I’ve Become an Onahole, But I’ll Still Climb The Tower – Chapter 100
by fnovelpia100 – 22nd Floor: The Last Concert♥
I wake up early and prepare busily.
I did a simple rehearsal yesterday, but today is the real deal. When I arrive at the concert hall in the morning, the staff are already running around.
Even in the waiting room, the coordinators and stylists are bustling about.
“Ugh, I’m so nervous…”
Today, I play the role of a tension reliever for Somi and Hyeri, offering my chest defenselessly. Seeing the little ones with happy expressions as if they’re at peace while nestled against my chest, I feel a little less nervous too.
The concert is a total of 3 hours.
It starts at 7 PM and ends at 10 PM.
“Let’s do well, since it’s the last one!!”
“La…st?”
Sua, who was next to me, asks back, noticing something strange in my words.
“Ah, no~ The last time to show what we’ve prepared! Hahaha…”
The word “last” came out of my mouth unconsciously. Sua looks at me strangely for a moment, then continues preparing for the stage as if nothing happened.
***
5:30 PM.
The doors open.
The Halo Dome’s ticket sales rate is 99%.
Our concept is sexy, so we made it an adult concert in case there were any issues later, but it’s practically sold out. The worry about the mission has disappeared.
“Wow… there are so many people…”
When 30,000 people gather online, it doesn’t seem like that many, but when 30,000 people actually gather in reality, it’s amazing.
I feel something overwhelming as the huge Halo Skydome is packed with people.
As I blankly watch the screen outside from the waiting room, it quickly becomes 7 PM.
“”Serenia””
I hear the audience cheering from backstage, and my heart beats faster.
[Starting now!]
I hear the team leader’s voice in my in-ear, and the stage goes dark.
“Sis, are you okay?”
“Of course.”
Everyone goes up on the lifts.
‘Let’s go, the last concert.’
***
Here is a man watching the concert.
- Me? I bought $1,000 worth of merch.
The main character of the $1,000 merch is Kim Moonsoo.
To him, who just turned 30, idols were useless beings. He was too busy making a living for himself, so what was with idols? He didn’t understand watching them, and he especially didn’t understand spending money on them.
Was that why…?
At first, he didn’t care much.
- .. she’s so fuckable.
After seeing a photo of Lee Dohee’s body alone on a community site, he unknowingly relieved the stress he received at work by sexually harassing her. Then he got a little flak for it, so he became interested in her.
- You bitch, if you take off your makeup and you’re ugly, I’ll leave you hate comments for the rest of my life.
Of course, in a bad way.
At first, he was sharpening his knife against her. He thought his standards were high, so he didn’t think he could be satisfied with just being averagely pretty.
So, he went all the way to the premiere of the music video, thinking of causing trouble and mocking the stans.
But,
He couldn’t calm down after seeing her in the music video. Her face was exactly his ideal type, and when that was combined with her body, it was as if the person he had dreamed of had fallen into reality.
He couldn’t stop thinking about her, to the point where he couldn’t sleep at night. Sometimes he imagined brutally raping her, and sometimes he imagined marrying her, having children, and living happily.
At first, he tried to deny it, but it didn’t take long for him to realize that he had fallen for her. This was the famous period of denial.
And before long, he not only bought a bunch of merch that he thought only idiots bought, but he also became a fan of Serenia, streaming them 24 hours a day, which he thought only bitches did.
Lee Dohee was his bias, but he liked the other members too.
He doesn’t remember exactly when he fell for them.
From when he got a boner watching the first scene of the music video?
From when they read his chat and thanked him?
From when he heard about Serenia’s unfortunate past?
From when Sua cried while giving her acceptance speech for first place?
He doesn’t know.
No, that’s not important.
What’s important is that she.
And they,
Have entered his heart.
“Woooooow!!!”
When the stage lights come on, he shouts louder than anyone else.
The first song is [On the beach]
And they appear wearing bikinis, which they have never shown on stage before!
“Wow… damn, that’s awesome!”
He said it out loud without realizing it, but other people nod in agreement, as if agreeing with his opinion.
“This is an adult concert!!”
“This is a country!!”
Lee Dohee goes without saying, but Sua and Rain also revealed their hot bodies that they had been hiding.
He feels blood rushing to his lower body and cheers them on, wanting to bang them.
