Misunderstanding (10)

Everyone’s expressions look really serious.

They’ve been crying so much their eyes are all swollen, and even the ajussi-deul are like this, so I can’t even imagine how big of a deal this is.

If everyone’s gathered around to tell me like this… first of all, it doesn’t seem to be about me or my family.

If it was something related to me, there’s no way Anna-unni would be so calm.

In other words, it’s not related to me, and the incident is making unni and the ajussi-deul cry, so I can deduce that it’s related to LeoRe. If that’s the case, it’s something related to our guild or raid party.

I’m getting a little scared.

What could make adults gather and be this sad…? I cautiously opened my mouth.

,W-What happened…?”

As soon as I said that one word, Pinku Berry-unni started crying.

,Uh…? Unni…?”

As I was panicking, Anna-unni came over and explained what had happened here step by step, and the content was shocking.

,Arang-a. Unni and oppa-deul thought Arang-i died today, so they were surprised and came because they were worried about Arang-i-“

,Uh…? I died…? Why…?”

When I’m so healthy?

So, everyone thought I died and came to see me while crying?

Kang Han-gil ajussi, who was behind me, held up his phone in front of me.

The video I broadcasted today was playing on that phone.

,Oh… like Sleeping Beauty.’

I was so sleepy and a little weak, but I looked like a sickly pretty girl in the broadcast because I was broadcasting while falling asleep.

The problem was that my eyes slowly closing and my voice full of sleep made me look like someone accepting death as their strength ran out.

My eyes closed, my head drooped slightly, and my body, which immediately fell asleep and lost all strength, looked like the last leaf had fallen and died to anyone who saw it.

And then the broadcast ended.

,Oh…”

Even though I know the person in the video is me, I can understand why unni and the ajussi-deul came to me crying because the broadcast where I just fell asleep because I was sleepy made it look like I had died.

,This is serious even to me…? This is a big problem…’

When I was broadcasting, the breakfast I ate was digested enough that I just gave in to the sleepiness and didn’t think about how I looked on the broadcast.

I just thought I would look sleepy, but I didn’t expect it to look this bad.

Even if you put my broadcast into a scene in a typical movie or drama where the female lead smiles contentedly as she dies at the end, it wouldn’t look out of place at all.

That means… everyone here thought I died and rushed here.

Only because of me.

This is the first time I’ve caused such a big accident while living as Arang-i.

If unni and the ajussi-deul are reacting this much, I can’t even imagine how much the viewers who saw it will react.

Besides, unni and the ajussi-deul know that I’m alive, but my LeoRe friends like Reina and Emma, and the viewers, still don’t know my news.

In other words, they think I’m dead.

,No. Now is not the time to think about this. I have to apologize first.’

,I’m sorry… Were you all worried…?”

Because of me, everyone had psychological and physical pain in coming all the way here to check on me.

Even though I have trouble feeling other people’s emotions, I know how hard it is to feel when a close friend dies.

,No… Arang-a, Arang-a, it’s enough if you’re just alive like this…”

Soonchu-unni started stroking my hair with a smile, and then everyone smiled at me and hugged me one by one. Finally, Pinku Berry-unni hugged me and asked me.

,From now on, if there’s anything you need to tell people… please do it through unni… Okay? Got it…? If this happens one more time, I don’t think unni’s heart can take it…”

,Yeah… I got it… I’ll definitely ask unni…”

I really feel like I’ve become a precious child.

After the atmosphere calmed down a bit, the topic of conversation was how to explain this to the people who watched the broadcast.

Connecting Soonchu-unni’s phone to the large screen in the hospital room, she showed us the LeoRe community, where most of the posts were mourning my death.

From the looks of it now, everyone is accepting my death.

,What should we do…?”

,Hmm…”

Everyone is worried about my question, but there is no good solution. If I just write on the fan cafe that Arang-i is alive!, there will be two cases.

First, they don’t believe it, so I have to explain it hard.

Second, I get cursed at.

Neither is a good case.

