I IM Not The Heroine Chapter 101-123

I… I’M Not The Heroine!

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Synopsis

I’m really going crazy.

Even at this moment when Kim Taeyang is hugging me, my mind is a complete mess.

This guy was originally the villain. The worst character who interferes with the protagonist’s happy ending. But why? The story keeps heading in this strange direction.

At some point, instead of the heroine, I’m the one pinned beneath him.

Even though he knows I show up to interfere whenever the heroines are in danger, he doesn’t stop me. What is this?

But this can’t happen! I’m not the heroine!

I… I’M Not The Heroine! Chapter 101-123

Volume 2 How Dare You…Touch My Man?

The Falling World

I Will Definitely Achieve It.

Destroy Me…

Because You’Re Here…

I..I’M Kim Da-Mi.

Why Are You Doing This To Me?!

I Loved You… I Really Loved You…

I Miss You…

I Took Them All.

The Man’S Secret – 1

The Man’S Secret – 2

If This Is A Dream, I Never Want To Wake Up

Give Me A Baby!

What You Have To Do, You Have To Do

Epilogue – His Family 1

Epilogue – His Family 2

Epilogue – His Family 3

Epilogue – The Lady’S Circumstances 1

Epilogue – The Lady’S Circumstances 2

Epilogue – Secrets Must Be Kept!

Epilogue – I Will Become The Heroine!

Author’S Note

Volume 2

How Dare You…Touch My Man?

I ran out of the dorm and into the darkness. Even the stars were faint under the cloudy sky, and only the streetlights stretched out my shadow. The cold night air stung my nose and filled my lungs. I took my phone out of my pocket and called Geum Taeyang again.

“I can’t answer the phone right now…”

I hit the end call button and grabbed the phone. This was the tenth call attempt. Either I wasn’t answering, or… it didn’t exist. My throat was parched.

‘Please, don’t disappear…’

From the moment the suspension was handed down, I had a strange feeling. According to the game scenario, Geum Taeyang should have disappeared from the original story at this point. The departure of the villain. The removal of unnecessary obstacles for the harem ending. However, it didn’t make sense for him to disappear.

I quickened my pace. My breath was ragged and my leg muscles were aching, but I couldn’t stop. The scenery around me gradually changed. From the clean streets of the university district to the back alleys. I passed the entertainment district with its flashy neon signs and gradually entered a darker place.

The night streets of the game world were more dangerous than you might think. Drunk people staggered around, and homeless people crouched in the corners of alleys.

‘Where are you…’

I went to all the places Geum Taeyang frequented. The nearby karaoke room, convenience store, game center, and even the alley where he first ran into me. But there was no trace of him.

I checked the call history again. The last time I called was 6 p.m. It was right after I got suspended and left school. There was no contact after that.

‘This is all my fault…’

I was the one who beat up the punks and saved Yeonhee. Geum Taeyang was just there to protect me. But now he has been blamed for everything and has even been suspended. The game system seems to be using this as an opportunity to get rid of him.

“Miss, where are you going alone?”

A drunk middle-aged man blocked my path. The smell of alcohol filled my nostrils. The man staggered and tried to grab my arm.

“Get out of the way.”

I spoke coldly, but the drunkard didn’t even listen. The moment his hand touched my shoulder, a red dot appeared under his chin. Without hesitation, I hit that spot exactly.

“Oh my!”

The man stumbled backwards and fell. The other drunks looked at me in surprise, but I ignored them and continued forward.

As I reached the end of the red-light district, I saw a group of thugs. There were about five of them. They were smoking cigarettes and gossiping about something.

One of them noticed me and raised the corner of his mouth. He must have thought I looked like easy prey in my shorts and short jacket.

“Hey, pretty one. What are you doing here?”

I approached them. My heart was beating fast, but I kept my expression calm. If I wanted to find the golden sun, I needed to talk to these idiots.

“Do you know the golden sun?”

The thugs’ expressions froze for a moment at my question, then they turned to each other and giggled.

“Golden Sun? That crazy guy? Why, is the young lady his lover?”

“Just tell me the location.”

The nearest punk threw down his cigarette and approached me, a mean smile on his face.

“That information isn’t free…”

He tried to grab my waist. I instantly turned my body to avoid it, grabbed his wrist, and twisted it backwards in one motion.

“Ugh!”

The punk got down on his knees. The rest of the guys rushed at him with bewildered expressions. However, he subdued them one by one by accurately hitting the red dots.

The last one knelt down and raised both hands.

“Please, don’t hit me!”

He grabbed the punk’s hair, twisted his wrist, and met his eyes.

“Do you know where the golden sun is?”

“I don’t know… I don’t know. I really don’t know!”

As I twisted my wrist harder, a scream escaped me.

“I ask again. Where is the golden sun?”

“I really don’t know! But…”

He paused and hesitated. He put more force on his wrist.

“But what?”

“Ugh! I’ll tell you, I’ll tell you! There’s a place where thugs gather these days. An abandoned factory… An abandoned factory on the outskirts of the city. The boss there will know Geumtaeyang.”

“Where specifically?”

“West Industrial Complex… Abandoned Steel Mill…”

When I let go of his wrist, he sank to the floor, gasping for breath and clutching his arm.

“If it’s a lie…”

“Really!”

I ran in the direction he told me without looking back. The western industrial complex was quite far away.

‘I have to do something. For the sun.’

I kept running, sweating. My muscles were sore, but I couldn’t stop. I could see the subway station in the distance. If I took the last train, I could get to the industrial complex.

I ran into the station, bought a ticket, and headed to the platform. The last train was just coming in.

“Sigh…”

As soon as I got on the train, it departed from the station. I looked out the window in the almost empty subway. The city lights were passing by dimly. My heart was still beating anxiously.

‘Sun, by any chance… it’s not too late, is it?’

Fear grew in my heart. What had happened? What if I could never see him again?

“No. That can’t be.”

My voice rang hollowly in the empty carriage. Loneliness washed over me.

After being possessed by the game world, I enjoyed my changed body that was just playing the role of the main character. If I could only see the happy ending, I would go back to reality, but now I didn’t want to go back to that place without Geum Taeyang.

[This station is the final destination. Everyone, please get off.]

The train announcement came on. It had reached its final stop. I jumped off and headed for the exit. From now on, I had to jump again.

As I left the station, a completely different landscape unfolded before my eyes. The downtown area had disappeared, and an industrial area lined with factories and warehouses appeared before my eyes. Most of the lights were off, and only a few were dimly lit.

‘Steel factory…’

In the distance, a large building with old barbed wire was visible. The sign was gone, but rusted iron structures were visible here and there. Perhaps this was the abandoned factory that the thug had mentioned.

I ran in that direction quickly. I passed through dark roads and empty lots and arrived in front of an abandoned factory. The barbed wire gate was locked with a padlock, but one corner was torn, leaving room for a person to enter.

Without hesitation, I pushed myself into the gap. The old barbed wire caught on my clothes and tore them, but I didn’t care. I cautiously entered the factory.

It was dark inside, but a faint light was leaking out from somewhere. I moved in that direction, making no sound. I walked carefully between the ruined machines and rusty pipes.

The lights were getting closer. I could hear voices rumbling. I hid behind the last pillar and looked inside.

A dozen men and women were gathered in a wide space. They were gangsters. Geum Taeyang was nowhere to be seen among them. But something was strange. They were gathered in a circle and looking at something.

I held my breath and moved a little closer. At that moment, it felt like my heart stopped.

A person lying on the floor. A familiar blonde. It was the golden sun.

I lifted my head from the crowd and carefully looked at the floor. I saw Geum Taeyang lying in the middle of the narrow space between about ten people. His face was swollen and bruised, and there was dried blood at the corner of his mouth. His body didn’t move. My heart sank.

‘Is he dead? Could it be that he died like this…’

Just the thought of it made my mind go blank. There was no time to hesitate. I pushed my way through the thugs and ran to Geum Taeyang.

“Sun!”

He moved his body slightly at the sound of my voice. I sighed in relief. He wasn’t dead. I quickly grabbed his shoulder and shook him.

“Wake up, Sun! It’s me, Dami!”

Geum Taeyang, who had his eyes tightly shut, barely opened them. His unfocused eyes wandered and stopped at my face. His lips moved slightly, but no words came out.

The thugs around started gossiping.

“Hey, who’s that girl?”

“It just popped out of nowhere…”

“Oh, this kid had a girlfriend?”

I felt a hand grab my arm. I turned around to see a large, thug grabbing my wrist.

“What the heck is this?.”

At that moment, a red dot appeared between his elbow and wrist. Without hesitation, he struck down with his fist. He let go of his arm with a scream.

“Oh no!”

At that sight, other thugs rushed in all at once. Using the system given to me, I accurately struck them one by one and cleared the area. I tripped one and knocked him down, and hit another in the stomach with my knee.

“Fuck, who is that girl!”

The screams and curses of the thugs echoed through the factory. Some of them started to run away in fear. As I was trying to raise Geum Taeyang again, I heard someone’s voice.

“Stop.”

A deep voice. I raised my head and saw a gangster-like leader standing at the end of the group. With a strong body, tattooed arms, and sharp eyes. I could feel a force that was clearly different from the surrounding gangsters.

“What are you? How did you get in here?”

There was an eerie note in his voice, but I didn’t hesitate.

“I came to pick up my man.”

The corners of the leader’s mouth went up at those words. It was a cold smile.

“Ha, Geum Taeyang’s woman? Does that guy have a woman?”

The boss spat at Geum Taeyang.

“This kid’s business is bad now because the supply of women he’s been providing has been blocked. You have a lover for that guy? That’s ridiculous. Do you know that? ”

“How about that?”

The boss’s eyes widened at my rebuttal.

“What?”

“That’s not important. What’s important now is taking him.”

I tried to put my arm around Geum Taeyang’s shoulder and lift him up. But the boss snapped his fingers. At that signal, the thugs who had remained nearby rushed in again.

“Catch her. Let’s catch that bitch and take care of the piling up work.”

A few of them tried to grab my arms. At that moment, something inside me exploded. I twisted the arms of the thugs who grabbed me and kicked the knees of the other guys.

I focused on an area I had never attacked before: the red dots between my legs.

As I hit the first punk’s groin, he fell to the floor with a scream. The second and third were the same. As I attacked the men’s weakest points one after another, the punks rolled around on the floor in an instant.

The leader stood there with a horrified expression between the thugs who were clutching their groins and groaning in pain. That was all that was left now.

“You…what the hell are you?”

I approached him quietly. He didn’t back down either. I took a knife out of my pocket.

“This fucking bitch.”

He rushed at me, swinging his knife in front of my eyes. But his movements seemed slow to my eyes. The red dots floating around the man’s body were even more vivid. I ducked to avoid the attack, and struck him exactly under the chin.

“Ugh!”

I kicked his staggering legs. I kicked his face mercilessly as he fell to the ground. I just kicked him in the groin with all my strength.

“How dare you… touch… my man?”

Each car put its foot down. The boss screamed. The pig was squealing, but I didn’t care. I felt something burst, but I kept on stomping.

Kwajik—

I looked around. All the thugs had collapsed, and some had run away. The abandoned factory was completely silent, with only groans and screams echoing.

I took a deep breath and exhaled. My hands were shaking. The funny thing is, it was thanks to the system I so doubted and hated that I was able to save Geum Taeyang.

I quickly ran to Geum Taeyang and checked his condition. He still seemed to be unconscious, but his breathing was stable.

“Taeyang, I’ll take you to the hospital. Just hold on for a moment.”

He put his arm around my shoulder and lifted me up. It was heavier than I thought. But I had to get out of here somehow.

“Ugh…”

A groan escaped from Geum Taeyang’s mouth. However, his consciousness still seemed hazy. He was dragged halfway through the abandoned factory.

As I passed through the iron bars and stepped outside, the cold night air brushed my face. The stars seemed unusually bright. I thought for a moment about where to go from here. The hospital? School? Both were too far.

“Should I catch a taxi…”

The golden sun was getting heavier and heavier. His weight was pressing down on my shoulders. Just as I was contemplating putting him down, I heard his voice faintly.

“Dami…?”

He barely opened his eyes. His hazy pupils searched my face.

“Is that Dami…?”

A sense of relief came over me at the sound of that voice. Tears welled up in my eyes, but I held them back.

“Yeah, it’s me. Are you okay?”

Geum Taeyang barely nodded. Then he turned his gaze around.

“Where is this…?”

“It’s okay. Let’s go now. To a safe place.”

I moved forward, supporting his body more firmly. After only a few steps, he opened his mouth again.

“Why am I… here…”

He lowered his head again, as if he had no strength to continue speaking. I held on to him tightly and continued walking.

“It’s okay. I’ll protect you now.”

No matter what this game world says, no matter what the system does, I will never let go of the Golden Sun. No matter what happens to him, I will protect him.

So we walked slowly into the darkness. The warmth of the golden sun spread across my shoulders. Just the feeling of it made my vision blur.

‘Thank goodness… it’s not too late…’

A small smile spread across my lips. At this moment, just the fact that he was by my side was enough.

The Falling World

I tried to take him to the hospital after he regained consciousness, but Geum Taeyang strongly refused. It was heartbreaking to see him firmly shaking his head even with his bloody face.

“I hate hospitals. Let’s go home.”

I wanted to refute his words, but I couldn’t persist any longer when I saw Geum Taeyang standing there struggling. It seemed like the incident at the abandoned factory wasn’t a one-time thing. I thought that if I went to the hospital, they would be able to confirm my identity, and it could possibly lead to a bigger problem.

“Okay. Where is your house?”

Geum Taeyang gave me the address with difficulty. It was a shabby one-room district. I caught a taxi and headed to his house. In the taxi, he seemed to be asleep, leaning against my shoulder. His breath tickled the back of my neck, but I didn’t move. Instead, I supported his body more steadily.

After getting off the taxi and passing through a narrow alley, an old one-room building appeared. It wasn’t clean, but it was a decent neighborhood. The stairs to the fourth floor were hard with Geum Taeyang’s weight on them, but he still climbed them one step at a time.

“Here it is.”

When I arrived at the door, Geum Taeyang gave me the number and I opened the door.

As soon as I entered the room, the unique scent of Geum Taeyang wafted over me. It was a mixture of a faint men’s cologne, a cotton T-shirt dried in the sun, and his own unique body odor. The room was smaller than I thought. There was only one bed, a small desk, and a closet. Still, it was neatly organized.

I laid Geum Taeyang on the bed and looked around. What a simple space. It was a trace of life that was in contrast to the confidence he usually showed. Suddenly, my heart ached.

“Water…something…”

He came to his senses at the sound of Geum Taeyang’s hoarse voice. He got some water from the small sink and handed it to him. He barely managed to get up, drank the water, and then lay back down on the bed.

“Isn’t there anything like a medicine chest?”

I opened the desk drawer he pointed to and found a simple first aid kit. I took out some disinfectant and a bandage and examined his wounds. There must have been bruises on his face, the back of his hands, and even the places hidden under his clothes.

“Take off your clothes.”

Geum Taeyang looked into my eyes with a forced smile.

“You’re tempting me even in this situation.”

“Don’t be stupid. I’ll check the wound.”

As I carefully took off his shirt, there were bruises here and there, as expected. While I was wiping the wounds with a cotton ball soaked in disinfectant, I felt a strange trembling whenever I touched his bare skin. Even while I was treating the wounds, I was dizzy from his body heat and scent.

The room was quiet. Only the sound of our two breathing filled the space. The bed, the desk, the closet… and everything that contained his traces made me feel the existence of Geum Taeyang more real. A small photo stuck somewhere, a writing instrument on the desk, a few books piled up next to the bed. All of these were a part of Geum Taeyang.

After finishing treating the wound, I was blankly looking around the room when I suddenly felt his gaze.

“What are you doing?”

I turned my head in surprise at Geum Taeyang’s voice. He was looking at me with warm eyes.

“Ah… nothing… just…”

He smiled at my bewildered appearance. Even though it must have hurt to smile with his bruised lips, he smiled at me.

“Were you smelling me?”

“What? No! I was just… looking at what the room looked like.”

His face flushed. He felt embarrassed because he felt like he had been caught. But Geum Taeyang still couldn’t stop smiling.

“It’s okay, I like your smell too.”

My heart pounded at his honest confession. I stared blankly at him, and he slowly reached out and grabbed my hand.

“What are you here for?.”

I carefully wiped Geum Taeyang’s face with a towel as he lay on the bed. I tried not to touch the bruised area, and as I wiped away the blood and dirt, my anger grew. I heard from the boss why this happened, but I wanted to hear from Geum Taeyang.

“What the hell is going on? Why did this happen?”

Geum Taeyang closed his eyes and did not answer. Nothing could be read from his expression.

“Tell me who did it. Tell me why those bastards beat you like this.”

Still silent. Just staring at the ceiling. I took a deep breath, but it was hard to calm the anger boiling inside me.

“Hey! Speak up!”

He threw the towel into the sink. Geum Taeyang didn’t even flinch at the sound.

“Why aren’t you talking? I’m so worried… You almost died! You haven’t contacted me since you were suspended, and then you suddenly disappeared and ended up in an abandoned factory, a total mess… What the hell is going on?”

My voice grew louder. I felt tears welling up, but I held them back. Geum Taeyang slowly turned around and looked at me. It wasn’t a cold expression, nor was it a blank expression. It was just a look in his eyes that contained something deep and profound.

“It’s better for you not to know.”

His low voice echoed throughout the room.

“What do you mean? I’m your girlfriend. Why do you think I don’t know?”

“Just… because it could be dangerous if you know.”

Suddenly, a feeling of prickle came over me at his words. Things I was hiding from Geum Taeyang. The fact that this world was a game, the fact that I was possessed, and the fact that I didn’t know what would happen to our relationship when the game ended.

My throat was parched. His secrets couldn’t be more dangerous than the secrets I was hiding. Silence flowed through the room. Geum Taeyang’s eyes were still focused on me.

“You too… have something to hide from me.”

For a moment, my heart stopped. Do you know? Who am I? What is this world?

“What…what are you talking about?”

Geum Taeyang slowly got up and sat on the bed. His expression softened.

“I know you’re hiding things from me.”

My breath was taken away. How much do you know?

“That’s not true… ”

“You can’t lie. It’s written all over your face.”

I sighed. It seemed like he didn’t know my secret. I felt relieved, but also a little guilty.

“Sun…”

Geum Taeyang’s eyes wavered. How much could I say? What would happen if I told the whole truth? Would the game world collapse? Would he disappear?

“Me too… There are things I can’t say because I’m afraid you’ll be in danger.”

His hand found mine and held it tightly. It was warm.

“We both have secrets.”

There was a moment of silence. They held each other’s hands without saying a word. That moment, when they seemed to understand each other without having to tell each other their secrets, was precious.

“Actually…”

The moment Geum Taeyang was about to open his mouth, I quickly put my finger on his lips.

“Don’t say it.”

I didn’t want to hear about his past. No, I was afraid of it. I knew exactly what he was going to say. Thuggery, blackmail, rape… In the night game, Geum Taeyang was the villain.

‘What if this isn’t just a setting for the game system?’

Suddenly, an uneasy thought occurred to me. What if Geum Taeyang’s past was not a setting created by the game system, but something that actually happened in this world? What if he really hurt someone? What if he did something really bad?

My mind became complicated. Is this a trap of the system? Or is it really the past of Geum Taeyang? If it is a real incident that happened in the game, can I take all of his past with me?

I was afraid that if I found out specifically what he had done… my heart would change. I only wanted to see the current Geum Taeyang, the Geum Taeyang I loved.

“Just…don’t say it now. Whatever your past, I love you now. That’s enough.”

But is that really true? Can I really accept all of his past? The question kept circling in my head. What if the horrible things the thugs said, like prostitution and rape, were real?

My heart was beating fast. The reason why he was kidnapped from the abandoned factory, the reason why he was suddenly suspended and contact was lost… I was getting more and more anxious that maybe it wasn’t just a setup for him to disappear.

“Damiya…”

Geum Taeyang grabbed my hand tightly. It seemed like he was going to say something, but I shook my head vigorously.

“Not now. No matter what you were…you are who you are now.”

Even though I said that, I kept wondering inside. What if this wasn’t a problem with the system, but with Geum Taeyang’s past? What if it was a real problem? Could I take all of his past with me?

I shook my head hard to shake off the complicated thoughts. No, I don’t want to think about it. Geum Taeyang’s past is just a game setting. A villain’s background story created by the game system. I don’t want this to become reality.

‘It’s just a game. His past, everything he’s done, is just a setup.’

A voice inside me rang out. I kept repeating these words in my head. This can’t be real. Even if our relationship is real, his past can’t be real.

I held Geum Taeyang’s face with both hands and looked into his eyes. His eyes were filled with confusion and worry. He stared at me intently, as if trying to read my mind.

I slowly leaned in and covered mine with his lips. Gently, carefully so as not to hurt him. I could feel a slight tremble in his lips. After the kiss, I whispered in his ear.

“It’s okay. It’s not your fault. It was just that kind of world.”

Geum Taeyang looked at me with a puzzled expression. He didn’t seem to understand what I meant. But that was natural. He didn’t know that he was a character in a game.

‘Maybe I should tell you everything now.’

Suddenly, I had a thought. Who I am, what this world is, who he is… I wanted to tell the truth. Maybe that’s the only way to save us. Maybe only the truth can beat the game system.

“Taeyang, actually I…”

The moment I started talking, my vision suddenly shook. It felt like the whole room was shaking as if there was an earthquake. My vision started to distort, and there was a ringing in my ears.

“Ugh…”

I tried to grab Geum Taeyang’s shoulder, but my arms didn’t have the strength to move. I felt a strange sensation as if my body was floating in the air. It was as if I was being thrown out of this world.

‘Surely, you were going to tell me that?’

This is the kind of reaction I get when I try to tell the truth. If I really tell everything, will this world collapse? Or will I go back to my original world? If that happens, what will happen to Geum Taeyang?

Fear took over. I might lose the Golden Sun. If I tell the truth, we might not be together.

“Damiya, are you okay?”

Geum Taeyang’s voice seemed to come from afar. His worried expression was vague. He was holding my shoulder, but even that sensation felt faint.

I barely managed to keep my balance and took a deep breath. Slowly and surely, I gave up the thought of telling the truth. At that moment, the distortion in the room stopped. My vision gradually became clearer and my body regained its strength.

“Dami? What’s wrong? You suddenly turned pale.”

Geum Taeyang’s voice was now heard clearly. His warm hand caressed my cheek.

“Ah… It’s nothing. I’m just dizzy…”

I was speechless. I didn’t know what to say. If I tell the truth, will it fall apart? This world? Our relationship? If so, how can I beat the game system?

Suddenly, I became scared. I held Geum Taeyang in my arms and took a deep breath. I tried to calm my trembling heart by relying on his scent.

I Will Definitely Achieve It.

I sought the lips of the golden sun again. Gently, careful not to touch his wounds. I wanted to be close to him. I wanted to forget all the complicated thoughts, anxious feelings, and fears about the game system. I wanted to think only about this moment.

Geum Taeyang’s hand moved up my back. He seemed to have difficulty moving due to his injury, but I could feel a strong desire in his touch. No matter how much it hurt, he was determined not to let go of me.

“I won’t make you sick.”

I whispered.

A smile spread across Geum Taeyang’s eyes. There was trust and love in those eyes. My hands unbuttoned his shirt one by one. I avoided the wounded areas and brought my lips to the unbruised areas. His chest, shoulders, the nape of his neck… I slowly left traces of kisses.

Geum Taeyang closed his eyes and let himself be touched by my hands. When I lowered my lips to his bruised chest, he inhaled sharply, but he didn’t stop me. Instead, he wrapped his thick arms around my waist as if to tell me to come closer. His scent stimulated my nose. When I gently placed my hand on his stomach and stroked it down, I could feel his cock becoming noticeably hard inside his pants. The part that rose above his pants touched my thigh hotly.

“Can I take it off?”

He nodded. I slowly grabbed the waist of his pants and pulled them down. The tight panties clearly showed his erection. I watched his expression as I took off his panties, being careful not to touch the wound. I was going to stop if he looked even a little uncomfortable. But his eyes were filled with desire. The desire was clearly visible even on his bruised and swollen face.

His hard cock was exposed. It was thick and long and erect, standing proudly in the air. The dark glans was facing me. He moaned lowly from deep in his throat as I wrapped my hand around his cock. It was hard and hot. I put saliva on my palm and slowly stroked it up and down his shaft, stimulating it. From the glans to the shaft, and back from the shaft to the glans. His cock grew bigger and harder under my touch.

“Damiya…”

His voice was earnest. As if responding to that call, I leaned down further and brought my lips to the tip of his penis. As I licked the glans with my tongue, as if gently wrapping it, Geum Taeyang’s abdominal muscles stiffened with tension. His heavy hands gently stroked my hair. As if he had held it in for too long, a clear liquid had already formed at the tip of his penis. A salty taste spread across the tip of my tongue.

“Ugh…”

Geum Taeyang’s moans echoed throughout the room. His thick fingers gently stroked my hair. I slowly and carefully sucked his cock. At first, I only took the tip in my mouth, but gradually I took it in deeper. As I focused my tongue on stimulating the base of the glans, his cock throbbed strongly in my mouth.

“Now… Okay…”

His voice trembled. The hand that was stroking my head became stronger. He lifted his waist slightly and pushed his dick further into my mouth. My throat tickled, but I took it as deeply as I could for him.

I licked the glans in a circular motion with my tongue, then took the entire shaft into my mouth. I sucked, licked, and occasionally scratched it with my teeth. I could feel Geum Taeyang suppressing his moans. His shaft became harder and the glans swelled.

“Dami… I’ll be…”

It was a sign that ejaculation was near. But I didn’t open my mouth. Instead, I sucked his cock even harder. I used my hand to wrap around the part that I couldn’t put in my mouth and stimulate it. I could feel Geum Taeyang’s thigh muscles stiffening.

“Ugh!”

His cock jerked hard inside my mouth and gushed out hot cum. The first spurt hit deep into my throat. The salty, slightly bitter taste spread across my tongue. Two, three spurts followed. There was so much that it was hard to swallow it all. Some flowed out of my mouth.

“Um…um…”

I tried to swallow his cum with my mouth closed. Geum Taeyang stroked my head, breathing heavily. I opened my mouth only after sucking out every last drop from his cock. I wiped the cum that dripped down my mouth with the back of my hand.

But this wasn’t enough. I slowly got up. I took off my clothes and looked at the golden sun. His eyes explored my body. Just that gaze sent shivers down my body.

As I took off my T-shirt, Geum Taeyang’s eyes were fixed on my chest. As I took off my bra, his gaze became even hotter. Even though he had just ejaculated, his cock started to get erect again. I took off my pants and underwear as well. I looked down at him while completely naked.

“I’ll do it.”

The hard shaft of Geum Taeyang touched the entrance to my vagina. It was moderately wet, but not enough to accommodate his thickness.

My fingers gently rubbed the vagina. I spread the labia with two fingers and stimulated the clitoris in a circular motion with my middle finger. Soon, the fluid began to flow out. Geum Taeyang bit his lips, swallowed his breath, and stared intently at me. His face was wounded, but his eyes were sharp and full of desire. That gaze aroused my desire even more.

“Taeyang, I’ll put it in…”

I held his hard cock in my hand and aligned it with the entrance of my vagina. As the thick glans rubbed against my wet entrance, an electric pleasure surged through me. I slowly lowered my waist and accepted his cock. At first, I inserted only the glans, but then gradually went deeper. As the vaginal walls tightened around his cock, both of us let out a gasp.

“Ugh… It’s hot…”

The golden sun’s penis filled me up to the cervix. I felt my insides stretched tight by his thickness. I enjoyed the sensation without moving for a while. The feeling of his penis pulsating inside me, and the warmth of his body touching flesh were so good.

I slowly started to move my waist. Up and down, sometimes I moved my pelvis in a circular motion. Every time my cervix touched his glans, an intense pleasure surged. Geum Taeyang held my waist with one hand, and gently stroked my breast with the other. When he lightly pinched my nipple with his fingers, I moaned without realizing it. It felt like fire was lit wherever his hands touched.

“Ah… good… harder…”

I moved, gradually increasing my pace. Geum Taeyang’s cock pierced deep into me. The sound of flesh hitting flesh echoed throughout the room. My mind went blank at the sensation of his hard cock rubbing my vaginal walls. I just focused on the sensation. Geum Taeyang’s rough breathing, his hot body temperature, the feeling of us being connected as one.

I don’t know how much time passed. We were completely absorbed in each other’s bodies. Geum Taeyang’s hand went down to the part where we were joined, found my clitoris, and began to rub it. When he stimulated the exact spot with his thumb, my body shook violently as if it had been shocked by electricity.

“There… good… more…”

His thumb and cock stimulated me at the same time. Soon, waves of pleasure surged through my entire body. More fluid flowed out of my vagina. At that moment, my vaginal walls tightened around his cock.

“Whoaang!”

At the moment of reaching the climax, my mind went blank. My whole body stiffened and I was soaked in explosive pleasure. My vagina convulsed and tightened its hold regularly. Below me, Geum Taeyang held my waist and buttocks tightly with both hands. His face distorted. It seemed that he had also reached his limit.

“Ugh… Damiya… I’m going…”

At those words just before ejaculation, I instinctively pushed my waist down harder and took his dick in deeper. I wanted to receive all of his semen.

“Ugh…”

He finally lifted his waist and dug hard into my cervix. And his hot semen filled me. The sensation of the hot, viscous liquid spurting deep into my cervix brought another small orgasm. I sat still and accepted everything until he finished ejaculating.

.

After ejaculating, Geum Taeyang began to breathe heavily. His chest rose and fell violently. Sweat dripped down his forehead. I carefully got off of him and lay down next to him. His semen flowed out of my vagina and ran down my inner thigh. The hot, sticky feeling was nice.

Geum Taeyang turned his body with difficulty to face me. His eyes searched my face. They were full of love and satisfaction.

“Are you okay?”

I nodded to his question. He put his arm around my shoulder. We lay there feeling each other’s body heat. The darkness of the night enveloped us.

I was deep in thought as I felt his cum flowing down between my legs. The warm, sticky liquid ran down my thighs and soaked the bed sheets. It was like proof of our connection. Proof that we had become one, deeply absorbed into each other.

‘I don’t know what a happy ending means, but I will definitely achieve it.’

I couldn’t figure out exactly what the system meant by a happy ending. Our own happy ending. A future with Geum Taeyang. That was the only true happy ending for me.

He reached out and gently stroked Geum Taeyang’s bruised face. The thugs had hurt him a lot, but no one could separate us. Not the system, not the game settings, not any power.

Everything is for him, for us. More than going back to my original world, more than my life in reality, life with Geum Taeyang at this moment was more precious. No matter what truth awaits, no matter what past is hidden, we will be together.

If the system tries to get rid of him, I will stop it. If his past threatens us, I will turn it all upside down.

Geum Taeyang’s breathing became deeper and deeper. His chest rose and fell regularly. He fell into a deep sleep. He must have been tired after going through a lot today with his bruised and sore body. The thugs must have tormented him for quite some time, and he must have had a hard time before he was rescued by me.

I looked closely at his face. His sleeping appearance was different from his usual cold and tough impression. He looked younger and more innocent than usual. Like he wasn’t a villain, but just a normal young man. Maybe this was Geum Taeyang’s true appearance. His true appearance when he took off the villain costume set in the game.

I touched his lips with my finger. They were soft and warm. His lips seemed to have become softer these days. The rough behavior and forced kisses he had done when we first met were nowhere to be found, and now he was a caring lover who always cared for me. My heart was touched.

“I love you.”

I whispered softly. So that he couldn’t hear me while I was sleeping. In fact, I was embarrassed to say it directly. However, a faint smile spread across his lips as if he had heard me. I couldn’t tell if he really heard me or if he was just having a good dream, but I loved that look.

I pulled the blanket over my shoulders and snuggled close to him. His body heat enveloped me. Tomorrow would be another day of problems, but for now, I decided to think only about this moment. This small happiness with Geum Taeyang. I will definitely find a way to beat the game system, protect him, and protect our love.

Whether it was a game or reality, this was real. Our feelings, our connection, this moment could never be fake. With this conviction, I closed my eyes in his arms.

Destroy Me…

I hid in the corner of an alley and pulled my hood down low. I was completely covered up with a black hat, black hoodie, and jeans. With a training mask on my face, no one would be able to tell who I was in this darkness.

This was the alley Hyunwoo passed by every evening. He was on his way back after finishing his training at the Jujutsu Club. It was about time he showed up. In the narrow alley behind me, three thugs were lying unconscious.

A few days have passed since the night with Geum Taeyang. I decided to come out of the dorm and stay in his studio. And rather than stay at school any longer, I planned a plan to block the remaining NTR events.

‘The last heroine remains.’

Jimin’s younger sister, Gina. Jimin’s younger sister, who is scheduled to enter Kyungsung University next year, was originally the last heroine in the game. She is not yet a college student but a prospective freshman, but when she appears, the last puzzle of the harem route is completed.

As I listened, I heard footsteps. The message the game system showed me appeared before my eyes again.

[Reach the happy ending.]

What is the happy ending? Will the main character complete the harem route like I thought? I don’t know the answer. But I have to do this first. And then I’ll think about it.

I shook my thoughts. First, I had to help Hyunwoo’s harem route proceed properly. That might be the way to protect Geum Taeyang.

I heard two voices from around the corner. I cautiously stuck my head out to look around.

Hyunwoo was standing. And in front of him… was a girl who looked like Jimin. She looked a little younger than Jimin, and her hair was cut short, but she was definitely Jimin’s younger sister. Gina.

“Brother, I got into Kyungsung University next year.”

A girl’s voice was heard.

“Really? Congratulations, Jina.” Hyunwoo answered with a smile.

“My sister helped me a lot. Thanks to her, I was able to study hard.”

Gina’s voice was full of joy, but there was also a hint of tension. She stood there, clutching her bag strap tightly and tapping the floor with her toes.

“Jimin bragged a lot about how smart his younger brother was.”

“Really…?” She pushed her hair behind her ear and remained silent for a moment before raising her head as if she had made up her mind.

“Actually… I didn’t come here just to tell you the news of my passing today.”

Hyunwoo’s expression became a little tense. He seemed to have already guessed what was going to be said.

“What are you talking about?”

“Oppa…” Jinaga took a deep breath. “My sister told me that I like oppa, right?”

Hyunwoo looked embarrassed for a moment, then nodded.

“Actually, I’ve liked you since middle school. I first saw you when you came to meet my sister’s friends, and ever since then…”

Gina’s voice became quieter and quieter. Hyunwoo looked at her with an apologetic expression.

“Gina, I…”

“I know.” Jinaga quickly cut him off. “Dating your sister. And having other sisters.”

Hyunwoo’s eyes widened at those words. It seemed like he didn’t know that Jimin would say something like that to his younger sister.

“I’m okay.” Passing by, she continued. “It doesn’t matter if I’m not the first. Just… if I can be by your side…”

Hyunwoo was silent for a moment. A complex mix of emotions crossed his face. Regret, embarrassment, and something soft somewhere.

