Side Story – First Experience

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It wasn’t long, but the time spent sharing the joy of reunion seemed to have helped Theo a lot.

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However, a slight problem remained.

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“I’ll stay like this a little longer…”

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“O-okay…”

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I could feel his warm breath and body temperature right in front of me. Theo was still clinging to me.

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“Come to think of it, getting information about the organization was really difficult. This is…”

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And he was relentlessly pouring out all the stories he had been holding back.

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Of course, I didn’t particularly want to stop him. Theo must have had so much he wanted to tell me.

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“Yeah, I was curious about that part too. What method did you use? Did you perhaps have some hidden connections, Theo?”

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“I wish I did… but unfortunately, that wasn’t the case. At first, I got information from the back alleys. Then I learned something important… Ah.”

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Theo, who had suddenly stopped talking, had a look on his face as if he had remembered something.

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“…Are you perhaps hungry right now?”

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“Huh?”

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‘Did he suddenly get hungry?’

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I was a little taken aback by the unexpected question, but when I thought about it, it was the middle of the night. That meant Theo had been fighting and hadn’t eaten for almost half a day.

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It made sense that he would be thinking about food.

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Of course, I could go without food for over a month and be fine.

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“A little? But I’m still okay. Ah. Come to think of it, you ate well even without me, right?”

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“Yes. Even if it was hard, I had to eat to get stronger. And cooking was my responsibility from the start. Lena’s cooking skills are… a bit lacking.”

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“W-well, that’s true…?”

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“Now that I see it, it’s not me who’s the problem…”

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Theo looked at my face for a moment, examining it closely, and then wore a worried expression.

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“Lena, you’ve lost a lot of weight. I’ll have to help you gain it back.”

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“Great. I’m looking forward to seeing how much your cooking skills have improved in the meantime.”

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“Look forward to it. I’ll treat you to a hearty meal in a little while.”

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I could feel overflowing confidence from Theo as he spoke and met my eyes.

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‘This isn’t bad either.’

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Thanks to Theo, my complicated feelings were calming down a bit.

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Light and casual content. It had been so long since I had had this kind of conversation.

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I also felt a little remorse for how much I had pursued only pleasure for the past few months.

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As that peaceful time continued,

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‘Now, slowly…’

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I released the strength in my arms and carefully pushed Theo away.

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“Theo, just a moment.”

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“Yes?”

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Theo looked a little flustered by my sudden action.

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“Did something happen?”

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“It’s not that. It’s just…”

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Instead of explaining with words, I pointed downwards with my finger.

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To my clothes and body, which were now covered in blood.

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“Ah…”

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Theo seemed to understand the situation after seeing my clothes and scratched his cheek with his finger.

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“I… I’m sorry. I completely forgot that I was covered in blood.”

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“You don’t have to apologize for something like this. But it feels a bit weird to keep being like this. How about we wash up first and then continue talking?”

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Honestly, it had been very uncomfortable since a while ago.

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I was used to having blood on my clothes, so that was okay.

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But the problem was that the traces of sex remained as they were under the clothes I had hastily put on.

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Of course, Theo, who had been fighting, was also covered in blood all over his body.

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Anyone who saw us in this state would be horrified.

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“Theo, is the bathroom in my room still the same?”

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“Yes. I didn’t touch it and just kept cleaning it. I think we can wash up in our respective rooms like before.”

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“Thank you. You’ve gone through a lot. Then let’s meet again once we’re clean.”

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“Okay.”

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**

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-Creak.

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As I turned on the faucet, water gushed out of the showerhead with force.

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“Haa…”

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A sigh naturally escaped my lips at the warmth and coolness of the water.

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‘I don’t know how long it’s been since I’ve had a proper shower.’

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When I was living in the brothel, I couldn’t even wash properly.

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Of course, the guys ‘did’ give me time to wash after they had their fun.

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The problem was that they would barge into the shower room while I was washing.

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Naturally, they would violate me again inside, making all my efforts to clean myself meaningless.

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But… it wasn’t all bad.

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“It’s true that doing it in the shower or hot springs had a different feel.”

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-Scrub. Scrub.

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As I reminisced about the pleasant memories and vigorously rubbed my skin with my hands, I could see the dried dirt being washed away little by little.

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But when I saw the mountain of traces that remained, I suddenly felt overwhelmed.

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“…I’m going to have to wash for a long time.”

Not to mention the semen scattered all over my body, there were red marks from my neck to my feet.

Lord Ciel. I wondered how many times that bastard had cum inside me today.

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‘Judging by the amount, it seems like he did it at least 10 times…’

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Of course, I wasn’t going to use magic right away.