But I have to resolve the misunderstanding I caused. It’s not good for people to be sad because I suddenly died.

And I don’t want to make other people clean up the shit I made. Even though I’ve become a precious Arang-i, I’ll take care of what I did.

,Is the only way to tell people that I’m alive through broadcasting?’

It’s obvious that everyone won’t believe it if I just write it, but I think they’ll believe it if I show them that I’m alive on the broadcast.

,Maybe I should do the broadcast again…”

,Are you going to be okay…?”

,Why…?”

,Won’t it be hard…?”

Pinku Berry, Anna-unni, and the doctor-unni, everyone here is worried about me.

Suddenly…?

,Why…?”

,I’m worried that things will get too big and Arang-i won’t be able to handle it.’

Everyone nodded at Anna-unni’s words.

My actions caused a big misunderstanding, and in a situation where both Korea and foreign countries are only mourning my death, I can’t imagine the aftermath if I suddenly say that I’m alive.

People from all over the world have gathered, and who wouldn’t be surprised if someone they thought had died suddenly came back to life?

If everyone thinks they’ve been deceived and blames me… euuueum… now that I think about it again, I might be a little scared to broadcast…

,Should I just… say I died…?”

,Arang-a…”

,N-No, I’m kidding…”

To be honest, everyone on the gallery, Reddit, and fan cafe is mourning my death. I have no idea how to resolve these misunderstandings.

Wouldn’t it be easier to just say I died and start activities as a new Arang-i? I thought about it for a moment. Just for a moment.

,Let’s broadcast…!”

I nodded vigorously and said firmly.

This will only get bigger as time goes on. Quickly and accurately, I need to tell everyone that I’m not dead, but alive.

In the end, I decided to do a broadcast to let people know that I’m alive. And I decided not to do the broadcast myself. The reason is simple.

I don’t know what will happen if I do it alone again, so Pinku Berry-unni, who always filmed me, decided to turn on the broadcast.

==

Everyone was worried about whether to let Arang do the survival broadcast or stop her.

Recently, her illness has disappeared due to exercise, massage, etc., and she has regained the health of her body, which had been weakened by being in a vegetative state for a long time, but her mind is different.

The mind is not outwardly visible, and it is not visible how difficult Arang’s mind is.

Everyone knows that Arang is happy and enjoying herself in LeoRe, but they know how hard she is having in reality.

Still, she shows a really happy expression in LeoRe, so everyone thought that Arang’s mind was also getting healthier.

But that thought was shattered at the offline event competition.

Arang’s appearance of foaming at the mouth and convulsing all over her body due to a seizure was deeply ingrained in their minds.

In fact, everyone here acted as usual when they saw Arang, but secretly acted so as not to be caught feeling sorry for Arang.

Is it okay to put Arang, who is suffering mentally, into such a big vortex? Arang can handle it in the midst of so much mental fatigue such as seizures and multiple personalities.

,Let’s broadcast…!”

Everyone had no choice but to listen to Arang’s words, who said she would broadcast with firm and lively eyes, not the dying eyes she usually shows in reality.

==

This is the third time I’m doing the last broadcast.

As soon as I connected to MDB, I immediately started thinking about the title to turn on the broadcast.

Pinku-unni decided to use Anna-unni’s connector next to her to enter the virtual room where I am now, and the rest of the people decided to watch my broadcast, check that I’m okay, and have dinner together before breaking up.

I ended up having a regular meeting unintentionally.

,I need to think about the broadcast title quickly…’

What should I do?

A title that will keep people from being surprised that I’m alive.

First of all, Pinku Berry-unni is doing the broadcast itself, and I need to make sure that people know it’s me when they see the title, and I need to make sure they’re not surprised when they see it for the first time.

It’s quite difficult.

No. Is it better to just say ,I’m sorry.’?

Hmm, [I’m sorry for being alive.] seems right.

I think everyone will understand my apology if it’s this much, right?

I need to tell Pinku-unni to do this when she comes in.