Meeting (1)

After getting the recommendation letter, I was really busy, without a moment to breathe. It was because there was a mountain of things to do to fulfill my promise with the Count: creating a self-attacking golem, installing a permanent purification system in the underground waterway, paving all the roads in the city, and so on.

The work took longer than expected. The last task was finished exactly two months after I returned to Bridonia, so it took a little over a week, roughly. It wasn’t that the work was difficult, causing the delay. They were as easy as breathing, but I was worried about the adventurers’ eyes if I blatantly overturned things during the day. I only worked when there were no people around, so it dragged on too much.

“Kkeueut….”

Still.

This is all over today. I stretched, twisting my stiff neck from overwork. A lewd groan escaped.

Anyway, all the work in the West is now finished. If Shuriel-ssi has obtained the other recommendation letter, all that’s left is to go up to the capital and get the review. I’ll probably be assigned to govern a remote territory… I’m already looking forward to where I’ll be assigned. Still. I hope they give me land where people actually live.

-Cheolpeok, cheolpeok…

I turned my head towards the lewd splashing sound coming from right next to me.

“Hyaaeeu, hyaaang…?!”

“Now, I’m gonna cum inside…!”

Turning my eyes, I saw Sophia, her belly swollen with semen. She was being vigorously doggy-styled, making a bitch-like expression and drooling. It was a familiar sight now, so I didn’t feel like joining in. Sophia and Clark were having sex the entire time I was working. It was a continuous series of days where they mixed bodies and exchanged saliva, whether I was there or not.

“Hyaaang…”

She orgasmed with a lustful face, exhaling a gasp. Sophia, having abandoned her pride and become accustomed to submission sex, wore a happy smile as she greedily sucked on his dick. She lifted her hips to make it easier for his dick to reach the deepest part, arching her back like a cat.

“Keuk…!”

-Bureureut…!

“Higeuk, higiiiit…”

Semen entered, swelling her belly. The womb, already carrying one child, began to fill with a pure white, sticky liquid.

“Hehit, hieue…”

Sophia giggled like she was on drugs, wiggling her hips. It was as if she was whispering that she could do more, could hold more. To understand why she had become so proactive, we had to go back to a short past.

Three days ago from today, Sophia immediately answered ‘no’ to the question of whether she wanted to return to being a man. She even put on a dog collar herself, showing her private parts to Clark and turning her belly over. It was no different from declaring that she would become a slave. To put it badly, she was a sex doll; to put it nicely, she was a pet.

It was an action she could take because she had become completely honest with her pleasure.

Demons tend to obsess over ‘desires’ once they realize them, and perhaps it manifested in sex. Well, it’s five times the sensitivity. Just lightly rubbing his dick against her clitoris made her arch her back and orgasm. Sophia couldn’t resist the pleasure. That was all there was to it.

Sophia moaned with a face melted in ecstasy.

“Joaa… More, do more……”

Could this also be a problem?

Now that Sophia was obsessed with sex, Clark’s waist had no days off.

If he shook her like a fleshlight and left her on the floor, she would creep up like a dog and spread her pussy open. It seemed like his stamina was holding up for now, but he couldn’t do that all day. Clark also seemed burdened by Sophia’s overly proactive behavior.

I packed a simple bag and said to Clark.

“Clark. You can take care of Sophia well even without me, right?”

Give her food on time, keep her collar tightly fastened so she can’t leave the magic tower, call her Serena instead of Sophia if anyone sees her. Also, clean up right after sex.

Sophia was my substitute, a gift for Clark who wasn’t satisfied with ordinary sex. I couldn’t take Clark with me on the way back to the East. I didn’t know how long it would take, and if I received a title, I wouldn’t be able to hole up in the magic tower and be active.

-….

There was no answer, so I slightly turned my eyes and saw them hugging each other tightly, sharing a passionate kiss. I wonder if he heard me. Well, it doesn’t matter. He’s not just a kid, he’s a wizard, so he’ll take care of it himself. And, he seems to like her so much that he wouldn’t neglect her. Looking at Sophia’s happy face, it didn’t seem like she would escape either.

For reference, Sophia’s appearance has been partially changed. She probably won’t ever leave the magic tower, but just in case. ‘Sophia Cleide’ was said to have been thrown away immediately after being cooked and used as livestock feed. She met her end like that. It would be troublesome if anyone saw her.

First, I couldn’t touch her body because she was pregnant, so I only changed her hair color and the shape of her eyes. Her hair was changed to a flowing beige color, and her eyes were made to look more gentle than before. With the addition of a red collar, she really looked like a puppy.

“Chyuhaa….”

“Hua…”

After a sticky and thick kiss. Clark pulled out his deeply buried dick. Tzeubeubeup, a vulgar splashing sound rang out. He came again in this process. Sophia, having spurted water once, knelt naked in front of Clark and offered her thanks.

“Th, Thank you for, for cumming… inside, thank youhaa…”

Then, she immediately began to clean his dick, which was dirtied with semen and vaginal fluid.

“Hyueup…”

She put his dick all the way into her throat and shook it up and down. There was no gagging. She even moved on her own and breathed. Clark grabbed Sophia’s hair and pushed it in even deeper. Sophia struggled, in pain from the dick that had entered beyond its limit. A faint smell of urine. She convulsed, pissing herself.

I hung the pouch containing the recommendation letter and money around my waist and said to Clark.

“If you push it in any further, she’ll die. Be careful.”

“Haa, heu. Are you leaving now?”