The cool and hot stage makes you feel like you’re on a summer beach.
I want to spend this hot summer with you~~
Rain’s cool high note ends, and the bouncy guitar hook continues.
Let’s all dance together
dance on the beach
“Bitch!!”
The ass dance, which is the killer move of this song, begins with the exciting guitar sound that makes your body sway.
“Wow… wow… wow…”
The three adult Serenia members turn around, put their hands on their heads, and shake their butts from side to side.
Originally, only Lee Dohee turned around and danced, and the others faced forward and danced a wholesome dance, but now Sua and Rain, who have become adults, have also joined in.
They were also owners of curvy bodies that would take up a spot as a glamour in other girl groups, so it was quite sexy.
No, it was beyond sexy, to the point where he wanted to pounce on them right away.
Since the swimsuit only covers the important parts of their big butts, they shake even more fuckably today.
Let’s all dance together
dance on the beach
“Bitch!!”
‘Is this a porno or a concert…’
Seeing the plump butts shaking in the front row, he couldn’t help but get an erection.
As the exciting first song ends, the excited audience screams like crazy.
There are definitely some women too, but it feels like watching a military performance in the army.
‘Phew… I’m glad I spent a lot of money to get the front row seat.’
He tried to calm down and get rid of his erection, but…
The next song is a unit performance by the three adult members, Sua, Dohee, and Rain!
‘Damn it… my erection won’t go away!!’
Seeing Sua x Dohee x Rain, who he had only seen in the shadows, in person, he felt like he was going crazy.
They were wearing bikinis with see-through bottoms, which made them look even sexier than when they were just wearing bikinis.
There was no direct boobing, but it was even hotter because they exchanged suggestive gestures and mixed their bodies, as if they were going to do it until right before that.
‘They’re really gods of sexiness.’
They rubbed their butts against each other, rubbed their chests, and when the three of them overlapped like a sandwich, their breasts and butts stuck out everywhere.
In particular, when Sua pinned Dohee down and choked her while spanking her butt, he had to barely resist the urge to run out.
‘Phew… this is a real sexy girl group…’
Fortunately, the next performance was a cute performance by Somi and Hyeri, so he watched comfortably with a fatherly smile.
In that way, the sexy-girl crush-cute-guest performances alternated in a sweet and salty way, and the middle talk show wasn’t just one-sided, but it was conducted by directly asking and answering questions from the audience.
When he came to his senses, they were already doing the last song.
‘It’s already been 3 hours…’
Serenia’s strongest weapon is sexiness, but that’s not all.
Solid singing ability, top-notch dance skills, and stage presence!
It was the best concert that satisfied both the eyes and ears, making you focus without even realizing the time was passing.
And now, the last song appears.
The stage goes dark, and the sound of a heartbeat is heard.
Thump… thump…
“Waaaaaaah!!!”
People who realized what the last song was cheer.
‘Heart Stealer, huh. I wonder… did they overcome the sanctions of the Korea Communications Standards Commission?’
-As soon as he had that thought, Lee Dohee, wearing a dress in red lighting, was revealed.
“Oooooh!!”
Lee Dohee appears wearing a revealing red dress, as if telling the Korea Communications Standards Commission to suck her dick.
The chest part barely covered only the nipples, like a slingshot bikini, and below, the straps of a black thong were visible next to the dress hem, which had a cool side slit. The hem of the skirt was also very short, making it a sexy dress that looked like her pussy would be visible.
And her lipstick was slightly smudged, as if she had just had sex, and her hair was slightly disheveled.
Her face was flushed with a sexy blush, and sweat that she hadn’t shed even during the intense choreography could be seen flowing down her chin.
‘That stage… it’s the same production as the first stage on Lanet!’
When she slowly raises her head and makes eye contact, he can’t move.
‘Is this what it feels like to be called a dick stealer, not a heart stealer!’
Not only that. She takes out something like an ice cream screw bar from between her breasts-
Slurp…!
She sucks on it sexually.
‘Damn it, you crazy vixen!!’
He feels as if his dick is being sucked, and his dick, which had calmed down, stands up again.
Hyeri and Somi were wearing neat dresses as expected, but Sua and Rain were wearing dresses with plunging necklines.
‘They’re really determined to steal dicks!’
They’re wearing dresses and dancing in perfect sync, which makes you feel like you’re seeing what a real sexy girl crush is.
