Midnight Secret Outing (3)

-Mwah.

In the darkness, Ethan’s lips and mine directly collided.

The kiss came so suddenly from such a close distance that I couldn’t even think of avoiding it.

Besides, pinned beneath Ethan’s body, there was no way I could have escaped even if I’d tried.

‘Right, a kiss is just a kiss, we did it last time.’

I had even been the one to say first that a kiss like this was nothing.

So, there was no real need to specifically avoid this act of colliding lips with Ethan.

If this would appease him, I thought I could endure the mere act of lips meeting lips as much as needed.

That was, until the tip of Ethan’s tongue emerged from between his parted lips and began licking mine.

-Lick.

‘…Huh?’

-Lick, lick.

‘Ah, no, wait?!’

The moment our lips met, Ethan’s action of thrusting his tongue in filled my mind with considerable bewilderment.

I almost lost my mind for a moment at the progression of his skinship, as if he wasn’t in his right mind.

It wasn’t as if we had kissed five or ten times; for Ethan to use his tongue on only our second kiss was utterly absurd.

‘No, strictly speaking, it’s the third time including the CPR, but that’s not really important….’

A kiss where lips merely meet is practically just a peck, so I allow it, but if a tongue is used in that process, the meaning is bound to change significantly.

An act of stickily intertwining objects covered in each other’s bodily fluids inside the body.

That kind of thing isn’t really a kiss; it’s closer to sex….

-Lick, lick.

‘I, I have to make him stop….’

The moment I opened my mouth to say “stop,” it was as clear as day that Ethan’s tongue would enter my mouth.

But pushing his face away with my hand felt too overtly like saying “I hate it,” which was a bit much, and he probably wouldn’t have been pushed back easily anyway.

Rather, if I did something like that, Ethan would probably grab the back of my head and pull me towards him.

Yet, in a situation where I couldn’t quietly open my mouth and allow his tongue inside, while I was conflicted internally, this time, Ethan’s hand, placed on my chest, began to move as if caressing.

-Squish.

“Mmph, huff…!”

Ethan slowly rotated his left hand, which was touching my right breast, kneading it as if firmly grasping it with all five fingers.

It was a movement that clearly conveyed his desire to grasp as much of my breast as possible.

The physical stimulation from Ethan’s hand kept inducing me to let out moans.

-Squish, squish.

“Ugh, huff! Huff…!”

-Knead, knead.

“Huuugh, ugh…!”

Endure. I must endure.

No matter what, a French kiss is really not okay.

If I allowed a kiss that was practically only done in bed, it would be no different from actually having sex.

No, of course, we are on a bed, but obviously not a bed in *that* sense.

-Knead, knead.

“Hmph, mph…!”

-Lick, lick.

“Huff, uh-huuugh…!!”

Ethan’s touch gradually grew rougher, and the tip of his tongue, exploring the inside of my lips, persistently kept digging between them.

I too had to somehow endure the pleasure and hold on to fend off Ethan’s passionate assault.

It was like a confrontation between a battering ram trying to invade a tightly sealed territory and the castle gates trying to defend against it.

…And so, in that standoff of offense and defense, after a few minutes passed.

Ethan, who had slightly parted our lips, quietly posed a question, as if calling a truce.

“A kiss is nothing, wasn’t that what you said, Lillith?”

“…A, a kiss is naturally nothing.”

“Really? For someone who says that, it felt like you were quite desperately sealing your lips.”

“…O-of course. The kiss I spoke of is merely the act of lips meeting lips, and does not include the act of putting a tongue between lips and exchanging bodily fluids.”

“Yet you did it without a care during our first kiss.”

“Th-that was CPR, so it couldn’t be helped, could it?!”

“…Heh, cough.”

At his absurd remark, even though I had only countered with obvious logic, what came back was Ethan’s incredulous laughter.

What on earth in what I just said was there a reason to laugh, I don’t know.

“Lillith is, interesting.”

“Huh?”

“If it were a normal girl, they’d be confident in areas where they should feel embarrassed, but then they get embarrassed by things like this, which is amusing.”

“…It’s no use trying to provoke me like that, Ethan-doryeonnim. Th-this act, I cannot permit. At, at least not now….”

“Alright, I get it. I wasn’t trying to provoke you, though.”

With those words, Ethan brought his left hand, which had been kneading my right breast, up to my collarbone.

His hand gripped the upper part of my maid uniform and pulled it down to my solar plexus.

-Whoosh!

“…….”

By Ethan’s hand, my maid uniform and off-shoulder bra were slightly peeled back.

In the dim darkness, my two breasts were quietly revealed.

I wasn’t particularly embarrassed by this now. After all, I had shown my breasts plenty of times already.

Moreover, just a moment ago, they had been touched multiple times over my clothes.

“Lillith.”

“…Yes, Ethan-doryeonnim.”

“Lillith, you seem to attach some strange meaning to tongue kisses, but honestly, I think that as long as lips meet, it’s all just one type of kiss.”

“It is your freedom to think that way, doryeonnim, but my opinion will not change.”

“Alright, it doesn’t matter. Even if your thoughts don’t particularly change.”

-Squish!

“Huuugh?!”

With those meaningful words, Ethan brought his right hand to my left breast this time.

His touch kneaded and rubbed the fatty mass of my chest, now unprotected.

Compared to when he touched me over two layers of clothes, the stimulation was much stronger, and moans burst from my lips involuntarily.

“If you want, you can keep your lips sealed like that. It doesn’t matter.”

-Squish!