“Gina…” He spoke carefully. “I really appreciate your feelings. But you still…”

“Because I’m a high school student?” Jinaga smiled slightly. “I’ll be a college student in a few months. And you know how serious I am.”

Hyunwoo sighed and slowly nodded his head.

“I know. I know how mature you are…” He paused for a moment, then continued. “It may seem strange for me to say this, but your sister already knows how you feel. And… she said it was okay.”

At those words, Gina’s face lit up. My heart started beating faster. Now the last piece of the puzzle was complete.

“Really? Sister…?”

Hyunwoo nodded.

“Yeah. Jimin told me how he felt. And he said that if you passed… we’d all talk about it together.”

She approached Hyunwoo with a joyful expression. She hesitated for a moment and then grabbed Hyunwoo’s hand.

“Thank you, oppa. I’ll wait until I can… win your heart. Even if I’m not the first, just being by your side is enough for me.”

Hyunwoo smiled bitterly as if he felt sorry. However, there was warmth in his eyes.

“Jina, let’s not rush too much. How about you go to college and talk things over slowly?”

Jinaga smiled brightly and nodded.

“Yes! Then, Oppa, can I ask you one thing?”

“What is it?”

“Can I hold your hand?”

Hyunwoo hesitated for a moment and then slowly nodded. Jinna smiled shyly and held Hyunwoo’s hand tightly. They held hands and slowly walked down the alley.

I held my breath and watched them until they disappeared. For now, the event went off without a hitch. If everything had gone as planned, the thugs would have tried to kidnap and rape Gina after this event, but I had prevented that from happening in advance.

I exhaled as their figures completely disappeared. I looked back at the fallen thugs behind me.

I wiped the blood that had splashed on my face with the backs of both hands. I was wearing gloves, but blood had splashed all the way to my face. I lowered my mask a little and wiped the blood from my eyes.

I slowly got up and walked into the darkness. I thought as I disappeared into the alley.

‘Now all the heroines have gathered. The harem route is complete. The happy ending that the game system spoke of is getting closer. But… what will that mean for Geum Taeyang and me…?’

I walked down the street where darkness had fallen thickly. There was not a single star in the sky, and only the streetlights lengthened my shadow. There would be no more events. Since Jinah had joined, the harem route was complete. Now all that was left was for the H-scene events between Hyunwoo and the heroines to continue one after another. That was no longer my role.

‘Friend 1’s mission is over.

It had been a long time since I took out my cell phone. It had been a few days since I had dropped out of school. I couldn’t go to class with that bloody face, and more than anything, I felt like I could escape the game system’s surveillance by not going to school. When everything was moving toward a ‘happy ending’, we had to be the only ones who could escape that frame.

I left a text message apologizing in advance to my parents, whom I was able to meet in the game. “I don’t think I’ll be able to contact them for a while. Don’t worry too much. “Maybe my parents in this world are just NPCs, but they were still precious to me.

I arrived in front of the old building where Geum Taeyang’s studio was. I stood under the blinking sign lights, took a moment to catch my breath, and slowly climbed the stairs. Fourth floor. My breathing was ragged, but my heart was beating faster than that.

I stood in front of the door, took a deep breath, and entered the password. When the door opened, I saw a room with dim lighting.

“It came out.”

My voice rang out softly. There was no answer. She was probably sleeping. It had been more than three hours since I left the note.

I quickly went into the bathroom and took off my hat. My face in the mirror was pale, and there were dark circles under my eyes. When I took off my gloves, I saw dried blood on my fingertips. I wanted to wash my hands, wash my face, and erase all traces.

When I took off my clothes, there was blood on my shirt. I put my clothes in the laundry basket and turned on the shower. The cold water poured down on my body. It was painful and cold, but it felt like my mind was clearing up. The conversation between Jinah and Hyunwoo, and the fallen punks… I wanted all the scenes to be washed away by the cold water.

After showering, I wrapped myself in a towel and came out. I stood in front of the mirror and looked at my face. My face was full of fatigue, my dark circles were deep, and my hair was messy. I tried to make an expression, but my expressionless face didn’t change easily.

‘I can’t show this side of myself to Geum Taeyang.’

I took a deep breath and hit my face hard with both hands. A tingling sensation remained on my cheeks. My face in the mirror seemed to have regained some vitality. I tried to smile slightly. It was awkward, but it was okay.

I went into the room wearing an oversized T-shirt. He was lying on the bed. He was sleeping deeply, breathing evenly. His face, which had been covered in scars, seemed to have improved a lot. The bruises were still there, but the swelling had gone down.

I sat down carefully next to the bed and looked at his face. He usually had a cold and sharp expression, but when he slept, he looked like a child. His expression was soft and peaceful.

I slowly reached out and stroked his face. I ran my fingertips slowly along his stubble-covered jaw, his square cheekbones, and the corners of his tightly closed mouth.

“It’s all over now.”

My voice was as small as a whisper.

“The two of us just need to live happily.”

I hoped those words weren’t just a wish. I hoped the game system wouldn’t bother us anymore, that the golden sun wouldn’t disappear, and that we could have our own happy ending.

Geum Taeyang tossed and turned, then opened his eyes slightly. He looked at me with blurry eyes.

“Are you here?” His voice was sleepy.

“Yeah, just now.”

“Where have you been?”

I hesitated for a moment. Could I tell him everything? The fact that I subdued the thugs and watched the meeting between Jinah and Hyunwoo. But that would require too much explanation. An explanation of the game world, an explanation of who I am.

“I just… went out for a walk.”

But what if the world starts to fall apart like it did last time? What if the game system tries to destroy the Golden Sun?

I lay down next to Geum Taeyang. His body temperature was transmitted to me. It was comfortable. It was safe. I didn’t want to lose this feeling.

Naturally, I leaned closer to him. He turned toward me and spread his arms. Without hesitation, I hugged him. I rested my cheek against his firm chest. His heartbeat rang in my ears.

“Can’t sleep?” He asked in a low voice.

“Yeah.”

His hand stroked my hair. I closed my eyes at his touch. I wanted to forget everything. I didn’t want to think about the game system, the truth, the real world… I just wanted to focus on this moment, this feeling.

I reached out and put my hand on the waist of his pants. We had been living together in his studio for over a month. During that time, I had demanded his body and had sex in his arms. Touching his things, exploring his body, becoming one with him. Now, everything felt natural.

I slowly put my hand into his pants and cupped his hard member. It was hot. I could feel the throbbing. A low moan escaped from his mouth.

“Again?” he asked.

Instead of answering, I found his lips and kissed them. A desperate, lustful kiss. All rational thoughts disappeared. I just focused on sensation. His lips, his body heat, his taste.

“Hold me.” She whispered in his ear. “Destroy me.”

Geum Taeyang’s eyes deepened with desire. He roughly lifted my T-shirt. I got goosebumps when my naked body was exposed to the air. But soon his hot lips covered my chest. He licked my nipple with his tongue and lightly bit it, and my whole body trembled as if electricity had passed through it.

“Harder.” My voice shook. “Make it hurt.”

Geum Taeyang seemed to hesitate for a moment, but nodded after seeing my earnest gaze. As he bit my nipple harder, a sharp pleasure shot up my spine. I moaned at the mixed sensation of pain and pleasure.

I wanted to forget reality. I wanted to forget that this world was a game, that I was possessed by a game, and that everything would end someday. I just wanted to indulge in the pleasure of this moment.

He took off his T-shirt completely and pulled down his pants and underwear. His hard cock rose in front of me. It was huge. Without hesitation, I brought it to my mouth and swallowed it. Geum Taeyang’s moans echoed throughout the room.

“Damiya…”

As if responding to his call, I took him in deeper. Deep into my throat. It was hard to breathe, but it didn’t matter. Rather, I liked the feeling. The pain that made me forget reality. I focused on the feeling of his thick dick filling my mouth.

I sucked his thing while moving my head up and down. I stimulated the bottom of his glans with my tongue, and occasionally scratched it with my teeth. Geum Taeyang’s hand grabbed my hair. He moved his waist and pushed his thing deeper into my mouth.

After serving his dick like that with my mouth for a while, I looked up and spoke to him.

“Put it in. Right now.”

Without hesitation, Geum Taeyang laid me down on the bed and climbed on top of me. He sat between my legs and rubbed his thing against my entrance. It was already soaking wet. His dick slid inside me. In one go, deep.

“Ugh!”

My waist lifted by itself from the sharp pleasure. Geum Taeyang grabbed my waist and started moving roughly. Fast and deep. The sound of flesh hitting flesh filled the room.

“Louder!” I shouted. “Please, more!”

Geum Taeyang complied with my demands. His movements became faster and stronger. His cock brushing against my A-spot made my mind go blank. Only pleasure remained.

“Dami, you’re weird.” He said, panting.

“Just do it…” I barely managed to answer. “Don’t make me think…”

He seemed to wonder what I meant, but fortunately he didn’t ask any more questions. He just continued to hug me as I had requested.

The climax was approaching like a high wave. His whole body stiffened and he tightened his grip on Geum Taeyang. It seemed like he too was about to reach his limit.

“Inside… wrap it…”

He spoke in a pleading tone.

His eyes grew wide.

“Are you okay?”

He asked.

“Yeah, it’s okay.”

What I said was half a lie.

‘It’s not okay. You’ll never get pregnant.’

Geum Taeyang thrust deep into me a few times for the last time and poured his hot semen inside me. I reached my climax again in time with his ejaculation. My whole body trembled and I was swept away by waves of pleasure.

He collapsed on top of me. We both gasped for breath. His weight was crushing me, but I liked it. It felt real.

After a while, he rolled over next to me and held me in his arms, still connected. His cock throbbed inside me, and I felt his cum flowing out.

“Are you okay?”

He asked, wiping the sweat from my forehead.

“Yeah.” nodded.

But it wasn’t okay. I suddenly felt unbearably sad that his semen poured into me meant nothing to me. No matter how much I had sex with him, no matter how much I wanted to have his child, I would never get pregnant.

At first, I didn’t know. I thought that if I kept doing this, it would happen, but I didn’t get any signals at all. When I realized that, I became even more desperate.

At one point, tears flowed down. Geum Taeyang looked at my face as if he was surprised.

“What’s wrong? What’s going on?”

I shook my head. I couldn’t explain it in words. I couldn’t tell him the truth.

“I’m going to the bathroom.”

I pulled out of his arms and headed to the bathroom. I closed the door and sat on the toilet. His cum flowed down between my legs. It was warm and sticky. But it wouldn’t give me life.

The tears I had been holding back burst out. I covered my mouth with my hand and cried silently. My shoulders shook and tears flowed down my cheeks. But I didn’t make a sound. I was afraid that Geum Taeyang would hear.

After crying like that for a while, I finally calmed down a little. When I looked in the mirror, my eyes were red and swollen. I washed my face with cold water and took a deep breath.

‘Yes, it’s a game. But our feelings are real.’

That thought caught me again. If my relationship with Geum Taeyang was real, then nothing else mattered. Even if I couldn’t have children, as long as I could be with him.

I came out of the bathroom and went back to bed. Geum Taeyang looked at me with worried eyes.

“Damiya, what’s wrong?”

I approached him and kissed him. Desire rose again. I wanted to forget more. I wanted to forget all the sadness and reality.

“One more time…”

Whispered in his ear.

Geum Taeyang’s eyes widened in surprise, but as soon as my hand wrapped around his, he began to harden again. I climbed on top of him and inserted his hardened member into me.

“Oops…”

His cock, still warm, filled me again. I started moving my waist slowly. Up and down, in a circular motion. His cock dug deep into me.

Geum Taeyang’s hand grabbed my buttocks. He pushed my waist up from below. I moaned at the pleasure that reached deep inside me.

‘Let’s forget it. Let’s forget everything.’

The movements became more intense than I thought. I swallowed Geum Taeyang’s penis deeply and focused only on the heat I felt inside him. This was the only thing that was real. This feeling, this moment.

‘It might be better for me to just become an NPC.’

A thought crossed my mind. If I become a game character and live simply as I am programmed, without knowing anything. Without knowing reality or the truth. Then I wouldn’t feel this pain.

“More… Harder…”

I asked Geum Taeyang.

He suddenly turned me over and made me lie face down. His cock thrust into me again from behind. It went deeper in this position. I screamed at the sensation of it touching my cervix.

“Aaah!”

Geum Taeyang lightly pulled my hair and violently thrust his waist from behind. The bed shook, and the sound of flesh hitting flesh echoed throughout the room. My moans, his heavy breathing, and the sound of us becoming one were all that was in the world.

‘Please, make me forget.’

I prayed in my head. To forget reality, to forget that this world was a game, to forget who I was. To just live in this moment.

Geum Taeyang’s hand gripped my buttocks tightly. His movements became faster. I felt the climax approaching again. All the sensations in my body were concentrated in one place.

“Sun… I… I’m going…”

He moved harder at my words. I could feel his member growing bigger and harder inside me. It seemed like he was getting close to his limit too.

“Together…”

He whispered softly.

The climax came with an explosive pleasure. My whole body stiffened, and my insides clenched tightly around his cock. At that moment, Geum Taeyang also poured his hot semen into me. Feeling his ejaculation, I had another small climax.

They both collapsed on the bed, breathing heavily. Behind them, Geum Taeyang’s heartbeat could be heard loudly. His fast-beating heart gradually regained its composure.

His arms wrapped around my waist. I could feel his body heat behind my back. It was warm. That warmth calmed my heart a little.

“Damiya…”

He whispered in my ear.

“Because I’m here. Don’t think about anything.”

His kind words brought tears to my eyes again, but I held them back this time.

“No… Just…

Because You’Re Here…

I couldn’t tell if it was day or night. Time seemed to have stopped in the one-room apartment where the curtains were always closed. The only thing that seemed to prove that I was alive was the body heat of the golden sun.

My legs were shaking as I got out of bed and walked to the bathroom. My reflection in the mirror no longer seemed like me. Dark circles under my eyes, messy hair, dark marks on my neck and chest. How much time had passed? We spent all our time in Geum Taeyang’s studio apartment having sex.

There were instant ramen bowls piled up on the table. Was it yesterday or the day before? I occasionally ate ramen to satisfy my hunger, and spent most of my time in bed. I fell asleep with Geum Taeyang’s semen drying between my thighs, and when I woke up, my desires flared up again.

“Is it morning?”

To my question, Geum Taeyang simply nodded. Only the food delivery bags and ramen packets in the trash can marked the boundary between yesterday and today.

I went back to the bed and laid down next to him again. I reached out and took off his pants. His face was still swollen and his bruises were fading, but his dick was already hard. This was how I always started the morning. I put his thing in my mouth and sucked it slowly. Only Geum Taeyang’s low moans echoed in the room.

“Oh my…”

He poured his semen into my mouth. The salty taste spread on my tongue. After swallowing, I raised my head and looked at him. His face was expressionless, but his hand stroked my hair.

“Are you hungry?”

I shook my head at his question. Things like hunger didn’t matter. I just wanted this moment, this time we were together, to last forever.

I climbed onto the bed and climbed on top of him. I put his hard thing inside me. I moaned at the pleasure of being deeply penetrated. I moved my waist up and down and placed my palms on his chest. How long had we been entangled like this? Ten days? Or maybe more?

“Ugh…”

The climax came. His whole body trembled as he squeezed his cock. Geum Taeyang also ejaculated inside me with a low moan. The feeling of the hot liquid spreading deep into my uterus brought another small climax.

I got up and headed to the bathroom. His cum flowed down between my legs, running down my thighs. I sat on the toilet and watched the cum flow down. Even though I knew that his cum couldn’t grow into life inside me, I kept asking him to cum inside me. As if that was proof of our connection.

I went back to bed without washing up. Geum Taeyang was sitting on the edge of the bed looking at his phone. I walked up behind him and put my lips on his neck. I playfully bit his earlobe.

“Who is it?”

“Jujutsu Club Group Chat.”

He showed me his phone. There were a lot of messages on the screen. They were all asking for me. It seemed like Taeyang Geum had contacted me since I had disappeared after he was suspended. Taeyang Geum didn’t respond to those messages, probably because he was thinking of me.

“Don’t worry about it.”

I snatched the phone from his hand and threw it beside the bed. I cupped his face with both hands and kissed him. His hands ran down my back as we kissed. He grabbed my butt and the heat rose again.

I climbed on top of him once more. I accepted his hardened member again. I shook my waist in rhythmic movements and fell into pleasure. A moment when I erased my thoughts and only felt sensations remained.

“Ugh…”

His semen filled me once again. The languor after orgasm came over me. I got off of him and lay down next to him. I closed my eyes in Geum Taeyang’s arms.

These moments of isolation from the world. Time had no meaning. There was just sex, sleep, and more sex.

When I opened my eyes, the golden sun was standing next to me. The dim light coming through the window told me that it was a twilight evening.

“Aren’t you hungry?”

I shook my head at his question. I lay down on my side and grabbed his hand. I wanted him to come back to the bed and hug me. But he pulled his hand away and stood up.

“I have to eat something.”

A cell phone with a food delivery app on the table. This was the only window connecting our world to the outside world. Geum Taeyang ordered Chinese food. My favorites, Jajangmyeon and Gunmandu.

While waiting for the food to be delivered, I approached him again. This time, he grabbed my shoulder and pushed me away.

“Let’s take a rest. Aren’t you hungry?”

“No.” I shook my head. “Just hug me.”

I pressed my body against him again. I put my hand under his T-shirt and caressed his chest. I tried to kiss him with my lips together, but Geum Taeyang turned his head away.

“Why?”

My voice trembled. Anxiety rose in me. Was he tired of me? Or… was the game system starting to control him?

“Let’s stop now.”

His voice sounded tired. He sat down on the sofa away from me.

The food arrived. The smell of jajangmyeon and fried dumplings filled the room, but I had no appetite. Geum Taeyang ate in silence, and I just looked at him.

After finishing his meal, he returned to the bed. I lay down next to him and hugged him. I reached out to pull down his pants, but Geum Taeyang grabbed my wrist.

“Damiya, let’s stop now.”

I looked up in surprise at his firm voice. His expression was serious.

“What are you talking about?”

“We can’t go on like this. We’ve been stuck here for almost two weeks. We don’t leave the room, we just keep having sex… This isn’t normal.”

I reached for his pants again. I wanted to put his dick in my mouth and make him stop talking. I wanted to make him stop thinking.

“Damiya, no.”

His grip on my wrist was strong, and tremors ran through my entire body.

“Why…” My voice cracked. “Why not?”

“You’ve become weird. This isn’t you.”

Anger welled up in me at those words. I shook his hand away and stood up.

“Do you know me? Do you know what kind of person I am?”

He got up and grabbed my shoulder, but I twisted my body and escaped his grasp.

“This is just what you wanted!” She screamed. “My body! Sex!”

Geum Taeyang’s face hardened. He approached me again, but I stepped back.

“Dami, calm down.” His voice lowered. “I’m just worried about you.”

“Worried?” I laughed. “I’m okay. I like it this way.”

Geum Taeyang suddenly came over and grabbed my arm. He pushed me onto the bed in an instant. It was hard to resist his power.

“Let go!” I screamed, but he climbed on top of me and pinned both my wrists to the bed.

“Wake up, Damiya. This isn’t normal.”

His weight pressed my body against the bed. I struggled to get away, but it was no use.

“Hold me! Just hold me!” I shouted desperately.

The golden sun settled between my legs. His hard cock touched my entrance. Hope rose. But he didn’t insert himself. He just slowly rubbed the entrance.

“Please…” I begged.

“Calm down first.” He said in a low voice.

He stimulated my clitoris with his hard dick. The pleasure surged, but that wasn’t what I wanted. I wanted him to come inside me, fill me, and erase all my thoughts.

“Put it in… please…”

A sob rose up his throat. Geum Taeyang shook his head.

“No, not now.”

He let go of my wrist and lay down next to me. He pulled me into his arms and locked me in his. I instinctively fell into his arms. His body heat, his heartbeat, his scent still reassured me.

“You’re trying to avoid something right now.” He whispered in my ear. “I don’t like it when you use me like that.”

Tears flowed down her face. Was she using him? Yes. She was trying to ignore reality through sex. The game system, the possibility of the Golden Sun disappearing, the fear of returning to the real world… She used his body to forget everything.

“I’m sorry…” said sobbing.

I cried in his arms for a while. His hands were gentle as he wiped my tears away with his fingers.

“You don’t know why I’m like this…” My throat is choked up.

“Then let me know.”

I was conflicted. The fact that this world is a game, the fact that I am a 35-year-old game addict, the fact that Geum Taeyang is a villain NPC in the game… Can I tell everything? However, during my last attempt, I felt like the world was collapsing.

“I can’t…” I said. “I’m afraid of losing you.”

Geum Taeyang brought his lips to my forehead.

“Dami, don’t lose me. I promise.”

He didn’t know how empty those words were. They sounded like programmed lines. But he found comfort in her embrace.

“Let’s go outside a bit starting tomorrow.” He suggested. “If we stay here any longer, we’ll go crazy.”

He nodded. He was right. Running away like this wouldn’t solve the problem. He had to get stronger to face the game system.

“Still…” I whispered in his ear. “Just one more time today…”

Geum Taeyang sighed, but a smile spread across his lips. He slowly climbed on top of me. His cock pushed into me again. A low moan escaped from the deep penetration.

It felt different from the past. Not an escape, but a real connection with him. I looked into his eyes in a sense of pleasure. His gaze was filled with concern and affection.

“I love you.”

Those words spilled out of my mouth. Geum Taeyang’s movements seemed to stop for a moment. His eyes searched my face.

“Me too.”

It was a short answer, but it was enough. He started moving again. Slowly, deeply.

The golden sun’s penis slowly filled me up. His rhythm of moving slowly, going deep inside, made my whole body tremble. His movements, which were different from usual, also changed my mind. If sex had been an escape from reality before, now I felt like I was truly connected to him.

“Ah… huh…”

A moan escaped me. Geum Taeyang slowly moved his waist while carefully observing my expression. Every time his dick rubbed against my vaginal wall and reached deep inside, it felt like an electric current was flowing through my entire body.

“There… Okay…”

He smiled at my words. His cock found exactly the spot I liked and stimulated it. I felt my climax slowly approaching. His hands held my waist tightly and pushed me deeper.

“Ugh… Ah… Aah!”

As he pressed his thick glans against my cervix, intense pleasure exploded. My whole body arched like a bow and I reached climax. My thighs trembled and my vaginal walls squeezed his cock tightly. My love juice burst out, soaking him and the bed sheets.

“Who said I could go?”

Geum Taeyang’s voice suddenly became cold. My body flinched. I looked up at his expression while still in the afterglow of the orgasm. His eyes were sharp.

“Mi… I’m sorry…”

I answered with a trembling voice. His gaze seemed to pierce right through me.

“Do you know what happens if you go without my permission?”

I felt his member grow harder inside me, throbbing inside me without ejaculating yet.

“I’m… sorry…”

He said gropingly. After orgasm, her sensitive vagina reacted sensitively to his dick. Even a light movement sent waves of pleasure crashing over her.

“Are you going to listen to me? Or aren’t you going to listen?”

He slowly pulled his penis out and then pushed it back in deeply. The intense pleasure made my waist rise on its own.

“I’ll listen… I’ll listen carefully…”

My breathing became short and my words stopped. Geum Taeyang held my waist more tightly and held me in place.

“So… please… inside…”

Unable to continue speaking, I just looked at his eyes pleadingly. A faint smile spread across his lips. It was a sign that he would grant my request.

Suddenly, his movements became more intense. The sex that had been going on slowly suddenly turned into a storm. His cock went in and out of me roughly. The sound of flesh hitting flesh echoed throughout the room.

“Ah… Aah! More… Yes…”

I couldn’t even speak properly. My body became a vessel that simply received his. I concentrated completely on every movement, every sensation. My mind seemed to go blank. No thoughts came to mind, only pleasure remained.

“Ugh…”

With Geum Taeyang’s low moan, his cock dug deeper. And hot semen filled me. My uterus welcomed his semen. In time with his ejaculation, I reached climax once again.

“Whoaang!”

The second climax was more intense than the first. My whole body shook with pleasure as if my head was exploding. I felt like I was losing consciousness. My senses became hazy and my vision became blurred.

Nevertheless, one desire was clear. I needed his lips. I looked up at him with blurry vision. He noticed my intention and leaned down to touch my lips.

A hot kiss. His tongue dug into my mouth. We kissed deeply, our tongues swirling around each other. His cock was still throbbing inside me. We were connected in every way.

I stopped kissing and looked into his eyes. Even in my hazy consciousness, that one word came to mind clearly.

“I love you…”

We lay there, connected, silent, just feeling each other’s warmth. His cock was still inside me, preventing his cum from spilling out of me. I liked that connection.

In this small studio apartment, cut off from the world, we felt only each other. That was enough. For this moment.

I closed my eyes. My consciousness slowly faded away to the sound of his body temperature and heartbeat.

———————————————————–

When I opened my eyes in the morning, I felt Geum Taeyang’s body heat under the warm blanket. His arms were still wrapped around my waist. The light coming in through the cracks in the window illuminated the room whitely. I had been locked in the studio apartment, forgetting the passage of time, but decided to go outside after Geum Taeyang’s persuasion. As I tossed and turned, Geum Taeyang also opened his eyes.

“Are you awake?”

His voice was sleepy. I couldn’t help but smile.

“Yeah. Do you want to take a shower?”

He nodded. We got out of bed together and headed to the bathroom. The shower was too small for two people, but it was better. The warm water soaked our bodies.

Geum Taeyang put shampoo on my head and gently massaged it. Every time his hands stimulated my scalp, a pleasant thrill ran through my body. After rinsing the bubbles off with water, I applied body wash to his body. Solid muscles, broad shoulders, and chest and stomach where wounds were healing. My hands passed over his waist and went down.

“Again?”

He asked playfully. Instead of answering, I pressed my lips together. A hot kiss was exchanged. His tongue dug into my mouth and we kissed deeply. I gently wrapped my hand around his cock. I could feel it getting hard.

Geum Taeyang’s hands grabbed my buttocks and lifted me up. I leaned back against the wall and wrapped my legs around his waist. He pushed his thing into me in one go.

“Oh my…”

I groaned involuntarily as the deep penetration of the penis took place. The shower water flowed down our bodies. Geum Taeyang began to move his waist roughly. The sound of flesh hitting flesh and the sound of water mixed together in the narrow shower room.

“More… Harder…”

He whispered in my ear. He responded to my request and thrust his hips harder. My whole body trembled as he penetrated deep into my cervix. The pleasure surged like waves.

“Damiya… Me…”

His voice was trembling. I was also getting closer to my climax.

“Let’s go together… together…”

With those words, we reached climax at the same time. His hot semen filled me, and my vaginal walls clenched tightly around his cock. The shower water washed away our sweat and body fluids.

We held each other for a while and then washed up again. After finishing the shower, we came out and dried each other’s bodies with towels. It felt different to wear clean clothes after such a long time. Geum Taeyang handed me his T-shirt. It was much bigger than mine, so it came down to my thighs like a one-piece dress, but I liked the clothes that had his scent on them.

“Wear this. It’ll keep you warm.”

He handed me a hoodie. I loved the way his hands delicately zipped it up. I also wrapped a scarf around his neck. I kissed him lightly on the lips as I adjusted the scarf.

“Let’s go.”

I held his hand and opened the door to the studio. The moment I went down the stairs and came out of the building, a cold wind hit my face. It was much colder than I thought.

“Ugh, it’s cold…”

I shrank. Geum Taeyang grabbed my hand and put it in his coat pocket. His body temperature was warm. We started walking together.

The streets were much more festive than I had expected. The shops were gleaming with Christmas decorations, and people were walking hurriedly in thick coats. White breath rose before my eyes.

“It’s already winter…”

I muttered. The seasons had completely changed while I was stuck in the studio apartment.

“Yeah.”

Geum Taeyang’s short answer. He suddenly became curious about how much time had passed. He took his cell phone out of his pocket and checked the date.

December 24th.

It was Christmas Eve. Now I understand why the streets were busier and more excited. People seemed busy buying presents, and couples walked hand in hand.

“It’s Christmas Eve.”

I told Geum Taeyang. He nodded. It was a strange coincidence. After being locked in the studio for a long time, it just so happened that it was Christmas Eve when I came out. It seemed like there was some special meaning, or maybe it was an ominous feeling.

As I walked through the crowd, I clung closer to Geum Taeyang’s arm. His body temperature reassured me. At the same time as I felt relieved that I was somewhat free from the game system, I also felt anxious that the system might find us more easily if I went outside like this.

My footsteps naturally went somewhere. I didn’t realize it, but my body seemed to move on its own. Geum Taeyang walked beside me without saying a word. He just held my hand tightly and followed me wherever I went.

“Where do you want to go?”

He asked. I shook my head. I didn’t know where I was going either. I just walked where my body led me.

“I just want to… walk.”

He nodded as if he understood. We walked in silence. We walked among people so as not to be noticed by the game system, but we felt like we were heading towards a specific destination.

Everything on the street was unfamiliar and yet familiar.

I held Geum Taeyang’s hand tighter. His body heat was my only comfort. The warmth from his fingertips calmed my anxiety a little.

I slowed down my pace and stopped for a moment to look around. People were walking around with happy expressions, and carols were playing from speakers on the street. It was a peaceful Christmas Eve scene. But in my heart, an inexplicable sense of tension was stirring.

“Are you okay?”

Geum Taeyang looked at my expression. There was worry on his face.

“Yeah, it’s okay. Just…”

I paused and looked around again. Something felt strange. It felt like someone was watching us. Was it the game system? Or was it just my imagination?

I clung closer to Geum Taeyang’s arm. He wrapped his arms around my shoulders.

“Is it cold?”

“No…just…”

Instead of answering, I held him in my arms. I didn’t care about what other people thought. I just needed his body heat. I wanted to hear his heartbeat.

“Damiya…”

He raised his head at the sound of my name. His eyes looked at me. Deep, dark eyes. The eyes I love.

“I feel uneasy for some reason.”

He spoke honestly. He brought his lips to my forehead.

“Don’t worry, I’m here.”

It was a simple statement, but it reassured me. Yes, Geum Taeyang is here. Next to me. I don’t know how much longer we can go, but at least for now, we are together.

I started walking again. Geum Taeyang followed my movements. He held my hand tighter. My footsteps were heading somewhere. I didn’t know where I was going, but my body seemed to remember.

Walking down the streets on Christmas Eve, I kept moving forward. Whatever fate awaited us, at least for now, I was with him. That was enough.

I..I’M Kim Da-Mi.

Every time I took a step, I moved without knowing where I was going, just following my feet. Geum Taeyang’s hand was holding mine tightly. His palm felt a little rough, but the warmth was definitely there. I felt grateful to him who just silently walked beside me. The only person who would be with me without judging me, no matter where I went or what I said.

“Where do you want to go?”

Geum Taeyang’s voice cut through the cold air and reached my ears. The warmth in his voice comforted my heart.

“No…”

I shook my head. There was no specific destination. I just felt like my body was being pulled somewhere. As I was walking along the street in a daze, my footsteps stopped in front of an overpass. There was an inexplicable pull. My heart pounded a little with the sense of time and space overlapping.

The iron stairs were slippery as if they had been wet from the rain. I held on to the handrail and climbed the steps one by one. Geum Taeyang followed behind me. Just his presence made my back feel warm.

When I got up on the overpass and looked down, I realized it. My heart pounded loudly. This was where the main ending of the game took place. The scene I had seen dozens of times while playing the game was unfolding in reality. And now it was Christmas Eve.

Among the people gathered in the square, there were familiar faces. Jimin and Yeonhee were linking arms on either side of Hyunwoo. Jimin’s face was shining with happiness. Next to him, Seohee and Dahae were standing angry, and a little further away, there was teacher Park Jiyeon. She was wearing an elegant coat and holding a coffee cup. Finally, there was Jimin’s younger sister, Gina. She looked too mature to be a high school girl, and she was shyly following Hyunwoo. A perfect harem scene created in a game.

They were laughing and chatting together, taking pictures under the Christmas tree. They looked peaceful, showing each other the pictures taken from the Polaroid camera and laughing heartily. It was just like a perfect game ending scene.

“Ah…”

I opened my mouth and closed it again. All, really all the heroines had gathered. The harem ending was complete. My mission was over. Friend 1’s role was over.

I leaned my arms on the overpass railing and looked at them. The cold iron railing froze my palms, but I couldn’t take my eyes off of it. The true ending of the game I had been longing for was unfolding before my eyes.

Geum Taeyang didn’t look at them, but stood next to me and silently hugged me. When his arms wrapped around my shoulders, I suddenly felt like crying. He didn’t seem to be curious about what I was looking at, but seemed to be worried that I might be cold. In the cold air, his body heat warmed my right shoulder. Even though I was wearing a thick winter coat, I could feel his warmth more clearly.

‘Is it all over?’

I asked myself. Is the game finally over? I remembered the confusion and fear I felt when I first entered this world. How much time had passed. The story of the game would continue from now on, but there would be no more NTR events. Hyunwoo and the heroines’ relationship had stabilized. If my thoughts were right, all that would remain was the H-scene event between them. My role was completely over.

My feelings toward them were complicated. A sense of liberation from having completed the mission, anxiety about what would happen to my relationship with Geum Taeyang. While the main character met his true heroines and had a happy ending, I fell in love with the villain NPC.

It began to snow. At first, a few snowflakes fell slowly, but soon more snow began to fall from the sky. White snowflakes fell on my head, my shoulders, and the black hair of the golden sun. I felt the urge to carefully brush away the snow that had settled on his head.

The chatter of the main characters and heroines was faintly heard, carried by the wind. Hyunwoo’s laughter, Jimin’s cute voice, Seohee’s calm speech, and the voices of the other heroines mixed together to fill this winter night.

I turned my head away from them and looked at Geum Taeyang. Our eyes met. I saw myself reflected in his dark eyes. My white hair covered in snow and my red cheeks. My expression reflected in Geum Taeyang’s eyes was so transparent that it seemed like all my emotions were reflected as they were.

“I like it.”

My lips opened on their own. Something inside me seemed to burst out. The truth I had been holding back poured out.

“I really like you.”

Geum Taeyang smiled and touched my cheek. His hands were cold, perhaps because he was outside, but the feeling was good. Even through my gloves, which were wet from the snow, I could feel the warmth of his fingertips.

“I like you too.”

It was a simple statement, but my heart fluttered. It was a familiar confession, but it felt like the first time every time. Every word from his mouth sent a warm wave through me.

A message that suddenly appeared before my eyes caught my attention.

[Reach the happy ending.]

The pop-up-like phrase slowly faded and disappeared. It dispersed as if it was being absorbed by the wind. Is the game really over now? Is it because Hyunwoo’s harem route is complete and the role of ‘Friend 1’ is over? Or is it because the system acknowledges that I have truly fallen in love with Geum Taeyang as another happy ending?