It’s that feeling that you can be sexy and cool at the same time.
And finally, Lee Dohee’s solo dance time comes in the bridge right before the last highlight.
He couldn’t close his mouth at the missionary position pounding choreography, as if she was riding on a real man, but he didn’t know there was something bigger behind it.
“Wh, what!”
Rain’s hand goes down and lightly pulls on the knot of her black thong. Lee Dohee obediently lets her take her panties with a slight flinch, and throws the loosened panties towards the audience.
“Ooo…!!! Huh?”
He catches the panties that flew towards him without thinking.
‘Oh, jackpot!’
Without paying attention to the people around him, he immediately smells the panties, and they smell very sweet and strange.
And when he looks back at the stage, another shocking scene was unfolding.
Sua touches Dohee’s chest, caressing the area around it as if she’s about to touch it, and then grabs her shoulder strap.
“Huh? Wait…”
And Sua smiles at the audience and pulls the shoulder straps down on both sides.
“Crazy!!!”
“Waaaaaaah!!!”
“Kyaaaaaaaah!!!”
A huge scream erupts from the audience.
He also stares with his eyes wide open, wondering if she’s going to show her bare breasts, but,
“Huh? There are no nipples?”
It’s something with a skin-like texture, but there are no nipples!
“No, that’s can’t be!!”
Suddenly, he remembers the time he fought with the haters online. And the suspicion that she had actually reduced her breasts.
Lee Dohee makes a somewhat embarrassed expression, then turns around,
Swoosh…
Suddenly, she starts taking off the skin-like clothes as if she’s taking off ordinary clothes.
Gulp…!
The dreamy music that flows out gently makes you imagine what the front looks like.
‘You can even see it…?’
The members were covering her on the side, but he can see it through a small gap.
The big lump of flesh that was going up with the clothes comes down with a thump- and the sight of her dress being lowered to the point where you can see the butt crack is a sex bomb itself.
She looks back and slowly puts on her dress again,
Whip!
She turns around as it is.
“Wow, so big!!”
Unlike when he saw it in the video, the overwhelmingly large breasts are shaking in real life to the point where he can’t say anything.
The lights brighten and cool high notes and beats pour out. The backup dancers come out and dance like crazy, but he can’t take his eyes off those big breasts.
‘Ah, so that’s why she made them look smaller on purpose…’
When she releases the seal, only her breasts are visible.
He’s only conscious of when her nipples will pop out from between those thin dresses.
I’m your heartsteeler!
I don’t need emotions~ Uh~!!!
‘Really, so big…’
— say my name
He only looks at the shaking breasts, and the song ends.
Clap clap clap clap clap clap clap
When the stage ends, everyone claps.
They’re adding strength to her courageous decision.
It was her physical complex that she wanted to hide, but it’s a round of applause for her courage to reveal it.
And just when he’s about to start shouting for an encore,
Thump!
Lee Dohee, wearing the same outfit as before, is lit up.
‘What’s going on all of a sudden?’
He senses something unusual.
“I’m…”
Her words begin.
***
Before the last stage.
The mission was completed a long time ago. He was a little embarrassed because the success message popped up as soon as the concert started.
[Mission cleared. Choose an S-class reward]
And he was given 3 hours to stay here.
[Time remaining: 2 hours 59 minutes]
‘Is this goodbye when this concert ends…’
He could have left as it was, but this is the result of my and Serenia’s efforts.
He decides to do his best until the end. And there was something he had to do.
As he was doing the concert without a break, the last stage was not far away.
Before the last stage, Hyeri’s hip-hop solo song and a guest band performance were scheduled, so he was given 15 minutes of rest even after changing clothes.
“Wait a minute, guys, I’m going to talk to the manager for a bit.”
He calls the manager, who is near the waiting room, and walks down a secluded hallway.
“What are you going to talk about…? If you’ve changed your mind, you can feel free to tell me.”
“……”
He doesn’t know what impulse he had to come this far.
He doesn’t know if he’s pitying him for being ruined because of him, or if he wants to repay him for easily clearing the ordeal thanks to him.
The manager, who has been frowning and has dark circles under his eyes since one day. Sua says that he originally had a completely harmless impression and used to smile foolishly.
