Intermezzo (5)

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My past life’s memories, yeah. They don’t really matter now, but still. They keep me grounded. They let me exist as me… they’re like the string that keeps my sanity intact. It sounds grand, but it’s just a petty pride.

It’s a pride as faint as dust, but if I didn’t have even that, I would’ve crumbled in the past already. Or I wouldn’t have been able to exist as me. So, I try not to mess with my memories if I can help it. I might induce accidents or extract and store memories, but I never change the memories themselves. Never. And that vow still holds true.

Even I, who walks a tightrope over death, have safety measures in place for my memories. I only became an idiot once when I was captured by a Demon, but the copy ego I used then, well. To be honest, it wasn’t great. When I synchronized, the emotions the copy ego felt were amplified.

In any way, having externally extracted memories enter my body isn’t a pleasant feeling. Even if they’re my own memories.

Well, existing memories aren’t a problem… but newly updated memories get jumbled up during synchronization, and they flash through my head like a slideshow as I piece together the timeline.

It doesn’t happen just once, but multiple times. I repeat the synchronization until my body adapts to the memories. In that sense, the copy ego was highly stable. It had ‘my’ personality, after all. I didn’t have to go through many steps to merge the memories.

But synchronization isn’t something that happens quickly. Never. No matter what, handling memories requires caution.

If I tried to inject memories all at once, I would reflexively go through synchronization, and my body would repeat those memories dozens, hundreds, or even thousands of times.

“………Ah?”

…Like, this.

“Ah―? Oh―? Hng, ooh, hng――?!!!!”

• Pshuuuk…!!

I shoot out liters of cum. My back arches so much I feel like it’s going to break, and my eyes roll back, showing only the whites. It was a bonus that I was spewing out female fluids from all over my body. Nosebleeds, saliva, Breast Milk, Vaginal Fluid. They flowed from every hole.

‘Master-nim? Ah? What is, this―― Ah, ah. Ah…….’

I writhed in agony at the ‘new memories’ that flashed through my mind like phantoms. Obedience. Submission. Compliance. And domination. Master-nim. Beloved, only looking at me, happy. Such memories began to pound my head.

“O, oh―… Ock…”

Choruru…… I lie sprawled on the floor like a frog, pissing myself. How many hours passed like that? No, how many months passed? I was being raped like a fool, sucking dick, being petted, feeling happy, again, again. Dick……

I was confused. What had I done? But such thoughts were naturally pushed to the back of my mind. It was too comfortable lying here like a bitch, and my head had gone blank because of it.

“Ah, woo…?”

As I emptied my brain and lay there blankly, the world that had been whizzing by began to settle down. I drooled and stared blankly at the sky.

“Whe, ereee…?”

I could see the ceiling. A magically expanded wall. But it was familiar Mana. That was……

“Me…?”

It was my mark. The training ground I had expanded and created.

Training ground…? Ah, right.

That, Master-nim. No, not Master-nim, but…

“Ahhh! Mom! Did you put it in properly?”

“It came out a little. I’ll put it back in.”

‘Put it in…?’

What are they putting in? I didn’t even have the strength to turn my head, so I just lay there.

And a few seconds later, someone grabbed my butt. A thick, firm hand. That hand, which made me feel somehow happy when it touched me, was……

• Ssuuk.

“――Oock.”

Something was shoved into my butt.

“Oh, ah?”

I let out another blank moan. But it wasn’t as intense as before. It felt like the world was flashing, breaking apart, and then reassembling. I widened my eyes and twisted my hands and feet grotesquely.

“Okay, do you remember now?”

And once again, the red-haired girl stood before me……

“Aileen?”

Not a girl, but my daughter.

“Wooaa…?’

Only then was I able to realize what had happened. Shuriel had used reconstruction on my head, and I had temporarily become an idiot. Judging from the situation… Aileen seemed to have preserved my memories.

It felt like months had passed, but in reality, not even a day had gone by. It wasn’t even that long. About six hours? It seemed like that much time had passed.

“……Where’s Shuriel?”

I composed my hideously distorted expression and asked.

“He’s right next to you, isn’t he?”

“Next…?”

At those words, I turned my head to the side.

“Is your memory intact?”

Shuriel was sitting on a tree stump in rather casual attire. He was wearing pants, but without a belt, and a shirt over his bare body, a pajama-like fashion.

“What, did you do to me―― Ugh, ah?”

• Thump.

My heart pounded violently when I saw Shuriel’s face. I felt like I should get up immediately, show respect, kneel, and bang my head on the ground until it bled.

“Ah, ah… This was disrespectful. I’m sorry. I’ll give you my pussy right now, so… um, um?”

I frowned at the strange feeling as I crawled on all fours. What was I saying? It felt like I had to do this.

“…Pfft. Ah, never mind. More importantly, you said we need to do a second synchronization.”

“Huh? What?”

Shuriel chuckled as he looked at my state. I didn’t like it much because it felt a bit annoying, but the words ‘second synchronization’ caught my attention.

“Second synchronization?”

“Ask Aileen for details. Asking me, who’s a layman, won’t get you any answers.”

• Swish.

Still crawling on all fours, I turned my head.

“Ah, well, you see….”