Suddenly, a decision came to me. I felt I could tell him now. It was time to tell Geum Taeyang the whole truth. I could hear Hyunwoo and the heroines laughing under the overpass, but now it felt like a story from another world.

“Taeyang, actually…”

My throat was choked up. I didn’t know where to start or how to talk. The game Bing… and the fact that Geum Taeyang was just an NPC. How could I tell him all these truths? Would he still love me after knowing my true identity? I was scared, but at the same time, I had been waiting for this moment to come.

My throat was choked up. I had no idea where to start or how to speak. But I couldn’t delay any longer. I had to finish what I had already started. My lips were so dry that I wet them with the tip of my tongue. My heart was pounding in my ears.

“I don’t belong here.”

Slowly, my mouth opened. As I took out the truth that had been buried in my heart, the inside of my throat strangely became hot. As I breathed in the cold air, my lungs felt like they were freezing. Geum Taeyang blinked and listened to me. I couldn’t read any special emotions from his expression. He seemed to be just waiting for my story without moving an eyebrow.

“This world is… a game world… and you are an NPC here.”

My heart pounded harder and faster as I continued to speak. My breathing became more rapid. My fingertips felt numb and my cheeks felt hot. Geum Taeyang listened to me without saying a word. The white snow fell silently on his shoulders and hair. The sight was so beautiful that it made my heart ache.

‘Are you surprised? Don’t you believe it?’

I was confused, not knowing what to read from his dark eyes. His gaze, which was just looking at me, seemed to be looking deep into my soul. I was too scared to meet his gaze any longer.

He lowered his head and continued speaking. He looked only at the white snow field in front of him and gathered his courage. He could no longer bear the trembling that came when their eyes met.

“I am the one who is possessed here. My real age is thirty-five years old…”

His voice grew quieter and quieter. He twisted the hem of his coat with his fingers to calm his impatience. What would be the point of telling the truth now? But he kept talking.

“She’s a fat, ugly woman with glasses and freckles. She’s a spinster who likes to play games.”

He spoke in a rushed manner, as if he was vomiting out secrets that had been kept hidden for a long time. It was as if his heart was about to burst, as if he was draining poison or rising to the surface from suffocating water.

After I finished speaking, I clutched my chest and gasped. My heart was beating like crazy. I could hear blood gushing in my ears. After telling the whole truth, I was even more scared. I was so scared of his reaction, of him abandoning me.

‘You still don’t understand what I’m saying? Or did you already know? What on earth are you thinking?’

The sun was still silent. The silence felt too long. The seconds felt like minutes, and the minutes felt like hours. All I could hear was the sound of the wind and the faint laughter coming from the square.

Just as I was about to look up at his face with great courage, his hand touched my cheek. It was warm. My body flinched at the unexpected warmth. His hand was cupping my cold cheek. Tears welled up in my eyes as his rough but warm palm touched my face.

“So?”

Geum Taeyang’s voice rang out low. His breath turned into white smoke and spread through the air. I was taken aback by the simple question. “So?” Do you want a detailed explanation? Or do you mean you don’t understand what I’m saying? No, maybe you already knew?

I looked up at him. There was no trace of confusion or anger in his eyes. Just a questioning look. Just his usual comfortable gaze.

“So? Aren’t you Kim Da-mi?”

He asked again. His voice was calm, as if he was talking about the weather. There was no sense of shock or betrayal.

My heart sank at that question. Tears flowed down my cheeks. Geum Taeyang’s thumb gently wiped away my tears. Does this really matter? Where I came from, who I was, in the end, all that mattered to Geum Taeyang was that I was Kim Da-mi.

“I… I’m Kim Da-mi. But…”

I answered with a trembling voice. I had a lot to say, but I didn’t know where to start, so I stammered. Should I explain everything now? My 35-year-old self, my memories of playing this game as a game reviewer, the relationship between Hyunwoo and the heroines… I wanted to explain everything.

Geum Taeyang cut me off by lightly rubbing my lips with his thumb. The gentle touch made my heart beat again. A shiver ran through my body as his fingers touched my lips.

“Then it’s done.”

He smiled. The wrinkles at the corners of his eyes slightly raised, making his face warmer. It was just three simple words, but the comfort they gave him was greater than any lengthy explanation. My true identity, the nature of this world, was not important to him. All that mattered to him was the fact that I was Kim Da-mi.

Tears welled up in my eyes. Why did I only realize such a simple truth now? That’s how Geum Taeyang has always been. Someone who makes complex things simple. Someone who removes all unnecessary things and sees only the essence. Someone who puts to rest all my confusion and anxiety. That was Geum Taeyang.

At that moment, a sudden ‘thud’ sound was heard.

I thought it was the sound of swallowing. Or maybe the sound of snow falling? But Geum Taeyang’s face changed in an instant. The bright smile disappeared in an instant.

Geum Taeyang’s expression distorted. His eyes opened wide, and his lips parted slightly. A look of surprise mixed with pain spread across his face. His pupils shook. His hand slid off my cheek.

And slowly, incredibly slowly, Geum Taeyang’s body leaned forward. As if time had stretched out, he fell against my shoulder. His weight was on me. His solid body was leaning against me.

Something hot touched my hand. I lifted my hand and saw that my palm was dyed red. It was red blood. A vivid scarlet. The blood flowing from his back soaked my hand.

“Huh? Huh?”

I couldn’t even speak properly because of the confusion. What is this? Is this a dream? Or is this a new trick from the game system? The blood flowing down from Geum Taeyang’s back was getting more and more. It was wetting my hands, my clothes, and dyeing the white snow piled up on the ground red. Every time the blood fell on the snow, the snow melted and soaked in.

Only then did I notice the man standing behind Geum Taeyang. A middle-aged man with a haggard appearance was shaking with bloody hands. His eyes were bloodshot and his cheeks were pale. He staggered as if he was drunk. He was holding a knife in his hand. The knife stuck in Geum Taeyang’s back looked like a sharp kitchen knife.

“Why…Why…”

I barely started to ask a question, but my throat got choked up and I couldn’t continue. The scene before my eyes was too unrealistic. The weight of Geum Taeyang was increasingly weighing on me. His body was heavy. It was a weight I had never felt before. I held onto him tightly with both arms, but I felt like I was falling apart uncontrollably.

“Sun! Sun!”

I screamed his name. My voice cracked. I desperately shouted, hoping that my voice would reach his ear. But he already seemed unconscious. My body was getting heavier and heavier, my body temperature was getting colder and colder. His warmth, which had felt so warm before, disappeared on the overpass with his white breath.

Why Are You Doing This To Me?!

A scream burst from deep in my throat. The kind of scream I had never screamed in my life. It felt like my blood froze. It took me a moment to recognize the hot liquid on my palm. Red. Bright red, running down my hand.

“Sun! Sun!”

I called his name again. My voice turned into a howl. My lips trembled as I felt a chill. His body, completely dependent on me, slowly collapsed to the floor of the overpass. I desperately held on to him with both arms, but his weight was too heavy. His solid body seemed to flow away like water in my arms.

“Please, wake up… Sun, please…”

I covered his face with my hand. Suddenly, my vision became blurry. Tears poured down. I couldn’t see his expression properly because of the pouring tears. I tried to wipe the tears away with the back of my hand, but there was red blood on my hand too. Now, my face was covered in blood. The smell of iron. The pungent smell of blood stung my nose.

His face grew pale. His lips were turning blue. His eyelids were heavy. Only his eyelashes, which trembled intermittently and weakly, proved that he was still alive. I put my hand on my chest. His heart was still beating. Faintly, irregularly, but definitely.

“Breathe, sun… please breathe…”

I held his head to my chest. My tears fell on his black hair. He was dying. In my arms, my love was dying. His blood was flowing from my hands without stopping.

Through the tears, I could still see the man standing behind Geum Taeyang. He must have been in his mid-forties. His haggard face had a beard that seemed to have grown messily, as if he hadn’t shaved in several days. He was wearing a suit, but it was rumpled, and his tie was crooked. His appearance seemed to tell me that his once neat life had been shattered.

His eyes were bloodshot, and the wrinkles around them were deep. Those eyes were… broken. Eyes that had their reason torn out. Eyes that were alive but dead. The eyes of someone who had suffered to the limit of what a human could endure. There was no anger, no hatred, not even the pleasure of revenge in those eyes. There was only an empty void.

He still held the knife in his hand, and it was shaking. It was a trembling that he could not tell whether it was fear, guilt, or madness. The blade was covered in the blood of the golden sun, and it was shiny. The drops of blood that fell to the ground made small red dots on the white snow.

“You…what are you?”

I barely opened my mouth. My voice cracked. My throat was hoarse from screaming and crying. But the man didn’t seem to hear me. He just stared blankly at us. He was mumbling something. At first, I couldn’t hear it. When I listened, I could hear it faintly.

“Because of you… Because of you…”

His voice spread faintly along with his white breath. He repeated the same words over and over again in a trembling voice. He repeated the same words as if he were reciting a spell or as if he were a broken machine.

“Because of you, my wife…”

The sentence was not finished. I could tell without even saying what tragedy lay behind those words. Did he die? Did he commit suicide? Or was something even more terrible? The sadness and despair contained in that unfinished sentence swept through my heart like a cold winter wind.

The moment I heard that, my heart raced. I felt something inside me crumble. Yes, this was Geum Taeyang’s past actions. Geum Taeyang’s settings in the game. His high life and fall. His actions of using and abandoning many women. I thought it was all a joke. It was just the settings of a villain NPC in the game.

But what if this was a real event in this world? What if Geum Taeyang really toyed with and abandoned women? Perhaps that man’s wife was one of them. Perhaps Geum Taeyang took her away, made her a sex slave, and abandoned her. That was Geum Taeyang’s role in the game.

What happened to that man’s wife? Did she commit suicide after being abandoned by Geum Taeyang? Or did she live with the trauma for the rest of her life? Or did she meet an even more tragic end? Possibilities I didn’t even want to imagine flashed through my mind.

The realization flashed through me like a flash. If all of this was going according to the game’s setting… my beloved Geum Taeyang had a high chance of committing such a thing. The thought that the person I loved, the person I had allowed my body to, the person I had entrusted my soul to, might have been the culprit behind such a terrible thing made me feel nauseous.

What if this is the karma of Geum Taeyang? What if the mistake he made is coming back to me? The mistake made by the person I loved…

For a moment, I looked at the face of Geum Taeyang in my arms. The traces of pain were evident on his pale face. But his face was still beautiful. He was still the person I loved. Maybe he had changed. Maybe he had regretted his past misdeeds and become a new person. The Geum Taeyang I knew was not like that. He was rough, but he was always kind to me. He always protected me.

But I couldn’t know what kind of person he had been to other women in the past. And now that past was like a knife stabbing him.

I was confused. Anger surged. I wanted to kill that man. The man who stabbed the person I loved… But at the same time, I couldn’t hate him. He might have been an innocent victim. He might have just come for revenge. The desperate revenge of a husband who lost his wife.

I couldn’t tell what was right or wrong. My moral standards had collapsed. All that mattered to me was that Geum Taeyang was dying. All I wanted was for him to survive.

I looked at the man in a daze. He was still standing there. He was looking down at his hand holding the knife, as if he couldn’t believe what he had done. The knife slipped from his hand. It fell to the floor with a clank.

There were only three of us on the overpass. Geum Taeyang, me, and the man who stabbed him. The triangle of death was complete. As if all of this was some kind of inevitable fate. As if we were all meant to be here.

“Get out!”

He screamed. The anger and despair that resonated in his chest burst out into his voice. The scream contained sadness, anger, resentment, fear, confusion… all emotions. Was it a scream directed at the man? Or was it a curse against this cruel fate? Or was it anger at the game that was the cause of all this?

The man seemed startled by my shout. Only then did his eyes change as if he had come to his senses. Fear. There was only pure fear left in his eyes. He slowly stepped back. One step, two steps. Then he suddenly turned around and started running. With unsteady steps, he ran as if he was running away somewhere.

In my arms, the golden sun opened its eyes dimly. Its unfocused eyes sought me out.

“Da…Miya…”

His voice was so weak that it was almost inaudible. I had to put my ear right up to hear it. His breathing was rapid. Perhaps because he had lost so much blood, his breathing was shallow and rapid.

“I’m here, I’m here…”

She answered in a trembling voice. She stroked his face. Tears fell down his cheeks. He seemed to be smiling weakly. It looked like a smile, but it could also have been a distorted expression of pain.

My mind was still in turmoil. Was this love real? If his past was this horrible, could I really love him? But such thoughts were pushed aside. The only thing that mattered now was that he survive.

I couldn’t stop the blood flowing from the back of the Golden Sun with my hands. His life was slowly leaking out through my fingers. I cursed this world, this game. I cursed the cruel fate that had been given to us.

It can’t end like this. Please, don’t end it like this.

Geum Taeyang’s breathing became weaker and weaker. I hugged him tighter. I wanted to share my body heat with him. I wanted to prevent him from getting cold.

“Help me! Someone help me!”

I screamed, but my voice was buried in the snowy winter sky. Laughter was still heard in the square. Hyunwoo and the heroines’ perfect harem ending. They were enjoying their happy ending without knowing about this tragedy.

“Sun… Please open your eyes… Can you hear my voice? Please…”

He covered Geum Taeyang’s face with both hands. Tears flowed down his cheeks. Now his face was so pale that it looked like white porcelain. Then suddenly, his eyelids fluttered faintly. And slowly, very slowly, he opened his eyes.

“Damiya…”

It was a faint voice like the wind. But it definitely called my name. His eyes searched for me dimly.

“I… was wrong…”

His voice cracked. He took a deep breath and continued.

“I’m sorry… to them…”

He spoke with a pained expression. It was as if he had been confessing something he had been holding back for a long time. His past, which I had never known about, was contained in those few words.

My heart sank. He smiled faintly. It was a smile mixed with pain and regret.

“But… after meeting you…”

He tried to continue speaking, but was interrupted by a cough. There was blood at the corner of his mouth.

“You were… the light…”

His hand faintly rose and touched my cheek. It was a hand as cold as ice. I held it tightly.

“Sun, don’t talk. Don’t lose strength. Someone will come soon.”

But he continued talking.

“Thank you…”

More blood flowed out. Now my eyes below my knees were completely red. He spoke with the last of his strength.

“This is… my fault… I’m sorry…”

Those words stabbed his heart like a knife. He was accepting the karma of his past. He seemed to think he was paying the price for the wrongs he had done.

“No! It’s not your fault!”

I cried. It didn’t matter what he did. The Geum Taeyang I knew was different. The person I loved had already changed.

“I… I love you. No matter what happened. That’s the kind of world it is.”

I said it with all my heart.

“The world you’re in is my world. It doesn’t matter if it’s real or fake. As long as you’re alive, that’s all that matters.”

The tears wouldn’t stop. I poured out my feelings to him, risking everything.

“It’s not your fault. It’s the fault of the person who made you that way. I love everything about you. Every moment we spent together is the most precious memory of my life.”

I could see his pupils dilating. His consciousness was fading. I squeezed his hand harder.

“Please don’t leave. I’ll be by your side. Forever.”

A smile spread across Geum Taeyang’s lips. A real smile. A warm smile that surpassed pain. And his eyes slowly closed.

“I love you…”

Those were his last words. And the strength left his hands.

“No!”

I screamed. At that moment, the world seemed to stop. The air froze. The falling snowflakes froze in midair. The laughter from the square and the sound of cars in the distance all stopped.

The world began to lose its color. Everything turned gray. It was like I was in a black and white photograph. And then a message appeared before my eyes.

[Reality] [Game]

I Loved You… I Really Loved You…

Two flashing options, with explanations in small print below them.

[Reality]: Return to the original world. You will lose everything you have now, but you can prevent the death of the Golden Sun.

[Game]: You remain in this world. Your parents, your friends, you exist as reality now, but you cannot stop the death of Geum Taeyang.

My heart stopped beating. In a black and white world where time had stopped, only the two choices floating before my eyes were shining. This was the final choice. The last choice the game system gave me.

If you choose ‘Reality’, you will leave this world and Geum Taeyang will live. If you choose ‘Game’, you will remain in this world, but he will die.

My breath caught in my throat. The weight of this cruel choice weighed heavily on my chest. It was so clear what I had to choose, but it was even more painful. He could only live if I disappeared.

Neither of them was a perfect choice. Either way, something had to be lost. I looked down at the golden sun in my arms. His face had turned pale, the face that had smiled at me until the end. His blood was staining my clothes and hands red.

“Sun…”

My voice echoed even in the black and white world. All the moments when I loved him came to mind.

The guy who attacked me the first day we met,

The guy who took my virginity with rough hands and dick.

A stupid guy who runs to save me when I’m in danger and then asks for sex.

And yet, he was the one who smiled shyly when confessing.

Moments when we laughed together.

Moments when I cried.

All those memories swirled inside me.

Tears flowed down her cheeks. This time they were hotter and more painful tears. Tears of regret and sadness, love and despair.

I stroked his face carefully. Cold skin, but it was still his face. The face I loved. The lips I had kissed so many times. The face that bore the marks of all the laughter and sadness I had ever seen.

The choice was already decided. From the beginning, I had no choice but to choose ‘reality’. Otherwise, I would have just watched Geum Taeyang die next to me. I couldn’t even imagine such pain.

I took a deep breath. I cupped his face with trembling hands.

“I love you.”

I spoke to him for the last time. My voice trembled. My last confession. My last words to him, filled with all my sincerity.

I slowly leaned down and placed my lips on his. They were cold. But they were still his lips. The lips I loved. My heart broke at the thought that this would be our last kiss. Tears fell down his face, forming small rivers on his white skin.

“I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you…”

Whispered. A final apology. But now I could protect him. Even if the price was my existence, I was willing to pay it.

I couldn’t leave him like this. I just wanted him to survive even if I disappeared.

I raised my trembling hands and chose [Reality].

There was no confirmation message or anything. It all just started with my choice.

At that moment, a strange feeling came over me. Was it a hallucination? The tips of my fingers began to crumble into glowing dust. White particles fell off one by one and scattered into the air. Like glass shattering, my body began to fall apart into pieces.

It didn’t hurt. Rather, my body felt lighter. All the weight, all the pain seemed to disappear. It just felt warm. It was like waking up from a long dream.

The physical sensations gradually disappeared, and instead, the memories in my head became clearer. In the intense light, all my memories flashed through my mind like a movie. From the moment I was possessed by this world, my first meeting with Geum Taeyang, my first relationship, my first confession… all the moments we spent together came back to me clearly.

Sex in the alley,

sex in the cinema,

Sex in the dorm,

Sex at a festival,

Sex on the subway,

sex in the library,

sex on the beach,

Confession in Gyeongju,

The one room where I spent my last time with him,

The times we shared tears and laughter together. Sadly, I can only laugh when I remember having sex.

My body was falling apart, but strangely enough, my memories became clearer. As if they were being imprinted deep in my soul.

The scenery began to change slowly. The black and white world on the overpass gradually became blurred, and instead, the white light became stronger. In that light, only Geum Taeyang’s face was clearly visible. His pale face seemed to be slowly regaining color.

As if life returned to him as soon as I disappeared.

“Thank you, Taeyang. I was happy to meet you.”

I said my final goodbye. My voice flowed like the wind. Now more than half of my body was transformed into particles of light and was dispersing into the air. I tried to touch his face, but my hand was already formless.

It’s really over now.

The happiest times of my life,

All the moments where I felt the most genuine emotions are ending.

But I had no regrets. This was my choice, and it was the best choice for Geum Taeyang.

“Live happily… please…”

My words were scattered into the air. Now my physical form had almost disappeared. All that remained was consciousness. The world became more and more blurred. The face of the golden sun, the overpass, and the snow falling from the sky all slowly disappeared like fog.

At the last moment, all I had left was my love for him.

“I loved you… I really loved you…”

My last words melted into the air. Before I closed my eyes, the last thing I saw was Geum Taeyang’s face. His face seemed to be gradually coming back to life. Was it that his life was returning with my disappearance?

And everything turned white. Light. Only a dazzling light remained. My consciousness was sucked into that light. A distant and warm feeling. A peace like returning home.

In that light, my existence gradually faded away. But only one thought remained in my mind.

‘Live, Sun. Instead of me leaving, you have to live.’

Just before his last consciousness faded away, he seemed to faintly hear something. The sound of Geum Taeyang’s heart beating again. The sound of his breathing. The sound of life.

And everything melted into white light. The moment my consciousness completely disappeared, I felt strangely happy. Because he would survive. Because the person I loved would live.

The light grew more intense. The dazzling light engulfed everything.

And then I lost consciousness.

—————–

“Eeeek!”

A scream-like groan ripped from my throat. My eyes shot open. What is this? Where am I?

The ceiling. A familiar ceiling. It was the ceiling of my room.

Suddenly, I came to my senses. All my senses came rushing in at once. My lower abdomen and inner thighs were shaking violently. My heart was pounding as if it was going to burst. My whole body was drenched in sweat. My right hand…

I looked down in surprise. I was completely naked. The dildo was still in my hand, deeply embedded in my vagina. My body was trembling intermittently from the aftereffects of my orgasm that had not yet subsided.

“What…what is it?”

The voice cracked. It was my voice. But it felt strange. It was like a voice I hadn’t heard in a long time.

I looked around frantically. My studio. Stacks of ramen bowls. My mind was in disarray. Just a moment ago, I was… in Geum Taeyang’s arms. He was stabbed to death in front of me. The game system gave me a choice, and I chose ‘reality’. And…

I tried to get up, but fell back on the bed. My legs were weak. My thighs were still shaking from the aftermath of my orgasm. I barely managed to reach out and pull the dildo out of my vagina. The slippery liquid ran down my thighs.

I looked at the calendar on the wall. It was the appointed date.

“Was it a dream…?”

I muttered, but somewhere in my heart I knew that wasn’t it. It was so, so vivid. Geum Taeyang’s touch, his kiss, all the conversations and feelings I shared with him. The feeling of sex. All the moments we laughed together, cried together. It was too vivid to be a simple dream.

I raised my arms and covered my face. Tears welled up in my eyes. Did he really come back? If so, was Geum Taeyang alive? Did he survive in exchange for the ‘reality’ I had chosen?

When I lowered my arm, I saw my own hand in front of me. A wrinkled hand. The hand of Kim Da-mi, a 35-year-old office worker. It was no longer the smooth hand of a 20-year-old college student. I opened and closed my hand. It was my hand, but it felt strangely unfamiliar. It was my hand that I had always seen, but after months of getting used to other hands, this hand now felt even more awkward.

I picked up the small mirror next to the bed.

My face reflected in the mirror.

Freckled face, horn-rimmed glasses,

Fat body.

This was my real self. The appearance of Kim Da-mi, 35 years old.

I put down the mirror and looked at the ceiling. It was all so unreal. It felt like I hadn’t woken up from a dream, but rather entered a dream. This 35-year-old body felt even more unfamiliar. To me, who was more accustomed to the 20-year-old Dami’s body in the game, this original body felt like someone else’s.

There was an emptiness in my chest, as if a huge hole had been created. A pain as if my heart had been ripped out. The empty space created by the absence of Geum Taeyang.

“Sun…”

Murmurs spread throughout the room. Just calling his name made my heart ache. Did he really survive? Did I disappear and he come back to life? Or was that also a lie of the game system?

Tears flowed one by one. An unbearable sadness came over me. The sense of loss of losing him was much greater than the relief of being back. When I returned, this was a world without him. A world without his existence, without memories of him.

All the memories were so vivid. His scent, his body heat, his voice… it all seemed to still be lingering in my senses.

My fingers naturally went to my lips. Where his lips had touched. My heart tightened at the thought that I would never feel that sensation again.

“If it was a dream… would it hurt this much?”

I asked myself. This was definitely not a dream. I had really been possessed by that game, fallen in love with Geum Taeyang, and returned to choose ‘reality’ for him.

What should I do now?

I have to go to work tomorrow. Manager Kim will harass me again, and I will have to continue with that boring work. I have to go back to my normal office worker routine. As if nothing happened.

But is it possible? After meeting, loving, and losing Geum Taeyang, can you just go back to your normal life?

I curled up and burrowed under the covers. The cold sheets clung to my sweaty skin. It occurred to me belatedly that I was naked, so I put on the T-shirt I had left on the bedside table.

The dildo was still on the bedside table. It felt strange now. After being with Geum Taeyang, I felt like I couldn’t be satisfied with anything else. The feeling of his body temperature, his pulse, and his breath together was something that no tool could replace.

I reached out and turned off the lamp. The room was plunged into complete darkness.

“Sun, I hope you’re alive.”

Whispered in the darkness, hoping that the words would magically reach him and that he would be alive and breathing somewhere.

I closed my eyes. Fatigue came rushing in all at once. My body felt heavy as if it weighed a ton. I was exhausted both mentally and physically.

When I closed my eyes, the face of Geum Taeyang came to mind. Those deep eyes, the sharp jawline, the stark difference between when he was expressionless and when he was smiling. His cold expression was slowly crumbling under my touch.

I heard his voice in my memory.

“I love you.”

The last thing he said to me. I fell asleep with his voice ringing in my ears.

Will I ever see him again, even in my dreams? As I thought about that, my consciousness gradually faded away.

Will everything change tomorrow? Or will nothing change?

One thing was certain: I could never go back to the old Kim Da-mi. The time I met Geum Taeyang, the love I shared with him, had changed me forever.

I Miss You…

It’s been a while since I returned to reality. Every morning, I wake up to the sound of my alarm, get ready for work, get on the subway, wrestle with Excel at work, and leave work. Home-work-home-work. Every day passes like an endless hamster wheel.

The fingers that used to automatically open adult game sites when I sat down in front of the computer no longer pressed that key. My passion as a game reviewer also disappeared. Just looking at the search term ‘Love in Academy’ made my heart rip, so I deleted all adult games. Well, I’m not interested in adult games anymore anyway.

At night, I would curl up in bed and stare at the monitor. When I couldn’t sleep, I would take out a dildo from the drawer and try to soothe my body, but even that felt empty. This strange experience of orgasm and tears flowing at the same time. When I thought of Geum Taeyang’s, his body temperature, and his breath, the dildo was just a cold lump of plastic.

“It was just a dream. It was a game. It wasn’t real.”

It was like a spell I whispered every night, so that I could wake up in the morning.

Today, I went to work as usual. I tied my hair, put on a suit, grabbed my phone and wallet, and left the office. I was still dazed until the moment I opened the office door. As soon as I opened the door, I heard Manager Kim’s voice.

“Dami! Come here.”

I stood in front of Manager Kim’s table. In his hand was the report I had submitted yesterday.

“What is this? Why is the date like this? And what is this table format? How many times have I told you? Our company doesn’t use this format.”

His fingers pointed to various places in the report. I just nodded and repeated, “Yes, sorry”. His words went in one ear and out the other.

“And I told you not to use Excel functions or anything like that. Our rule is to do this manually. Where have you been lately?”

“Sorry, I’ll try again.”

An apology came out of my mouth mechanically. Manager Kim sighed and focused on his work again. I returned to my seat and opened Excel again. Do it again manually? That’s crazy. Still, I did as I was told, saying “yes, yes”.

Sometimes, when the face of the golden sun came to mind, my fingers on the keyboard would stop. But soon I pushed the thought deep into my mind. Now, I was adapting to reality quite well.

When I was in college, I saw my friends who had broken up and cried like they were going to die, and as time went by, they became quite normal, and I wondered, ‘Did I really love them?’ Now that I see myself, I understand. People are creatures that adapt. And the saying that time is the best medicine is true.

At lunchtime, I picked up a pork cutlet from the cafeteria. I took a spoonful and thought to myself. Were my memories with Geum Taeyang really real? Or was it just a fantasy of my imagination? Pork cutlet every Monday, pork belly every Tuesday… Like this monotonous menu, my life seemed to flow as planned.

I wiped my hands with a towel in front of the bathroom mirror and looked at my face. A face with distinct freckles, tired eyes behind horn-rimmed glasses, my face that had 35 years of history. The face in the mirror was so unfamiliar. It was like looking at someone else’s face.

“This is the real me.”

I left the bathroom muttering. Sometimes I get confused about who I am. The memories of 20-year-old Kim Da-mi are so vivid that this 35-year-old body feels even more alien.

But now I decided to focus on reality. Because that was my choice. A choice to save Geum Taeyang. I had no regrets. But… I just missed him. I missed him so much that my heart felt like it was going to break, but I didn’t cry. I thought everything would fall apart if I cried.

I stood in front of the company bathroom mirror and looked at myself. The woman in the mirror was definitely me. Kim Da-mi, 35 years old, a manager with 7 years of experience at a small business. But somehow, it felt unfamiliar. Plump cheeks, wrinkles around the eyes, skin with clear freckles. Tired eyes behind horn-rimmed glasses. A loose suit shirt to hide my chubby body. My reflection in the mirror was so different from Da-mi in the game.

I pinched my cheek with one hand. It hurt. This is reality. Whenever I was confused about who I was, I had to check myself like this. I often did this in front of the mirror.

“Dami?”

I was startled by the sudden voice and turned around. It was Park, the manager of the accounting team.

“Oh, yes. Sorry. I was a little absentminded…”

I quickly turned on the faucet and pretended to wash my hands. I wonder how long I was looking at the mirror. Manager Park passed me by with a puzzled expression and went into the bathroom stall.

I took a deep breath and left the bathroom. This shouldn’t be happening. I was losing my mind again. That world, that memory, was just a dream. It was just a game. No matter how vivid it was, it wasn’t reality.

On my way back to my seat, Manager Kim called me over.

“Dami, please prepare for the executive meeting later. Oh, and prepare coffee too.”

“Yes, I understand.”

Exactly eleven cups of coffee. Nine executives, Manager Kim, and cleaning up the conference room. This was the routine every Wednesday at 3 p.m. I stayed at my desk for two hours until the meeting ended and even cleaned up the empty cups. It was a series of chores that never ended, but that kind of mechanical work was comforting. Because I didn’t have to think.

Lunch time. I headed to the cafeteria. The Wednesday menu was always the same. Seaweed soup, grilled fish, and scrambled eggs.

I sat at the table and stirred the seaweed soup with a spoon. Suddenly, I remembered the meal I had with Geum Taeyang. The way he enjoyed the ramen I made for him. The cup ramen we ate in his room at dawn. The pork cutlet we shared. It all felt real. It was closer to an experience than a memory.

“You’re crazy, you’re obsessed with games.”

I muttered to myself. I was finally coming to my senses. How could it be possible to be possessed by an adult game? But a part of my heart was screaming that the experience was all too real.

“Ms. Dami, how are the meeting materials going?”

While I was lost in thought, Manager Kim sat down next to me. If you’re going to talk about work while eating, why sit separately? Why did you have to sit next to me?

“Oh, yes. Everything is ready. I even finished printing it.”

“I’ll prepare the coffee as Americano, and the CEO will have decaffeinated. Do you remember the mistake I made last time?”

“Yes, I know.”

I answered like that, but honestly, my memory was vague. After I got back, it was so hard to concentrate on work. My head was full of golden sun.

I stood up with my plate and placed it on the counter. Separating the trash, organizing the chopsticks, throwing away the leftovers. Every action was mechanical. My body moved like a robot. It didn’t feel like me.

I returned to the office and prepared coffee, thinking. In that world, I was the main character. I was at the center of the story. I was needed by someone. I was everything to Geum Taeyang.

Here, it’s just a part. A small cogwheel. One of many screws in the machine called the company.

I put Manager Kim’s coffee on the table and paused for a moment. He raised his head.

“Why?”

“Oh, no.”

As I was about to turn around, I suddenly became curious.

“Boss, do you… like games?”

Manager Kim’s eyebrows rose.

“What the heck… No. You shouldn’t play games. These days, young people are addicted to games and stuff… Ugh. I’m trying so hard not to let my son do that.”

“Ah, yes….”

I returned to my seat with a blank smile. It was a stupid question. But why on earth did I ask it? Could there be a golden sun in this world? I think I had such a thought without context.

I opened my mailbox. There were over fifty unread emails. They were all work-related. I sighed and started to process them one by one. If I focused on my work, I could forget about Geum Taeyang for at least that amount of time.

Another day passed like that. Tomorrow, and the day after, it would be like this. An endless repetition of daily life. Monotonous days. But this was the reality I had chosen. The world I had chosen for the golden sun.

After lunch, I came back and sat down to check my email. Today’s menu at the cafeteria was stir-fried pork, but the seasoning was too sweet and I still felt sick. Needless to say, the meat was tough.

“Miss Kim, I was thinking of having a cup of coffee to wash down my meal…”

I raised my head at the sudden voice of the sales manager. It was funny that he, who was well over forty, still called me ‘Miss Kim’, but it was a title I had become accustomed to.

“Yes, I understand.”

I stopped writing the email in front of me and stood up. I wondered if it was really necessary to run an errand for coffee, but if I didn’t do it, someone else would have to do it anyway.

“Oh, the executives are gathered in the conference room on the 4th floor. Bring them some coffee too. You know what each person’s taste is, right?”

Manager Lee added as if it was a natural request. I saw Manager Jeong slightly raise the corners of his lips from the seat next to me. I knew it. Manager Jeong had never run an errand for coffee. She was five years younger than me, and more than anything, she was a ‘pretty’ employee. No one had ever asked her to make coffee.

“Okay, I understand.”

Getting irritated didn’t change anything. It was easier to just accept reality. It was already the 7th year, and I had no more dreams or ambitions, so there was no need to rebel over small things. And honestly… I was used to doing errands like this to the point where it was boring.

I left the company building and headed to a cafe across the street. It was a little more expensive than the chain coffee shop on the first floor of the company, but the executives liked the coffee there better. In fact, it was just my taste.

When I entered the cafe, there were more people than usual. The line was long, probably because it was coffee time after lunch. I sighed. I wondered if I would be able to get coffee before the meeting started.

I stood in line and slowly moved forward. When it was my turn, I ordered.

“Eight cups of Americano, please. ”

I looked out the window while waiting for my coffee. It was just after lunchtime, so the streets were busy. People were walking quickly to their destinations. I was just one of them, but somehow I felt out of place.

“Eight cups of Americano were served.”

I approached the counter when the staff member told me that my order was complete. I divided the coffee in the paper holder between my two hands. Five cups in one hand and three in the other. I carefully left the cafe, trying to maintain my balance.

In the afternoon, after lunchtime, the streets were still crowded with people. It was time for office workers to go back to their respective workplaces. I walked on the narrow sidewalk, trying not to bump into other people. It was not easy to maintain balance. My wrists were starting to hurt.

That was when.

“Ouch!”

I bumped into someone who was suddenly rushing towards me. I lost my balance and fell backwards. I felt the coffee in my right hand fall over. I fell on my butt.

“Sorry!”

I apologized quickly while sitting on the floor. And then I looked up…

It was a man. A tall, broad-shouldered young man. The coat he was wearing alone must have been worth several months of my salary. Stylish shoes, an expensive watch… Just one glance at him made me feel like he was from a different world than me.

He was looking at the coffee stain on his coat with a slight frown. The brown stain was spreading over the luxurious coat. It must have been a luxury coat worth millions of won.