‘Or maybe… I wanted to recreate that stage for the fans…’
Even if he danced the uncensored choreography of [Heart steeler] elsewhere, it didn’t feel like the stage he first did on Lanet that day.
There were definitely some fans who regretted that.
‘Yeah, this is fan service. And it’s for my personal reward.’
He walks side by side with the manager and grabs his tie and pulls him into an unused supply warehouse nearby.
“Wa, wait a minute, Dohee… what is this…”
Of course, he is overwhelmingly stronger.
The manager is pinned down under him as it is. He restrains him by grabbing both of his wrists with one hand and opens his pants zipper.
Maybe it’s because it’s the last day, but it feels like he’s doing whatever he wants, like in a dream.
“Keuk… th, this shouldn’t be…”
“Be quiet, manager. You honestly wanted to do it too, right? You raised us well, so we’ll repay you.”
He thought he was hiding it, but he saw him getting an erection when he saw his whore-like sex reception outfit in the rearview mirror. And the car always had a faint smell of chestnut blossoms on the days he came back from sex receptions.
As expected, the moment I unzipped his pants, his rock-hard cock sprang up. Unlike his herbivore-like demeanor, a rugged, ferocious, and enormous cock stood tall like a stone pillar.
“Look at this. You’re all excited, aren’t you?”
As I stroked his cock with my hand, he shuddered. I gently enveloped his cock, already dripping with pre-cum, with my mouth.
Slurp… Slurrrp…!
“Ugh… Dohee…!”
His maiden-like reaction excited me even more.
Once his cock was sufficiently slick, I pulled away and climbed on top of him.
“Haa… haa… We don’t have much time, so let’s get this over with quickly.”
I pushed the hem of my dress aside, pulled my panties down, and aligned my pussy with his cock.
“Heung… It’s bigger than I thought.”
‘T-This is the director’s cock…’
His cock twitched as if eager to plunge in, teasing my pussy.
I was already plenty wet.
I lowered my lower body right there and swallowed his cock completely.
Shlurrrp… Bang!!!
“Keeeuh…! Th-That’s it…”
He started cumming as soon as his cock was all the way inside my pussy.
“Ugh…”
“Heeeeeung…!! Eung-hut!!”
Bleurrrrt!!!! Bleurrrrt!!!!
I could feel his semen gushing out like a fountain, filling my womb.
Glug… glug…
‘What a load…’
The pleasure of being filled with semen made me shudder with a light orgasm.
“Heuh… What, Director, are you a virgin or something?”
“H-How did you…”
Going to hostess bars and taking all those sexual favors, yet he was saving his virginity? How could this be?
Out of spite, I used my pussy to squeeze and pressure his cock.
As I stroked his balls pleasantly with my hand, I could feel his cock hardening again.
“Keeeuh, Dohee… N-No…”
“Haa, this is for my stage. Just keep your cock hard.”
Bang bang bang bang bang!!
I rotated my hips on top of him, swallowing his cock. I crushed his lower body with my large ass, savoring the sensation of his cock stabbing into me.
‘Right, this was the choreography…’
As if performing the choreography for [Heart steeler], I rotated my hips and slammed my ass down on him.
“Keeeuh!!!”
As expected, his cock, which had been a virgin until just now, couldn’t withstand my famous pussy. About a minute after I started shaking my ass, he started cumming.
“Haa… There’s still… 12 minutes left?”
I made his cock hard again.
I took off my nude-colored sports bra and pressed my breasts against his, and his cock stood up once more.
And as expected, with my seductive hip movements, I devoured his cock with my pussy, and he lost his mind.
“Ugh, Dohee… You, you shouldn’t do this…”
“It’s a special service… So just… enjoy it… Hngh!!”
The sense of violating him, whom I had known for months, was strangely exciting. Was this what it felt like to suddenly rape the friendly older sister next door?
As I felt his cock and slowly swayed my hips,
“Keeeuh… How could I have raised you like this…!”
Slightly enraged, he grabbed my ass with his hands and started thrusting his cock upwards.
Thwack!!!
“Kyaa!?”
His sudden, powerful attack slightly opened my cervix. And the thrilling pleasure made my body stiffen slightly.
“W-Wait a minute…”
“Where do you think you’re going!!”
Thwack thwack thwack thwack!!!
This time, I couldn’t come to my senses from his attacks. My muscles, already loosened by sex, couldn’t muster any strength, and his cock, having already cum twice, had become somewhat immune to my pussy’s grip.