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It was convenient to use magic, but there was a coolness and pleasure to washing it off directly with water like this.

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Now that things had turned out this way, it might be good to slowly erase the traces on my body and organize my complicated thoughts.

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“Now that I’ve returned home like this… what should I do from now on?”

They say you can’t predict what will happen in life.

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Who would have known that Theo would come today and wipe out the organization members?

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I don’t know whether to be happy or disappointed about this from my perspective.

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‘Actually, the timing was really good.’

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I don’t know if Theo knew and did it on purpose, but Lord Ciel had pushed me to the brink today with the intention of completely breaking me.

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No matter how many times I came, how many times I cried out to stop, how many times I begged for forgiveness, he continued to violate me like a beast.

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He must have been planning to subdue me, drag me to his mansion, and use me as his personal sex slave.

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I tried to endure it, but…

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-Alright. I’ll fuck you for several more hours.

-Haa… Hng… St, stop…

-You are mine. You are a being who must obey me forever!

-Kyaa! No… Ah… Hng… Ohoook!

In the end, I lost my mind.

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‘Honestly, no one could withstand that level of pleasure.’

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It’s ridiculous now, but I was the Hero, the hope of humanity.

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I prided myself on having the best mental strength and endurance, so I was more confident than anyone in enduring pain.

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But enduring extreme pleasure was a different matter.

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Just as my reason was collapsing and words of obedience were about to flow unconsciously from my mouth,

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-Thwack!

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At that perfect moment, a sharp blade pierced Lord Ciel’s neck.

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‘I snapped out of it as soon as I saw it.’

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I hadn’t even noticed Theo coming because I had been sealing my power as much as possible.

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-Swish.

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“At this point… I’m pretty clean.”

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As I stood under the water, lost in thought, my body had become clean. The red marks that Lord Ciel had left were still there, but I couldn’t help it.

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“Then now…”

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There was one last place I had to clean myself.

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I slowly reached down.

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My hand stopped in front of the tightly closed pink entrance.

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I inserted my fingers into it and began to scrape out the things that remained inside.

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-Squish, squish.

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“Haa…”

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As the whitish liquid was pulled out from below, a tingling sensation crept up.

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My body was instantly heating up with just this.

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“Hng… Ah.”

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What am I doing?

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The pleasure disappeared in an instant as the thought suddenly popped into my head, and instead, a sense of emptiness washed over me.

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“I’m really… broken.”

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Just a year ago, I was a hero of humanity.

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But now?

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I’m more lewd and dirty than the prostitutes in the back alleys. They sell their bodies for money, but I’ve been giving my body to men for months just for pleasure.

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I don’t have the confidence to see my comrades and acquaintances again.

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“…Ha.”

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I had no choice but to admit it.

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Demon King. That bastard’s last struggle succeeded in shattering the Hero Party.

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‘I thought I was in a better situation than the other comrades, at least.’

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I wasn’t in a position to say that anymore.

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**

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When I opened my eyes with a headache in the organization’s hideout.

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“Ugh…”

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The first emotion I felt when I came to my senses was, of course, immense anger.

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“Ha, ha… This… is this even possible?”

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I used to be a man, so I had sexual curiosity about women’s bodies.

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But to be pinned down and fucked by a man?

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Just imagining it filled me with instinctive disgust and revulsion.

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That was me, but…

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I was gang-raped by the back alley trash against my will.

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Even while being soaked in Love Potion.

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“…There’s no excuse.”

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This time, it was my mistake.

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I could have just avoided it, but I deliberately took it to instill fear in them. Even if it was a powerful poison, I would be able to detoxify it in an instant.

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What I didn’t think about was this cursed body.

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A body that couldn’t do anything against mere Love Potion and turned into a female.

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I also remembered that I had been living a naturally abstinent life with Theo recently. This part was also likely to have greatly worsened the situation.

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Various factors combined to lead to the worst result.

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-Bang.

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“Oh, you’re awake?”

“Haha! You ignored us, and now look at the state you’re in.”

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The guys who suddenly appeared began to laugh at me.

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A sigh naturally escaped my lips at the sight.

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“Ha… I’m going through all sorts of things.”

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This was the first time I had been treated like this by the same people since I became a Hero.

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“What? I don’t think this bitch has figured out the situation yet?”

“Hey. How could she be in her right mind after being fucked like that?”

“Then we’ll have to make her come to her senses.”

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One of the organization members seemed angry at my words and began to approach me, huffing and puffing. It seemed like he was planning to beat me up.

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If I remember correctly, he was the guy who had been beaten up by me… He must be trusting the Magic Suppression Orb hanging around my neck now.