“I’m sorry. I couldn’t see properly.”

His voice was cold and dry. It seemed polite enough not to get angry in this situation. I was about to apologize again, but he spoke first.

“Are you okay? Can you get up?”

He asked me, still sitting on the floor. His tone was still cold, but strangely polite. I tried to stand up, but my sprained ankle from falling hurt.

He sighed and held out his hand. After a moment of hesitation, I took it. His hand was much larger and warmer than mine. It helped me stand up.

“I’m really sorry. The coat… I’ll pay for the laundry.”

I got up and looked at his coat, and the situation seemed even worse. I felt bad because my expensive clothes seemed to have been ruined. Half of the coffee I was going to take to work was spilled, but that wasn’t the issue right now.

“It’s okay.”

He answered shortly. I was even more confused by his cold expression. His brown hair, high nose, sharp jawline… He looked like something out of a pictorial. He was a person from a completely different world.

“I think I should give you laundry fees…”

I dug through my pockets for my wallet. His coat probably cost more than a few months’ wages, but I felt I owed him some compensation, at least for the sake of it.

“Okay. Anyone can make mistakes.”

He spoke in an unexpectedly calm voice. He looked at the floor and saw three coffee cups spilled. Suddenly, he thought of the company. If he went back like this, it would definitely be a difficult situation.

“Yes… Thank you.”

I awkwardly said goodbye and checked the remaining coffees. There were five cups left. I was three cups short of the eight I had to take to the conference room. I was wondering if I should go back in line to buy more.

“By any chance…”

I looked at him again at his words. He was about to say something, but then closed his mouth. A moment of hesitation crossed his expression. As if he had stopped himself from asking a question.

“No… Sorry. Be careful.”

He nodded lightly and turned around. Soon his tall silhouette disappeared into the crowd. I felt strangely regretful. It was as if I had missed some important opportunity. But it was only a fleeting feeling.

I sighed as I checked the remaining coffee. I was already feeling annoyed at having to explain that I was short three cups of coffee. But I had no choice.

When I arrived at the company, the meeting had already started. I carefully opened the conference room door with five cups of coffee in hand.

“Miss Kim, why are you so late? Where’s the coffee?”

I heard the rough voice of Section Chief Lee. All eyes turned to me.

“Sorry, I spilled my coffee on the way here…”

Manager Lee checked the coffee in my hand with an annoyed expression.

“Three glasses are not enough. What should I do?”

“I’m sorry. I fell…”

I heard sighs from around me. I lowered my head. My ears felt hot. The air in the conference room became heavy.

“Okay. Let’s share it like this.”

I left the place in a hurry, leaving the team leader’s irritated grumbling behind. The day went on like that. Everything was ordinary. Spilling coffee, being bullied, apologizing. It was a familiar pattern.

That night, I lay in bed and stared at the ceiling. The dildo in the drawer kept catching my eye, but I didn’t take it out. I felt even more empty today. I thought about the events of the day. The moments when I spilled coffee, bumped into a strange man, and was bullied in the conference room.

“If it was the golden sun…”

His name leaked out between my lips. What if he had been there? He probably would have stormed into the conference room as soon as he heard that I spilled coffee and questioned everyone. He would have glared at them if they dared call him ‘Miss Kim.’ He might have crushed their heads like beer cans if he saw me running errands.

I laughed. This time, it was real laughter. I couldn’t help but laugh when I imagined his face. The image of Geum Taeyang beating up the drunk who touched my thigh on the subway. The times when he said he would stay by my side and not leave to protect me on the night streets.

“If you were here, I wouldn’t be living such a miserable life.”

I smiled bashfully and hugged my pillow tightly. It was contradictory to even think like this. If he were alive, I wouldn’t be here. But imagination was free. If Geum Taeyang really existed in this world. If we were together in this reality.

What kind of expression would he have made if he had seen me sitting in the corner of the office, running errands for coffee? I remembered the look in his eyes. Those icy eyes. He would have told me to pick up my bag, taken my hand, and left the office.

“Why do you work there? Quit.”

He must have said that. Firmly. Not as a question, but as a command. And if I had argued back, his lips would have closed mine.

I giggled like a child and covered myself with the blanket up to my head. Why was this imagination so happy? This was my choice. The world I chose to save him, to keep him breathing. There was no Golden Sun anywhere, but the thought that he was alive and breathing somewhere was enough for me.

“I miss you…”

If my choice saved him, I could bear this boring routine. I wonder if I can meet him even in my dreams. I fell into a deep sleep with a strangely comfortable mind while thinking about that.

I Took Them All.

As the closing time approached, I heard the male employees gathered at the office window murmur. I turned my head to see the unusual atmosphere and saw Choi, the sales manager, pointing outside the window and talking excitedly.

“It’s a B company Continental GT. It’s said to cost at least 300 million won.”

I sent another email and shut down my computer. Today was another day where I could leave work on time without having to work overtime. This kind of day only comes once a week, but for some reason, men were looking at the road in front of the company and talking loudly.

“Is the chairman’s son here? Or is there an investor in our company?”

Someone asked curiously. I stood up, holding my bag as if I didn’t care. These days, it was more important to go home quickly and rest than to be curious.

As I took the elevator down to the first floor and exited the company’s main gate, a black B Company luxury car was parked on the road in front of the company. The flashy body and luxurious design were so out of place that they didn’t match the surrounding scenery. In this neighborhood where small and medium-sized businesses are concentrated, such a luxury car was completely foreign. In this neighborhood, luxury cars are not even visible, except for the cars driven by the CEO or his son.

“Why is that car here…”

As I was muttering and watching, Manager Jeong and two new employees approached me from behind.

“Sister, what is that? Why are you making such a fuss?”

The new employee asked.

“The men were talking like that. It was a car worth over 300 million won.”

When I answered, Manager Jeong’s eyes sparkled.

“Who’s driving that? There’s no way someone like that would come to our company.”

I shrugged. “I don’t know. Maybe I just parked for a bit? ”

Without looking around any further, it was time to go home. I slung my bag over my shoulder and turned toward the bus. I had only taken two steps.

“I…”

A low, calm voice came from behind me. I turned around and saw a man getting out of the car and looking in my direction. He was tall and had broad shoulders. Our eyes met and he came toward me.

‘Huh? This guy…’

My eyes widened in an instant. It was the man who had spilled coffee on my coat the other day. I remembered his brown hair, his high nose, his sharp jawline. I froze in place.

‘Why are you here? Are you here because of me? Because of the coat compensation?’

Suddenly I felt anxious. The coat I received yesterday must have been an expensive item worth over ten million won. Could it be that they came to demand compensation? I had no idea how I could come up with the money.

A man stopped in front of me. Up close, his face looked even more handsome. He looked as if he had just walked off the cover of a magazine. I opened my mouth to speak. I didn’t know what to say.

“Is that Kim Da-mi?”

He asked. I was surprised. How do you know my name?

“Yes… But how…”

Before I could even finish my words, the man suddenly grabbed my hand. His warm, large hand wrapped around my small hand. In an instant, the feeling of yesterday came back to me. The warmth of the hand he gave me when I fell.

“Let’s go.”

He led me to his car, leaving only one word behind. I was so flustered that I couldn’t say anything. Wasn’t this kidnapping? But somehow I couldn’t resist. The warmth and familiarity of his hands strangely comforted me.

“Excuse me, where are you going?”

I barely managed to get the words out, but instead of answering, the man opened the car door and put me in the passenger seat. He smiled gently as he looked at my surprised expression.

“You’ll find out soon.”

The car door closed, and as he returned to the driver’s seat, I looked around. My coworkers were looking at me with surprised expressions. Sales Manager Choi’s mouth was wide open, and Manager Jeong’s eyes were wide open. The new employees were whispering and pointing.

‘What the hell is going on? What am I doing?’

The man got into the driver’s seat and started the engine. The luxurious engine sounded. The comfortable leather seats and the gentle scent that enveloped the interior. It was the most luxurious space I’ve ever sat in.

“Why…where am I going?”

I asked again, but the man just smiled and didn’t answer. He grabbed the steering wheel and slowly started the car. I looked out the window, bewildered. The company building gradually disappeared from my sight, and a group of colleagues standing there with surprised expressions disappeared.

The car drove longer than I thought. I stared blankly at the cityscape passing by outside the window, and it was hard to tell if this was a dream or reality. I was confused as to whether the strange man had kidnapped me or if I had voluntarily followed him. I felt like I was just being led into his car by some unknown sense.

The man was silent the whole time. Occasionally, when I felt his gaze and turned around, he would just smile. I wanted to open my mouth to ask, but since it didn’t seem like he would answer, I just stared out the window in silence.

The car passed the downtown area and entered the city center. Flashy signs and luxurious buildings caught my eye. Soon, the car stopped in front of the hotel.

“We’ve arrived.”

The man spoke first. I handed my keys to the valet, and he naturally took my arm and led me to the hotel lobby. My body followed, but my mind was confused.

‘Where am I? Who is this person? Why did he bring me here?’

The question was swirling around in my head, but I didn’t have the courage to say it out loud.

“Are you okay?”

He asked me in the elevator. I guess he saw the anxiety on my face.

“I just… don’t know why you brought me here.”

I barely managed to squeeze out a voice. He just smiled again. The elevator reached the upper floor, and he walked down the hallway and stopped in front of the guest room door. He opened the door with his card key and led me inside.

When I entered the room, my mouth dropped open. It was a spacious suite. The night view was visible through the window, and there was a king-size bed and luxurious furniture. I had only seen rooms like this on TV, but I had never actually been in one.

“Where is this place?”

It was a stupid question, because it was obvious it was a hotel.

“Would you like to sit down for a moment?”

He pointed to the sofa. I had come all the way here, not even dared to run away because I thought the lobby staff would see me, but now that the door was closed and the two of us were alone, I felt uneasy.

The man took a bottle of champagne from the minibar and poured it into two glasses. He then handed me one. I accepted it, but had no intention of drinking it.

“Ms. Kim Da-mi, would you like to take off your clothes?”

For a moment, I doubted my ears. What? What did you just say?

“Yes…? What are you saying…”

“Take off your clothes. I’ll give you money.”

My eyes widened. Is this guy a pervert with a strange sexual desire? He wants to see a woman’s body like mine? I thought of my reflection in the mirror. My chubby cheeks, my sagging belly, my freckled skin. He had met a woman by chance on his way home from work and brought her to a hotel and told her to take off her clothes.

“I… I think there’s some misunderstanding. Are you kidding me?”

He put strength into his voice. It occurred to him that this man was playing with me. Was he bringing me here to make fun of me? The man’s expression changed subtly.

“Are you kidding? No. I’m serious.”

He suddenly got up from his seat and walked towards the bed. My heart started beating fast. Only now did I realize how bizarre this situation was. Did this man really want to see a woman’s body like mine? I couldn’t believe it.

“No… Are you serious right now? To a girl like me? I saw you at the cafe yesterday. Where did you see me like that…”

Before I could even finish my sentence, he burst out laughing. It was a mocking laugh.

I was breathless. What the hell is going on? There was clearly a misunderstanding, but I wasn’t given a chance to explain.

He said, sitting up on the bed.

“Take off your clothes.”

It was a firm voice. My heart beat faster. The champagne glass in my hand shook slightly.

“What…what did you say?”

“Take off your clothes. Take them all off.”

He took his wallet out of his pocket and opened it. A thick wad of cash was visible. He counted the money and threw it on the table in front of me. Dozens of 50,000 won bills flew out and scattered on the floor.

“Is this enough?”

I barely held back my swear words. I was embarrassed. What was this situation? It didn’t feel real. Was I being mistaken for a prostitute selling my body to a rich businessman?

“Excuse me, I think you’re misunderstanding…”

“Stop it and take off your clothes quickly. We don’t have time.”

His gaze changed as he looked at me with his arms crossed. The smile from before was nowhere to be found, and he stared at me with sharp eyes. It was a gaze similar to the one that Geum Taeyang sometimes showed me.

‘Golden sun…’

Suddenly, I felt a sense of longing. How could I not think of him even in this situation?

“I told you. I’m not that kind of person.”

I stood up and spoke firmly. As I was walking towards the door, he suddenly stood up and grabbed my arm.

“Where are you going?”

“I’m going out. I don’t know what you’re misunderstanding, but I’m not a prostitute.”

I tried to pull my arm out of his grasp, but his strength was too strong.

“Don’t say that with your face hidden. You want a man, right?”

A faint smile formed on his lips. Surprisingly, his expression was filled with desire. What is this? Did I just meet the wrong rich pervert?

“Let me go. Right now!”

I tried to shake his hand off, but it was no use. Instead, he grabbed my arm harder. I lost my balance and stumbled towards him, and he took the opportunity to push me onto the bed.

“Hey! What are you doing…”

I shouted in an excited voice, but he didn’t care. His eyes deepened. I sat on the edge of the bed and looked up at him. I was scared and embarrassed, but at the same time, I felt a strange emotion. This person… seemed familiar.

He knelt before me and looked into my face. There was clearly desire in his eyes, but there was also something else. Sadness? Longing? An emotion I couldn’t explain.

“Why are you looking at me like that? I don’t know what you want, but I’m not a woman who sells my body for money. If you don’t let me go right now, I’ll scream.”

I spoke threateningly, but he just laughed. Then he slowly got up, walked back to the table, and took more money out of his wallet.

“Is this enough? Or do you need more? I can give you as much as you want.”

His actions made me angry. I don’t know what kind of perverted prank this was, but it was so ridiculous. Asking a woman like me to take off her clothes while paying me. I felt like I was being laughed at. It’s true that my self-esteem hit rock bottom after returning from the game world, but I couldn’t stand this kind of insult.

I stood up and picked up the money scattered on the floor. He looked at me with a puzzled expression. He probably thought I had changed my mind. But contrary to his expectations, I threw the money I had collected in his face.

“I don’t need this kind of crap money! Why did I deserve to be treated like this by you?”

I saw his smiling face through the fluttering bills. I quickly ran towards the door. All I could think about was running away.

But before I could reach the door, he grabbed my arm from behind. His strength was so strong that I couldn’t escape.

“Let go! Let go now!”

I screamed and struggled, but he didn’t move. Instead, he turned me around and pushed me against the wall. The distance between us suddenly narrowed, and his breath touched my face.

“There’s no need to be so angry. It’s just a game.”

His voice suddenly changed. It was low and rough. It was a voice that sounded familiar to my ears.

My heart stopped beating. I couldn’t breathe because of the emotions welling up inside me.

“What…what did you say?”

I screamed and struggled, but his strength was too strong. Instead, he roughly turned me around and pushed my body against me. I lost my balance and fell onto the bed. My head was dizzy. Before I could come to my senses, he was on top of me.

“Don’t do this! Please!”

He shouted with a voice trembling with fear. But the man’s eyes had changed. They were cold and stern. It felt familiar, as if I had seen them somewhere.

“Do you hate it that much?”

He whispered in a low voice and began to unbutton my blouse one by one. I tried to push his hands away with all my might, but it was no use. He ripped off the buttons, opened my blouse, and pulled my bra down, exposing my breasts to him.

“Ah… Don’t do that…”

I tried to cover my body with both arms for a moment. I remembered the image I saw every day in the mirror. The folds of fat on my waist, my saggy belly, my sagging breasts. My face burned with shame.

“What are you doing? Are you happy to see me? With a body like this?”

I asked, sobbing. But instead of answering, the man grabbed my arms and spread them apart. He licked his lips as he looked at my breasts that were forcibly exposed. His eyes were strange. It wasn’t a sneer or a mockery… It was desire.

“Beautiful.”

He whispered and lowered his face to my chest. The moment his lips touched my chest, my whole body trembled as if an electric current had passed through it.

“No, please…”

I begged, but his tongue was already licking my breast. I moaned involuntarily at the warm, wet sensation. His hand grabbed my other breast and kneaded it. Surprisingly, he was handling my body as if it were his own. It seemed like he knew exactly where and how to touch it, and how hard to squeeze it.

“Ah… huh…”

I couldn’t stop the sound that was leaking out of my mouth. As his tongue wrapped around my nipple and swirled it, my waist moved on its own. It was strange. Why was I reacting like this? Why was my body reacting like this to the touch of this strange man?

“Ha, don’t… Yeah…”

His hand slid up my skirt. I flinched in fear, but when his fingers ran over my underwear, I felt it soaking wet. Shame and confusion washed over me. Why was my body reacting like this when I said no?

“It’s already this wet…”

He whispered softly. I shut my eyes tightly in shame. I was so embarrassed by my body’s reaction. How could I react to such a thug? What happened?

His fingers pushed my underwear aside and touched my vagina directly. He knew exactly where to rub and how to rub, how hard to press. As if he had been touching my body.

“Ah… No… Ugh…”

A moan escaped me. As his fingers pushed inside, my body responded as if to welcome them. Regardless of my will, my body began to move in time with his fingers.

“You’re already so wet? Isn’t this what you were hoping for?”

As he spoke, he completely took off my skirt and panties. My pussy, which was clearly visible, was already wet and glistening with love juice.

“Please… stop…”

I spoke in a sobbing manner, but he grabbed my legs and spread them apart, then knelt down. His face dug between my legs. Soon, his hot tongue reached my most secret place.

“Ugh!”

My waist rose on its own. His tongue roamed inside me, causing all sorts of pleasure. He stimulated me so precisely that it felt as if he already knew every part of my body.

“Stop… Stop it… Ugh…”

Contrary to what he said, my legs tightened around his head. I despaired at the betrayal of my body. Why was I reacting like this to this stranger? When he lifted his head from between my legs, his lips were swollen. With the juice flowing out of my vagina.

“It’s delicious.”

His words made my face flush. My mind went blank with a mixture of shame and pleasure. He climbed on top of me and took off his pants. When his cock was exposed, it took my breath away. It was so big. I was scared when his cock was between my legs.

“No… I won’t go in…”

He spoke with a voice trembling with fear. But he whispered in my ear.

“You’ll get used to it now.”

In that moment, the tip of his hard cock touched the entrance to my vagina. I wanted to beg him to stop, to say no, but my body was already ready to accept him. It was wet and waiting for his cock.

He slowly began to thrust his member into me. The sharp pain felt like it was tearing my vagina apart. It hurt so much.

“Aaak!”

I screamed. Tears flowed down my face. The feeling of his dick slowly entering me was painful. My virgin body had a hard time accepting his thick dick.

“It’s tight. I’ll make sure you remember only mine”

He whispered in my ear. His voice seemed strangely different. He slowly moved his hips and pushed deeper. My body slowly accepted him in the midst of the tearing pain.

When he finally entered fully, he stopped moving for a moment and looked at my face. I looked up at him through my tear-blurred vision, and a smile appeared on his lips.

“I took both of your girls.”

His voice had completely changed. It was low and rough.

It was an unforgettable voice.

The shock took my breath away.

“Gold… Gold sun?”

The Man’S Secret – 1

Seo Jun-woo stared indifferently at the naked woman scattered on the bed. The red wine stains spread like blood on the white sheets. What was her name? He couldn’t remember. It didn’t matter. The name wasn’t important.

“Get up. Go now.”

He said coldly. The woman, who was deeply asleep from the alcohol, didn’t move at all. Junwoo sighed and lit a cigarette. He picked up the panties that had fallen on the table and threw them at her face.

“Can’t you hear me? Get out now.”

The woman barely opened her eyes. She sat up in surprise at the underwear that suddenly flew at her.

“Brother… What’s wrong? What time is it now?”

“Time for you to go.”

Junwoo answered without even looking at his watch. It didn’t matter whether it was three in the morning or ten in the morning. All that mattered was that it was time for her to leave his bed.

The woman looked at him with a hurt expression, as if she was finally realizing that all the sweet words he had whispered to her last night had been lies.

“I told you yesterday that I liked you…”

Junwoo burst out laughing. “That contract is only valid when you spread your legs.”

“What…”

The woman’s face turned red with anger, but she couldn’t continue speaking under Junwoo’s cold gaze. To him, the sight of her awkwardly putting on her clothes and holding back tears was just another scene from her boring daily life.

Junwoo took a deep drag on his cigarette and went out onto the veranda. The night view of the city spread out beneath his feet.

The night view of the city from the penthouse was always the same. It was so familiar that it was tiresome.

The door slammed shut behind him. It seemed she had finally left. Junwoo stubbed out his cigarette and returned to the bedroom. On the bed was a business card she had left behind. Junwoo threw it in the trash without even looking at it. Information like the women’s names and occupations meant nothing to him.

The phone rang. It was 3:27 in the morning. There was only one person who could call at this hour.

“Yes, Father.”

“Where are you now? Can you pick me up at the airport?”

“I’m sorry, but I don’t think it’s possible right now.”

“When were you ever able to do that?” Chairman Seo Yoon-seok’s voice was filled with sighs.

“Please attend the afternoon executive meeting without fail. If you don’t show up this time, I will cut off all support.”

“Okay.”

The call was disconnected. Junwoo threw the phone on the bed.

I guess it was because I hadn’t set foot in the company for the past few months. Well, as the sole successor to Sejin Group, my behavior was so obviously profligate. It was enough to make my father angry.

I felt like I had to go to work today. I thought I’d just sleep for two hours and wake up. I was about to go to bed when the phone rang again. It was an unknown number.

“Who are you?”

“Junwoo oppa, it’s Minji. Do you remember?”

Another woman’s voice. When did we meet? Junwoo tried to remember. It seemed to be the woman he met at the club last week.

“What brings you here at this hour?”

“I want to see you. I miss you, oppa.”

Junwoo couldn’t hold back his laughter. He received calls like this two or three times a week.

“Are you crying now?”

“No… I just thought of you…”

“Come to my house now. I’ll text you the address.”

Junwoo hung up and sent the address. He had a woman who had just left, and calling another woman was a daily routine for him. Fresh flesh had to always fill his bed.

His phone gallery was filled with nude photos of women he had met over the past year, sorted by breast size, face type, and body type. It was a collection organized like a catalog. Sometimes he would look at those photos to choose his next sexual partner.

While showering, Junwoo looked at himself in the mirror. There was no guilt on his face, the 25-year-old third-generation chaebol with perfect appearance. There was only boredom and emptiness.

Women fell in love with his looks and wealth and walked into his bed of their own accord. Junwoo was just giving them the illusion they wanted for a moment. The next morning, when that illusion was shattered, they left, hurt.

Those were the rules of the game. A cruel game of his own making.

Minji arrived. As soon as I told her the front door code, the door opened. Junwoo was lying on the sofa waiting for her.

“Oppa…” Minji came shyly into the living room. She was a charming woman with a slender body and long, straight hair. She looked to be around twenty-three.

“Would you like some wine?” Junwoo asked.

“Yes…”

Junwoo looked her up and down while pouring wine. He had already taken off all her clothes in his head. He was calculating how to approach her, what words to use to seduce her, and even what position would make her the most excited.

“Are you a student?” Junwoo asked.

“Yes, I’m a graduate student.” Minji smiled shyly.

Junwoo took her hand. “What pretty hands. Like piano-playing hands. ”

Minji’s face turned red. “How did you know? I majored in piano.”

“I have a feeling.” Junwoo whispered while touching her fingers one by one.

“Your fingers are depicted dancing on the keyboard.”

“My brother is really amazing. It’s like he sees through everything about me.”

Junwoo smiled under the bright lights. Minji was looking up at him with her eyes sparkling brightly. She was such an easy target for him. If you were a little kind to her and gave her a few simple compliments, she would immediately climb onto the bed. It was always like that. If you just say something roughly, the girls will crawl to you and do it for you. Conversations with them were just boring.

“Oppa, you’re really cool. You look like a model.”

Minji said with a flushed face. She still had a shy expression, but her eyes were filled with desire. Junwoo held back a yawn. How obvious this situation was. It was a scene that had been repeated dozens, hundreds of times.

“Then turn me on with those fingers.”

Junwoo said in a commanding tone. Minji’s eyes widened, but she soon did as he said. Her slender fingers unbuckled Junwoo’s gown. The black silk gown parted slightly, revealing his firm abs and the firm cock beneath.

A small exclamation escaped Minji’s mouth.

“Oppa… You’re so big.”

She wrapped her hand around Junwoo’s penis. Her thin fingers didn’t wrap around it completely. She carefully began to move it up and down. The feeling of her hand, which wasn’t too wet, wasn’t very pleasant. Junwoo’s expression hardened slightly.

Minji noticed the change in his expression and quickly leaned down. Her lips touched the tip of Junwoo’s penis. She carefully licked the glans with her tongue, then opened her mouth wide and bit the penis.

“Umm…”

Minji moaned as she sucked his cock. Her mouth was hot and wet. Her tongue swept up the base of Junwoo’s cock. It wasn’t bad, but Junwoo wasn’t satisfied. It was too slow and didn’t go deep enough.

Junwoo, who had lost patience, grabbed Minji’s head with both hands. He grabbed her hair tightly and started moving it to his dick. He used her mouth roughly as if he was fucking her pussy.

“Ugh… Ugh…”

Minji was moaning in pain. Tears flowed from her eyes. But Junwoo didn’t care. He continued to fuck her mouth only for his own pleasure.

“Sigh…Fuck…”

With Junwoo’s moan, hot semen spurted into Minji’s mouth. It was so much that Minji couldn’t swallow it all and choked. Semen flowed out of her mouth. As he hurriedly pulled his dick out of her mouth, Minji coughed toward the floor. A liquid mixed with semen and saliva flowed out.

“I’m sorry, brother…”

Minji looked up with an apologetic expression. Junwoo looked down at her and felt disappointed. As expected, it was much worse than he had expected.

Minji tried to bite her again after seeing his expression. But Junwoo was already annoyed. He roughly pushed her head away.

“Lie down on the bed.”

Minji hesitated for a moment, then climbed onto the bed and lay down. Her round buttocks rose. Her skin looked white and soft, but it didn’t move Junwoo’s heart.

He aligned his dick with her vagina without much caress. Minji was slightly wet, but not quite ready. Junwoo didn’t care and just pushed his dick in.

“Ouch! It hurts, Oppa…”

Minji cried out in a voice full of pain. Her body stiffened. But Junwoo ignored her and continued to thrust his dick. Her vagina was tight and hot. When he was fully in, he started moving his waist without waiting a moment.

“Bam… Bam…”

Minji moaned in pain. Her hands gripped the sheets tightly. But Junwoo’s rough movements didn’t stop. He used her body like a tool for his pleasure.

As time passed, Minji’s vagina became wetter and wetter. Her moans of pain began to gradually change into moans of pleasure.

“Ah… Ah… Ugh…”

Her waist began to sway in time with Junwoo’s movements. It was a body’s response to finding pleasure even in pain. Minji’s moans grew louder.

Now she was panting and moaning from the pleasure of Junwoo’s cock. But Junwoo’s expression was still dry. I’ve seen this reaction countless times. Every woman eventually fell for his cock. It was so predictable that it was boring.

‘How petty.’

Junwoo thought to himself. He thrust his waist into Minji’s vagina a few more times, and at the last moment, he pulled out and sprayed his semen onto her buttocks. Hot semen sprayed onto Minji’s white skin.

Minji was completely stretched out on the bed, gasping for breath. Her eyes were half-closed, her mouth slightly open. She seemed to have lost all her strength and was in a state of unconsciousness.

Junwoo looked down at her for a moment. Then, without saying anything, he left her alone and headed to the bathroom. While the hot shower washed away Minji’s traces from his body, he was just bored.

Seo Jun-woo got out of his car in front of the Sejin Group headquarters building. Normally, he would have gone straight to the underground parking lot, but today he decided to enter through the front entrance. He wanted to hear his employees gossiping about him. It was fun to hear them whispering about how clueless the successor his father had chosen was.

“I’ll take your car, sir.” The valet parking attendant greeted me politely.

Junwoo ignored him and threw the car key. He then walked towards the entrance. He was wearing a black suit and sunglasses, drawing everyone’s attention. He enjoyed the attention.

“Director Seo!” The secretary came running out of the lobby. “The board meeting started 30 minutes ago. The chairman is still looking for him.”

“Really?” Junwoo looked at his watch. 4:30 PM. The meeting was supposed to start at 4 o’clock. He was late on purpose.

Junwoo, standing in front of the building, looked at his reflection in the glass window. The sex with Minji last night was too boring. Junwoo thought he should call another woman tonight.

At that moment, someone tapped his shoulder.

“Mr. Seo Jun-woo.”

It was a strange woman’s voice. Junwoo slowly turned around. A skinny woman was standing in front of him. She had a haggard expression and bloodshot eyes. It was clear that she had been crying.

“Who?”

“Don’t you remember me?” The woman’s voice trembled. “Lee Hye-jin. Model.”

Junwoo frowned. Model? He ignored the woman, checking the time on his wristwatch.

“I’m sorry, but I don’t know. There should be one or two women like you.”

“You don’t even remember my name? My face, or my little brother?”

The woman’s voice rose.

“Don’t you even remember what you said to me?”

Junwoo sighed. It was this situation again. The woman he had abandoned would come and cause trouble once or twice a month. That’s why Junwoo always had an appointment with the company’s security team.

“Security!” As Junwoo gestured, the security guards in the lobby approached. “Please let this woman out.”

“People like you should disappear from the world!”

The woman suddenly screamed and took something out of her bag. It was a kitchen knife. Before the security guards could come running, the woman ran towards Junwoo.

“What the—”

Before Junwoo could avoid it, a sharp pain pierced his chest. The knife pierced his body. His body froze in shock. He saw her distorted face before his eyes.

“Die!”

She pushed the knife deeper. Junwoo screamed in pain. The lobby was in chaos. People were screaming and alarms were heard.

Junwoo fell to the floor. Hot liquid soaked his shirt. It was blood. His own blood. He had never seen so much of his own blood before.

“What on earth did I… do…”

Junwoo spoke with difficulty. Only then did he remember who this woman was. The woman who had been in his bed a week ago. What had I said when I saw her lying in bed?

Oh, I called her “sister or sister or rag or whore”.

The guards subdued the woman. But it was too late. Junwoo was bleeding on the floor. He was starting to lose consciousness. Someone was calling for an ambulance.

“Damn… Is this… how I’m gonna die…”

His vision darkened. Meeting… His father would be waiting. If he died like this, the knights would be in an uproar, the company’s stock would fall… His father would be disappointed again.

He laughed. It seemed fitting that his life, which had been like a dog’s den up until now, would end like this.

A light appeared in my fading vision.

Junwoo regained consciousness in the darkness.

“Where is this…?”

When I opened my eyes, I saw an unfamiliar ceiling. A shabby one-room ceiling. The wallpaper was peeling off in places, and the faded fluorescent lights were flickering. I tried to get up, but my head was throbbing as if I had had too much to drink last night.

“Fuck, why am I in a place like this…?”

Junwoo looked around. There were bottles of alcohol scattered on the old desk, and snack bags scattered on the floor. He looked at the calendar on the wall and saw that it had the university logo on it.

“Kyungsung University…?”

I searched my memory. The last thing I remember is the moment I was stabbed in the lobby of Sejin Group. Oh, that woman was there. Her name… I couldn’t remember. Anyway, after that woman stabbed me, strange pieces of light started to gather…

“Is this a dream?”

Junwoo got up and walked towards the mirror. He was shocked by his reflection in the mirror.

“What is this?”

The person in the mirror was not 25-year-old Seo Jun-woo. A young man in his early 20s was looking at him. A face he didn’t remember. And yet, it felt familiar. Like another version of himself.

“Is this… a joke?”

The headache got worse. At the same time, new memories came flooding in. Geum Taeyang, a third-year student at Kyungsung University. A thug on campus. He doesn’t study, but he’s incredibly smart. He’s also great at fighting.

“Hey, what is this?”

Junwoo burst out laughing. The situation was so absurd that he couldn’t help but laugh. Was he dreaming after being stabbed and falling into a coma? Or had he really fallen into a strange world?

My phone rang. I picked it up from the desk. The caller was ‘Taekwon’.

“Hello?”

“Hey, Geum Taeyang. Aren’t you going to class today? You already missed the first period.”

Junwoo was confused. Words came out of his mouth automatically.

“You idiot, when did I start my first period?”

“Yeah, yeah. But are you going to hunt?”

Hunting? But something else came out of his mouth.

“I’m sick of rags now. I need to taste a virgin.”

The call was disconnected. Junwoo felt his body moving against his will. It was as if someone was controlling his body.

“What is this? My body…”

The movements of changing clothes and picking up a bag were so natural. It was as if he had been living in this room for a long time. Junwoo’s consciousness was confused, but Geum Taeyang’s body moved automatically.

On his way out of the room and onto campus, Junwoo looked around carefully. Everything was too vivid. It was too detailed to be a dream.

‘What the heck is going on?’

As he entered the schoolyard, he saw students avoiding him. Some lowered their heads with frightened eyes. Some even turned around to go the other way after seeing Geum Taeyang.

‘I guess I’m such a scary person.’

Junwoo laughed to himself. This kind of reaction was rather familiar. Even in Sejin Group, people were afraid of him. The difference was that here, it was not his wealth or status, but the person himself, ‘Geum Taeyang’, that was feared.

I met my friends in the middle of campus. There were three guys who looked like a gang standing there smoking cigarettes.

“Hey, you’re late.” said the tall man.

Junwoo’s mouth automatically let out a curse. “Shut up. You idiots”

“That girl over there is pretty nice, isn’t she?”

Taekwon asked, tapping Seo Junwoo on the shoulder. Junwoo’s gaze turned to the direction Taekwon pointed. A man and a woman standing in front of the lecture hall. The man looked ordinary, but he was noticeably handsome, and the woman was very pretty.

“Pretty good.”

“Want to have fun today?”

Junwoo approached the two people. Fear crossed their faces.

“Who?”

The man spoke, blocking the woman’s path.

“You idiot, you’re shaking like crazy.”

“What are you doing now?”

The woman hid behind the man.

Junwoo looked the woman up and down. Thin and long legs, plump lips, voluptuous breasts. If he saw a woman like this in real life, he would have been intoxicated right away.

“You look really tasty.”

Suddenly, he grabbed the woman’s wrist. The man tried to step forward, but Taekwon and the other gang stopped him. He instantly hit the back of the man’s head hard, knocking him unconscious.

“Please let me go…” The woman sobbed.

Junwoo dragged the woman to an abandoned warehouse behind the campus without hesitation. After dealing with the man, the gang signaled for him to follow them.

The warehouse was dark and damp. She was trembling with fear and kept begging for her life. Junwoo felt that this sight was even more exciting.

“Please…save me…”

Junwoo heard the woman’s tearful plea, but he ignored it. He had already lost the last shred of his humanity. The sense of liberation from being in another world, the freedom from responsibility, made him more ruthless.

Junwoo roughly took off her clothes. Her desperate resistance felt like just part of the game to Junwoo. There were no legal or moral restrictions here. He threw the naked woman to the floor.

“Just stay still. You’re going to enjoy it anyway.”

Junwoo’s experience was certain. He was skilled at handling women’s bodies. At first, the woman resisted fiercely, but she gradually changed under Junwoo’s technique. Her resisting hands became weaker, and each time his penis was inserted, her cries began to change into moans.