“Hyaaah!!! I-It can’t be…”
‘I definitely came here to top him… Why am I being topped again…’
His enraged cock relentlessly bombarded my pussy and cervix. My upper body collapsed powerlessly onto his chest, and I gasped, unable to cope with the intense pleasure rising from my pussy.
“So, you wanted to show off our Dohee’s pussy, huh?”
Thwack thwack thwack thwack thwack!!
“Keeuh…! What are you… Haaah!”
“I admit it. Although it’s your first time, I now realize that it’s not worth being offered up to those broadcasting bastards.”
“N-No, that’s not it… Haaah!!!”
“Then what is it?”
“A reward… Hngh…! I came to repay you for raising me well…”
“Hoo, you started it?”
“Huh…?”
He suddenly lifted me up and roughly threw off all my clothes. He seemed even more excited for some reason.
‘Eh…? Why?”
Then he laid me down as I was and pressed me down in a mating press position.
Bang bang bang bang bang baaang
“Khehet…! S-Stop… That’s enough… haah!!”
“Yeah, I’m grateful too! Dohee!”
Bang!
“Thanks to you!”
Bang!!
“Serenia”
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Baaaaang!!
“Succeeded!!”
Baaaaaaang!!!
“Hooooooook!!!”
‘Aah, I’m cumming from the director’s rough sex…’
Even though I was trembling with orgasm and spewing a fountain of fluids, he continued to press me down with his weight and shake his hips.
“You’re the only girl who shines while prostituting yourself like this. You filthy idol!!”
The director’s somewhat enraged cock relentlessly violated my pussy.
“Haaaah!!! Hooaah!!!”
“Keeeuh…!!”
Thwack!!!
With his final ejaculation, our short but intense affair came to an end.
A little later,
The director approached me, sprawled out like a frog, dripping with semen.
“Haa… Crazy, Dohee, you have 6 minutes until the stage. I’ll get the semen out.”
“Huh? No, wait…”
His arm came into my pussy with a shwoop! and scraped against my vaginal walls.
“Keeuh…! Hyaaah!!!”
“Stay still, it’s all your fault…”
And then, the director’s phone rang.
“Ahem… Uh, Sua.”
[When is Dohee coming? I think we should head to the backstage soon]
“Ah, don’t worry. She must be nervous again, so she suddenly had a bad case of constipation and rushed to the bathroom. I’ll make sure she’s there on time, so don’t worry.”
Squish squish squish squish
“Hooaht!! Haaah!!!!”
[I hear a strange noise?]
“Ah, Dohee’s constipation must be severe, I’ll excuse myself now.”
[Okay, you can postpone the time a little, so tell her to take her time]
Click.
“Heeeeeung…!!! Crazy, I’m not a constipated woman… Haak!!”
Shwoooosh!!!
As his fingers entered all the way in and spread my cervix, semen poured out like a river.
“Oh no, the dress will get wet.”
He grabbed my waist and lifted me up, then spread my cervix again to clean out the semen. An act that would cause immense pain to an ordinary woman, but the director didn’t know that because he was a virgin, and due to my perverted nature, any grabbing and stretching of my pussy was converted into pleasure instead of pain.
In just 1-2 minutes, he scraped out most of the semen, then put on my nude-colored sports bra again and tidied up my clothes.
Finally, he carefully attached a pussy-covering sticker to prepare for any possible accidents.
“Haa… Did you enjoy yourself enough? This is goodbye, so don’t be sad. And try to relax your expression a little.”
I had already discussed with the director what I would say after this stage.
“Yeah, I know.”
Unfortunately, his expression was still sharp and frowning. It had eased up a bit, but something still seemed to be lingering.
‘Still, this is enough… The stage preparation is perfect.’
“… Goodbye.”
“Good work.”
I thought that was the end of us.
“Haa… haa…”
With trembling legs, I barely made it to the backstage on time.
‘That’s it… That slight tingling sensation in my pussy. I can perfectly embody [Heart steeler].’
“Oh my, unnie is in this state again… How bad was your constipation…”
“Ahem, Somi, it’s polite to keep things like that to yourself!”
“……”
“Let’s go. Not bad. It even looks more seductive…”
And so, our final stage began.
***
And back to the present.