Aileen said with a slightly nervous look.

“I tried to synchronize your memories, but it was taking too long! I thought it would be better to restore your memories first……”

“Better?”

“I solidified your memories.”

Solidified my memories? I tensed up at the creeping anxiety.

“Hng… Th, then, where did you put it?”

“Where you’re thinking, Mom. Hehe.”

“…….”

I tightened my sphincter and reached around to touch my butt. The wretchedly gaping hole was struggling to hold something in. I bit my lip and gently touched ‘it’――

• Molang.

“Ah, ugh――?!!”

―And immediately lost strength and slammed my head into the floor.

“That’s the memory stick. And be careful not to let it fall out! I reconstructed your brain to fit the memory stick. If you don’t have it, you’ll become an idiot again, probably even worse than before.”

“Okay, I get it, wait, just a moment―”

• Kwaaak……

“Keuheup……”

I squeezed my butt so hard my face turned red. I felt like the memory stick would fall out if I wasn’t careful.

“O, ock…”

I need to go through synchronization quickly. I can’t just walk around with this thing inside me.

‘Damn it…… It’s so slippery……’

It tries to fall out even if I relax my strength just a little.

‘I need to make something to block it….’

I immediately tried to create a triangular stopper to plug my butt, but―

“……Ah?”

―As soon as I concentrated to use magic, my body lost strength.

• Ssuuk….

“Ah, noooo…! Keup, heup…”

I barely managed to shove the slightly protruding memory stick back in. It had only come out a little, but my head was already going blank, and I felt like I was turning into an idiot. I shouted with a desperate look.

“Hurry…! Synchronize…!”

“Hehehe! You look like you’re having fun, just as I expected! Yes! Let’s begin the second synchronization!”

“What’s, so, fun about this….”

…Ah.

I was smiling. Because it was unsightly, because it was funny. The situation of having my memories, which were everything to me, shoved into my butt like a dildo, was so dirty and miserable.

“Ha… ha…”

Aileen widened her arms up and down at my soulless laughter.

• Chwaraak!

Sapphire-colored water droplets formed on her fingertips. Aileen rotated her arms clockwise and counterclockwise, creating blue trails. The magic of the World Tree that only she could use, drawing the trails of water to connect the tangible and the intangible.

“First, I’ll overlay Mom’s consciousness, or rather, her soul, onto the memory stick. Then, I’ll completely melt the memory stick into Mom’s body, and that’s it!”

“Overlay my soul…?”

“It’s not scary! It’s not dangerous either. You could even say it’s safe? The moment your soul is overlaid, you can’t destroy the memory stick no matter what you do. Not that it can be destroyed even without overlaying your soul, though.”

“Ah, I see, okay.”

Aileen said that it was a technique often used by high-ranking priests or the five high priests. It wasn’t something anyone could do, and it required a great magic-level procedure, but for Aileen, who possessed the grace of the World Tree and immense divine power.

“Still, it’s necessary for synchronization… Please bear with it for just two minutes.”

Only two minutes were needed.

‘Two minutes.’

Two minutes was bearable. I nodded and squeezed my butt to prevent the memory stick from falling out.

“Keueup, heup… Sh, Shuriel.”

Then, I spoke to Shuriel, who was just sitting there blankly, watching this spectacle.

“Ar, are you just going to watch? Anything. Something to block the hole… Keuk, heup……!”

It came out again. The foreign sensation was already unbearable. Besides, I felt strangely good every time it came out a little, and I felt like I would lose my mind if it started to fall out completely.

“Puhup, keuk… Okay.”

“What’s so funny?!”

“It’s not that I’m a heartless person, but this is…… Pfft. Ah, I’m sorry. It’s just funny.”

“You’re laughing while saying you’re sorry, laugh… O, ock…”

My eyes rolled back, and the strength in my butt weakened.

“Ah, ugh. Hur, hurry. Please.”

I ended up begging.

“Well. There’s nothing like a stopper around here. At best, there’s just a wooden sword… Or something big that can’t be put in your butt.”

“Anything is fine, so… heuk….”

Or just block it yourself. I said with tears welling up in my eyes.

“Before that, there’s something I want to experiment with.”

Shuriel smirked. It was an ominous smile. I shut my mouth tightly and quietly stared at Shuriel. He got up from his seat and said to me, who was blocking my butt……

“Sit.”

Sit, he said.

“Wh, what do you mean sit…, ah, woo?”

I tried to ask what he wanted, but my body reacted before I could. As soon as I heard the word ‘sit,’ my body moved with a whoosh.

In a dog-like pose, squatting with my legs spread and even sticking out my tongue. And, and, with both hands raised and bent downwards, in a posture of submission――

“Ah, ugh, heup――?!!!”

The hands that had been blocking my butt to prevent the memory stick from falling out fell away, and it slid out with a whoosh. Moreover, the squatting position added momentum.

“Ah, no――”

I desperately reached out, but it was too late. The memory stick had already fallen out uncontrollably, and it was in a state where it couldn’t be stopped due to the acceleration. I tried my best to hold onto my fading consciousness, but it was not enough.

“Keueung! That’s it!”

At that moment, Aileen shouted.

“Soul overlay complete!”