“No… Don’t… Eung…”

Junwoo noticed the exact moment when the woman’s reaction changed. At some point, her body began to accept him.

“On the subject of rags”

The woman was no longer crying. Instead, she was clinging to Junwoo with eyes that were struggling with pleasure. Junwoo pulled up his pants, leaving the woman lying on the dirty mat with her legs spread open and pleading.

At that moment, the warehouse door opened and Taekwon and his men came in.

“It’s over already?” Taekwon asked in surprise.

Junwoo answered nonchalantly. “I don’t need a bitch who’s been used once. You guys take it. ”

A smile of joy spread across Taekwon’s face. Junwoo left the warehouse, leaving behind him and the other gang members who were panting and approaching the woman lying there.

As I stepped outside, the fresh air brushed my face. The sky was still clear, and the campus was as lively as usual. It was as if what had just happened had been a fantasy.

Junwoo felt a strange sense of satisfaction. Here, he could do things he would never be able to do in reality. Without any restrictions or punishment. And he realized that this was quite fun.

Laughter slowly began to spread.

“Hahahahaha!”

He started laughing like crazy. He completely understood what kind of situation he was in. A trashy villain. A trashy role that suited his trashy life. At least here he didn’t have to act hypocritically like in real life.

“Yeah, perfect. Just enjoy it.”

Junwoo made up his mind. He would prioritize his own pleasure here as well as in reality. However, here, he no longer needed to wear a mask.

From the next day on, he actively accepted the role of Geum Taeyang. No, rather, he began to enjoy it.

On the campus of Kyungsung University, Geum Taeyang was a figure of fear. Jun-woo enjoyed his power. He harassed freshmen and sexually harassed female students. One day, he kidnapped a woman and raped her. Another day, he threatened a female teacher, had sex with her in the classroom, and distributed the video.

“Hey, do you want to do something fun today?”

One night, Junwoo and his gang sneaked into a house. There, they forcibly tied up a married woman who was doing housework and laid her down on the bed.

“Please…save me…”

Junwoo heard his wife’s tearful plea, but he ignored it.

“Hey, bring me some alcohol and medicine.”

At Junwoo’s direction, one of the gang took out drugs from his bag. They force-fed the drug to the married woman.

Junwoo and his gang attempted to gang rape a married woman who was panting from being high on drugs.

He ate a married woman all night, left her on the bed, threw her money and left.

“I ate well”

As usual, Junwoo was walking around campus as usual.

◦ ◦ This is my sister! ◦ ◦ ◦

Junwoo turned his head at the sound of crying coming from behind him. A man was running towards him with a tear-stained face. He was holding a knife in his hand. Junwoo laughed mockingly. He couldn’t even remember how many women he had touched. He couldn’t even tell whose sister it was.

“Do you think you can do anything?”

The words that came out of Junwoo’s mouth didn’t seem to be his own. He was already deeply immersed in the role of Geum Taeyang. However, Seo Junwoo’s consciousness, which still remained faintly, said that this moment was familiar. A faint memory of something like this having happened before.

The knife pierced his abdomen. A hot pain shot through his entire body.

“Ha… That’s funny…”

Junwoo laughed while spitting out blood. Even in the face of death, a sneer lingered on his lips. However, inside him, Seo Junwoo’s consciousness was crying out in pain.

‘It ends like this again. It always does this…’

[System shutdown detected]

[Death of an important person: Geum Taeyang]

[System reset in progress…]

[Reconstructing memory…]

[Enhancing character traits…]

[System reset complete]

And again, he was walking around the campus. The events of the night before were a blur. But the sense of death still lingered in his mind. The feeling that this wasn’t the first time. He couldn’t tell how many times he had repeated the same thing.

After dying several times, he thought he would do it differently this time. But his body moved without his will. As if it was programmed, he repeated the actions of Geum Taeyang again.

“Hey, did you make my girlfriend a prostitute? ”

This time he was surrounded by a gang of thugs. Junwoo was used to this situation. They would beat him, and he would die again.

“On the subject of rags, if you just stick a needle in it, it’ll start panting.”

Junwoo laughed at the words that came out of his own mouth. He wanted to stop. He wanted to say something else. But he couldn’t. He couldn’t deviate from the path that Geum Taeyang had already set.

The iron pipe struck his head. His consciousness faded, and the system message sounded again.

[System shutdown detected]

[Death of an important person: Geum Taeyang]

[System reset in progress…]

How much time had passed? Junwoo had no memory of how many deaths he had experienced. His consciousness was sinking deeper and deeper. Only frustration and despair remained.

One day, he stood in front of the bathroom mirror. He looked at the unfamiliar face reflected in the mirror. Blonde hair, tanned skin, and harsh eyes. He no longer thought of himself as Seo Jun-woo. The image in the mirror was none other than himself, Geum Taeyang.

“I am… the golden sun.”

It was the moment when Seo Jun-woo’s remaining consciousness completely subsided. He had now completely become the Golden Sun. The existence of Seo Jun-woo, his memories, and his emotions had all sunk and disappeared into an abyss that could not be recovered.

Geum Taeyang was living in a hell of endless death and reset. Every time he repeated the same actions, he suffered a different death every time. It felt like he was trapped in an eternal loop.

And so the cycle of death continued.

Until I met Dami.

The Man’S Secret – 2

Geum Taeyang had no thoughts. He was just a cogwheel moving along with the flow of the world. To him, women were nothing more than objects to be taken and discarded, or, to put it more bluntly, mere tools to rape and prostitute. Tae-kwon and his gang were like hyenas sharing his food, and he was the king of this small savanna called this campus.

It was the same pattern every day. He would attack women, sell them for money, and sometimes commit gang rapes with his gang, living his life, being betrayed to death or stabbed to death. The system gave him that role, and Seo Jun-woo’s consciousness gradually faded away.

Then one day, Dami caught Geum Taeyang’s eye.

The small woman he saw on campus. Unlike the other women, her gaze was not one that was afraid of him. Rather, it was a sharp gaze that seemed to be observing him. That gaze shook Junwoo’s sleeping consciousness.

‘What is this woman?’

He naturally fell for her. When they first met in the dorm room, he took her virginity roughly as usual. The heat spreading from her body and the pleasure he felt for the first time captivated him. That night, he couldn’t even remember how long it took him to rape her.

But Dami was different. She didn’t break down like the other women, just glaring at him and getting angry. Her eyes were filled with anger and rage, but strangely, there was no hatred in them. She just looked straight at him.

Those eyes lingered in Geum Taeyang’s mind. She was different from all other women. She had no fear, no submission, and only honest feelings. And yet, from that day on, he kept looking for her.

He came at her again. In the bathroom, in the library, in the dormitory. Every time, he took over her body roughly. But it was strange. Every time he saw anger instead of fear in her eyes, his heart pounded. It wasn’t an emotion given to an NPC in a game. It was Seo Jun-woo’s emotion that had been forgotten for a long time.

‘I can’t give this woman to anyone.’

This was the first time he had seen a woman like this. So he started to protect her. From the punks, from the threats of the gym teacher, from the schemes of the store manager. He saved her every time, and he raped her every time. But at some point, it wasn’t just rape. She looked at him with eyes that seemed to understand him, and sometimes even hugged him.

“You really are a retard.”

The laughter that burst out of Geum Taeyang’s mouth echoed in the empty one-room apartment. Everything he had done up until now suddenly felt strange. A different feeling from other women. The only reason he went to her house, her dorm, and her club was because he wanted to be by her side. The thought that only he could be by her side.

One day, on a trip to Gyeongju, she spoke for the first time.

“I love you.”

At that moment, Seo Jun-woo came back to life in Geum Taeyang’s consciousness. He couldn’t say for sure who he was or what he was, but at least it was clear that he wasn’t just a simple program. And he answered her too.

“I love you too.”

It was the first time he had broken the mold of the system. It was not a programmed line, but his true feelings.

And soon after, he was stabbed.

On Christmas Eve, he was leaving home with Dami. Dami confessed everything. Who she was, what this world was. He was surprised, but strangely enough, he could accept it. Maybe he already knew.

At that moment, a knife flew from behind. I felt empty. All the crimes I had committed, all the moments I had lived like an animal flashed before my eyes. Ah, this is how I will live like trash.

At the last moment, Junwoo realized. The meaninglessness of the life he had lived, and the first and last sincerity he had found through Dami. He looked at Dami, who was crying in front of him, and spoke with all his might.

“I love you.”

And the world stopped. Only Junwoo’s consciousness was looking at Dami. Dami was crying. And I heard her scream. She chose something. She disappeared into pieces. Her last words.

“I loved you… I really loved you…”

And Junwoo lost consciousness.

————–

“Haa… Haa…”

Junwoo opened his eyes, panting. His eyes landed on the ceiling. An unfamiliar white ceiling. He blinked and heard a constant beeping sound in his ears. It was his heartbeat. He exhaled lightly and moved his fingers. It was heavy. It felt like he was wearing iron gloves.

‘Where am I?’

I tried to get up from the bed in confusion, but my whole body felt heavy as iron. The place where the knife had been stuck in my back was throbbing. The pain was strangely familiar. It was a pain I sometimes felt in my dreams. I looked around and it was a hospital room. The view of a high-class VIP hospital room. I could see the city view through the window. It felt like I was in a high place. I could see the city at a glance.

There was a bouquet of flowers on the table. There was a card with unknown contents. Junwoo turned his head and looked at the ringer in his arm. The clear liquid slowly flowed into his blood vessels. There were traces of multiple injections on the swollen back of his hand.

‘You’ve been lying down for a long time.’

Just then, the door to the hospital room opened and a nurse came in. She was a young woman in a sky blue uniform. She was holding a chart in her hand.

“Oh my, patient Seo Jun-woo! Are you awake?”

Her eyes widened. She looked surprised. Junwoo tried to clear his throat, but his vocal cords, unused for a long time, had difficulty producing sound. The nurse immediately put down the chart and ran into the hallway, shouting.

“Seo Jun-woo regained consciousness! Please call the doctor quickly!”

Her voice made the hallway tremble. Footsteps were heard one after another. Soon the ward became noisy. Doctors and nurses rushed in, and tests continued. Someone shined a bright light into his eyes. It was to check the pupils’ reactions.

“Mr. Seo Jun-woo, can you hear my voice now?”

“How many people do you see?”

“How many fingers did I show you?”

“Do you have any pain?”

Questions poured in. Junwoo watched the whole situation with blank eyes. He answered the questions simply, but his mind was full of Dami. Black hair, sharp eyes, small body but strong voice. The only woman who wasn’t afraid of him.

‘Where is she? Why am I alive?’

The doctors’ explanations flowed into his ears. That he had been in a coma for a long time after being stabbed. That his life was in danger. That was the content. However, Junwoo did not hear. In his mind, only the last image of Dami was clear. The moment she disappeared. The words she cried out, ‘I love you.’

“Mr. Seo Jun-woo, do you know what year it is now?”

Junwoo shook his head blankly at the doctor’s question. The doctor told him the date. It had been almost three years since he had fallen into a coma. That reality felt like a dream.

A few days later, Junwoo was discharged. He returned to his parents’ house instead of his penthouse. It was his father’s order. The reason was that it was dangerous to be alone, even with a caregiver, but Junwoo knew that it was actually to keep an eye on him.

The moment he stepped on the marble floor, an unexpected sight unfolded. His father was standing in the hallway. His face looked tired, and instead of his usual dignified appearance, he looked old. As Junwoo approached, tears flowed from his father’s eyes.

“I’m so glad I’m alive.”

His father’s hands were shaking. Those hands that had always been firm and firm were now shaking unsteadily. Junwoo had never seen his father like this. He doubted his own eyes.

“Father…”

Junwoo’s voice trembled. Something inside him collapsed. The walls he had built up for so long, the coldness, the anger, seemed to disappear in an instant. Tears flowed from his eyes as well.

“I’m sorry.”

It was just two words, but they contained everything: regrets about his life so far, apologies for the many mistakes he had made, and a promise that things would be different in the future.

The father hugged his son. It was an awkward but sincere hug. The secretary came over and said.

“My mother just called. She said she was finishing up all her schedules quickly and will be back soon.”

Junwoo was surprised. His mother always prioritized work. Since he was young, he had no time to spend with her at home due to his work schedule, so this decision was unexpected.

“Your mother?”

“Yes, he said he couldn’t come right away because he had some urgent contracts, but he was very happy to hear that his son had regained consciousness.”

Junwoo felt warmth spreading from deep within his heart. He realized now how empty he had been. What he had gained through his experience with Dami was not simple love. It was the rediscovery of his true humanity.

“Junwoo, don’t worry about work.”

Junwoo raised his head at his father’s words. In the past, there would have been reprimands about the company’s stock price plummeting or its image being damaged, but now, his father’s eyes were filled only with concern for his son.

“You… You are important. Let’s think about the company later.”

Junwoo kept his mouth shut. He couldn’t speak. It was something he had dreamed of for a long time. The words that he was more important than the company or the honor of his family. He didn’t know how much he had longed to hear those words.

The atmosphere inside the house was still awkward, but something was changing. The cold marble floor was the same, but the hearts of the people standing on it were changing. Junwoo felt different emotions now. In his heart, along with the memories of Dami, new hope was growing.

I sat in the spacious living room and listened to the secretary’s report.

“They say he was in a vegetative state for nearly 3 years.”

The secretary continued the explanation. The fact that he was a third-generation chaebol who had been stabbed to death had been in the news headlines for a while. The incident was packaged as a ‘love story.’ The article was full of stories about a woman who had abandoned him and then had her take revenge. Even after he woke up, there were still a lot of comments on the Internet insulting him.

But Junwoo felt nothing. The only things that mattered to him were the words “I love you” and the name “Kim Da-mi” that were stuck in his head at the end.

“What happened to that woman?”

Junwoo suddenly asked. His voice was hoarse.

“Huh? Which woman are you talking about?”

“I need to find a girl.”

“Oh, she’s currently in prison. She was sentenced to 4 years, but due to leniency, the actual time served…”

“No, not that woman.”

Junwoo interrupted again.

“Kim Da-mi. Find that woman.”

The secretary looked at Junwoo with a confused expression.

“I’m sorry, but who is Kim Da-mi…”

“Find me. 35 years old, small business employee. Wears glasses, freckles, fat and ugly”

Junwoo’s voice was firm. The secretary hesitated for a moment and then nodded.

“Okay, I’ll ask around right away.”

Junwoo looked out the window. The scenery of Seoul was spread out. She must be somewhere. She is the one he must find.

‘But a woman who smiles, doesn’t get frustrated, gets angry at me, scolds me, but in the end hugs me and whispers that she loves me…’

—

Junwoo drove the car himself, carrying the information his secretary had provided. Normally, he would have hired a driver, but today, he wanted to go alone. He turned the steering wheel while checking the address written on the paper. It wasn’t far from the company.

‘You’re working here.’

An office complex filled with ordinary small and medium-sized businesses. When I was a student living in a small town, I used to look down on these ordinary neighborhoods. But now, I didn’t feel that way. Instead, my heart started pounding. I was looking forward to meeting her again.

I parked my car in the parking lot and got out. My mouth was dry at the thought of meeting her, and I needed a cool cup of Americano.

Junwoo moved his steps and headed to a cafe near the company. Thinking that he should drink something even though it might not suit his taste, Junwoo pushed open the push door.

It was then that I bumped into a woman coming out of a cafe.

“Eww!”

Hot liquid poured over his coat. A burning heat swept over his chest. The woman looked up at him with a puzzled expression.

Junwoo felt his breath stop for a moment. It was those eyes. Sharp eyes, black hair, a freckled face. Surprised eyes visible through glasses. It was the woman he had been searching for.

“Sorry!”

The woman apologized with a surprised expression. Her hands were busy trying to wipe the coffee spilled on her coat. But it only made it worse. A brown stain spread across her luxurious cashmere coat. She didn’t know what to do.

“It’s okay.”

Junwoo said with a smile. He didn’t know that we would meet by chance like this. He didn’t believe in fate, but it was clear that some force was at work.

“I’ll pay for your laundry… I’m really sorry.”

She kept apologizing. It was lovely to see her. She looked like Dami in the game, but different. She looked more withdrawn, more cautious. But her eyes were the same.

“That’s okay, really. Everyone makes mistakes.”

Despite his gentle answer, she continued to look anxious. She glanced at him, lowered her head, and hurriedly left. Looking at her back, Junwoo felt the urge to hold onto her for a moment. However, he decided that now was not the time.

‘Now that we know, let’s prepare properly and meet up.’

Junwoo made up his mind. He went into the cafe and sat down at the window seat. The Americano he ordered was bitter, but he didn’t care. He could see the building she worked in through the window. He spent the whole afternoon looking at it.

Junwoo looked out the window. Several days had passed since that day. He observed her every day. The way she bought coffee during her morning commute, the way she went to a restaurant with her colleagues during lunch, and the way she worked late into the evening. He quietly observed her daily life.

She was mostly alone. She occasionally hung out with her colleagues, but she didn’t seem to be close. She was often seen sighing. The confidence of Dami in the game was nowhere to be found. The real Dami was quiet and withdrawn.

Finally, Junwoo decided to act. On Friday evening, he waited for her to leave work later than the other employees. This time, he wanted to be exposed on purpose. He didn’t want her to live a life of being ignored like that, so he parked his luxury foreign car right in front of the company.

As he had expected, the company employees soon gathered at the window and started to chatter. They were talking about whose car it was and why it was there. The men who seemed to be from the sales department were particularly excited and pointed with their fingers. He confirmed that she was staring blankly at the car and then turned around.

Junwoo got out of the car and walked towards Dami. She was leaving work and heading towards the bus. She was about two steps away. Now it was time to act.

“I…”

Junwoo called her in a deliberately low and calm voice. Dami looked back. Their eyes met. She saw her eyes widen. She recognized him, the man who spilled coffee on her yesterday.

‘The appearance is different, but the actions are the same.’

Junwoo slowly approached her, observing her reaction. Dami stood frozen in place. He could read anxiety in her expression. She was probably worried about the compensation for the coat. He knew that this situation would work in his favor.

Junwoo stopped in front of her. Looking closely, Dami’s freckles were clear on her face. Her eyes behind her glasses were exactly the same as in the game. Dami opened her mouth but stopped. Junwoo was satisfied with her confused appearance.

“Is that Kim Da-mi?”

He asked. Dami’s expression grew even more surprised. Her eyes seemed to wonder how she knew his name.

“Yes… But how…”

Before she could finish speaking, Junwoo grabbed her hand. Dami’s small hand was warm in his hand. This feeling, this warmth. Junwoo had missed the touch of this hand countless times in his dreams.

“Let’s go.”

Leaving just one word behind, Junwoo led her to his car. Dami looked flustered, but strangely, she didn’t resist. It was as if her body had already recognized him. He felt that she was unconsciously following him.

“Excuse me, where are you going?”

Dami barely managed to speak, but Junwoo didn’t respond. He opened the car door and put her in the passenger seat. He smiled gently as he looked at her surprised expression.

“You’ll find out soon.”

Junwoo said, enjoying her confused look. As he closed the car door and returned to the driver’s seat, he felt his coworkers looking at him with surprised expressions. It didn’t matter to Junwoo. Only Dami was his whole world.

He got into the driver’s seat and started the engine. The luxurious engine sounded. He watched Dami adjust to the comfortable leather seats and the subtle scent of the car. Her nervousness was evident.

“Why…where am I going?”

Dami asked again, but Junwoo only smiled and didn’t answer. He grabbed the steering wheel and slowly started the car. Their real reunion would begin now.

Dami hesitated for a moment with an uneasy expression, but eventually decided to get in the car. Perhaps his appearance and dignity gave him some confidence. Or maybe she felt something too. A strange sense that they recognized each other.

She was silent all the way to the hotel. She occasionally glanced at him, but didn’t speak. Junwoo also didn’t say anything, just focused on driving. It wasn’t the time yet. Only when they arrived at the hotel did he open his mouth.

“Let’s talk here.”

Junwoo brought Dami to the hotel suite. He felt satisfied seeing the surprise spread across her face. Dami looked around the room with her mouth open, which was somehow cute. The king-size bed, the luxurious furniture, the night view beyond the window. It must have been an unfamiliar world to her.

“Where is this place?”

Dami’s voice trembled. Junwoo couldn’t hide his smile.

“Would you like to sit down for a moment?”

He pointed to the sofa. Dami looked around with anxious eyes. Perhaps she had followed him here because of the pressure from the lobby. Now that the door was closed and they were alone, I could feel her anxiety growing. Still, she sat down on the sofa obediently.

Junwoo slowly walked to the minibar and took out the champagne. He opened the bottle and poured two glasses. He handed one to Dami. She accepted the glass, but it didn’t seem like she wanted to drink it.

Junwoo opened his mouth.

“Ms. Kim Da-mi, would you like to take off your clothes?”

Dami’s expression changed in an instant. It was a mixture of surprise, bewilderment, and doubt.

“Yes…? What are you saying…”

Junwoo intentionally changed his tone of speech.

“Take off your clothes. I’ll give you money.”

He spoke informally, commandingly. Dami’s eyes widened. Her pupils were seen trembling. And Junwoo sensed something changing inside her. Anger, shame, and… faint confusion.

‘Yeah, that’s the look.’

Dami looks conscious of her appearance as she looks in the mirror. An expression of self-consciousness about her chubby cheeks, sagging stomach, and freckled skin. At that moment, Junwoo felt a pang in his heart. However, he had to proceed as planned.

“I… I think there’s some misunderstanding. Are you kidding me?”

Dami said, her voice growing stronger. I could feel her anger growing.

Junwoo burst into laughter.

“Are you kidding? No. I’m serious.”

He slowly got up from his seat and walked towards the bed. He could see Dami’s heartbeat speeding up. Her fear, anger, and confusion excited Junwoo even more.

I sat on the bed and looked at Dami.

“Take off your clothes.”

He ordered in a more firm voice. The glass in Dami’s hand was shaking.

“What…what did you say?”

“Take off your clothes. Take them all off.”

Junwoo took his wallet out of his pocket. Inside was a thick wad of cash that he had already prepared. He took out the money and counted it. He took out a wad of 50,000 won bills and threw it on the table in front of Dami.

“Is this enough?”

Anger welled up on Dami’s face. Junwoo was enjoying all the changes in her emotions. Anger, shame, humiliation… and something else. What he recognized was the expression on Dami’s face that he had been longing to see.

‘That expression you showed me when I was first a golden sun.’

“Excuse me, I think you’re misunderstanding…”

Dami tried to explain again, but Junwoo cut her off coldly and gave her an order.

“Stop it and take off your clothes quickly. We don’t have time.”

I crossed my arms and glared at her. I deliberately threw a sharp gaze at her. Just like Geum Taeyang had done. At that moment, I saw something flash across Dami’s face. Longing? Confusion? Maybe it was because she thought of Geum Taeyang for a moment.

“I told you. I’m not that kind of person.”

Dami stood up and spoke firmly. Junwoo caught her in an instant as she was walking towards the door. He grabbed her arm firmly and stopped her.

“Where are you going?”

“I’m going out. I don’t know what you’re misunderstanding, but I’m not a prostitute.”

Dami tried to pull her arm away, but Junwoo held on tighter.

“Don’t say that with your face hidden. You want a man, right?”

A smile crossed Junwoo’s lips. His expression was filled with desire. It wasn’t acting. From the moment he saw Dami, all his senses yearned for her.

“Let me go. Right now!”

Dami struggled, but Junwoo grabbed her arm and pulled her even harder. He didn’t miss the moment when she lost her balance and staggered, and pushed her towards the bed.

“Hey! What are you doing…”

Dami screamed, but Junwoo didn’t care. He knelt down in front of her, who was sitting on the edge of the bed. Seeing her face up close made him miss her even more. Dami’s face in the game overlapped with her face in reality.

Dami spoke threateningly.

“Why are you looking at me like that? I don’t know what you want, but I’m not a woman who sells my body for money. If you don’t let me go right now, I’ll scream.”

Junwoo got up again, took more money out of his wallet, and scattered it on the floor.

“Is this enough? Or do you need more? I can give you as much as you want.”

Anger spread across Dami’s face. Junwoo was momentarily confused as he watched her get up and collect the money scattered on the floor. But he soon realized her intentions. Dami threw the money she had collected in his face.

“I don’t need this kind of crap money! Why did I deserve to be treated like this by you?”

Junwoo couldn’t help but laugh amidst the fluttering bills. This was the Dami he knew. Strong, confident, and fearless. Dami ran toward the door. But Junwoo couldn’t let her go. He grabbed her arm before they reached the door.

“Let go! Let go now!”

Dami screamed and struggled, but Junwoo didn’t move at all. Instead, he turned her around and pushed her against the wall. The distance between them narrowed. Junwoo’s breath touched Dami’s face.

“There’s no need to be so angry. It’s just a game.”

Junwoo’s voice suddenly changed. It was a low, rough tone. It was a voice that was familiar to Dami’s ears. Dami’s heart felt like it stopped. She couldn’t breathe because of the emotions that were surging up.

“What…what did you say?”

Dami screamed, but Junwoo’s strength was too strong. Instead, he roughly turned Dami around and pushed her body. Dami lost her balance and fell onto the bed. She felt dizzy. Before she could come to her senses, Junwoo was on top of her.

“Don’t do this! Please!”

Dami shouted with a voice trembling with fear. But Junwoo’s eyes changed. They were cold and firm. There was a familiarity in his eyes that seemed to have been seen somewhere.

“Do you hate it that much?”

Junwoo whispered in a low voice and began to unbutton Dami’s blouse one by one. Dami tried to push his hands away with all her might, but it was no use. Junwoo ripped off the buttons, opened up her blouse, and pulled down her bra, exposing Dami’s breasts.

“Ah… Don’t do that…”

Dami tried to cover her body with both arms for a moment. She thought of the image she saw every day in the mirror. The folds of fat on her waist, her saggy belly, her sagging breasts. Her face burned with embarrassment.

“What are you doing? Are you happy to see me? With a body like this?”

Dami asked, sobbing. But instead of answering, Junwoo grabbed her arms and spread them apart. He licked his lips as he looked at Dami’s breasts that were forcibly exposed. His eyes were strange. Not mocking or mocking… but pure desire.

“Beautiful.”

Junwoo whispered and lowered his face to Dami’s chest. The moment his lips touched her chest, Dami’s whole body trembled as if electricity had passed through it.

“No, please…”

Dami begged, but Junwoo’s tongue was already licking her breast. Dami moaned involuntarily at the warm, wet sensation. Junwoo’s hand grabbed her other breast and kneaded it. Surprisingly, he was handling Dami’s body as if it were his own. It seemed like he knew exactly where and how to touch and how hard to squeeze.

“Ah… huh…”

Dami couldn’t stop herself from the sound that was leaking out of her mouth. As Junwoo’s tongue wrapped around her nipple and swirled it, Dami’s waist moved on its own. It was strange. Dami was confused as to why she was reacting like this. Why was her body reacting like this to the touch of this strange man?

“Ha, don’t… Yeah…”

Junwoo’s hand slipped under Dami’s skirt. Dami flinched in fear, but when Junwoo’s fingers ran over her underwear, she felt it was damp. Embarrassment and confusion washed over Dami. Why was her body reacting like this when she said no?

“It’s already this wet…”

Junwoo whispered softly. Dami shut her eyes tightly in shame. She was so embarrassed by her body’s reaction. She couldn’t understand how she was reacting to a strange man like this.

Junwoo’s fingers pushed Dami’s underwear aside and touched her vagina directly. He knew exactly where and how to rub it, how hard to press it. As if he had been touching her body for years.

“Ah… No… Ugh…”

A moan escaped Dami. As Junwoo’s finger pushed inside, her body responded as if to welcome it. Regardless of Dami’s will, her body began to move in response to Junwoo’s finger.

“You’re already so wet? Isn’t this what you were hoping for?”

Junwoo said and completely took off Dami’s skirt and panties. Her vagina, which was clearly visible, was already wet and glistening with love juice.

“Please… stop…”

Dami spoke sobbingly, but Junwoo grabbed her legs and spread them apart, then knelt down. His face dug between Dami’s legs. Soon, his hot tongue reached her most secret place.

“Ugh!”

Dami’s waist rose on its own. Junwoo’s tongue poked inside her, causing all sorts of pleasure. He stimulated her so precisely that it was as if he already knew every part of Dami’s body.

“Stop… Stop it… Ugh…”

Contrary to Dami’s words, her legs tightened around Junwoo’s head. Dami despaired at the betrayal of her own body. She couldn’t understand why she was reacting this way to this stranger.

When Junwoo raised his head from between Dami’s legs, his lips were shiny. They were moist with the love juice flowing out of Dami’s vagina.

“It’s delicious.”

Dami’s face turned red at Junwoo’s words. Her mind went blank as shame and pleasure mixed together.

Junwoo climbed on top of Dami and took off his pants. When his dick was revealed, Dami’s breath caught in her throat. It was so big. When his dick was placed between Dami’s legs, she was scared.

“No… I won’t go in…”

Dami spoke with a voice trembling with fear. But Junwoo whispered in her ear.

“You’ll get used to it now.”

The tip of Junwoo’s hard cock touched the entrance of Dami’s vagina. Dami shrank without realizing it. However, her pussy was already ready to receive him. It was wet and waiting for Junwoo’s cock.

Junwoo slowly began to thrust his penis in. The sharp pain felt like it was tearing Dami’s vagina apart. It hurt so much.

“Aaak!”

Dami screamed. Tears flowed down her face. The feeling of Junwoo’s dick slowly entering her was painful. Dami’s virgin body had a hard time accepting Junwoo’s thick dick.

“It’s tight. I’ll make sure you remember only mine.”

Junwoo whispered in Dami’s ear. His voice had changed strangely. He slowly moved his waist and pushed deeper. Dami’s body slowly accepted him in the midst of the tearing pain.

When Junwoo finally entered completely, he stopped moving for a moment and looked at Dami’s face. A smile appeared on Junwoo’s lips as he watched Dami’s face looking up at him with her vision blurred by tears.

“I took both of the girls, Dami.”

Junwoo’s voice changed completely. It was low and rough. It was Geum Taeyang’s voice. Dami’s breath stopped in shock.

“Gold… Gold sun?”

If This Is A Dream, I Never Want To Wake Up

With the penis firmly planted in my vagina, I couldn’t breathe. Tears poured down my face. Rape… I thought I was raped… What is this?

The man looked down at me and smiled. His relaxed demeanor was out of place in this situation.

“Long time no see.”

Long time no see? What are you talking about? This is my first time seeing this guy. As I stared blankly, he opened his mouth again.

“Just like you got sucked into the game, I got sucked into the game too.”

With those words, the man’s penis pushed a little further into my vagina. The tearing pain surged through me again, but then realization struck me.

This is… the golden sun’s sleep.

That all too familiar size, that feeling, that firmness and size that filled me up to the point of making my lower abdomen swell. My body remembered. No, to be precise, my body’s memory was telling me.

It was my first time in reality and it was so painful and bitter, but my body couldn’t forget this feeling.

The man who took her first. And the man who took her first again.

The golden sun in the game and this strange man in reality were the same person.

Even though our appearances were different, how could I forget him? Geum Taeyang. The man I loved, the man I gave up everything to save.

“The sun…the sun…”

He covered his face with both hands, sobbing. His chin, lips, nose, and eyebrows. He looked unfamiliar, but the golden sun was alive inside him.

“Call me Junwoo. Here, I’m Seo Junwoo.”

Seo Jun-woo. It was an awkward name, but I guess I should call him that if he wants to.

“Jun… Junwoo…”

It was strange. It was unfamiliar. But he was right. The golden sun I loved was now inside me.

Junwoo slowly wiped away my tears. The warmth from his fingertips warmed my cheeks. His touch wasn’t rough. It was gentle. It was like handling a fragile glass doll.

Then Junwoo leaned over to me. His lips covered mine.

First kiss…

No, it was our first kiss in reality, but Taeyang and I had kissed countless times in the game. But the sweetness of the kiss when we returned to reality made my heart beat faster.

Our soft lips touched. At first, it was just a light brush, but it gradually deepened. We bit and sucked each other’s lips little by little. When I bit his lower lip, he sucked my upper lip. Soon, Junwoo’s tongue pushed into my mouth. My tongue and his tongue were entangled. It was hot and wet.

I instinctively bit and sucked his tongue hard. I wrapped my tongue around Junwoo’s tongue that entered my mouth with the tip of my tongue and lightly bit it. Then he moaned. It was a familiar sound. The sound that Geum Taeyang made when he was absorbed in a kiss.

‘Ah, it’s the sun.’

I was sure. This feeling, this taste, this rhythm. The way our lips met, the way our tongues moved, even the habit of biting my lower lip in the middle of the kiss. My body remembered the feeling of the kisses we had shared countless times. It was definitely Geum Taeyang. Even though he looked different, this was definitely the man I loved.

I put my arms around Junwoo’s neck. I wanted to feel him closer, deeper. I explored his tongue like crazy. I couldn’t tell if this was reality or a dream. All that mattered was the fact that the man I loved was now in front of me, inside me.

Our faces, which had been kissing for a long time, parted. We were both out of breath. Junwoo looked lovingly at my face, which was covered in saliva. His eyes were just like the golden sun. Those intense eyes, a little sharp but shining warmly, mixed with desire and affection. I melted again at those eyes.

Then I suddenly came to my senses. I realized what I looked like now. My belly fat, my saggy breasts, my face full of freckles… It was completely different from Dami’s appearance in the game.

“No!”

I quickly covered my face with both hands. I was overcome with shame and embarrassment.

“I… I…”

I was so compared to this handsome man with a perfect body and face. I wanted to have him, I wanted to hug him, but… I was different from the Dami in the game. I was just a 35-year-old Kim Dami who had gotten older and fatter.

Junwoo gently took my hand and looked straight at me. His eyes were like the golden sun. Sharp yet warm, eyes filled with desire and affection.

“I missed you.”

With those words, Junwoo’s dick slowly pushed deeper. The pain I was experiencing for the first time gradually dulled, and I took a deep breath as the strange sensation filled the space. And finally, his dick reached my uterus. The countless sex I had with Geum Taeyang flashed through my mind. This was reality. It wasn’t a dream.

My whole body shrank involuntarily at the feeling of the glans pressing against my cervix. My waist arched back and my fluid poured out. Shame washed over me and I covered my face again.

“Why are you hiding?”

Junwoo slowly caressed my chest and stomach. His hands cupped my small A-cup breasts and gently stroked my plump belly. Every time his hands went down, his cock moved subtly inside me.

“Don’t…please.”

I said stammeringly. I didn’t want him to see me like this.

“I’m ugly. You and I… are different people.”

She spoke with freckles on her face and tearful, bespectacled eyes. It was not the 20-year-old Dami in the game, but the body of an ugly, middle-aged woman of 35. It didn’t seem like me.

“Thank you for coming to see me, but… I don’t suit you.”

My hand was pushing Junwoo’s chest as if trying to push it away. But his inside of me showed no signs of retreating. Instead, it was settling in even deeper.