I had finally finished the perfect stage I had dreamed of.
My heart was filled with emotion, and it was finally time to say what I had discussed with the director.
“I am…”
The audience started murmuring at my somber tone.
“I am a sinner.”
The members next to me looked at me as if asking what I was talking about.
“The suspicions about me, you’ve probably heard a lot about them. First of all, most of them are true.”
Actually, I could just leave without saying anything. Why bother caring about a virtual world that might disappear when I leave?
But that would be… too irresponsible, wouldn’t it?
No, rather than irresponsible, it might just be a confession to truthfully confess my sins and ease my mind. Since I’m leaving anyway, I might have chosen the path that eases my mind.
But what’s clear is that I feel like I need to say this to ease my mind a little. Not for someone else, but for myself.
“I have a uterine tattoo.”
I lifted the hem of my dress in a no-panties state.
“Heok!!”
Someone screamed, thinking I was going to reveal my pussy, but my pussy was already covered with a sticker in case of an emergency.
And as I scraped off the makeup on my lower abdomen with my fingernails, a clear uterine tattoo was revealed.
The murmuring grew louder.
“Of course, I didn’t do it myself. A long time ago, a bad guy forced it on me. Even so, I knew I couldn’t become an idol with this body, but I deceived everyone and dreamed of becoming an idol.”
The concert hall fell silent at my continued words.
“The suspicions of sexual favors… are also partly true. But, that act was never meant to trample on someone else to climb up…”
The venue became mute once more at my bombshell statement.
Only my words echoed in the eerily quiet concert hall.
“But, our members didn’t know any of this. As of today, I will be leaving Serenia. Thank you for your love all this time…”
Then, Sua’s voice rang out.
“Who said you could end it on your own?”
The concert hall became noisy again with Sua’s sudden intervention.
“You think… we didn’t know anything about your situation??”
“Ah, you knew?”
‘What, since when?’
Looking at the faces of the other members, it seemed that only Sua knew.
“Everyone, I have something to say about Dohee’s sexual favors. And the reason why we had no choice but to do so…”
Sua grabbed the microphone and made another bombshell announcement.
“What, what’s going on?”
“The reason why we had no choice…?”
The audience murmured for a moment, but decided to listen to Sua’s words for now.
“The first time we were effectively banned from broadcasting was by MAC Broadcasting. The reason was…”
Sua’s hand trembled slightly. As she tried to recall the bad memories, she hesitated due to the sudden trauma. And at that moment,
“Hoo, everyone, let me speak. It’s my first time meeting you in a place like this. I’m Kim Myunghoon, the director in charge of Serenia.”
‘No, why is the director here…?’
Everyone’s attention was focused, and gazes that asked why he was stepping up were pouring down on him as he came onto the stage. Still, he continued to speak firmly.
“The ‘Music Start’ PD of MAC Broadcasting sexually harassed Sua. Fortunately, Sua’s fierce resistance prevented it from escalating into rape, but she suffered an unspeakable wound.”
“……”
The noisy venue became quiet.
“When I went to protest, it happened in a place without CCTV, so there was naturally no evidence. Rather, that PD threatened us and demanded sexual favors. And when we refused, all our broadcast appearances were suspended, and other broadcasting stations seemed to see us as easy prey, demanding sexual favors as well.”
The members seemed to have noticed this situation to some extent, and all wore bitter expressions.
“As you all know to some extent, Sua is the daughter of the president of Aurora Entertainment. And since I couldn’t make her, who was a minor at the time, do such things, I came up with another plan.”
The director looked at me and spoke.
“I thought I’d scout a stupid, innocent, and desperate girl who wanted to become an idol and use her as much as I wanted instead of Sua.”
“……”
‘That’s not it, Director…’
“She really wanted to become an idol, but she had given up on her dream halfway due to the limitations of her body. So I gaslighted her and threatened her that she wouldn’t be able to become an idol anywhere else. After that, I forcibly dragged her away and made her do sexual favors against her will. The uterine tattoo was also created at that time. It’s the result of a disgusting desire that was carried out while she was unconscious.”
He poured out lies for me.
“As old fans know, I was incompetent and ruining Serenia, and I was about to be fired and become unemployed. So I made her a scapegoat, sold her off like a prostitute, and pretended to be competent. Even if she didn’t want to, I forcibly fed her drugs and dragged her away to make her prostitute herself.”
