, pressed her waist tightly against me, and began to move rhythmically, as if dancing.

Lewd sounds echoed around us, continuously stimulating me.

-Squelch! Squelch!

I thought I’d get used to this sound, but I never did.

Maybe it’s because it’s the first time, but for some reason, a sense of guilt that this is something I shouldn’t be doing, the happiness of being with someone I love, and the pleasure itself are all melting my mind.

It was this stimulation that kept me from regaining my senses over the past few days.

-Thud!

I firmly pressed Vivian’s hips down, holding her in place against me.

“Ugh!”

Vivian, sensitive as she was, flinched and stopped.

At the same time, her slightly furrowed expression was unbearably cute.

“Vivian. Let’s stop here for now.”

“Haa… haa…”

She finally seemed to come to her senses and looked up at me.

Clear saliva dripped from her mouth like a beast’s.

“…What… did you say?”

She asked as if she hadn’t heard me.

I continued.

“…I said this the first time, and the sun has risen at least three more times since then. Let’s really stop here now.”

Of course, I was enjoying it too, but Vivian was the one who couldn’t stop.

“It’s not like this is the only chance we’ll get.”

Beneath her usual demeanor of finding lust distasteful… lay an overwhelming desire.

No, maybe it wasn’t just lust.

It felt more like a deep love for me than mere desire.

“…”

Vivian stopped and glared at me.

When she stays silent and looks at me like this, I can see why the maids and soldiers might be intimidated by her.

She’s beautiful but sharp-looking, and she clearly holds power.

Vivian, who had been quietly staring at me, suddenly swayed her hips slightly.

“…Vivian.”

I tried to stop her, but the more I did, Vivian would pause as if teasing, lifting her hips up and down.

-…Thud.

A strong sensation made me lose my resolve again.

Vivian, too, seemed to be enjoying it immensely, biting her lip lightly before letting go.

“…Doesn’t it feel insane?”

Vivian whispered.

“…To think there’s pleasure like this in the world. It’s not alcohol… it’s not drugs, but to feel something this good that you can’t even control your body.”

“…”

“I feel like I’ve been missing out my whole life, Kailo. Don’t you think so?”

The sight of Vivian melting in pleasure was certainly unfamiliar.

I never imagined she would enjoy this act so much.

But if you watch quietly, you can tell.

That she’s completely immersed in this.

“Lady Linne said that mixing your body with someone you love brings happiness… but that was wrong.”

Vivian said, her red eyes burning.

“It’s not happiness, it’s madness. I feel like I could die like this and be fine.”

Vivian pressed her soft chest against me and kissed me again.

Her hips moved vigorously once more.

As if to tell me not to speak, she covered my mouth and continued to move her hips for a long while.

Eventually, feeling the rising urge to climax, I tapped Vivian’s hips.

That signal was one she didn’t ignore.

“Paha…!”

With a sound that seemed like a pop, Vivian’s pussy released me.

At the same time, Vivian took my cock into her mouth, swallowing the flowing semen.

It was surreal to see her, who I thought would never do such a thing out of pride, acting like this.

That surrealness only heightened the stimulation.

Honestly, I wanted to just cum inside her.

For the past few days, I had to hold back that urge every time.

“…Can’t we just do it for real? It must be tiring to keep swallowing like this.”

I asked Vivian again.

“No.”

Vivian was firm.

Her reason was also frustrating.

“I can’t have a child right now. I don’t want this time with you to be interrupted.”

If a child were born, my affection would shift to the child, she reasoned.

She wanted to enjoy the peace we had finally achieved a little longer.

“I’ll let you do it on safe days later. But it’s too risky now, Kailo.”

“…So when are you planning to have a child? The Rondor family doesn’t have an heir right now.”

Vivian chuckled.

“…How many times do I have to say it? I don’t need a family or an heir. I don’t care about any of that.”

“…”

“I won’t let anyone interrupt this time with you.”

I finally nodded.

“Anyway, let’s stop here for real. I’m tired too.”

“No. More, Kailo.”

“The position is tiring. We’ve tried everything. No more.”

“There’s one position we haven’t tried yet.”

“…There’s more?”

Vivian had been using all the techniques she learned from Madame Linne on me.

Of course, she probably didn’t learn these techniques with a specific target in mind… but for some reason, it didn’t sit well with me that she had learned these things for men, so Vivian had to be punished over the past few days.

Whether it was spanking her butt or gently slapping her cheek…

Vivian didn’t dislike it.

She wobbled as she stood up and walked over to the table.

Then, she leaned on the table with both arms and stuck her butt out towards me.

“…Standing might be a bit more comfortable, Kailo.”

The curves from the position stimulated me again.

Who knows, maybe Madame Linne really did teach Vivian well.

“…This is the last time. So…”

She whispered, looking at me with lustful eyes.

There was nothing more devilish than her whisper.

“…You said that two days ago.”

“This time it’s for real. Hurry. Hurry…”

As if impatient, she began to plead.

Her lewd appearance, or the way she openly seduced me, was something that had only started a few days ago…

I had no resistance.

In the end, like a fool, I succumbed to her seduction once again.

I caressed Vivian’s soft buttocks, rubbing my cock against her.