“Yeah. I’m leaving right away tonight.”

“I’m sorry I can’t help. Heueu.”

“Holding onto Sophia is helping. I’m more sorry. If you run out of money, send me a letter. I’ll give you as much as you want. If you don’t want to spend money, you can kill her or abandon her, but be careful not to get caught.”

“I, I wouldn’t do that!”

Will he be able to say that even after her belly gets bigger? He knows she’s pregnant, and he says he’ll take responsibility, but his thoughts might change when her belly gets as big as a mountain. Or he might abort the baby.

I wish he would give birth if possible… but if Clark wants it, there’s no helping it. I can’t tell him to raise a child at his age. Or, should I make Sophia bear all the burden of childcare and even make her child a slave? Is this too cruel? But, a hybrid of human and demon is subject to immediate execution, so becoming a slave might be a better fate.

As I was thinking that, I heard the sound of semen being ejected from the side.

-Bureureut…!

“Euheueup…!!”

Semen going straight down her throat. I gave a bitter smile at Clark’s overwhelming stamina and stood up. Breast Milk didn’t just affect his stamina. It also affected his body’s growth. Just looking at his height, he seemed to have grown about 4cm. Clark, who looked excessively young for his age, was now a figure that could be called a proper ‘boy’.

‘In a month… I’ll be able to see Aileen, too.’

I stroked my still-flat belly and fell into thought.

There was only a month left, but far from getting bigger, my belly had gotten even smaller. It had been like that since meeting the World Tree. The fact that Aileen wasn’t in my belly was once again felt. It’s just a hunch, but it’s almost certain. It’s very embarrassing, but it felt like the World Tree and my daughter’s consideration. Since I was working my body like crazy, they had moved their residence to another place altogether.

“….”

Guilt choked me. But, even while feeling this sorry, I would definitely work my body again when time passed. What would Aileen say if she saw me? Understanding me and liking me are separate things. If my daughter even gave me a look of contempt, I might really kill myself.

Thinking like this, I was also afraid of meeting Shuriel-ssi. I hope she’s not thinking of me as a crazy psychopath inside. Well, she’s right, but. Still, still.

Perhaps, she’s forcibly 맞춰주는 me to use my overwhelming power. And since she has a child, she has a reason to hold onto me. Collecting the recommendation letters, all of that might be a plan to make me her own.

No. It can’t be. I’m trash. She’s working so hard for me, and I’m thinking these kinds of things. I have to start by saying thank you when I meet her. Should I bring her a gift? Shuriel-ssi, um. Yeah. Would she like it if I gave her a sword? No, the caravan has swords, so she doesn’t need them. Then, then. Ugh. What does she like? Should I just go with my body? Then I’ll look too narrow-minded.

“Haa….”

I wanted to deny it, but the feeling I felt now was definitely fear.

I was scared. I was scared of meeting someone who knew the 모습 inside my mask. I, who wouldn’t even bat an eye if a dragon flew in front of me. I was restless and afraid.

I said that madmen don’t want understanding, but I didn’t become a madman because I wanted to. To be honest. I felt a little joy when Shuriel-ssi rushed at me even knowing my ugly true nature, and I cried when Aileen told me it was okay. Really contradictory― even while doing these things, I was hoping for understanding from others.

Is this proof that I haven’t gone completely crazy yet? I don’t know. Honestly, I’m just a crazy bitch. Who would understand this? I packed my things and stood up. It was an hour earlier than the time I said I would leave, but I felt like I could just go now.

“Clark. I’m leaving now. Don’t be sad if I come to see you when I have time.”

“Already? Uh, ah, not yet. I haven’t even cleaned up, that’s not it! I’m sorry! I’ll take care of it quickly. So, Sophia! Wake up…!”

“It’s okay. We already said our goodbyes.”

I infuse Mana into my bracelet and open a portal.

* * *

The carriage to Ruchellini was obtained with the help of Pekapolis. A carriage specially modified to achieve only high speed. To compare it to Earth, it was a sports car. The horses also used dedicated armor and reinforced hooves, so they could ram into monsters and advance.

“Thank you for preparing a good carriage.”

“It’s nothing. Say hi to Sophia if you see her in the capital.”

“Haha….”

Pekapolis, unaware that Sophia was dead, said with a naive smile. I was afraid to see that smile, so I quickly boarded the carriage.

“Send me a letter when you get a title!”

Pekapolis waved her hand and saw me off. What a laid-back woman. It was an image that suited the Red Magic Tower. I handed a silver coin to the coachman and said.

“Let’s depart. Please go to Ruchellini Territory. As quickly as possible.”

“Heo. I’ll take it for now, but don’t expect too much. It’ll take at least two days.”

“That’s enough.”

I’m satisfied because I shortened the distance that usually takes four to five days to two days. It’s worth riding an expensive carriage.

“You guys, let’s go!”

The coachman hit the horses’ butts, and the wheels began to roll. I looked at the increasingly distant magic tower and let out a heavy sigh.

‘…It’s been two months.’

It was chilly. The peak of autumn, a few months before the 입동 (Ip-dong/Beginning of Winter). I leaned back, looking at the falling leaves. It was very empty now that Clark was gone. It was more awkward to be alone now. If I’m not with someone, I’ll be swept away like those scattering leaves.

I’ve changed. I’ve changed. Like I’ve accepted the fact that I’m a severe masochist and I’m not hesitant to act. Like Sophia has become honest with her desires and volunteered to become a slave.

I have to admit.

I’ve changed.

That I need someone who understands me by my side.