I tried to stop him, but for some reason, he looked happy, so I couldn’t stop him.
“I know it’s too late to regret it now. But Dohee… was just a powerless girl who desperately wished to become an idol. Please forgive her!!”
‘This person… why is he even making up things…’
In the past, he wouldn’t have been able to lie and would have just stood by helplessly, wringing his hands over this incident, but he had changed now.
But, his good heart was the same as before.
He bowed 90 degrees to the audience for the last time with a relieved smile, winked at me, and went down.
“Haha… That idiot, really…”
His expression had returned to the way it used to be. The sharp energy was gone, and his face had a refreshing, harmless feeling.
As the director went down the stage, he made eye contact with a man who was raising his hand and shouting something, and handed him the microphone.
The man who received the microphone was sitting in the front row, holding my black panties in his hand.
He took a deep breath, looking slightly nervous,
“I love you, Lee Dohee!!! No matter what you’ve been through in the past, I will love you as you are now!!! Even if you’re a slut who’s had orgies with hundreds of people, I’ll love you!!!!”
“Crazy, what is that…?”
While I was flustered by his statement, he passed the microphone to the person next to him, and another person started speaking.
“I love you too, Lee Dohee!!! Even if your body is dirty, I know your heart isn’t!”
“Does it matter if you’ve had sex! You get married, have sex, and have kids as you live~”
“I’d even love a slut!!”
“Even better!”
“Dohee, you have to be happy!!!”
“Sleep with me too!!”
“Serenia is perfect with five members!”
“Go, Sex Goddess Lee Dohee!!!”
“I’ll love you even if you’re worn to a frazzle!!!”
“Let’s go for the world’s first sex doll!”
“I don’t care, please just stay together as five members!”
The microphone goes around, and the fans convey their heartfelt feelings to me. Of course, the fans sitting in the front row must have a very special love for me and Serenia.
And because of their shouts, even people who were thinking, ‘Even so, that’s a bit much…’ are swayed by the herd mentality to think, ‘Is it okay…?’
“What is this…”
‘How can they support an idol who has a uterus tattoo and offers sexual favors…?’
I’m a little taken aback by the completely different turn of events than I expected.
But suddenly, I get a familiar feeling from the fans’ words, and I let out a hollow laugh.
‘They’re just like the guys in my chat room…’
Sometimes cheering, sometimes going too far, acting like they’ll do anything for me, then making sexual harassment jokes. Still, they’re my fans…
“Let’s go for Korea’s first sex idol!!!”
“Serenia, the five of you, be forever~~!”
“I’d even love a slut…!”
And just as they’re running out of things to say,
“Encore! Encore! Encore!!”
An encore breaks out here of all places.
A huge roar fills the Halo Sky Dome arena so loudly that my ears are ringing.
‘These are, our fans…’
The last encore song starts right away, without even a moment to say what it is.
A medium-tempo ballad from our first mini-album.
[Memory]
While the intro is playing, the other members come up to me, hug me, and say.
“You’re Serenia until you die!”
“You should have told us if something like that happened! You dummy! You big idiot! You big-boobed airhead!!”
“Dohee, we’re doomed if you leave…”
“Where are you trying to run off to! I can’t live without your boobs~”
‘These are our members…’
And at the timing when the song starts, I reflexively lift the microphone and sing.
The day we first met
We fought a lot
The audience all sings along, chanting the lyrics. It’s our only ballad song, so everyone knows it.
Sometimes tired
Sometimes creaky
Their pink light sticks illuminate the concert hall beautifully as they wave.
But from one day
Quickly came in
You melt my heart
I feel like I’ve become one with the audience as they sing along.
Everything was new,
Only unfamiliar.
I take out my in-ear monitors and sing along to their singing.
Your heart and mine become one
We slowly matched each other
In all the days of crying and laughing
We learned little by little
‘Yeah, this is what an idol is…’
Idol.
An object of worship.
An object of unconditional and devoted love that protects and understands the object no matter what they do.
We’ve come a long way
But we’re finally standing here
We’ve grown so deep
That no words can express it
No, it’s not just about giving.
An exchange of emotions.
In a space where only we and the fans exist,
They don’t care much about my uterus tattoo and sexual favors and breathe with us.