“But I want to see it like this.”

My face turned hot at Junwoo’s words. My body was honest. Contrary to my reason, my body strongly wanted him.

“No…this is…”

As if to cut off my words as I tried to protest, his glans lightly touched my cervix. He rubbed it gently as if kissing me, and my head tilted back on its own with a ‘squeak…squeak’ sound.

“Ugh…”

A moan escaped my lips. Junwoo grabbed my hands that were trying to push me away and whispered to me.

“You are mine. I can’t give it to anyone else.”

It was the words of Geum Taeyang in the game. The words he always said to me. Although he was an unfamiliar face, Geum Taeyang was definitely alive inside him. Same words, different face. But the same person.

Tears rolled down my cheeks. I couldn’t believe the whole situation. He was here, the man I was looking for. We met again.

“I’m yours forever. I love you.”

Junwoo’s eyes changed at my confession. At that moment, he started to move his waist roughly. My whole body shook as he quickly pulled out his dick and pushed it back in. I unconsciously squeezed his dick as it was about to slip out. My body welcomed the dick that was coming back in fiercely and poured out my love juice.

“Ah… Aah… Haa…”

My breathing became ragged as if it was going to stop. My toes curled up on their own as I felt something burst inside me. My waist rose like a bow from the bed as I reached orgasm. My head felt dizzy. It was the moment when my eyes turned white.

But Junwoo’s movements did not stop. Before the afterglow of climax had even faded, his hard cock continued to thrust inside me. Every time his glans poked my sensitive cervix, it felt like an electric current was flowing through my entire body. My insides, covered in sticky fluids, tightened rhythmically as if trying to accept his cock more deeply.

“I love you, Damiya.”

Junwoo whispered hotly in my ear. His breath tickled my earlobe. I shivered and moaned. His words shook something inside me even more.

“Sigh… No… No more…”

Contrary to my words, my body was honest. My waist moved on its own as if trying to accept his dick deeper. Junwoo must have noticed my reaction as he thrust his dick in even more violently. The sound of flesh hitting flesh filled the room.

I wrapped my legs around his body. I wanted him deeper, stronger. Before my brain could think rationally, instinct took over my body.

“shi… no… ah… don’t stop…”

Contradictory words flowed from my mouth. The thought that I couldn’t bear it anymore and the desire to continue were mixed together. In the confusion of my senses, I could only give my body to him.

“Ugh…”

Junwoo’s rough moans rang in my ears. I felt his cock getting harder. His thing inside me grew bigger and hotter. I could feel the shape of his glans more clearly. I felt my uterus being squeezed and pushed. The movement of his cock made it feel like firecrackers were going off in my head.

“Ugh… Ugh… Ah, there… there!”

My moans were getting louder. Junwoo was stimulating the most sensitive part inside me with precision. He moved with precision as if he had memorized every nook and cranny of my body. Every time he found my weak point and pushed it, I felt like I was going to lose my breath.

“Ugh… Again… Wow… Wow…”

My mind was spinning and the second climax was approaching. All the strength left my lower body, and all the sensations in my body seemed to be focused on my vagina. A moment passed as if time had stopped, and soon a large hot wave rose inside me.

“Haa… Haaak!”

My back arched like a bow and I let out a long cry. A stronger, deeper orgasm shook my whole body. My vagina clenched Junwoo’s cock like crazy. At that moment, Junwoo’s movements became rougher. His fingers dug into my waist and held on tightly.

“Damiya… Ugh…”

Junwoo’s moans deepened. His face contorted and I could see the veins on his neck. He pushed his dick deep inside me one last time, firmly fixing it inside me.

“Ah… Aaaah!”

Buzz… Buzz.

Hot semen poured out over my inner walls, past my cervix, as if a dam had burst.

Thump thump… Thump thump.

The shock wave of the first shot vibrated inside me. I hugged him tightly, scratching his back hard at the hot feeling. He flinched and groaned, but I didn’t care. I felt like I was going to lose my breath.

“Haa… Haa… Ugh…”

His semen poured out again and again, filling the inside of my womb. It was so much that it overflowed. His and mine mixed fluids flowed down my thighs and soaked the bed. A lewd smell wafted from all around.

“Ah… It’s big… It’s too big… Ugh…”

His dick was still thick and swollen, filling me up. I was sensitive to even the slightest movement. I could feel his thing twitching slightly inside me. It seemed like he hadn’t completely ejaculated yet, and a few more shots warmly soaked my insides.

“I love it… ugh…”

I buried my face in his neck and screamed softly. My body was still shaking slightly as the afterglow of my orgasm had not yet subsided. Junwoo stroked my head and sweat dripped down my forehead. His eyes were as golden as the sun. A deep and intense desire that seemed to swallow me up.

“There’s too many… It’s hot…”

Junwoo smiled at my words. His smile was different from Geum Taeyang’s, but the emotions contained within were the same. He whispered in my ear.

“This is just the beginning, Dami.”

With those words, I reached a small climax once again. As my vagina squeezed his cock once more, Junwoo’s face distorted. And at that moment, a bright light rose from my body. It felt as if the sun was rising inside my body. My eyes turned white and I became dizzy. The last thing I saw was Junwoo’s surprised expression and a strange light enveloping my body.

I thought as my consciousness faded.

‘If this is a dream, I never want to wake up.’

Give Me A Baby!

I felt dizzy from the heat spreading from inside my uterus to my entire body. The moment Junwoo’s semen filled my uterus, the hot heat that started in my lower abdomen spread to every corner of my body. It felt as if every cell in my body was waking up.

“Haaah… What is it…”

I arched my back at the strange sensation that surged through my body. Junwoo was still on top of me, breathing heavily. His cock was still firmly embedded in me.

Beyond my dim vision, I saw something flickering. Looking at it with my dazed mind, still in the afterglow of the orgasm, I saw that it was letters floating in the air.

[Happy Ending]

The exact same phrase I had seen in the game, but a different message than before. I blinked in confusion.

What is this…? A happy ending?

The letters began to scatter as if they were breaking apart. They were not mechanical fonts, but spread out like paint, turning into particles of light that scattered. The pieces of light surrounded and circled my body. I felt a tingling sensation every time they touched my skin.

“Ah… What… What…”

Junwoo looked down at me with a surprised expression, unable to continue speaking properly. I could see his lips moving, but I couldn’t hear what he was saying. Every sound seemed to come from far away. It felt like I was underwater.

The shards of light grew more intense until they completely filled my vision. I closed my eyes, feeling dazzled, and when I opened them again, the letters had completely disappeared.

“Haa… Haa…”

I gasped for breath and slowly came to my senses. Junwoo was still on top of me, his dick deeply embedded in me. But something was different. My body was different.

“Are you okay? Suddenly the light…”

I couldn’t answer Junwoo’s words. My head was completely confused. Every corner of my body felt strange. I felt dizzy, so I closed my eyes tightly and opened them again. My vision was blurry. I tried to adjust my glasses out of habit, but my hand touched the frame resting on my eyes.

“Glasses… I had glasses…”

When I muttered, Junwoo made a puzzled expression. I carefully took off my glasses. At that moment, I felt as if my breath had stopped in surprise. Even with my glasses off, Junwoo’s face was still clear. The world that had always been blurry when I didn’t wear my glasses was now clearly visible to me.

“Why can’t I see well?”

Junwoo looked even more confused at the words he blurted out without realizing it. What was stranger than my eyesight was my voice. Clearer and higher…

I touched my face with trembling hands. The freckles that I always felt on my cheeks were gone. My skin felt smooth and elastic.

“This…how…”

My hands slowly moved from my neck to my chest. Originally, my chest was sagging and small. However, the feeling I was feeling now was different. My chest, which was small enough to cover my palm, was now plump enough that I couldn’t completely wrap it with my hand. I gasped in surprise at the firm and soft feeling.

“My body… has changed.”

I looked up at him, muttering. There was something else in his eyes, along with surprise. Was it joy? Or embarrassment?

“Me…?”

Unable to continue speaking, my hands continued to feel my body. My hands went down below my chest and touched my stomach. The belly fat that had always been protruding was gone. My stomach was flat and rather thin. When I pressed it with my fingers, I could feel the elastic muscles.

“Mirror… Give me a mirror.”

As I spoke urgently, Junwoo took a small hand mirror from the bedside table. I took the mirror with trembling hands and looked at my face, and what I saw was not the real Kim Da-mi’s face, but the face of Da-mi from the game.

“How… How is this possible…”

My hand went down again. My thighs had also become smooth and elastic. But there was one thing that had not changed. It was Junwoo’s penis still embedded in my vagina between my legs.

“Damiya…”

Junwoo’s voice trembled. Only then did I look at him properly. His eyes were filled with surprise and deep affection.

“What happened…?”

I touched my face again with my hand. It was definitely not a dream. My body had transformed into Dami’s form in the game. It was as if the game system was giving me a reward.

In return for reaching a happy ending.

Junwoo remained silent while I examined his body. His penis was still inside me, but he did not move. It was as if he was waiting for me to accept the situation.

I put down the mirror and looked at his face. Now I could see it properly. Junwoo’s face was different from Geum Taeyang’s, but the soul inside was definitely the same. His eyes, his expression, and his very presence made me feel like Geum Taeyang.

“I don’t understand…” I muttered. “But one thing is certain…”

My hand touched Junwoo’s cheek. His skin was warm. He was alive. It wasn’t a dream.

“That you are by my side.”

Junwoo took my hand and brought it to his lips. His kiss touched my fingers.

“That’s enough.” He whispered.

I nodded. I still couldn’t believe that this situation had crossed an invisible limit, but one thing was certain.

We are here, together.

His penis inside me moved slightly. It was a sign of a reawakening desire. My body also responded to him. My new body felt his presence more sensitively than before.

“Ugh…”

A small moan escaped my lips. Junwoo’s eyes darkened with desire again. His gaze scanned my body.

“No matter what you look like…” He said. “I love you.”

His waist began to move again. His cock, embedded in me, slowly withdrew, then entered deeply. This sensation did not change. Even though my body changed, our union did not change.

“Aww…”

My new body reacted more sensitively. As if in a game, all my senses were amplified. The sensation of his dick poking inside me was more intense than before.

I didn’t know what had happened, how this was possible. But I decided to accept this moment. Whether my body had changed, or the world had changed, what mattered was that we were together. That was enough.

Junwoo’s movements became faster and faster, and I moved to his rhythm with my new body. The unfamiliar yet familiar sensations arising in every corner of my body. I accepted all of this.

At the border where games and reality intersect, we were creating a new world.

Junwoo’s hand grabbed my ankle. His firm, hot hand touched my skin and it felt like electricity was flowing. He slowly, but without hesitation, lifted my right leg. As my leg went up over his shoulder, the sensation of his cock digging into me from a new angle surged in intensely.

“Ugh…”

I groaned without realizing it. Junwoo then lifted my left leg and placed it on his shoulder. Now both of my legs were resting on his broad shoulders, and my butt was slightly lifted off the bed. In this position, Junwoo’s cock was pushed 2~3 centimeters deeper into me than before.

Junwoo brought his lips to the inside of my thigh. His moist, hot lips moved slowly along my sensitive flesh. He continued with several short kisses, gradually moving his kisses towards my knees. When his tongue slightly poked out and licked my skin, I shivered.

“Ah…”

His lips moved past my knees to my shins. My shins were a part I usually didn’t pay much attention to, but they surprisingly responded sensitively when his kisses touched them. Every time his tongue licked my shins in a circle, my pussy would twitch and I would accept his dick deeper.

In this position, my upper body was almost upside down on the bed. When I twisted my head down, I could clearly see our joint. His thick, long cock was deeply embedded in my vagina. The flesh at the entrance of my vagina was tightly wrapped around his, and sticky fluid flowed out, making our joint glisten.

Junwoo straightened his body while firmly holding my legs to his shoulders with both hands. The muscles in his chest and stomach were taut. He looked down at my face while holding my legs. The dark desire in his eyes seemed to consume me.

“I’m going to get you pregnant.”

His voice was a semitone lower than usual. As if commanding, as if declaring. My uterus flinched at those words.

“So give birth to my child.”

It was a sloppy speech. There was no sweet talk or soft expression. But rather, the vulgar tone of speech stimulated the bitch inside me. It was like Geum Taeyang. He never beat around the bush.

My hand reached up and touched his face. Sweaty forehead, clenched jaw, sharp cheekbones, and slightly parted lips. I felt his face with my fingertips and made up my mind.

“Make me pregnant.”

My answer was without hesitation.

“Please.”

With those words, my lower abdomen felt like it was being stabbed. My uterus seemed to open to receive his cock more deeply. My body was already ready to receive his semen. I felt my cervix opening with a tingling sensation.

Junwoo slowly started to pull his penis out. Then, a sticky sound came from my vagina.

Slurp…

My vaginal area slightly slipped out as he followed his penis as it slipped out. When half of it was out, Junwoo suddenly exerted force and pushed it back in deeply.

Sigh.

This time, he went in harder and deeper. I gasped at the feeling of his glans piercing my cervix. Every time he pulled out and thrust, there was a spurting sound between us. It was a lewd and embarrassing sound, but it turned me on even more.

“Ugh… Ugh… Ah…”

My moans became louder and louder. Junwoo’s movements also became faster and faster. Every time his dick poked inside me, an electric pleasure swept through my entire body.

“I’m pregnant.”

Junwoo ordered me as he pushed his member into me harder. His tone was firm and left no room for refusal. As if his one word would decide the pregnancy.

Panting, I accepted his thrusts. His movements became stronger and stronger until the bed creaked. My whole body shook with each thrust. My waist also began to move on its own to his rhythm.

Suddenly Junwoo lowered his upper body. My legs folded more, almost touching my chest. He kissed my lips. It was a deep and hot kiss. His tongue pushed into my mouth and wrapped around mine. Even as our saliva mixed and our tongues tangled, his cock rhythmically thrust inside me.

Even while kissing, Junwoo’s waist movement did not stop. Rather, his dick went deeper to match the depth of the kiss. Just as his tongue explored my mouth, his dick explored my uterus.

As Junwoo continued kissing, he pressed harder into my vagina. One last time, he pressed as deeply as possible, right into my cervix. At that moment, I felt him ejaculate.

Buzz… Buzz… Buzzrrr.

The pulsation started from the glans. His cock pulsated inside me like a heartbeat. And right after that, hot liquid poured into me. First one stream, then another. His cum, spurting endlessly, poured toward my cervix.

There was so much cum that I couldn’t hold it all inside me. Some of it overflowed and ran down our joints. The white liquid flowed down my stomach and soaked the sheets.

“Ugh… Ugh.”

As we kissed, I reached my climax. The moment his cum poured into me, my body exploded. The muscles in my entire body tightened and relaxed repeatedly, and waves of orgasm surged. In particular, my pussy squeezed his cock.

Sizzle… sizzle…

My vagina also spurted out fluid like a fountain. His semen and my fluid mixed together and soaked the bed. The intensity of my orgasm was so strong that I almost lost consciousness.

Even as we continued kissing, Junwoo’s cock continued to spurt semen. Once, twice, three times… he poured semen into my cervix several times. Each time, my insides grew hotter, and I felt my lower abdomen being filled with his semen.

This much semen, the intense reaction in my body, the feeling of my uterus opening up…

As my mind went blank, one thought came to mind clearly.

‘If this continues, I’ll get pregnant…’

What You Have To Do, You Have To Do

“Ugh…”

I didn’t know that lifting heavy eyelids would be this hard. I couldn’t open my eyes as if I had a lump of lead on me. It felt like every muscle in my body was screaming. Even the slightest movement would cause my muscles to pull and ache. It had been a long time since I felt this way.

The moment I woke up, my senses came back one by one. There was no creaking sound of the bed I usually slept on, no feeling of the old mattress pressing down on my body. Instead, the soft blanket tickled my bare skin. The feeling of the sheets touching my fingertips was soft and fluffy. It was a luxury I had never had.

‘what?’

At that moment, my eyes shot open. I tried to get up, but it didn’t work. My waist wouldn’t listen. No, to be exact, my legs refused to obey my orders. When I tried to move my legs, a sharp pain suddenly shot up from the inside of my thighs. It was as if someone was stabbing my flesh with a sharp needle, and I couldn’t help but bury myself in the bed again.

“Oh, shit…”

A small curse escaped me. My eyes turned to the ceiling. It was an unfamiliar ceiling. An elegant chandelier hung above me. In my house, there was only one old fluorescent light on the ceiling.

Ah. Only then did the memories come back. The night before, I met Geum Taeyang, no, Junwoo, and we had crazy sex at the hotel. I couldn’t even remember how many times we did it.

All I could tell was that Junwoo’s penis had been going in and out of me all night, and that as a result, I had no strength left in my legs.

The inside of my thighs felt like they were on fire. On top of that, my vagina was still hot and throbbing. My body adapted quickly in the game, but my real body didn’t seem to have adapted to this kind of intense sex yet. Above all, it was my first time with this body… I was in my 20s, but I was a virgin, so it seemed even worse.

‘Ah, my body…’

The last thing I remember was the moment when Junwoo’s hot semen poured into me. At that moment, light suddenly enveloped my body and something changed. I looked at my hand while lying on the bed. Thin and elastic fingers, smooth skin. It was exactly like how I looked in the game. The appearance of the 35-year-old Dami in reality disappeared without a trace.

Strangely enough, my vision had changed. I could see clearly, even without my glasses. I used to be unable to see clearly without my glasses, but now I could see even the chandelier decorations on the ceiling clearly. Before I knew it, my body had completely changed into Dami in the game.

I couldn’t help but laugh. The words ‘Happy Ending’ were no longer visible. The words disappeared as if the game’s ending credits were rolling. And this is what was left of me. I was just grateful for the system that gave me a body in the game and in reality.

Heh, heh heh…

I was laughing alone when I heard a voice next to me.

“Are you awake?”

When I turned my head, Junwoo was sitting next to the bed. He must have just washed up, because he had only a white towel around his waist. Water droplets fell from his still-damp hair and ran down his shoulders. Broad shoulders, firm chest, and muscular arms. His body was dazzling. His skin was slightly tanned, and there was a small scar on his chest. Despite his changed appearance, his eyes were still the same as the golden sun. Sharp and lustful.

“Yeah.”

I tried to get up while answering, but my legs still wouldn’t listen. The moment I raised my waist, I felt something slipping on my butt. It felt uncomfortable. I thought it was probably semen leaking out. In the end, I stumbled while trying to get up and ended up in Junwoo’s arms again.

My face bumped into his solid chest. His fragrant body odor tickled my nose. The clean scent after a shower, along with his own unique smell. It was a scent I missed. Come to think of it, even in the game, there was a special scent that only Geum Taeyang had, and that scent came from Junwoo too. I took a deep breath and leaned against his body temperature.

I didn’t do it on purpose, but my hand unconsciously went to the towel wrapped around his waist. My pussy, glistening with love juice and semen, kept throbbing. I felt my desire rising again. I wanted to untie the towel and touch his. But Junwoo gently grabbed my wrist.

When I looked at him in surprise, Junwoo smiled and said.

“Go wash up and come back.”

At those words, I looked down at my body. Semen and love juice were all over my body. When I took off the blanket, the situation was even worse. The inside of my thighs were covered in white, and there were white stains here and there on my stomach. The area between my legs was sticky and uncomfortable. My thighs were stuck together as if they had been glued together.

There were dried semen stains on my chest, neck, and even my back. I wonder what I did last night… My memory was hazy, but I think I knew that Junwoo had ejaculated all over me.

“Oh my gosh, seriously…”

My face turned red as I threw a pillow at Junwoo’s face, who was speaking calmly. He was looking at me in this embarrassing state without any awkwardness. In fact, he had a satisfied expression on his face.

“I don’t know, really!”

I screamed and tried to get up again. I tried to strengthen my legs, but they were still heavy. I felt more helpless than in pain. Like the remains of a storm, my body was covered with traces of Junwoo. When I finally got off the bed, my legs were shaking. I almost fell again, but I managed to keep my balance.

“Can I help you?”

I shook my head at Junwoo’s voice. My pride wouldn’t allow it. No, to be exact, if he came any closer, I felt like I would collapse again. My body, still full of desire, was ready to react just to his body heat.

I headed to the bathroom, staggering on wobbly legs. My gait was unsteady, like that of a newborn calf. I could still feel something bubbling inside my body. I opened the bathroom door with my ears reddened at the sound of Junwoo’s laughter coming from behind me.

Just before closing the door, Junwoo’s voice was heard.

“Yesterday was good.”

I slammed the door. I stood in front of the mirror. My face was as red as a tomato. But it was definitely Dami’s face in the game. Moist lips, dark eyes, and bright skin.

‘Is this really reality?’

I thought to myself as I touched my reflection in the mirror. Could this all be a dream? But the pain and suffering I felt from below was so vivid. If it were a dream, such vivid sensations would be impossible.

I looked at my still trembling legs as I soaked them in the bathtub. It was hard to even stand on these legs. I had never felt this weak in my entire life. I thought I would have a hard time walking properly for a while. This was my first time inserting, I didn’t know it would turn out like this.

‘Is this your first experience in reality…?’

When the water reached halfway into the tub, I carefully dipped my feet in. The moment the warm water touched my skin, the heat of last night came back to me. The moments when Junwoo’s hands, his lips, and his dick filled me up.

If all this isn’t a dream, have I really had a happy ending?

As I soaked in the warm water, my stiff muscles began to relax little by little. After lying in the bath for a long time, my fingertips became wrinkled. Only when I felt the water gradually cooling down did I get up. The strength in my legs had not yet fully returned, but it felt better than before I washed up.

As I was washing my body once more under the stream of water from the shower and wrapping a towel around my body, a thought suddenly occurred to me.

‘Where are my clothes?’

I needed the clothes I wore yesterday. But I wondered if they would fit in my current state. My body had completely transformed into Dami’s body in the game.

I wrapped myself tightly in the large towel hanging in the hotel bathroom and opened the bathroom door. A cold air blew over my body. It was a little creepy, perhaps because of the difference in temperature between the warm temperature inside the bathroom and the temperature outside.

As I opened the door and went into the room, I saw food neatly laid out on the table. I think they ordered room service, as there was a hearty breakfast of bacon, eggs, toast, fruit salad, and orange juice. There was even a small flower in the vase.

This was my first experience. Have I ever had hotel room service in my life? No. The places I’ve stayed at were motels at best. This was a completely new world.

As I stood there hesitantly, Junwoo beckoned for me to come over. He was already sitting at the table, waiting for me. The morning sunlight streaming in through the window illuminated his outline. His handsome face, and his expensive hotel gown. He was the golden sun and Junwoo. He felt like someone from another world.

In the game, the two of them were having sex and eating cup ramen in an old studio. It seemed like the taste of the cup ramen he made for me after spending a hot night in a small room with old wallpaper still lingered in my mouth. But now, I was ordering room service in such an expensive hotel. It didn’t feel real.

“Why are you standing there? Sit down.”

I came to my senses at Junwoo’s words and walked to the table. My legs were still unsteady, but I managed to walk to the chair and sit down. I pulled the towel tightly over my chest and tied it tighter. He offered me food.

“Eat a lot. You used up a lot of energy last night.”

I felt my face flush at those words. Junwoo blurted out those words without a care and started eating his share of food. It was really shameless. I picked up a piece of bacon and put it in my mouth. It was on a whole other level than the convenience store lunch boxes I usually ate. Crispy yet moist bacon, buttery toast, and fresh fruit. It had been a long time since I had such a luxurious breakfast.

I guess I was hungry, but the food went down my throat faster than I thought. While I was shoving the egg down my throat, Junwoo reached out and wiped something off the corner of my mouth.

“Eat slowly. You’re not running away.”

The moment his fingers brushed my lips, something inside my chest pounded.

“Now I will make you happy.”

Junwoo stared straight into my eyes and spoke. My face grew hotter at those words. I lowered my head and just ate my food. I avoided eye contact, but I could feel his gaze fixed on me. Junwoo looked at me with a smirk. I don’t know how he could be so calm.

After I finished eating, I tried to put the dishes away. Junwoo grabbed my wrist and stopped me.

“Just leave it alone. The hotel staff will clean it up.”

“Oh, I see…”

At those words, I sat back down in my chair blankly. Junwoo smiled again, finding my awkward appearance amusing. At that moment, he picked up my clothes that were hanging next to the bed. It was the company suit I wore to work yesterday. He took a look at them, then suddenly walked over to the trashcan and threw my clothes in it.

“Hey! What are you doing!”

I screamed in surprise. Junwoo turned around calmly and said.

“Now even your clothes won’t fit.”

‘That’s true, but…’

While I was standing there with a puzzled expression, Junwoo took out a paper bag from somewhere. It looked like a department store shopping bag. He took something out of it and handed it to me.

“Wear this.”

I accepted the clothes with a puzzled expression. I had a strange feeling. When I unfolded the clothes, I saw that they were the school uniform style clothes I wore in the game. A short skirt, a white shirt, and even a red tie. It was exactly like Dami’s school uniform in the game.

I opened my eyes wide and looked at Junwoo. Wearing a school uniform at this age?

“What is this!”

Junwoo started to giggle at my shout. Unable to hold back his laughter, he leaned back on his chair and held his stomach. That laughter somehow overlapped with Geum Taeyang’s laughter. Although his appearance had changed, his laughter was still the same as Geum Taeyang’s.

“How did you get this?”

“I contacted you while you were sleeping last night. I was surprised to see your body change. But since you’ve already changed, I thought I might as well enjoy it.”

I felt my face getting hotter. This guy is really…

“If you think I go to school wearing a uniform, you’re very mistaken. I’m 35 years old!”

Junwoo burst into laughter again.

“But your body is still 20 years old. Now our life is starting anew.”

I was momentarily speechless at those words. So was he. My body had completely changed into the 20-year-old Dami. And Junwoo was a person from a different world than Geum Taeyang. A person from a different environment, a different background. What will become of us now?

“Do you really think I should wear this?”

“No, I’m kidding. The real clothes are over there.”

Junwoo pointed to another shopping bag on the bed. It contained ordinary casual clothes. Jeans, a T-shirt, and even a simple coat. He felt a little relieved, but his anger didn’t subside.

“But what if you throw away my clothes?”

“I took your wallet and phone out of my jacket pocket this morning. Don’t worry. And…”

He paused for a moment, then continued with a slightly more serious expression.

“You don’t need those cheap clothes anymore. From now on, I’ll give you everything you want.”

Even in the game, Geum Taeyang often surprised me in this way. He seemed sharp and rough, but he sometimes showed a surprisingly affectionate and considerate side. Jun-woo seemed to be the same.

“How can I say it so simply…”

Even though I said that, I felt a corner of my heart warming up. This whole situation still felt unrealistic, but maybe this was really our happy ending.

“Go get dressed. Then we’ll go home.”

I raised my head at his words.

“Our house?”

“Yes, our house. The house you and I will live together in from now on.”

Junwoo spoke as if it were a given. I was once again surprised by his confident tone. We live together? We only spent one night? But… if you consider the game world, we’ve already been together for a long time. In a strange way, we were already deeply connected.

“You really… don’t even know who I am…”

“I know full well.”

Junwoo came around the table and came towards me. He knelt down in front of me and took my hand.

“It doesn’t matter what you look like. What matters is that we’re together.”

My heart fluttered at those words. It seemed like it was the first time I had seen Junwoo with such a serious expression. He kissed the back of my hand and continued speaking.

“I’ll be your golden sun in real life too. So stay by my side.”

At his words, something hot flowed from my eyes. This wasn’t just a happy ending to a game. This was reality. It was the moment when Junwoo and I’s real story began.

“Oh right! Let’s play wearing that uniform later”

“This is driving me crazy. Seriously!”

Epilogue – His Family 1

The moment I put the cotton swab on the tip of Junwoo’s nose, he flinched as if he was about to vomit.

“Ouch!”

“I haven’t even touched it yet. It’s really pathetic.”

I pursed my lips and pulled his face closer. I carefully applied a cotton swab soaked in disinfectant to the wounds on his forehead and cheeks. At that moment, I saw Junwoo’s face contort into a deep grimace.

“Ah… It hurts.”

“Just stay still. Ugh…”

I sighed and put the cotton swab in again. Where did that guy, the scariest bully in school by the name of Geum Taeyang, go? Now, all I had in front of me was a brat holding his bruised cheek and whining. I couldn’t help but sigh as I looked at him like that.

Junwoo’s expression suddenly crumpled as he saw my sigh. He looked sullen, like a puppy being scolded, and I found it strangely cute.

Oh, I wonder what this guy is like.

Until the morning, I could clearly see him confidently saying, “Let’s go to my house”. The place we arrived at after following him was a flashy high-rise penthouse. When I looked up, the sky was right before my eyes. After taking a quick shower and changing clothes there, he put me back in the car.

“Let’s really go home.”

The place we arrived at was a huge detached house at first glance. It was a mansion with a flower bed and a gardener. It was a world apart from the old one-room apartment of Geum Taeyang in the game. I was so absorbed in the sight that when I came to my senses, I was already inside the house.

“Father, I’m here.”

Junwoo’s voice suddenly became hard. At that moment, a man appeared in the living room. He resembled Junwoo with his sharp eyes and intimidating aura, but he seemed much colder and more dangerous. It seemed like he was Junwoo’s father.

“Where have you been?”

The man’s voice was as cold as ice. Junwoo pulled me forward, where I was standing with my arms crossed. I awkwardly lowered my head. But Junwoo suddenly placed a hand on my shoulder.

“I will get married.”

“What?”

I looked at Junwoo in surprise. What did he just say? Marriage? Us? Now?

The face of the man who was called Father turned bright red in an instant. The tips of his ears turned red, and the veins on his forehead bulged. Father strode towards Junwoo.

“This fucking son of a bitch!”

His large hand cut through the air. The moment it touched Junwoo’s cheek, a sharp clap sound echoed through the living room. The sound was so loud that I shrugged my shoulders without realizing it. Junwoo’s face turned to the side, and the cheek on the other side instantly turned red.

“Did you think this son of a bitch had come to his senses? He brought a girl over as soon as he came to his senses?”

Junwoo didn’t say anything. He just covered his slapped cheek with his hand and turned his head to look at his father. His eyes seemed to show anger, but he held it back. His father didn’t stop there and grabbed Junwoo by the collar roughly.

“And even after being treated like that, you bring a woman here and talk about marriage!”

I grabbed Junwoo’s shirt collar and shook it. Every time I did that, Junwoo’s head would shake back and forth, but he just held on with his chin braced.

” What did I tell you! Didn’t I tell you to be careful? And I don’t even know who that bitch you brought here is!”

My father’s words made me angry, but I tried to suppress my emotions as much as possible. It didn’t seem like a place for me to get involved.

“Father…”

Still, I opened my mouth cautiously. My father’s gaze turned to me like lightning. I was momentarily speechless at the sharp gaze.

“Shut up! Do you know how many times people like you have gotten on and off? How many women came to see Junwoo while he was in the hospital room! They were all just for the money!”

His body froze at the sight of his father spitting and shouting. His grip on Junwoo tightened. He felt his patience, like a thread, snapping. His father grabbed Junwoo by the collar and shook him even harder. Finally, a groan escaped Junwoo’s mouth.

“Ugh…”

“Father, stop it. Junwoo, you’ll get hurt if you do that.”

Before I knew it, I stepped forward and intervened between Junwoo and my father. My hand grabbed my father’s arm. When I grabbed his arm, his eyes flashed with anger.

“What? Father? Where are you going with your own eyes?”

“You should say it out loud, not by hitting me like this…”

Before I could finish my words, my father’s arm shook my hand away. Then his hand came up towards me. I opened my eyes and looked at the scene, and I saw the hand slowly descending as if in slow motion.

At that moment, my body reacted on its own. It moved naturally, as if I had learned it from the game’s Jiu-Jitsu training. I grabbed my father’s wrist and twisted it. It was just the same move I had learned in the game. As I pulled his arm back, my father’s face twisted in pain. I threw it away as if I was spinning it around.

“Gasp!”

The body flew into the air with a scream.

thud!

My father fell to the floor, covering the living room sofa. My father’s eyes were wide open, staring at the ceiling. Junwoo and I stared at each other, unable to close our mouths.

It’s ruined.

I froze when I saw him lying on the living room floor.

She beat up the father of the man she was going to marry, and he was the chairman of a conglomerate. If it gets reported in the media, tomorrow’s headline will be ‘Unknown woman assaults chairman of the Seo family.’

My father, who had been lying there, suddenly got up. I thought he would get mad and go crazy. I thought he would call the security guard, the police, or run up to me and tear me to pieces.

“You passed!”

“Yes…?”

My father looked down at me for a moment, blinking in confusion. Then he pointed his finger at Junwoo and said.

“You’re the only one who can properly tame this guy. But that doesn’t mean I’ll let you go easily. As long as he doesn’t go to work properly and just plays around, don’t even dream about marriage.”

With those words, father returned to the living room.

Wha… What is it?

We stood there blankly until Junwoo dragged me upstairs. Only after we entered what seemed to be his room were we able to catch our breath.

And now, he is sitting on the bed in his room, treating Junwoo’s wounds.

“Ah… It really hurts.”

I felt frustrated at the sight of Junwoo frowning again.

“You act so strong in the game, but here you’re a total brat.”

“I was a thug in the game. But my father is worse than a real thug…”

I laughed at Junwoo’s grumbling. I carefully applied ointment to the bruise on his cheek. His face was different from Geum Taeyang’s, but his frowning expression was strangely the same.

“But what kind of marriage is this all of a sudden? It’s only been a day since we met…”

“It’s been a year in the game. It’s been long enough.”

Junwoo lay with his head on Dami’s lap. A bright red bruise remained on his face. The corners of his full lips were slightly chapped, but he had his eyes closed with a relaxed expression. My hand naturally slid through his hair. He smiled as I ran my fingers through his short, tangled hair.

“My father likes strong women. He hates women who are controlled by men.”

Junwoo’s voice was filled with pride. It was as if he was glad that I had passed his father’s test.

“Really? But I guess there were quite a lot of women during that time.”

I blurted out the words bluntly. The feeling of being offended without me realizing it was evident in my tone of voice.

“I heard you came that many times from the hospital room.”

Junwoo opened his eyes. His eyes looked straight at my face. A mischievous smile appeared on his lips.

“Are you jealous?”

“No, that’s not it…”

While I was hesitating, Junwoo reached out and gently stroked my cheek.

“Wouldn’t you have married me even if I was a broke beggar?”

I answered his words without hesitation.

“Of course.”

I was surprised by the words that came out of my mouth. But I meant it. The time I spent in the old one-room and eating cup ramen in the game was precious to me. Whether it was Geum Taeyang or Seo Jun-woo, he was special to me just for who he was.

“Then that’s fine. I was going to marry you no matter what the situation was.”

His eyes became serious.

“You completed me.”

My face heated up at those words. My heart pounded. Did Geum Taeyang ever say such sweet words? I couldn’t remember.

