Nuna (Ha-eun) – Humiliating Masochistic Constitution

* Nuna (Ha-eun) – Humiliating Masochistic Constitution (2)

Some time passed, and Junseo blocked Ha-eun’s path to her club after her class, forcibly picking her up to go home. But, of course, Ha-eun screamed at her younger brother, insisting she was going to the club, and Junseo somehow managed to stop his nuna, taking a taxi straight home.

Whether it was simple fatigue, Ha-eun was exhausted as soon as she got home. Seeing her younger sister like that, Yeowon and Seou stuck to her, trying to force her to sleep, and eventually Ha-eun had no choice but to close her eyes and spend the day sleeping. It was rare to see the three women hugging each other while sleeping, but it seemed surprisingly okay, and a sense of relief quickly settled on Ha-eun’s face.

Literally, a knockout.

The three of them snoring.

That evening, Junseo had to eat delivery food alone because they slept so long.

Unlike Junseo, Yeowon and Seou had an idea why Ha-eun couldn’t sleep and looked so tired. And as they guessed, Ha-eun’s condition returned to normal the next day. Trying to overcome it by sharing family affection worked surprisingly well.

But was it too good? Ha-eun’s condition after waking up was a little strange. She even rubbed bodies with Seou, creating a lesbian-like atmosphere, which was rare for her, so Yeowon had no choice but to give her a warning. Ha-eun realized what she was trying to do only later, her face red, and she regained her senses, starting the day by listening to what had happened yesterday from Junseo.

‘Eung, is this the punk Junseo was talking about… It’s awkward that he’s in the same department but older… Normally, I’d just dump him…’

After regaining her senses, Ha-eun’s mind was clear and clean. It was her fault for not managing her condition. She felt bad for causing trouble to her younger brother and worrying her older sisters, feeling it like a debt.

‘If I just dump him, Junseo will feel awkward… Should I end it as smoothly as possible…?’

Surprisingly nuna-like thinking. The problem was that she felt like she owed something for what happened yesterday. Junseo could have just dumped him and ended the story, but she didn’t know that and decided that she could meet him once to talk.

‘It’s good to do nuna-like things sometimes. And…’

Just as she was making a judgment with goodwill towards her younger brother, she checked the profile picture of the app connected to the phone number she received. He looked openly like a punk, but Ha-eun narrowed her eyes, as if that part wasn’t unpleasant.

‘I smell violence.’

Can I expect something from this man?

Isn’t it possible with this type of man?

Maybe.

She secretly harbored such expectations, but…

It had been a week since I heard the unpleasant news that that punk, Kim Yudong, was going to meet my nuna. I realized that bad premonitions are always right, and I was deeply worried about Ha-eun nuna’s taste in men, but that didn’t last long.

Ha-eun kindly suggested to that Yudong guy that they should take some time to get to know each other, and that punk also said okay, acting gentlemanly in a way that wasn’t like him. He had never really liked anyone before, but Ha-eun was different. From her appearance to her behavior, she was completely his type, so he couldn’t act like a delinquent like he did in high school.

In the old days, he would have bragged about fighting.

But he didn’t.

In the old days, he wouldn’t have been so obviously considerate.

But he was considerate.

In the old days, he would have left quickly if it was awkward.

But he endured and tried even when it was awkward.

In the old days, he wouldn’t have seriously worried about love.

But this time, he’s serious.

If Junseo had been watching from the side, he would have thought that he was doing too well, unlike his appearance, and was diligently pursuing Ha-eun, but unfortunately, luck wasn’t on his side. The needs she wanted and his efforts were completely opposite. Ha-eun’s body was completely masochistic, and even though she wondered if this man could satisfy her desires based on his punk attitude, he was too gentlemanly.

‘He’s too kind. It’s completely different from what I was thinking. I thought it would be okay since he’s Junseo’s acquaintance, but it’s really not. This man is out.’

Eventually, her patience ran out that night after a week. She liked his appearance and had a sense of what his past was like, so she dug into that part, but he dismissed it, saying, 「I don’t do that kind of thing anymore,」 so there was nothing to see in him. In Ha-eun’s words, 「I would have liked that part if he had just rushed at me like he was horny,」. She thought he was a violent man, but he was a man who kept his reason in front of women, so he didn’t appeal to Ha-eun at all, and she ended up confessing.

“Excuse me.”

“Yes?”

“Can I ask you something?”

“Yes, yes, yes. Go ahead.”

Yudong stopped on the street at night, looking down at Ha-eun. A short time of getting to know each other for a week. Yudong thought that Ha-eun was about to make a decision, so he stood up straight and spoke carefully. It was natural since Ha-eun was his nuna and senior, but even that posture didn’t appeal to Ha-eun at all.

“Can you hit a woman if you’re pissed off?”

So, she gave him one last chance.

Ha-eun loaded and fired a question that was not common sense no matter how you looked at it.

It was like the air froze.

“Huh?”

Yudong’s face hardened at how he took those words.

He had no idea what her intention was.

Usually, everyone gives a similar answer in this situation.

“No? How can I really hit a woman, no matter what.”

But, that was the end.

“Too bad.”

“Huh?”

Unlike Ha-eun’s smiling face, her mouth was closed.

“……………”

His first love ended here.

* Nuna (Ha-eun) – Humiliating Masochistic Constitution (3)

I was blankly listening to that series of stories.

I was spaced out after sharing this story with Yudong hyung in a private room-style manga cafe.

“So, you’re saying you got dumped by Ha-eun nuna and you’re whining to me?”