“Ah…”

Vivian melted at the sensation, her arms trembling as she struggled to lean on the table.

“…”

However, I soon noticed a problem.

Perhaps it was because of my height, but it was slightly difficult to align properly.

It felt awkward for me to bend my legs, as I had told Vivian, I was exhausted.

My legs were completely worn out.

“This really isn’t working…”

• Swish.

But then, Vivian stood on her tiptoes.

The height was just right.

Vivian wasn’t looking at me.

Even though we had shared everything, for some reason, she still seemed shy at times like this.

Her transparent desire to continue, even if it meant standing on her tiptoes, made me tense up.

“…This is driving me crazy, really.”

I whispered.

My body reacted first, and I couldn’t resist Vivian.

• Thrust!

I pushed my waist into her again.

“Hngg…!”

Vivian let out a cry.

Her insides were always as hot as fire, no matter when I entered.

In the midst of it all, Vivian spoke.

“…S-sorry. I-I think I’m going to… just a moment…”

“You were the one who wanted to continue.”

I took advantage of the opening Vivian had given me.

I thrust my waist against her several more times.

By the time we were nearing the end, the area under the desk was glistening with fluids.

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“…I want to have a child soon.”

When we finally decided to finish and were lying peacefully in bed.

I spoke to Vivian, who was comfortably resting on my chest.

“…”

Vivian, who had been resistant earlier, was now quiet.

It was probably because of the firmness in my voice, which was different from before.

Ever since I had come back from the brink of death, Vivian had always prioritized my feelings.

I didn’t intend to use that as a weapon, but I wanted to convey my clear intentions.

“It would be nice to have a family. And for the sake of the family’s standing, we need an heir.”

“…I… I prefer spending time with you more.”

“Vivian.”

I called her with a smile.

“Think about it. A new being will come into existence who will like me as much as, or even more than, you do. Wouldn’t that be nice?”

Vivian opened her eyes wide and answered more firmly than ever.

“There’s no one in this world I would like more than you.”

Her conviction made me forget that I needed to persuade her and I just froze.

“Even if it’s our child, even if it’s an adorable being, it’s the same. Of course, I would love them… but I could never surpass you.”

I loosened my neck and changed direction.

“…But Vivian. If I were to disappear, my traces would remain in the world-“

“-If you die, I’ll die too.”

Damn it.

The conversation kept going in circles.

No matter what I said, I couldn’t persuade her.

Truthfully, I do want to see our child.

Beyond family and lineage, I want to meet our child.

We’re at the right age to have one, and there are no more obstacles left.

I let out a bitter laugh and made a joke.

“…Maybe I should have a child with another woman.”

“…”

Vivian, who had become more lenient towards me, now even hid her jealousy.

It might have been her way of repaying me for choosing her over Gisela.

She used to tightly surround me and pressure me, but knowing that I didn’t like it, she had been doing it less lately.

That comment was meant to provoke her a little.

“…”

But I immediately regretted it.

Lately, the vivid anger she had been hiding from me began to surface on her face, unable to be concealed.

Even if it wasn’t directed at me, I could feel it.

After spending a few days together, it felt like the emotions from the past had returned.

“Come on, it’s just a joke.”

Vivian still didn’t seem to be in a better mood.

I kept trying to cheer her up, but Vivian didn’t budge.

Such a small joke didn’t warrant this much comfort—it didn’t add up.

I held her in my arms and continued to console her.

“You’re the only one for me. What more do I need to do to make you believe me?”

“…”

Only after hearing those words did Vivian’s expression soften slightly.

Then, after staring at me for a moment, she leaned into me and whispered quietly in my ear.

“…Even if it’s a joke, I feel like I’d go crazy hearing that.”

Lately, the heavy emotions she had been hiding were stirring.

“…Do whatever you want. If you want to find another woman, go ahead. I won’t stop you. But just know this… I’m trying, but… I’m inherently flawed, so there’s a limit to what I can do.”

…Wasn’t that the same as telling me not to do it?

Still, why does she have to make it so difficult?

If she’s even willing to understand other women, why not just have a child together—

“—A child or another woman, they’re all the same competitors to me.”

Vivian muttered as if she had read my thoughts.

Though she didn’t say anything more, I could feel her determination to monopolize my love.

Since she was being serious, I eventually had to speak my heart as well.

“…I can’t love anyone else but you.”

At those words, Vivian’s body flinched.

She glanced at me with a pouty expression, then pressed her lips against my body, hiding her face.

But from the sensation, I could tell she had started to smile.

As the tension eased, I spoke up.

“Just say it, then. How many years should we spend together, just the two of us? How long until you’d consider having a child?”

“…Maybe after about 20 years, I’d—”

“—Vivian.”

“…Just 3 years, then…”

I finally gave in.

It wasn’t a huge difference, so I accepted her words.

“Alright, then.”

I said.

“3 years from now.”

Vivian, who had been still, spoke to me.

“…But I don’t want a daught—”

“—Vivian.”

Vivian buried herself into my embrace as if hiding.

She didn’t say anything more.

Honestly, the last part wasn’t something that needed to be debated, but…

…I wanted a daughter.