My body moved on its own. I lowered my head and covered Junwoo’s lips with mine. It was a soft and short kiss. When I pulled away, I felt the taste of iron. I could taste a little blood, as if the inside of my mouth had burst after being hit by my father.

“Aren’t you sick?”

He asked worriedly.

Instead of answering, Junwoo grabbed the back of my neck and pulled me in, then kissed me again. It was a deeper kiss. The taste of iron felt stronger, but strangely, I didn’t feel any repulsion. Rather, it felt like his wounds had become mine.

After we finished kissing, he whispered.

“This much pain is nothing. Now that I’m with you.”

I stroked Geum Taeyang’s hair with my hand for a moment. No, it’s Junwoo now. I still got the name wrong. His hair was soft. It felt more wavy than Geum Taeyang’s hair in the game. It also smelled good, perhaps because of the expensive shampoo.

“Oh, right. The problem is Mom.”

Junwoo’s hands stopped at his words.

“How is your mother?”

Junwoo looked thoughtful for a moment. His eyebrows quirked and he let out a deep sigh.

“It seems more difficult than father…”

What the heck? If your father is so scary, what about your mother?

“How much do you think you can win?”

Junwoo didn’t answer that question. He just let out a long sigh.

A few days later, I learned what he meant.

Junwoo asked to go to the airport to pick up his mother. His mother, who had been abroad, was finally coming back. He quickly put on a pretty one-piece dress and put on some makeup. He wanted to make a good impression.

I waited anxiously in front of the airport arrival gate. Junwoo seemed more nervous than I was. He had a look of anxiety that he didn’t usually show. He kept rubbing his hands, stamping his feet, and clearing his throat several times.

“Over there.”

Junwoo suddenly pointed with his finger. He saw an elegant woman walking out from the gate. She was quite tall and slender. She looked to be in her fifties, but she looked young. At first glance, you could believe she was in her thirties.

With her gorgeous blonde hair, large sunglasses covering half of her face, and perfectly manicured red lips, she looked like she had stepped out of a movie, wearing clothes and bags from famous brands. Even the air around her seemed different.

“Mother!”

Junwoo approached her happily. However, his mother did not show any particular joy, instead greeting him with a light kiss on the cheek.

“Junwoo. You look healthy.”

It was a cold voice. There was no trace of warmth.

And then her gaze turned to me. Her eyes behind the sunglasses were sharp, like a cat watching a mouse.

“Are you Kim Da-mini?”

“Oh yes… Yes, Mother.”

I greeted her awkwardly. I felt my voice tremble. I felt nervous in front of this woman.

Junwoo’s mother took off her sunglasses. Then she slowly looked over my body from top to bottom. I felt her eyes scanning every nook and cranny, from the top of my hair to my shoes. It felt like I was auditioning.

Finally she opened her mouth.

“You’re pretty. Are you good at sex?”

Epilogue – His Family 2

“Are you good at sex?”

For a moment, I doubted my ears. What did he just say? He said something like that in the middle of the airport when we first met. My mouth fell open and wouldn’t close.

“Mom?”

I spoke in a panicked voice, but his mother paid no attention. She pushed her sunglasses back up her nose, and raised one corner of her mouth slightly.

“Your face is half and half. Well, that’s common.”

Her eyes scanned my body again, cold and sharp as if she was appraising an object.

“I found out that he has nothing, and judging from the jobs he’s had, he doesn’t seem to have any particular abilities… ”

My breathing became rapid. This was my first time in this situation. I didn’t know how to react, so I could only stand there.

“Then what did you see to seduce my son? Didn’t you seduce him with the lower body?”

Her voice echoed throughout the airport lobby. People around us glanced at us.

Junwoo looked at him, wondering how he would react. Surprisingly, he just sighed and made an expression like he was going to do it again. His face was indifferent, as if this kind of situation was common. Instead, he shook his head slightly at me and mouthed, “I’m sorry.”

“Let’s go by car first, Mother.”

Junwoo said, naturally accepting his mother’s bag. His mother walked ahead without saying anything. The secretaries who were waiting for us bowed their heads politely, but she didn’t even look at them. It was as if they didn’t exist.

The secretaries were just staring at the floor without moving an inch. Looking at their stern expressions, I suddenly realized something.

So that’s why Junwoo grew up like a loser. It seemed like anyone who grew up in this kind of environment would end up being twisted.

“If you don’t have anything else besides sex, then just have sex with that woman.”

Her venomous words flew in again. Cruel words continued to flow from her red lips.

“She doesn’t seem like the kind of woman who would give up if you gave her some money.”

Junwoo’s expression hardened. Anger spread across his face, which had been calm until then. I thought he might get into trouble if he kept going like this, so I just stepped forward first.

“You think I only have sex.”

The surroundings became quiet for a moment at my calm voice. Junwoo’s mother stopped walking and looked back at me.

“But you saw it exactly. It’s nothing different from what I have.”

Junwoo’s face changed mysteriously at the answer that came out of my mouth. I guess he didn’t expect me to so readily accept my mother’s provocation.

“But I’m really good at sex.”

Once again, the words he blurted out in the middle of the airport caught the attention of those around him.

“Junwoo said that if he did it with me, he would die the next day. That’s because I’m pretty good at it.”

I raised my voice a little bit. I saw my mother’s eyes widen. Her sarcastic smile gradually hardened. On the other hand, Junwoo’s expression became distorted as he tried to hold back laughter.

“I’m a woman who satisfies and exceeds my son’s sexual fantasies. When we have sex, Junwoo especially likes the press position the most. He said he did it a lot last night as if he was trying to get me pregnant.”

As he continued to speak calmly, Junwoo couldn’t hold back his laughter amidst the silence surrounding him.

“I was even a virgin before I slept with Junwoo, and as you know, my son took my virginity.”

I laughed as I looked at my mother’s face, which was getting redder and redder.

What’s with all that sex talk? Who do you think I am? Sex? Yeah, I like sex. I’m a woman who’s crazy about masturbation and has even been possessed by a game while masturbating.

Do you think I would be swayed by such words?

My mother exhaled calmly, then returned to her original expression and tried to look at me coldly, but I could tell she was flustered because she slightly clenched her hand.

“By the way, Mom, can’t you have sex? Should I teach you?”

The air was freezing cold. The secretaries’ faces turned pale.

“If only men practice this, women will get tired. Mom, are you not satisfied with your sleep? ”

“Interesting.”

Slowly, she folded her arms and glared at me. Her attitude was cold, but her posture seemed defensive. My words must have had quite an effect on her.

“Why? We women are talking honestly. Mom was the first to bring up sex. Honestly, don’t you want to know how I satisfy a man?”

I looked at her with a calm smile.

“Dami, let’s stop there and go by car first, Mom.”

Junwoo said, holding back his laughter. His mother was still glaring at me. He nodded slowly without taking his eyes off me.

“What a fun year.”

There was still a coldness in her voice, but there was a subtle change in nuance. Surprise? Or recognition?

She walked ahead. Junwoo and I stood there for a moment.

“It was fun”

Junwoo whispered in a voice that seemed genuinely happy. His face was filled with a smile.

“Your mother started it first. And right? She likes to be trampled.”

When I shrugged my shoulders and answered, he laughed heartily.

“That’s 100% true.”

“See? I didn’t lie. I just told the truth. ”

A series of subtle emotions crossed Junwoo’s face. Shock, embarrassment, and even a strange sense of excitement.

“Don’t worry. I’m good at sex, and I can handle your mother well. I even tamed the golden sun, but it’s scary.”

“But you were a virgin until yesterday, so how can you talk like a sex expert?”

“Even a virgin can learn theory!”

“Aha..so..please..make me pregnant~ is that what you begged?”

“Shut up..”

——-

Junwoo’s car pulled out of the airport. He was following his mother’s black limousine ahead of him. He looked at the scenery passing by outside the window and thought back to what had happened earlier. His heart was still pounding. I really said something like that. It seems like he lost sight of everything after being possessed by a night game.

“Did your mother do that to every woman who approached you?”

Junwoo snickered at my words and said.

“No. I’ve never taken any woman to my mother before”

“Ah..um..I see.”

His answer made my heart pound and my face turn red. Why is it so hot?

“You are usually crazy about work and are in charge of overseas business. You came to Korea now because I recovered my mind. You were in a coma for 3 years.”

He answered, tapping the handle with his finger.

“You’ve never been to the hospital?”

Junwoo shook his head at my question.

“They said they came and went once.”

I was speechless for a moment. How could I say something like that to my son? Could the orphan setting of Geum Tae-yang in the game be implemented like this in real life?

“Do you know how your mother and father met? How was their relationship?”

I suddenly became curious and asked.

“Well, I never really cared about that. I never thought about that part… ”

His indifferent answer broke my heart. His family background felt similar to the reason why Geum Tae-yang became a gangster.

“Look into it for me.”

“Hmm, for free?”

Junwoo glanced at me with a sly smile. In front of me, my mother’s car was still driving at a steady speed. I sighed.

“Okay.”

I carefully reached out and placed my hand on Junwoo’s leg. I could feel his firm thigh muscles. I stroked them gently. Junwoo’s lips turned up.

I gradually moved my hand inward. Junwoo’s breathing became slightly ragged as my hand reached his center. However, he still seemed focused on driving.

I slowly rubbed between his legs. The firm bulge that I could feel even through his pants touched my palm. I stroked it gently, feeling his dick growing bigger and bigger. Junwoo lifted his waist slightly.

“You shouldn’t interfere with driving.”

He said playfully and repeatedly grabbed and released his thing over his pants. He was already fully up and pulling his pants taut.

Junwoo only smiled faintly without answering. Expectation could be read from his expression.

My hands became bolder. As I slightly lowered the zipper, his breathing quickened. I gently lowered the zipper completely and put my hand inside the panties. A hot, hard cock touched my hand. As soon as I touched it, I felt it throbbing in my hand.

When I pulled him out, his thing stood tall in the air. I held the pillar tightly in my hand and slowly moved it up and down. I could feel his pulse beating strongly in my palm.

He rubbed his glans hard with his index finger. A clear liquid began to form at the tip. He used it to move up and down more gently. Junwoo bit his lip as if trying to hold back a moan.

“Isn’t it distracting to drive?”

Junwoo nodded to my question. His eyes were still looking straight ahead, but beads of sweat began to form on his temples.

“Then should we go a little harder?.”

I chuckled and moved my hand a little faster. I gripped it tightly from the glans to the root and quickly raised and lowered it. I felt his thing throbbing in my hand as it became harder and harder. More liquid flowed out from the tip of the glans and flowed through my fingers. I used that to move more smoothly and faster.

Junwoo’s breathing became irregular. He was holding the steering wheel tightly and looking straight ahead, but his face was already dyed with desire. His cheeks were flushed, his lips were slightly parted, and beads of sweat formed on his forehead.

I stroked his bulging balls with my other hand. Then Junwoo took a deep breath. I could feel his cock swell up even more in my hand.

“Drive properly.”

Junwoo’s face was getting redder and redder.

The movement of my hand became faster. His penis pulsed in my hand. More and more fluid flowed out, making the movement smoother. Junwoo’s breathing quickened as I stimulated the groove between the glans and shaft with my thumb. I quickly stroked up and down the shaft, occasionally squeezing the glans hard and releasing it to stimulate him.

Junwoo’s expression became increasingly distorted. His eyes were still focused on the road, but his hands were gripping the steering wheel tightly. I could feel the muscles in his thighs tense up.

Just using my hands wasn’t enough. I couldn’t hold it in any longer, so I moved my hands and brought my lips to the tip of the penis. I could feel Junwoo’s body tense up.

“Oh…”

Before he could finish speaking, she wrapped her lips around the glans. When she sucked lightly, Junwoo’s thighs hardened. She tasted the tip of the glans by gently rolling it with the tip of her tongue. A slightly salty and bitter taste lingered on the tip of her tongue.

Junwoo was still staring at the road, but I could see his face getting redder and redder. I put the shaft deeper into my mouth, wrapped it around my tongue, and sucked hard. Junwoo’s breathing quickened as I stimulated the groove between the glans and shaft with my tongue.

I held the lower part of the shaft with my hand and sucked the upper part with my mouth, moving it rhythmically. I felt his cock getting bigger and harder in my mouth. More and more fluid flowed out from the glans. I continued to suck vigorously.

Even though I knew that this act in a car running on the road was dangerous, I couldn’t stop. Rather, the danger seemed to bring me greater pleasure. The moment I squeezed my lips tightly around the penis and sucked it harder, the phone suddenly rang in the car.

The word “Mother” appears on the vehicle display.

Junwoo pressed the confirm button and started the call, but I didn’t stop and continued sucking his thing.

“Yes, mother.”

Junwoo’s voice was a little more shaky than usual. I continued to stimulate the base of the glans with my tongue and watched for his reaction.

[Let’s go to a restaurant instead of home]

“Other than home?”

Junwoo answered the phone, pretending to be calm. There was nothing unusual in his voice, but my penis was throbbing harder in my mouth. Listening to Junwoo’s words, I put the penis deeper into my mouth. I wrapped my tongue around the glans and sucked it, swirling it. I could feel Junwoo’s thigh muscles trembling as if they were convulsing.

[We decided to eat together]

“Is your father coming there too?”

While he was talking, I moved my mouth up and down and sucked rhythmically. I felt the penis swell bigger in my mouth. It seemed like I was getting close to ejaculation.

[But what does this mean?]

“Huh? What are you talking about?”

When his mother asked, Junwoo calmly pretended not to know. At that moment, I sucked harder. I pressed hard under the glans with my tongue and sucked hard into my mouth.

[I think I’m hearing a strange sound… Anyway, I’ll see you later.]

Junwoo’s voice wavered slightly. He felt his body tense up. Ejaculation was imminent.

“Yes, I understand. I will be there shortly.”

The moment I hung up the phone, Junwoo’s cock started pulsating inside my mouth. Hot cum poured into my mouth. Once, twice, three times… The cum kept pouring out, filling my mouth.

I swallowed all the cum. The bitter and salty taste ran down my throat. I felt his cock getting softer and I sucked in every last drop. I licked the area around the glans clean with my tongue and pulled away.

When I looked up, Junwoo’s face was covered in sweat. He was still staring at the road, but his cheekbones were red. I carefully adjusted his pants. I zipped them up and put the belt back in place.

“I’m satisfied.”

Junwoo spoke in a low voice. There was a deep sense of satisfaction in his eyes.

“I feel sorry.”

My voice came out sticky without my intention. The desire inside my body had not yet subsided. I had put my desire aside while giving all my attention to Junwoo, but now the regret came rushing in.

Junwoo glanced at my face. The corners of his mouth went up.

“Then before going to the restaurant?”

I didn’t answer that. I just nodded with a blush on my face.

Epilogue – His Family 3

“It’s late. Hurry up!”

As soon as Junwoo got out of the car, he urged me. I also got out of the car, hurriedly adjusting my pants. I bent down and checked my face in the mirror. I quickly wiped the lipstick stains that had dripped down my lips with a tissue.

“Look at my hair.”

Junwoo pointed to my hair. I had roughly tidied it up with my hand, but it was still messy, as if I had just rolled out of bed.

“Just about.”

Junwoo straightened out his crumpled shirt, shaking it out. When I looked in the mirror, my clothes were also badly crumpled. My lips also seemed swollen.

“Let’s do it moderately.”

Junwoo raised his eyebrows and snickered at my words.

“You wrapped your leg around me and didn’t let go.”

I had nothing to say to that. It was true. I just stuck my mouth out. Thinking back, the problem was that I wrapped my legs around his waist at the end in the car and didn’t let go.

Since you kept asking for more, it was bound to take a long time.

“It’s not too late.”

Junwoo said, checking his watch. He quickly headed to the restaurant entrance. He suddenly stopped in front of the entrance. He started to adjust my clothes.

“Put the zipper up properly.”

I flinched at the feeling of his fingers zipping up the back of my one-piece dress. His breath was close by and against my neck. My face flushed as I recalled what had just happened in the car.

“You too.”

I also straightened his collar and smoothed out his wrinkled shirt a bit. There were still marks left, but it looked a little better.

As soon as we opened the restaurant door, the staff came running as if they had been waiting for us.

“I will guide you.”

I followed the polite greeting staff inside. The luxurious interior decoration and soft lighting caught my eye. The staff guided us to a quiet room. My heart beat faster as the door got closer. My mouth went dry at the thought of running into Junwoo’s mother again after the mess I made earlier.

With every step I took, the events that had happened in the car a few minutes ago lingered in my mind. What if his mother had noticed our tardiness? I followed Junwoo, trying to catch my breath.

Junwoo stopped for a moment in front of the door. He turned around and looked into my eyes.

“Are you okay?”

I nodded. Junwoo smiled slightly and held my hand tightly. I felt a little reassured by that touch. I don’t know what will happen with his parents in the restaurant room, but at least I know that Junwoo is on my side.

As we entered the room, Junwoo’s parents were already sitting quietly waiting for us. His father sighed after seeing Junwoo’s appearance, and then quickly returned to his original expression. His mother simply wiggled her eyebrows slightly and said nothing.

After Junwoo sat down, I sat down next to him. I tried to sit up straight, but honestly, I thought it couldn’t be helped that it looked a little obvious. So I decided to just sit there confidently and met my mother’s eyes.

The meal began and food was placed on the table one by one, but there was no conversation, and the air was heavy. I wondered if this was really a family meal. I even thought that the blatant question about my sexual skills at the airport would be better than the awkward silence.

Junwoo was eating silently, as if he had no particular expectations. I also tried to focus on eating as quietly as possible. I tried to pretend to eat carefully, but the heavy air made me feel like the food was going to get stuck in my throat.

“Would you like some more wine?”

Junwoo asked his mother.

“Okay.”

With a short answer, my mother fell into silence again. The cold air flowing between my parents and us grew heavier and heavier.

After the meal, while waiting for dessert, Father nodded to Junwoo. It seemed like the two were having a conversation. Junwoo got up from his seat.

“I’ll go talk to my dad for a minute.”

Junwoo whispered while gently caressing the back of my hand.

“Do your best.”

With those words, the two people left the room. With the sound of the door closing, the room became even quieter. Now, only me and Junwoo’s mother were left.

My mother slowly looked me over and then opened her mouth.

“How shallow.”

At those words, I was startled and rolled my eyes.

My heart was beating fast.

I think I got caught, what should I do?

Should I fight back like I did at the airport?

But then words came out of my mouth without me knowing.

“Because we love each other.”

Junwoo’s mother paused for a moment at those words. The hand holding the coffee cup stopped in midair. It seemed to be an unexpected answer. She slowly put the coffee cup back down.

“I really don’t know what I saw in you that made me choose you.”

Her cold voice echoed through the room. For the first time, it seemed as if I had found genuine question in her eyes. It wasn’t just an insult, it seemed like she was genuinely curious.

I was silent for a moment. Several answers flashed through my mind. But in the end, I decided to answer honestly.

“Sex, right?”

My mother’s eyes widened at the one word I uttered. I spoke confidently, just like at the airport, but this time it wasn’t a provocation. It was just an honest answer.

At first, it started out as a simple physical relationship in a night game…

My mother’s expression changed subtly. Was it because she had expected how I would react, but the answer I got was completely different?

“She has sex with anyone. There’s no way she’d choose you just for that reason.”

At Junwoo’s mother’s words, this time I decided to just yell.

“That’s because your soul mates don’t match.”

Your expression seems to have turned slightly red?

“Since we’re talking about girls anyway, I’ll be honest.”

I also poured out all the thoughts that had been in my mind, thinking that we were just women.

“If you have good compatibility, even if you fight, it’ll be resolved with just one sex. That’s really what suits Junwoo.”

I could see my mother’s eyes growing bigger and bigger, but I couldn’t stop.

“At first, I did it by force, but at that time, it was really…”

As I began to tell the story, my first experience in the game came back vividly to me. The feeling of that moment, which is difficult to describe in words, and the emotions I felt in the relationship that followed.

“Junwoo is really like an animal during sex. But I guess I’m good at receiving that too.”

As I went into detail, my face started to blush. But strangely, my mother was suddenly listening intently. The snickering expression from just a moment ago was nowhere to be found, and her expression was serious, as if she was listening to important information.

“Mother?”

When I called her, she flinched. It was as if she had been completely absorbed in my story and then came back to reality.

“Ahem.”

He cleared his throat and then straightened his expression.

“Sex is just sex.”

Although he said it coldly, his words somehow seemed insincere. Suddenly, I began to wonder if my mother’s relationship with my father was a bit lacking.

Maybe I can help you a little?

In reality, I was a virgin until a few days ago, but in the game, I’ve even had outdoor sex, so shouldn’t I be considered an expert?

“I think sex is not just a physical act, but a communication between two people.”

The expression on her face as she listened became more and more serious. She seemed to be listening as I spoke with sincerity.

“The position is especially important. Men generally like to press down on their partner, but sometimes the woman takes the initiative or takes the lead in advance…”

As I spoke, all the experiences I had with Geum Taeyang and Junwoo in the game unfolded in my head like a panorama.

In bed, in the bathroom, even in the car. Every experience was a precious memory to me.

“And the most important thing is to pretend to be embarrassed but still accept the other person’s request. The point is to pretend to dislike them but still like them.”

As I finished speaking, my mother was now completely focused. Her cold gaze seemed to have softened a little.

“Junwoo tells me he loves every part of my body. He doesn’t just say it, he really makes me feel it. That’s one of the reasons I love him.”

Suddenly, the topic of love came up.

But sex and love couldn’t be considered separately, at least in our relationship.

“Mother?”

My mother’s gaze seemed blank. She seemed completely absorbed in what I was saying.

“By any chance…with your father…”

My mother, who came to her senses at those words, did not get angry at all.

“We haven’t had that for a long time.”

I was speechless at the unexpected confession. I never expected my mother to speak so frankly.

“That person and I were only crazy about work…”

There was a moment of silence. A look of sadness seemed to pass over Mother’s face. But soon her expression returned to its usual state.

“That, so… maybe to your father…”

As I was stammering and trying to give advice, it suddenly occurred to me what I was doing.

Giving sex advice to my future mother-in-law. Has my life in the game completely changed my mind?

But my mother was now listening seriously. The coldness from before was nowhere to be found, and she was as focused as if she were a student listening to an important lecture. When I stopped talking, she spoke first.

“Keep talking.”

——————

As I opened the room and came out, Junwoo hurriedly approached me in the hallway. He had an anxious expression on his face.

When I saw Junwoo’s worried expression, the corners of my mouth went up. I smiled slightly and made a V sign. It was a sign of success. Junwoo’s eyes widened. He seemed surprised by the unexpected result.

“Really?”

Junwoo asked quietly. When I nodded, Junwoo let out a sigh of relief. Then he gently patted my head.

“Ahem.”

I heard my father coughing from behind. For a moment, both of us felt a sting, so Junwoo quickly lowered his hand, and I looked away as if nothing had happened.

At that moment, my mother came out of the room. Unlike before, her face had become a little softer. She still had a luxurious aura, but at least her gaze wasn’t one that seemed to kill me.

“Junwoo.”

The mother called Junwoo. The two mothers made eye contact.

“Hurry up and set a date. You’re getting older, so you should get married soon.”

Junwoo’s mouth opened slightly at his mother’s unexpected words.

My mother whispered in my ear as she passed by us.

“Hmm… Then let’s meet up later.”

He answered calmly.

“Yes, Mother. Go in carefully.”

I greeted her politely. My mother and my father left the restaurant. As soon as they were gone, Junwoo grabbed my hand.

“What’s going on? Why is Mom suddenly like that?”

Junwoo asked with an expression of disbelief. I smiled slightly.

“Secret.”

She crossed her arms. She made an expression as if there was a secret conversation between women that Junwoo didn’t know about. She said it in passing, enjoying Junwoo’s curious gaze.

“Hmm… I’m not sure if I’ll see your little brother like this.”

Junwoo’s face hardened. Little brother? He opened his eyes wide as if to ask what that meant. He probably still had no idea what my mother and I were talking about.

I burst out laughing and walked towards the restaurant. I heard Junwoo following me in confusion.

“Hey Kim Da-mi! What does that mean?”

I just laughed without answering. It was fun teasing Junwoo like this. It was especially cute when he made a flustered expression.

Epilogue – The Lady’S Circumstances 1

Only forty-nine,

Jihee looked elegant and neat from afar, but up close, it was all a perfectly calculated result. A three-hour maintenance routine every morning, a strict diet, a rigorous workout schedule. That was her life.

The true nature was hidden deep beneath all that perfection.

Ji-hee, who joined Geumsang Group at the age of 23, has enjoyed an unusually high rise for a woman. Despite the gossip that she was a “golden spoon,” she proved her worth with her cool-headed analytical skills and decisiveness.

And at the age of twenty-five, she married Seo Pil-jae, the son of the chairman of Dong Group.

It was a strategic marriage. Ji-hee also came from a chaebol family, and the union of the two chaebol families was a choice to strengthen the bond between the two families and maximize business synergy. On the wedding day, her father said half-jokingly and half-seriously, “This is not love, it is a merger”. Everyone laughed, but Ji-hee knew that it was an accurate expression.

Piljae and Jihee lived for 20 years with the sole ambition of creating the world’s best group. To them, their family was an extension of their company, and the child they had immediately after marriage was also part of their business plan. Seo Junwoo, their only son, existed only as a successor to lead the future group.

With overseas business trips, late-night meetings, and endless management report reviews, there was little time to care for his child. Junwoo grew up mostly with housekeepers, chauffeurs, and private tutors.

I thought that the children of the chaebol families causing trouble and behaving badly would be fixed over time anyway. All problems could be solved with money.

“Eventually, those kids will change when they become adults.”

Ji-hee always thought so. But her expectations were wrong. Jun-woo became more and more uncontrollable. Violence at school, problems with girls, drunk driving. Ji-hee and Pil-jae solved each problem with money, but the root of the problem was not solved.

To Ji-hee, the news that Jun-woo had been stabbed and fell was like a bolt from the blue. Ji-hee, who had never had a proper conversation with her son, didn’t know how to deal with the crisis that suddenly came. She visited the hospital once, but what she felt when she saw her son in a coma was not guilt but confusion. And helplessness. She was helpless in the face of a situation that could not be solved with money.

“Not dead yet.”

The words came out of her mouth naturally. They were cold words, but her heart was not like that. Looking at Junwoo’s pale face, her heart felt like it was being torn apart. But she didn’t know how to express those feelings. For her, expressing emotions was a weakness in the business world.

Three years later, when she heard the news that Junwoo had woken up, Jihee couldn’t believe it. Even the medical staff called it a miracle. Jihee immediately boarded a plane to Korea. And when she saw her son at the airport, her heart was filled with emotion.

Junwoo had changed. Even his eyes were different. His former debaucherous and cynical appearance was nowhere to be found, and his calm and deep gaze met her. However, his gaze still contained coldness toward her. She pretended not to notice, but a part of her heart ached.

And that girl.

The woman named Dami standing next to Junwoo did not let her guard down from the moment she saw him. According to the investigation conducted by her secretary in advance, she was a 35-year-old employee of a small business, but she looked so young that it was hard to believe.

It hadn’t even been a week since I met my son, and he was taking me around saying he was going to get married. It was an incomprehensible situation.

“How could a kid like that steal my son’s heart?”

Ji-hee muttered in the car. The heart of a son she had never had. The driver glanced at her through the rearview mirror, but Ji-hee didn’t care. Her heart was on that girl, Dami.

Ji-hee, who came out of the airport, called Pil-jae in the car.

“What on earth are you thinking? How long has it been since you met Junwoo before you allow me to marry you?”

But Piljae’s answer was simple.

“See for yourself and judge for yourself.”

Ji-hee sighed after ending the call. Even between a married couple, they always spoke in a businesslike tone, like a manager and a major shareholder. She instructed the driver to change the destination from home to a restaurant. Still, there was trust between the two.

Unlike other tycoons who flirt or have sex partners, the two respected each other. There may not have been a burning love, but their trust in each other was solid.

When Ji-hee was alone with the boy at the restaurant, she saw a new world.

When I asked provocatively at the airport, “Are you good at sex?” “, I thought they were just women who would fly to my son like moths to a flame. To Ji-hee, sex was nothing more than a useless pastime between a man and a woman. It was something that was done out of obligation in the early stages of marriage, nothing more, nothing less.

But that kid preached the importance of sex in the restaurant without hesitation. It was the core of a relationship between a man and a woman and a tool for communication. That kid talked about an act that was considered vulgar as if it were art.

“The position is especially important. Men generally like to press down on their partners, but sometimes the woman needs to take the lead on top…”

Dami’s voice lingered in Jihee’s head. Her confidence and self-assurance were astonishing. She was only thirty-five years old, and although she was only an accounting graduate from a small business, she was saying this to herself, who was in her fifties. At first, she was uncomfortable, but before she knew it, Jihee was listening.

“Junwoo tells me he loves every part of my body. He doesn’t just say it, he really makes me feel it.”

Ji-hee’s heart fluttered strangely at those words. Had Pil-jae ever said something like that to her? Even in the early days of their marriage, their relationship was businesslike. She probably had never heard anything like that.

“We haven’t had that for a long time.”

The confession flowed naturally from her mouth. Was it Dami’s honesty that broke down her defenses? Jihee couldn’t believe that she was saying this to a stranger.

After the conversation at the restaurant, Ji-hee gave Jun-woo permission to marry. Pil-jae was puzzled, but he respected her judgment. That was their relationship.

On the one hand, Ji-hee felt her heart ache as she watched the honey dripping from the eyes of her son and the woman. When did she and Pil-jae love each other so much? They got married through family introductions and never even had a proper relationship. As they fiercely ran the business, they were already in their fifties.

Ji-hee and Pil-jae returned home from the restaurant. The two naturally went to their own rooms. It was a habit that had continued for over 20 years.

Ji-hee, standing in front of the mirror, stared blankly at her face. Due to her strict diet and management, and the skin care she paid for, her appearance was that of a 30-year-old. She spent millions of won every month to keep her face wrinkle-free. However, she was already aware that she was getting older.

She looked down at her body. Her firm stomach, her long legs, her body still youthful. But how vain it was to not show that body to anyone anymore.

“Can you and Piljae become like that? ”

A question arose in a corner of her mind. She suddenly opened the closet as if she had made up her mind about something.

She was about to take out her well-ironed pajamas and put them on when she suddenly stopped. Then she searched through her closet again and took out a silk slip dress that she had bought a long time ago and never worn. It was red. It was a gift from Piljae 20 years ago when they were on their honeymoon, but she never wore it because she was concerned about her appearance. Jihee put it on without hesitation.

Ji-hee bit her lip as she looked at herself in the mirror. She was still confident about her appearance. Looking at her son and Dami, she felt envious. The thought of whether she and Pil-jae could have that kind of relationship blossomed deep in her heart.

Ji-hee hesitated in front of the mirror for a while longer. Her appearance in the red silk slip dress felt so unfamiliar. The image reflected in the mirror was not that of a conglomerate executive, but just a woman.

It was a gift from Piljae 20 years ago during our honeymoon, but I never wore it because I was worried about my appearance. It was surprising that the clothes still fit me well.

But suddenly, my courage was broken. I have never seen this in my half-life. Can a relationship that has been solidified for decades change overnight?

How would Piljae react? She felt awkward herself.

“Not yet… I guess.”

Finally, Ji-hee took off her slip dress and changed into her usual silk pajamas. It was less daring than the red dress, but it was still thinner and lighter than usual. Ji-hee sat on the bed, lost in thought, and felt the smooth texture of the silk pajamas with her fingertips.

Suddenly, I thought of my son. Junwoo, whom I met at the airport today, and Dami, whom I talked to at the restaurant. I suddenly gave my permission for the marriage, but I felt that I had not had a proper conversation with my son. Thinking back, she had never had a real conversation with him before he was stabbed, or in the two years since.

‘Should we go and talk about it now?’

Ji-hee, who had made up her mind, got up from the bed and left the room. She turned off the lights in the bedroom and quietly went out into the hallway. The path to Jun-woo’s room on the other side of the same floor felt like exploring unknown territory. This time, the steps toward Jun-woo’s room, rather than Pil-jae’s room, felt somehow heavier.

As she walked down the dark hallway, Ji-hee thought about Dami’s words again. The child seemed to really love Jun-woo. On the one hand, she envied the kind of love she had never experienced.

Ji-hee, who arrived in front of Jun-woo’s room, suddenly stopped as she was about to knock on the door. A strange sound was heard from inside the room. At first, she couldn’t tell what it was, but her face turned red as the sound became clearer. A faint moan and a regular, repetitive sound of something hitting something.

‘No way… from this time on…’

Ji-hee hesitated for a moment. Should she turn back? Or should she just knock? But it was hard to pretend not to hear what she had heard. Finally, she knocked lightly, but clearly enough to be heard.

The room suddenly became quiet. As if someone had pressed the play button and stopped it. All that could be heard was rustling sounds and low whispers. Ji-hee waited awkwardly in front of the door.

“Huh? Who are you?”

After a while, Junwoo’s voice was heard. Unlike his usual calm voice, it was a bit out of breath and tense.

“Junwoo, it’s Mom. Can I talk to you for a minute?”

Silence flowed again. And then another rustling. Ji-hee raised the corners of her mouth without realizing it, imagining what was happening in the room. Dami’s words came to mind. ‘Jun-woo really likes sex.’

Finally, the door opened, and Junwoo appeared. His face was soaked with sweat, and he was wearing a hastily put-on white shirt and black shorts. Sweat dripped down his shoulders, and his hair was a bit disheveled. He was standing in the doorway, his posture awkward.

“What’s going on?”

Junwoo’s voice was a little embarrassed and irritated. Jihee would have complained about his attitude if it had been normal, but today she could understand. She could see Dami sitting on the bed, wearing a t-shirt behind her son, pretending to be normal. However, her face was flushed and her hair was messy, as if someone had messed it up.

Even if she hadn’t had much sex, she wasn’t the type of person who couldn’t sense the unique smell, heat, and atmosphere in the room. Ji-hee let out a deep sigh.

“Sorry for barging in so suddenly.”

Junwoo’s eyes widened. His mother’s apology was unexpected. It was probably the first time his mother had apologized to him. Jihee realized at that moment that she and her son had never really talked like this before. They had always been in a relationship of ordering, directing, and scolding, but never an apology like this.

“I came to tell you that I want to have dinner with Dami tomorrow afternoon. The three of us at a restaurant.”

Junwoo still had a puzzled expression, but now there was a hint of curiosity on his face. Why did his mother suddenly change like this? Dami bowed her head slightly in greeting from afar. There was an unexpected confidence in her eyes.

“Okay. Let’s talk tomorrow.”

Junwoo’s voice was still full of doubt.

“Okay, see you tomorrow.”

Ji-hee bowed her head and turned around. The door closed, and she was left alone in the hallway. She returned to her room, clutching her pounding heart. As soon as she entered the room, she took a deep breath. That kind of relationship between her son and Dami… Of course she had expected it, but it felt strange to see it firsthand.