“Ongya…”

We exchanged numbers and talked to each other in private KakaoTalk. We’ve been talking almost every day for a week because of Nuna’s situation, so we’ve become closer than before. I still don’t like Hyung’s style, but it’s not as bad as when I first met him, so it’s not that uncomfortable, but the story coming out of his mouth was hard for me to accept.

“It’s so frustrating… I don’t know why she asked that question… Does your nuna do feminism…? It feels like she was testing me with that…”

“No, not at all? My nuna doesn’t do that kind of thing. I think she had another meaning?”

“I said NO to the question of whether I can hit a woman and she dumped me, what the hell does that mean, you son of a bitch… Ah, seriously… Really, really, sooooo, so, liked her… Ah, shit, I’m so frustrated I’m gonna die…”

Yudong hyung slammed the table in the room with his fist, expressing his resentment. He said he was platonic, unlike his appearance, but he didn’t react to my words and kept hitting the table with a voice that sounded like he was about to cry, as if he was really wronged. It was so loud that I was worried if it would be heard outside. But that crazy hyung wouldn’t listen to me and just kept whining.

“No, are you the only one frustrated? Did you call me because of that? It’s difficult for me if you vent on me. Frankly speaking, I’m not that close to you, and this is so awkward?”

“I know! I know that! Why would I vent on you?! It’s not venting! More than that! Hey, you, maybe, can’t you? That, can’t you? Can’t you send a KakaoTalk to Ha-eun nuna and find out the answer? I can’t send a KakaoTalk carelessly because I got dumped yesterday! I’m so embarrassed, shit!”

“Yeah, I’ll tell you that. If I ask that, it’ll be obvious that I shared the story with you yesterday. You’ll be the one who’s embarrassed, not me, you know that, right?”

“You son of a bitch~! Please~! Just help me a little~! Huh?!”

“Why are you yelling at me? Ah, shit, did you get snot on your hand, you bastard?!”

“Junseoyaaaak!!!!”

I pushed the hyung who was clinging to me with my foot, telling him to get lost, and cornered him. Maybe it’s because we’ve gotten closer than when we first met a week ago, the hyung doesn’t feel burdened by the touch, and I don’t hesitate to swear. In a way, I can think that I made a good friend in the department, but this distance is a bit difficult. I wish he hated me, but he’s already treating me like a younger brother.

“If you live together, there must be something you can sense! Is there anything you can sense about why she said that?! Really? Not even a little?!”

“Ah, shit, how would I know that?”

“Did Ha-eun nuna fight with someone recently? With a bitch in the same department? I was wondering if she wanted a man to beat up the bitch for her instead?! I think it’s a bit much even if I think about it, but is that what she wanted, a reliable man?!”

“What do you think of my nuna? She would have beaten them up herself.”

“But if you think about it that way, it makes sense why she asked that question! I think that’s it?! If I had said I could beat them up for her back then, she would have said OK right away, right?”

“Your delusion is at Hitomi level. If you’re so confident, you can send a KakaoTalk to Nuna and ask her to reconsider, why are you yelling at me instead?”

“Please, please, just once for me! Just once, please!”

“Tsk…”

I calmed the hyung down, saying I understood, and stepped back. To summarize Yudong hyung’s words, it’s like this. The intention of Ha-eun nuna asking that question was 「Can you hit a woman for me?」. She was looking for a man who could do anything for her, but he said no without any sense. So he’s saying it’s his fault. To be honest, I wanted to tell him to keep his delusions to a minimum, but if I think about it that way, it makes sense, so he’s convinced himself.

But I’m different.

I’m a member of that perverted family, so I already have a sense of it.

‘Our Ha-eun nuna… Isn’t she just into bad boys…? If I think about it, every man she’s met so far has been a popular guy who doesn’t suit the outsider nuna at all… And she never hangs out with guys who seem to have the same tastes as her…’

The women in our family all have hard sexual preferences, so if I apply that to Ha-eun nuna, that question makes sense. If I think about it now, that signal means 「If you can hit me in this spot, you pass」.

‘Wait, maybe that’s too much to think about…’

It’s a funny story that you pass if you hit her, it’s not like a typical pattern in a chaebol drama.

‘Is it because my stepmother and Seou nuna’s tastes are too strong…? I’m thinking Ha-eun nuna is like that too… But Ha-eun nuna is hiding something too… Yeowon mother and Seou nuna all said that Ha-eun is the worst…’

The suspicion doesn’t disappear.

So I ended up opening my mouth.

“Hyung, hyung, then let’s do this. I’ll check it out for you today instead, so don’t ask me about this kind of thing or ask me for favors anymore. It’s a bit awkward to get involved in other people’s love affairs, but it’s really awkward to ask your younger brother how to date your nuna?”

“Ah, of course, if you ask this time, I won’t do it again! So please! Huh?!”

“I’ll ask as soon as I get home and send you a KakaoTalk, so let’s calm down.”

“Oh, okay! Thank you! Thank you!”

Fortunately, Yudong hyung, who calmed down quickly, left the room to buy drinks and headed to the counter. I picked up a few comic books on the table and pretended to look at them, thinking about how to find out about Nuna’s sexual preferences today.

‘You can pretend you don’t know with just one try… I’m sorry to Nuna, but should I go a little bold… If not, I can do a fiery dogeza and apologize…’

I wouldn’t have to do this if Yeowon mother or Seou nuna had told me. But the two of them didn’t tell me, and I’m the type who can’t stand being curious. Besides, if there’s a landmine in the same house that I don’t know about, isn’t it natural to want to find out its identity first?

‘Let’s do it with that to make it easy to understand. Seou nuna made it, after all.’

To do that, I sent a text message to check Ha-eun nuna’s schedule.

To find out if Ha-eun nuna really has that kind of taste or not.

I decided to do something that could hurt each other’s feelings with a determined heart.