“Hmph, hah-uung?!”

“But I won’t let you. I’m truly very angry with Lillith today.”

-Knead, knead.

“Ugh-huuugh, hmph…! Haaahk…!”

“If you just obediently open your mouth, I’ll be a little gentler instead.”

With those words, Ethan immediately brought his lips, which had just parted, back to mine.

The moment his face obscured my vision, I, sensing an instinctive sense of danger, tightly pursed and clenched my lips again.

Ethan seemed to have already expected even my reaction, and calmly just collided his lips with mine again.

The hand he had placed on my chest pressed me with even stronger stimulation than before, as if to make my lips part with a moan.

-Squish, squish, squish.

“Huuuugh! Huff! Ugh-huuugh!!”

-Knead, knead, knead.

“Ugh-huh-buh, huff! Mph-huuugh…!!”

Ethan’s rough touch, felt directly on my bare skin, kept making my instinctive senses erupt.

My body’s largest erogenous zone was being stimulated by Ethan’s hand, so it was a natural phenomenon.

-Lick, lick.

“Huuuuuugh…!!”

Even amidst that, Ethan’s tongue, not knowing how to give up, persistently licked my lips.

While I was suppressing my moans as much as possible and somehow enduring without parting my lips, this time, from the nipple of my left breast, an unbearable pleasure felt as if it were piercing my body.

-Pinch.

“Ugh-huuuuuugh…?!”

Now, as if it were the most natural thing, Ethan had grasped my weaknesses and was attacking primarily with stimuli that were hard to endure.

Rubbing my nipple with his thumb and forefinger, at the pleasure of it being pulled outwards, I almost let out a moan without realizing it.

“You endure well, Lillith. Usually, just pulling your nipple like this makes you moan loud enough to shake the room.”

“Hmph, huff, hmph….”

“Alright, if you hate it that much, I can’t help it. Then I won’t be stubborn today and I’ll stop, Lillith.”

“Huff, huuugh….”

…Is it over?

Unlike what I had expected, Ethan withdrew his hand from my breast with surprising ease.

And at the same time, after retracting the tongue that had been licking my lips back into his mouth, he slightly lowered his head.

With the thought that I had somehow gotten through today, I quietly felt relieved in my mind.

…Until, from my other breast, which I hadn’t expected, I felt the pleasure of my nipple being pulled again.

-Pull!

“Hmph, haaaaaaang?!”

Just when I was letting my guard down, thinking I could finally rest, a sudden, intense pleasure was felt.

As much as I had relaxed the tension of trying to suppress my moans, an even stronger pleasure surged through my body as a recoil.

As if he had been waiting for this reaction, Ethan’s head tilted and overlapped mine through my parted lips.

-Smack.

“Hah-huuuugh?!”

-Lick, lick.

“Hmph, mph…! Hmph…!!”

After completely covering my lips as if to envelop them, Ethan pushed his tongue directly into my mouth.

Licking the inside of my lips and the front of my teeth, at his action of exchanging saliva and breath, a momentary, slight surge of anger rose within me.

‘He said he’d stop, and then….’

In the betrayal of having trusted him and then being betrayed, the thought of biting his tongue hard unconsciously crossed my mind for a moment.

Anyway, the kiss exchanging saliva had already begun, and if I resisted further here, it would only build up unnecessary resentment.

‘…Right, I did do something wrong.’

Since it seemed what Ethan wanted was this French kiss, I just went along with what he wanted.

Just having my breasts touched and kissing, if that’s all it takes to appease him, it’s cheap.

Even though a French kiss is the kind of kiss done right before leading to sex, strictly speaking, it was still just one type of kiss.

It’s definitely not sex….

-Lick.

“Mph, uhm.”

-Squish, squish.

“Hmph, huff…. Hya-huff….”

Inside their mouths, the deep exchange of saliva and breath.

And so, several minutes passed from the moment Ethan and I first began to share a deep kiss.

All the while, the hand he had placed on my chest didn’t stop, and only after kneading it to his heart’s content until he was satisfied did Ethan slowly part his lips from mine.

-Sliiiick.

“…Huu.”

“Hmph, ugh-huu….”

With a sticky sound, Ethan’s lips and mine slowly parted.

Thanks to the full moon’s light shining from outside the window, the sticky liquid stretching between us also shimmered.

“At first you said you didn’t like it, but once it actually started again, you didn’t refuse.”

“…Since it had already started, I just thought there was no point in avoiding it further.”

“…Are you angry, Lillith?”

“You said you’d stop, and then you thrust your lips back in, doryeonnim, I was merely surprised by your shamelessness.”

“Don’t misunderstand. I don’t usually lie to Lillith. However, today, since you, Lillith, deceived me first, I only lied just this once. You understand that much, right?”

…To fight dirty with logic and facts.

At Ethan’s utterly reasonable remark, I, having lost my words, could only respond with silence.

To me, like that, Ethan spoke with a smile, as if initiating a reconciliation.

“So, from now on, let’s not lie to or deceive each other, Lillith.”

“…Understood, Ethan-doryeonnim. I am truly sorry for today’s incident.”

“Alright. Fortunately, nothing happened to Lillith, so I’m fine with that.”

“Since I’ve returned after being exposed to the night air, I will take a quick bath and then lie back down on the bed. Ethan-doryeonnim, you may go to sleep first without waiting for me.”

“I’ll wait, so hurry and wash up and come back.”

“…Understood.”

In the end, inadvertently, another step forward was taken in my and Ethan’s relationship.

If things keep going like this, it really won’t do….