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Now, what I had to do was simple.

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Smash this toy-like orb and show everyone here the true hell.

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And then go back home.

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But… there was something that was preventing me from doing that easy thing.

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“Hng…”

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My whole body had been tingling since a while ago. The pleasure that had been engraved on my body last night had not disappeared.

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‘…I want to feel it again, just once.’

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The immense pleasure I was experiencing for the first time.

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Just recalling the sensation made my heart pound and my whole body tingle.

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It was clear that the memories and worries that had always tormented me would disappear in front of it.

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“Alright. I’ll make you come to your senses!”

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-Whoosh!

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I could see a fist being swung quickly towards me.

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‘If I don’t resist here…’

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My intuition was screaming. That this was crossing the line.

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The identity as a man that I had been holding onto.

The new relationship I had created. Theo.

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That everything would be irreversible.

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‘But… wouldn’t it be okay?’

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The Demon King was dead, and the war was over.

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The things I, as the Hero, had to do were over.

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Now, whatever decision I made was my freedom.

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I could make a choice for myself, not for anyone else, as I had done until now.

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A small happiness.

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That’s why the choice I made was…

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-Thwack!

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“Kyaa!”

Looking back, I was not in a state to think normally due to the shocking events.

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However, after the irreversible choice, what happened was as I had hoped.

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I lived all day in a crucible of pleasure and learned sexual knowledge directly with my body.

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-Leave her in this state all day today.

-Hng… Sto… Haaaaaang!

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I thought dozens of times that I might really die like this.

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It was also the first time I learned that there were so many sexual tools and positions in the world.

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Over the course of several months, I also learned about my ridiculous tastes.

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-Ahht… Never… Never to the likes of you…

-She’s an amazing woman. It doesn’t seem like it from her body, though.

-This kind of thing… Hng… Ohoooook!

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Someone forcibly and mercilessly violated me. Shamefully, I felt great pleasure in that situation.

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There was another advantage as well. The more I endured, the more people became obsessed with me and gave me great happiness.

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And… that climax was right in front of me.

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Becoming a slave to a trashy nobleman and serving my master for the rest of my life.

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It was the life I was curious about and wanted. Now that I had been saved by Theo, everything had become vague.

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That’s why someday…

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**

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“It’s finally over.”

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-Swish.

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After finishing the long shower, I wiped off the remaining moisture cleanly and wrapped a towel around my body.

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Just as I was about to open the bathroom door and go outside,

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“Huh?”

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I felt Theo’s presence beyond the door.

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‘Why is Theo in my room… Did something come up?’

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Or maybe I took too long, so he came to my room himself.

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Various reasons came to mind, but I would naturally find out the reason once I went out.

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-Creak.

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When I opened the door and came out of the bathroom, I immediately met eyes with Theo, who was sitting on the bed.

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Theo, looking clean, had changed into comfortable clothes, and he looked much better than before when he was covered in blood.

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Seeing him like this, he finally looked like the Theo I remembered.

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“Theo? Why are you here?”

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“Ah. I was waiting for you, Lena.”

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“Looks like I took too long. I’m sorry.”

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“No. I haven’t been in this room for long either.”

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Theo waved his hand as if to tell me not to worry.

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“That’s a relief. Ah, do you know where my other clothes are? I checked earlier, but a few of them weren’t where I remembered them being.”

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“Well… First, sit here.”

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Theo patted the bed with his hand, making a random request.

“Before that, let’s get some clothesㅡ”

“That’s okay later.” Quickly.”

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…Is something important going on?

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I was a little flustered by Theo’s urging, even interrupting my words.

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-Thump.

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For now, I sat on the bed as Theo told me to.

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“What’s wrong? Did you remember a problem you had forgotten?”

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“…”

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“Theo?”

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Theo didn’t answer my question and was lost in thought.

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He came to my room, interrupted my words, and forced me to sit down.

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‘And now he’s even stalling for time.’

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I felt annoyed and frustrated, but instead of urging him, I calmly waited for Theo to open his mouth.

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After a while, Theo finally opened his mouth.

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“Lena.”

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“Yeah.”

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“When you were living in the brothel…”

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“Ah…”

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The little bit of worry I had disappeared at the word “brothel” that Theo brought up.

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‘That’s a relief.’

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I had already expected this much.

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Theo must have been thinking about what I had gone through there until now.

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He might be feeling a lot of guilt. Even though he doesn’t need to at all.

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“Theo, I’m okay. You don’t have to worry about those thingsㅡ”

“Were you happy?”

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“…Huh?”