I’m sorry for the clumsy me back then
I’m a little more grown up now
Even if we face each other again, if it’s you again
That’s enough
I thought the relationship between idols and fans was usually one-sided, but it’s different when you’re on stage.
This is not a one-way emotion.
It’s an exchange of our emotions.
Idols grow by eating the love of their fans, and they return that love with songs and performances, precious beings who cannot exist without each other.
The song is now heading towards the end.
I will protect you forever
Who has been by my side every time I wavered
Perhaps because of the incident that just happened, Rain’s tearful voice is conveyed through the song.
‘Rain is crying…’
Her crying makes the members and the audience cry at the same time.
The day we first met
Now we say with a smile
Because you were the beginning of it all
I’m so glad
I can hear the fans cheering in between.
“Lee Dohee, I love you.”
“We’re together forever!”
“Dohee!! I’ll protect you!!!”
The fans’ hearts and sincerity reach me.
Something feels strange in my heart…
‘Ah, is that so…’
Maybe I did this to get confirmation of this.
Even me, who has been raped by countless men and prostituted like a whore.
Can I be loved and supported like ordinary people?
Curiosity, curiosity, and a little anxiety about that.
Especially since the fans in this world are very similar to the viewers in reality, maybe I wanted to see their true feelings in advance.
Just remember this one thing
That there was someone named me by your side
The song ends, and all the lights go out.
All that remains in the dark concert hall are pink light sticks and the cheers of the fans.
“Lee Dohee”
“I love you”
They were shouting at me as if they had become one.
I stare at the scene clearly.
“Serenia”
“Forever”
I can feel our members hugging me.
Sua, Rain, Somi, Hyeri.
“Me too…”
[Time Remaining: 0 seconds]
With that scene as the last, I feel my body moving as the remaining time of the ordeal ends.
‘Ah…’
Whoosh!
“…I love you.”
The white waiting room wall that has returned to reality welcomes me.
“……”
A slight emptiness and sense of loss.
But I’m not sad.
Because my fans exist here too.
Although Serenia is gone, there are people besides me who remember and cherish it.
“Chat room…”
I open the chat room that I had turned off for a long time because I was immersed in the ordeal.
[Real-time viewers: 75461]
There were quite a few viewers gathered, probably because it was the end of the ordeal.
- Wow, the afterglow of the concert is amazing
- Sereniaㅠㅠ
- As expected, Do-hwang is good at milking simps
- So you spent hundreds of thousands of won to see a whore?
- We even got to see the sex offering for free lol
- Uh-huh, uh-huh
- Suaㅠㅠ
- We can’t see Hyeri anymore
- Wow, they’re supporting a bitch like that
- If it were me, I would have started a riot and gone for a 30,000-person infinite gangbang
- If you feel sorry for the simps, thumbs up lol
- The fans were scammed by Lee Dohee…
“Heh, you’re not being honest.”
Yeah, the fans over there and the viewers over here are mirrors of each other.
They pretend to be different, but when I look at them, they’re not that different. I realized that for sure with this ordeal.
‘You guys were shy male otaku…’
My fans who sponsor me, bring me information, and fight against giant corporations for me.
And my precious fans who even join guilds to fight for me.
Even if I’m getting fucked here and there, my fans who truly look at your inner self were here too.
I sadly said goodbye to countless fans, but I’m not sad. Because there are fans here who give me that much love.
“Thank you.”
- ???
- What kind of delusion is this bitch having
- Damn, a month of no streaming is too much
- Hurry up and hold a fan meeting right now!!
- It was really hard to hold back my wank
- Why don’t you offer sex here?
[DoheeTunaSoDelicious donated 50,000 won]
I think this bitch is imagining something weird, that’s not it…
“Everyone seems to be very shy. I understand… Hehe… I love you too.”
- .. is this bitch crazy?
- ?????
- Bro, is this bitch smiling?
- Ugh
- Are you crazy?
- Info) 90% of Awakened people suffer from mental illness
- ?
- ;;;
- There are a lot of kids like that with ordeal aftereffects, they’ll be back to normal after some time, so it’s okay
- She’ll come to her senses right away if you stick your dick in her
- She’s gonna kick the blanket tomorrow morning lol
- The bitch who’s gonna get fucked tomorrow lol
‘You guys are shy.’
Feeling their warm (?) hearts, I go home.
- Go to a mental hospital first, Dohee
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