Ji-hee, lying on the bed, stared at the ceiling. The images of Jun-woo and Da-mi kept coming to mind. Their affection and passion felt like jealousy. The atmosphere they had when they first saw each other at the airport, the relationship Da-mi had talked about at the restaurant, and even the scene they had just witnessed.

‘i envy you.’

Her heart was filled with honest feelings. She also wanted to share such passionate love with Piljae. She couldn’t even remember the last time she had such a relationship with Piljae. They had considered each other as business partners and colleagues for too long.

But Dami’s story gave her a little hope. Maybe… maybe it’s not too late. Maybe she can approach her husband like Dami. Maybe she can show Piljae a new side of herself.

Ji-hee lay alone in bed and tried to sleep. She closed her eyes with a deep sigh, but her mind was still complicated. Will her life change? Will she be able to experience the same passion as Dami and Jun-woo? Will she dare to dream?

With these thoughts, Ji-hee fell into a deep sleep. And she dreamed of the day when she first met Pil-jae when she was twenty-five, when she was still passionate. The excitement and tension she felt back then, and even the warmth she felt in Pil-jae’s eyes. All of those things came back vividly in her dream.

The next afternoon, Ji-hee met Jun-woo and Dami at a restaurant as promised. The three of them started eating quietly in a private room in a high-class Italian restaurant. The atmosphere was somewhat awkward, perhaps because of what happened last night.

Jihee glanced at Dami. Unlike when she first saw her at the airport yesterday, Dami today was wearing a neat casual one-piece dress. Her taste was surprisingly sophisticated. Her makeup was also natural, so she no longer looked vulgar. Of course, she had never been vulgar. It was just Jihee’s prejudice that made her feel that way.

“Mom, would you like some more salad?”

Junwoo asked politely. Jihee just nodded slightly. Until yesterday, Junwoo’s voice had been cold when he called her ‘mother’, but today it wasn’t that cold. Was it the effect of the apology from last night? Or was it just the atmosphere from the morning still lingering?

Dami was rather quiet. She only occasionally talked to Junwoo and responded to Jihee when necessary. Nevertheless, her eyes were as confident as yesterday, and her smile was full of confidence.

The meal was quiet. None of the three talked more than necessary. Junwoo occasionally brought up business topics, but Jihee quickly changed the subject. Today, at least, she didn’t want to talk about work.

After finishing dessert, a cafe latte came out. Junwoo took a sip of coffee and checked his watch.

“Mom, excuse me for a moment. I’ll go answer the phone.”

Junwoo suddenly got up from his seat. Jihee looked at her son with surprised eyes. Dami gently grabbed Junwoo’s arm.

“I told you the finance team would call. Go and answer it.”

Junwoo bowed his head to Jihee and left the room. Jihee’s body flinched for a moment. Now, she and Dami were left alone.

Silence flowed. Ji-hee lifted the coffee cup and brought it to her lips, but did not drink it. Dami leisurely drank her coffee and looked at Ji-hee.

“Mother.”

Dami opened her mouth first. Jihee responded with a small ‘hmm’.

“I’m sorry about yesterday.”

Ji-hee looked at Dami at the unexpected words. There was a smile on Dami’s face, but it felt sincere.

“It’s okay.”

Jihee answered. And there was silence for a moment.

“Junwoo is a really good kid.”

Jihee was surprised by Dami’s words.

A good kid? How dare you call that son of a bitch, Junwoo, the third generation of a conglomerate, a good kid.

But Dami’s eyes were filled with sincere affection.

“Thank you for saying I’m a good kid.”

Jihee slowly let out her feelings.

“I was so focused on work that I didn’t pay much attention to Junwoo. Maybe that’s why he doesn’t think of me as his mother.”

Dami shook her head.

“No. Junwoo thinks about his mother a lot. He just… doesn’t know how to express it.”

Ji-hee thought that Dami’s words were just comfort. But even that comfort felt warm.

Dami suddenly leaned forward and came closer to Jihee. Then she whispered in a low voice.

“Mom, can I teach you about sex?”

Jihee’s eyes opened wide. The coffee cup shook slightly in her hand. Dami was still looking at her seriously.

“What…what did you say?”

Jihee’s voice trembled. But Dami’s expression remained serious.

“If you need your mother. As I said at the restaurant yesterday, sex is not just a physical act, but a communication of each other’s hearts. I had that kind of relationship with Junwoo, and it made our relationship stronger. I think your mother and father can do the same.”

Ji-hee still couldn’t continue speaking. She had never imagined that she would receive such a proposal. It was an absurd situation where she would learn about sex from the child who would become her daughter-in-law.

But I remembered the sound I heard in front of Junwoo’s room last night. And the envy I felt while lying in bed filled my heart again. Could I have that kind of relationship with Piljae? Could I feel that kind of passion again?

Jihee nodded without realizing it. Dami’s eyes sparkled.

“Okay. Then I’ll start with the basics.”

Inside the restaurant’s private room, Dami began a secret lecture in a voice so low that no one could hear. She explained positions, the importance of foreplay, and the need for emotional connection. She gave vivid advice based on her experiences with Junwoo.

Ji-hee was embarrassed at first, but soon began to listen earnestly. She felt embarrassed to learn such things from her daughter-in-law, but on the other hand, she thought it was a practical choice. Wouldn’t it be better to learn from someone she could trust rather than from an unknown instructor or an internet video?

“The important thing is to let go of shame. Sex is a natural act and a beautiful connection. Your mother is attractive enough. Be confident.”

Ji-hee felt a strange sense of comfort at Dami’s words. When she said this, she felt like she had gained a little more confidence.

“And you must look into Piljae’s father’s eyes. Eye contact is the most powerful tool of communication.”

Ji-hee was now truly listening to Dami’s advice. It was a situation she had never imagined a few minutes ago, but now every word she said felt precious.

“Mom, let’s try a simple exercise.”

Dami suddenly suggested. Jihee’s eyes widened.

“Practice?”

“Yes, quickly before Junwoo comes. Put your tongue like this…”

Dami slightly stuck out her lips. Jihee hesitated for a moment and then followed suit carefully. Dami nodded with a satisfied expression.

“And the hands are like this…”

Dami placed her hand on the table and showed a gentle movement of her fingers. Jihee followed the movement again.

At that very moment, the door to the room opened and Junwoo came in. Jihee quickly put her hand down. Dami returned to her seat naturally as if nothing had happened.

“What were you talking about?”

Junwoo asked with a puzzled expression. Dami and Jihee looked at each other.

“Secret stories of women.”

Dami answered with a smile. Jihee smiled awkwardly as well. Junwoo looked at the two of them alternately as if he was suspicious, but didn’t ask any more questions.

As they left the restaurant after finishing their meal, Jihee whispered softly to Dami.

“Thank you.”

Dami looked at Jihee with sparkling eyes.

“Ask me anytime you need, Mother.”

Ji-hee smiled. And she headed to her car with light steps. Tonight, she planned to knock on Pil-jae’s door for the first time in twenty years. And this time, she wouldn’t hesitate.

Ji-hee thought as she looked at the splendid streets of Seoul spread out before her eyes. Maybe life is a process of constant learning. Sometimes, you learn unexpected lessons from people you never expected. And today, she seemed to have learned from Dami not just simple sex techniques, but a method of true communication.

Epilogue – The Lady’S Circumstances 2

Ji-hee stood in front of the bedroom mirror and looked at herself seriously for the first time. It was a mirror that she had passed by without a second thought every morning when she put on makeup and chose her clothes, but today was different. She slowly took off her pajamas and put on a red silk slip dress that she had taken out from the depths of her closet.

She smoothed the dress strap with her fingers and adjusted her chest line. The red color contrasted sharply with her white skin. Although she was close to fifty, she had maintained her figure through thorough management. Even if it was for the sake of others, she was grateful for this moment.

“Was it like this…?”

Ji-hee looked at her appearance from all angles. There were some traces of the passage of time, but she looked better than she had expected. A smile spread across her lips. She was surprised that she had never looked at her body as a woman for a long time.

I raised my arms in front of the mirror and made hand shapes just as Dami had taught me.

“Hold it like this…”

She curled her fingers into a ball, as if she were holding the man’s thing. Then she pretended to move them up and down. It felt ridiculous to see herself doing imaginary movements in the air as if she were shadow boxing.

‘How big was his there…’

Ji-hee felt her face flush as a sudden thought occurred to her. It had been so long ago that she could barely remember. When she thought about when she had last had sex, it had been at least ten years. It must have been when they had been obliged to share a room together on a business trip.

“Sigh…”

A sigh escaped Ji-hee’s mouth. The advice she had heard from Dami lingered in her head. ‘Lips should be soft, and tongue should roll slowly…’ She looked at herself in the mirror, slightly sticking out her lips, revealing the tip of her tongue. She tried rolling her tongue as Dami had instructed. Embarrassment washed over her from the unfamiliar motion, but at the same time, she felt a strange excitement.

‘Are you really going to do this?’

It was a clumsy movement, but her heart pounded as she thought that it was for Piljae. She checked her appearance one last time. She put on a semi-transparent silk gown over her dress. It was a moderate look that was neither too revealing nor too revealing.

“Today is the moment that will change.”

Ji-hee opened the door and stepped out, her resolve firm. There was no one in the hallway. It was late at night, and everyone in the mansion was already asleep. Every time her bare feet touched the marble floor, a cold sensation was felt. But even that felt new to her now.

She arrived in front of Piljae’s room. Jihee took a deep breath and exhaled. Her heart was pounding like crazy. Her chest was pounding like a girl about to go on her first date. She carefully raised her hand and knocked on the door.

“Yes.”

Piljae’s voice was heard from inside. It was a clear voice, as if he was still working. Jihee swallowed dry saliva and slowly opened the door. And then she quietly entered the room.

Piljae was leaning against the bed and looking at something. When Jihee came in, he raised his head and looked at her. At first, he looked happy, but soon his eyes widened when he noticed her clothes.

“You?”

His voice was full of surprise. They had been living in separate rooms for nearly ten years. It had been so long since she had come to his room so late at night that he could not even remember.

“What were you doing?”

Ji-hee asked. She tried to act as naturally as possible, but her voice trembled slightly. Pil-jae stared blankly at her for a moment before coming to his senses.

“Ah, I was just… looking at old photos of Junwoo.”

What Piljae was holding in his hand was an old family album. Jihee slowly approached him and sat on the edge of the bed. They were close enough to touch, but even that short distance felt like the closest thing they had ever felt in years.

“I want to watch it too.”

Ji-hee said. Pil-jae opened the album on his lap without hesitation so that she could look at it. Inside the album were pictures of Jun-woo as a child. Pictures of Jun-woo taken at a kindergarten field trip when he was about five years old, of Jun-woo on his elementary school entrance day, and of Jun-woo at his middle school graduation.

“Junwoo has grown up like this…”

Ji-hee muttered. She suddenly realized that she had not been able to properly accompany her son during his growth process. Most of the important moments in the photos were her business trips or meetings. Ji-hee carefully leaned against Pil-jae as she turned the pages of the album.

Piljae’s body stiffened slightly at the contact. But Jihee did not back down. Dami’s advice came to mind. ‘Slowly at first, and naturally…’ She began to stroke Piljae’s arm. Lightly, but deliberately.

“Why are you like that today?”

Piljae asked. His voice was filled with suspicion and a subtle anticipation. Jihee took a deep breath. It was a moment of no return.

“Stay still.”

Ji-hee whispered. Then she carefully put the album aside and laid Pil-jae on the bed. Pil-jae seemed surprised but did not resist. Ji-hee slowly sat on top of him. Ji-hee’s body line was visible through the translucent silk dress.

Piljae’s eyes trembled. This situation was too unfamiliar to him. His gaze scanned Jihee’s body and then returned to her face. Jihee’s eyes were filled with a long-suppressed desire.

“We… I think we held back too much.”

With those words, Jihee licked her lips. Just like Dami had taught her, slowly and seductively.

Ji-hee slowly began to pull down Pil-jae’s pants. Her hands were shaking slightly, but she made up her mind. Pil-jae’s breathing became rough as if he was nervous. She pulled down his pants and underwear as well. Ji-hee’s eyes widened as she slowly examined Pil-jae’s exposed genitals.

‘Is this what it looked like?’

She was a little surprised by the shape of her husband’s penis. She was not a virgin who did not know what a man’s penis looked like, but she hesitated for a moment because it had been so long since she had seen one in person. When had it been since she had last seen one properly? Ten years? No, it might have been over fifteen years, she thought.

When she raised her head hesitantly, Piljae was looking at her. There was a smile in his eyes. It was as if he was enjoying her embarrassment. Jihee felt a sudden sense of shame. Just as Dami had taught her, she slowly stuck her tongue out.

‘The most important thing is confidence.’

Dami’s advice came to mind. Jihee gathered her courage and began to lick the penis. At first, she carefully touched only the tip of her tongue and traced it from the base of the penis up. The penis, halfway up, flinched slightly when her tongue touched it. She became more daring at the penis’s reaction, and this time she spread her tongue wide and gently traced it from the base of the penis to the glans.

“Umm…”

A small moan escaped Piljae’s mouth. Jaji reacted to her tongue strokes, becoming hard and increasing in size. Jihee watched the change with interest. The veins on Jaji’s surface stood out and the glans turned red, stimulating her curiosity. She felt her long-forgotten instincts as a woman slowly awakening.

As Dami had taught her, Jihee licked the glans in a circular motion with her tongue. Emboldened, she persistently stimulated the groove where the glans and the penis meet. Piljae’s thighs trembled slightly in response. Jihee felt the penis harden and expand with each touch of her tongue, and a sense of satisfaction surged through her. Feeling this sense of control and dominance was new and fascinating.

‘This is… the most sensitive part, right?’

She delicately stimulated the base of the glans with the tip of her tongue. A clear liquid began to form at the tip of Piljae’s penis. Jihee felt curious and tasted it with her tongue. It was a slightly salty and subtle taste. It was not as disgusting as she had thought. Rather, this intimate taste gave her a strange sense of satisfaction.

The increasingly strong body odor stimulated her nose and awakened her instincts as a woman. It was a mixture of a man’s unique body odor and a faint scent of soap. Ji-hee was gradually intoxicated by this scent that was unfamiliar at first. At this moment, she finally realized how much she had missed such intimate moments.

When the penis was fully erected, Jihee gently wrapped her lips around the glans. She gently pursed her lips and lightly sucked the tip of the penis, then released it, repeatedly. It was awkward at first, but she gained confidence as she listened to Piljae’s rough breathing. The sensation of his penis throbbing between her lips was vividly conveyed.

“Ah…”

Ji-hee, who gained confidence from Pil-jae’s moans, now opened her mouth wider and put the entire glans in her mouth. She moved her head up and down while stimulating the underside of the glans with her tongue. Feeling the penis growing bigger and harder in her mouth, Ji-hee felt a strange excitement as if the pleasure she was giving to her husband was being transmitted to her.

The initial embarrassment and hesitation soon disappeared, and Ji-hee became completely absorbed in her actions. She felt herself as a woman, not as the wife of a financier or as an executive of a group. This sense of liberation was a new level of freedom that she had never experienced before.

Piljae slowly raised his hand and stroked Jihee’s hair. Jihee felt some kind of encouragement and recognition from his warm hands. She, who had always been a cold and tough woman in front of the world, was becoming a complete woman in front of her husband tonight.

Ji-hee, who was the wife of a conglomerate family and a member of the board of directors of a conglomerate, had always prided herself on being a better woman than anyone else, but now, in front of her husband, she was turning back into a woman. It was the moment to be honest with her husband and her own desires.

In her life, where she had thought that work and social status were everything, a long-forgotten sense returned. And Ji-hee decided to fully embrace this new – or rather, long-lost – sense.

Ji-hee had been caressing the glans with her lips and tongue, and now she decided to go deeper. She opened her mouth a little wider as Dami had told her and began to swallow the glans carefully. Perhaps because it was her first time, her jaw spasmed and it hurt a little. When she usually ate with business executives, she only paid attention to eating elegantly with a small mouth, but she had rarely opened her mouth this wide.

Piljae’s body suddenly flinched as if his teeth had touched the nipple. Jihee hurriedly opened her mouth.

“I’m sorry.”

She apologized sincerely. It was something she had never said easily in her life. Jihee took a moment to catch her breath, then opened her mouth again and swallowed the glans more carefully. This time, she completely covered it with her lips and gently stroked the underside of the glans with her tongue.

Jihee slowly sucked the glans and caressed it in a circular motion with her tongue, and as she became more confident, she gradually took the penis deeper. She was becoming more accustomed to the sensation of the penis pulsating inside her mouth. The deeper she tried to swallow it, the more she felt a strange sense of satisfaction, as if she was gaining more control.

“If it’s hard… you don’t have to do it.”

Piljae’s voice was filled with consideration and earnestness. However, his words rather stimulated Jihee’s competitive spirit. She had never avoided any challenge in her life. This, too, felt like a task she had to complete perfectly.

‘Did I tell you to open your neck?’

Dami’s advice came to mind. Jihee tried to open her throat comfortably and take the penis in deeper. However, the moment the glans touched her Adam’s apple, a sudden nausea made her suffocate. She started coughing and quickly pulled the penis out of her mouth.

“Cluck, cluck!”

The cough wouldn’t stop. Ji-hee was embarrassed to see herself like this. Normally, she would have tried to show her perfect side in any situation. But strangely, now, rather than feeling embarrassed, she felt a stronger desire to try again.

Piljae gently patted Jihee on the back. He felt warmth and patience in his hands. Jihee felt like she was rediscovering that aspect of her husband.

Ji-hee, who had caught her breath, laid Pil-jae back on the bed. There was worry in his eyes, but Ji-hee smiled confidently.

“Don’t worry.”

And she opened her mouth again and began to swallow carefully. This time, more leisurely, slowly, and with controlled breathing, she pushed it deep into her throat. Controlling her breathing was similar to meditation. Jihee focused on releasing tension and relaxing the muscles in her throat.

Once, twice, taking it in a little deeper, she pushed her limits little by little. Finally, she swallowed the very root of the penis. Ji-hee, who had succeeded in something she had never done before, raised her eyes proudly and looked up at Pil-jae.

His eyes were filled with surprise, admiration, and above all, deep affection. Ji-hee seemed to have found something she had been missing all these years in those eyes. It seemed that the true intimacy she had lost in her life, which had been pursuing only success and power, had finally returned to her.

Jihee now gained confidence and began to suck the cock in earnest. The sound of sucking and sucking echoed throughout the room. Her face turned red at the vulgar sound that she would never have imagined. The image of herself kneeling on top of the man’s body and bowing her head to serve him seemed like an unrealistic dream.

‘Who would believe something like this?’

Ji-hee, who was known for her cool judgment in the financial world, was the wife of a conglomerate and a member of the board of directors of a group, and was now serving a man in such a shallow manner. Ji-hee had a moment of self-deprecation, but soon pulled herself together.

‘This is for my beloved husband. For him…’

Social status and pride were not important. This moment of regaining the intimacy between a couple that had been forgotten for a long time was more precious. Ji-hee made her cheeks hollow and sucked in more strongly.

Her thighs began to tremble with tension. Her legs were numb from having been in the same position for so long, but she didn’t care. Her vagina began to twitch slightly inside her mouth. Jihee instinctively sensed that ejaculation was imminent.

Her jaw was cold and her mouth was sore, but Jihee didn’t give up and started moving at an even faster pace, slurp slurp, slurp. As Dami had said, she increased her speed and strengthened her suction, and she could feel Piljae’s muscles tense up.

“Jihee…”

Piljae called her name. Had she ever heard her name so sweetly coming from her husband’s mouth? Jihee’s lower abdomen tingled at his voice. A strange pleasure surged through her, as if she too was reaching orgasm.

“Ugh…”

Suddenly, Piljae’s penis throbbed violently inside her mouth. Hot semen hit the inside of her throat. Jihee was startled for a moment and tried to step back, but she soon gathered her will and accepted it. A thrilling sensation like electricity ran through her entire body.

The taste and smell of the semen filling her mouth were unfamiliar. A bitter and salty taste lingered on the tip of her tongue. However, Ji-hee experienced a strange sense of ecstasy even in that unfamiliarity. She tried to swallow the semen somehow. It was not a simple physical act, but rather a symbolic ritual of accepting Pil-jae’s essence.

When the ejaculation was over, Ji-hee sucked the last of her semen and licked it all the way down. Then she opened her mouth and showed off the remaining semen to Pil-jae. Enjoying Pil-jae’s surprised look, Ji-hee swallowed it and smiled with satisfaction.

Furthermore, she licked the semen remaining in her urethra with her tongue, sweeping her penis with her hand. She felt a boldness she had never known blossoming in her heart.

Surprisingly, Piljae’s self-esteem began to harden again. There was still thirst in his eyes. Jihee accepted that gaze and felt a sense of accomplishment. She became certain that her charm as a woman had not yet died, but rather had finally awakened.

Ji-hee slowly got up and took off her red silk slip dress. Her naked body glowed softly through the nightlight in the dark room. She climbed onto Pil-jae’s lap again and began to slowly rub her vagina against his.

“I’ll satisfy you tonight.”

Jihee’s voice was filled with new confidence. It was more than just confidence; it was the voice of a woman who had regained her desire as a woman.

Jihee slowly adjusted her vagina to her vagina. At first, she moved her waist in a circular motion, only slightly touching the tip. Little by little, very little by little, she began to go inside. Feeling Piljae’s penis for the first time in a long time, she pushed against her vaginal wall and dug inside. Her waist trembled involuntarily at the hot and firm sensation. Her breathing became rapid due to the ecstasy that came with the soft pain.

“Ah…uh…”

It was a little painful because it had been so long, but Ji-hee gritted her teeth and held on. When she finally inserted it all the way to the root, she looked down at Pil-jae proudly. She could see desire burning in his eyes.

She placed both hands on her chest and lightly pinched her nipples. The stimulation made her pussy tighten on its own, and a moan escaped Piljae’s mouth. Slowly, she leaned her upper body forward, and her breasts filled Piljae’s field of vision. Holding her waist with one hand, Jihee began to rotate her hips in a circular motion.

My heart swelled with pride as I watched Piljae’s expression as he immersed himself in pleasure. It was extremely satisfying to see him completely surrender to the pleasure her movements created. On the other hand, every time Jaji poked deep inside her vagina, it felt like an electric current was running down her spine.

Jihee consciously tightened her grip and tightened her vagina.

“Ugh…”

Ji-hee felt a sense of triumph as she saw Pil-jae’s chin go up and he couldn’t suppress his emotions. She contracted her clitoral muscles more strongly and rhythmically.

Slurp.. slurp.. slurp.. slurp.

As she slowly moved her hunched waist up and down, the sound of her vagina slipping out echoed throughout the room. At first, the sound sounded vulgar to Ji-hee’s ears, but as time passed, it changed into a beautiful harmony that confirmed her love for Pil-jae.

The movements that started out slow became faster and faster. Every time she lowered her hips and deeply accepted Piljae’s cock, her whole body trembled as if she had been shocked. Reason slowly evaporated from her mind, and only instinct remained to dominate her.

“Okay… more…”

Piljae’s eyes lit up at the words he had unknowingly blurted out. It seemed as if his presence had completely awakened her femininity. Now, Jihee was no longer the wife of a conglomerate or the director of a group, but simply a woman who yearned for one man.

Piljae suddenly lifted his waist. Jihee screamed at the unexpected strong insertion. Her vision turned white as Jaji pushed hard against her cervix. She momentarily lost consciousness as if something was bursting in her head.

“Ugh! There… there’s good!”

She never imagined that she would say something like that. But Ji-hee now had no regard for things like dignity or respect. She simply gave herself completely to the pleasure Pil-jae gave her.

Piljae’s hand came up and grabbed her breast. When his strong fingers pinched her nipple, her waist arched involuntarily as if an electric current was running through her. A moan that felt unfamiliar to even herself escaped her mouth.

“Ah… ugh… harder…”

She felt Piljae’s penis becoming harder. It had dug deep into her vagina and was now throbbing like a pulse. Jihee, who sensed that ejaculation was imminent, spurred on her waist movements.

“You… Contraception is…”

Jihee answered Piljae’s question without hesitation.

“It’s okay, hurry up…”

She shook her hips wildly and induced Piljae to ejaculate. Her vagina completely wrapped around his cock and squirmed. The room was filled with the sound of flesh hitting each other and the two people’s heavy breathing.

Buzz… Buzz…

Piljae’s penis suddenly jumped up and down, and hot semen began to spurt toward her uterus. At that moment, Jihee also reached climax. She arched her body like a bow and let out a moan of pleasure that burst from her throat. The waves of pleasure that overwhelmed her entire body surged endlessly, completely engulfing her.

“Euuuugh…!”

Ji-hee, shaking from the afterglow of her climax, collapsed helplessly on Pil-jae’s chest. His heartbeat rang loudly in her ears. Pil-jae’s warm hands gently stroked her sweaty hair.

“Haa… Haa…”

Panting, Ji-hee slowly felt Pil-jae’s firm chest muscles. His penis was still firmly embedded in her vagina, spasming slightly and spitting out every last drop of semen. Ji-hee smiled without realizing it at the sensation.

She raised her head and looked into Piljae’s eyes. Their gazes were deeply intertwined. A silent conversation that could be communicated without words was exchanged. A playful light entered Jihee’s eyes. She slowly turned her waist and whispered while still feeling the firmness of her penis.

“Can I do more?”

Epilogue – Secrets Must Be Kept!

I moved my waist hard and went up and down on Junwoo. The sound of flesh hitting flesh echoed throughout the room, and our breathing became increasingly rough. My body trembled involuntarily as I felt his hardness fill me up.

“Ah… huh…”

A groan escaped me. It felt like all my senses were coming together. I could feel Junwoo’s thing growing bigger and harder inside me. As he gripped my pelvis tightly and met me from below, the sensation of him digging deep inside me made me dizzy.

“Junwoo… over there… more…”

I was struggling with the orgasm that was coming. My mind went blank and my vision became blurry. Every time his hard glans hit the sensitive spot inside me, an electric pleasure engulfed my whole body. The moment I reached my climax, the muscles inside me tightened around his and my body trembled. Eventually, I collapsed on his chest.

“Haa… Haa…”

I buried my face in his chest, panting. I could hear his heartbeat clearly in my ears. Junwoo gently stroked my hair. His hand ran down my spine and wrapped around my waist.

“What did you talk about with your mother?”

I raised my head in surprise at the sudden question. There was a slight movement in our connected parts. His was still solid inside me. Junwoo’s eyes were filled with curiosity, and a playful smile played on his lips.

“I didn’t say anything.”

His eyebrows quirked at my answer.

“Lies.”

Junwoo’s eyes narrowed. His eyes were filled with suspicion. His fingers moved slowly along my back, tickling me.

“It’s true.”

He answered with a light smile, but his eyes were still full of suspicion.

“What did I say that you won’t do it for me?”

He kept asking me questions, but I was determined to keep my secrets. I thought that secrets between women had to be kept at all costs, especially the secret conversations I had with my mother.

I tried to let the conversation flow with laughter, but Junwoo’s expression quickly changed to playfulness. It was clear that he was frustrated with my silence.

At that very moment, Junwoo lifted his waist. Suddenly, his thing dug deep inside my body. My waist arched involuntarily as he found my most sensitive spot and pressed hard.

“Ugh… sigh…”

Hot fluid flowed out. It poured out, soaking his insides. The orgasm from just now hadn’t even subsided, but the pleasure that was surging through me again made my legs spread apart on their own. As he slowly moved his waist underneath me, the heat that spread from deep inside rose up through my entire body.

Junwoo’s hands held my butt tightly. Every time he squirmed beneath me, my body completely surrendered to him. I felt something deep inside me greedy, as if trying to swallow more of him.

“Aren’t you going to tell me the story?”

Junwoo whispered in my ear. His hot breath tickled my earlobe. His voice resonated softly. With his words, his waist rose again with a thump.

I shook my head firmly, still shaking from the afterglow of my orgasm. I didn’t waver even as he filled me.

“Really… It’s nothing.”

I answered with my lips tightly shut. Junwoo looked like he didn’t believe me, but I was firm. My lips were tightly shut so that no secret would leak out.

Junwoo suddenly picked me up. He lifted my body with both hands and made me look outside, then he lifted both my legs with his hands. He held my thighs and placed his hard cock under me. His hot glans rubbing against my bare skin and the wet entrance of my pussy made my body tremble.

“Are you really not going to talk?”

I shook my head at his voice whispering in my ear. I could never reveal the secret conversation I had with my mother. It was a promise.

“Why don’t you tell me?”

Junwoo asked me one more time, but I kept my mouth shut until the end.

Junwoo let out a small sigh at my stubbornness. Then he suddenly smiled and whispered.

“Then let me say it another way.”

With those words, he turned around while hugging me.

We had already left our parents’ mansion and arrived at Junwoo’s penthouse. The place he was staying was located on the top floor in the middle of the city. Through the glass windows surrounding the entire living room, we could see the splendid night view of Seoul at a glance.

Junwoo walked towards the large window in the same position he was holding me in. He lifted my body up and approached the window.

“Ugh…”

My head tilted back on its own, and my whole body arched like a bow. My vagina was already soaking wet, so his cock went all the way in at once. As the glans pressed hard against my cervix, it felt like electricity was flowing through my whole body. My fluid flowed down my thighs.

With both legs held in his hands and my whole body relying on his arms, I felt completely subordinate to him. I felt gravity pulling my body down further, his dick digging deeper. This was my first time in this position. Regardless of my will, I could only focus on the pleasure his dick was giving me.

I could clearly see myself reflected in the window. My legs spread in an M shape, a penis inserted into my vagina, and my face with my mouth open and my love juice flowing out were dimly reflected in the glass. For a moment, I felt ashamed at that vulgar appearance, but soon I closed my eyes tightly in pleasure. My vagina, on the other hand, twitched and squeezed his penis harder.

“It’s probably going to be a sex story. Like at the airport.”

Junwoo said as if he already knew. He guessed right, but I didn’t answer until the end. Instead, I gently tightened the muscles inside me and stimulated him.

“You said you were good at sex?”

He moved his hips as he spoke teasingly. Every time his dick slowly went in and out of my vagina, my eyes went blank. My whole body trembled at the sensation of it poking deep inside my vagina. I opened my mouth wide and stuck my tongue out, panting in pleasure that made my eyes spin.

“You’re saying this so sloppily.”

Then Junwoo raised his waist hard and pushed his penis deep into his uterus. A groan, as if his breath was being taken away by the sensation of it digging deep into his vagina, burst out of his throat. His entire body trembled as if convulsing, and his legs trembled, but he held on tightly with his hands, so he couldn’t get off.

Again, his penis slowly withdrew and then thrust back in with all its might. When the tip of the glans hit the most sensitive spot inside me, my whole body flinched as if it had been shocked.

“Ugh… Ugh… Ugh…”

I couldn’t stand the pleasure so I let out a voice. He kept increasing his speed and thrusting his member into me continuously. Maybe it was because of the angle, but it reached deeper than usual, and I couldn’t hold back from the stimulation and reached climax.

“Oh my…”

The juice from my vagina burst out like a fountain and splashed out the window. At the moment of climax, my vagina clenched and released his cock repeatedly. The juice that burst out soaked Junwoo’s thighs.

“This is going to be hard to clean.”

Junwoo said with a smile. But even then, he kept raising his waist and thrusting his dick into me. His speed got faster and faster, and his breathing became rougher.

“Ugh…”

I groaned involuntarily due to the intense pleasure.

“You said you’d accept it all night?”

He said it as a joke, but there was a tremor in his voice that indicated that he was nearing climax.

“I’m… sorry…”

I could barely continue speaking. My vagina was still convulsing in the afterglow of my orgasm.

“Sorry for being sloppy…”

At my words, Junwoo opened his eyes wide, hugged me tighter, and thrust his waist even harder. His cock began to pulse inside me, and hot semen poured out toward my uterus. In the heat, I also reached climax once again and poured out new love juice. Our body fluids mixed and flowed down our thighs, and we panted together.

My vagina was still trembling with the afterglow of my orgasm. However, Junwoo’s penis still remained firm. He gently grabbed my shoulder and turned my body to face the glass wall.

“Let’s try this this time.”

His hands grabbed my waist and pushed my butt back. Doggy style position. I felt a cool sensation when I placed my palms on the cold glass wall. The coldness of the glass contrasting with my hot body gave me a strange pleasure.

Junwoo’s hand lifted one of my legs. My body shook in the unstable position, but his firm grip supported me. As he lifted my leg higher, it was at an angle that showed my vagina exactly. When I looked down, I saw my bloodshot vagina and his thick cock touching it.

“Look at you.”

I looked up at his voice and saw myself reflected in the glass window. One leg raised, my butt sticking out, my face flushed with sweat, my eyes wet with desire. I can’t believe I’m really making that kind of expression.

Junwoo gently placed the tip of his penis against the entrance to my vagina. However, contrary to expectations, he did not push it in deeply, but slowly inserted and removed only the glans.

“Ugh… Please…”

I moaned involuntarily. My vagina, already sensitive to orgasm, responded even more eagerly to his play. He circled his cock at the entrance of my vagina as if he was enjoying my reaction. I thought I was going crazy because of the movement that only stimulated the entrance without thrusting deep inside.

“Come in… deeper…”

I begged him, but he pretended not to hear me. I felt my uterus throbbing and pounding, yearning for his dick. But his dick never went deep.

“Aren’t you going to tell me the story?”

He asked again, but I still shook my head. No matter what pleasure came, I had to keep my secret from my mother. Junwoo smiled as he looked at my expression.

“Okay. Let’s skip this time.”

With those words, Junwoo pushed his member in with all his might. All the way in one go, deep enough to reach the cervix.

“Huhh …

The pleasure that had been building up exploded. My eyes went white and it felt like fireworks were going off in my head. One of my feet that I had lifted automatically went higher and my toes trembled. My love juice poured out onto the floor.

“Ugh… Ugh… Ah….”

He couldn’t even moan properly due to the continuous stimulation. Junwoo continued to forcefully thrust his penis in and out without stopping. Every time he did, he felt a thrill as if an electric current was flowing through his entire body. From the depths of his vagina to the tips of his toes, his entire body shook with the waves of pleasure his penis created.

“Your eyes are mine forever.”

At Junwoo’s words, my vagina tightened even more. Every time he thrust with more force, the sound of flesh sticking and falling resonated.

Zzz-zzz—

The room was filled with only the panting of the two of us and the sound of our bodies colliding. Now, I had no choice but to completely surrender to the pleasure his cock gave me. I felt Junwoo’s breathing getting rougher and I could feel him getting closer to his climax.

“Cheap.”

With his short cry, my penis began to pulse inside me.

Buzz-buzz—

Junwoo pushed me harder against the glass wall and pushed his member all the way into my uterus. I felt the sensation of hot semen filling me up.

“The uterus is distorted…”

Words burst out without me knowing. I imagined my cervix being crushed by his dick, and reached an intense climax once again. My eyes went blank as I felt the semen fill my stomach.

I felt the strength drain from my body and my mind became dizzy. All I could remember was Junwoo’s arms tightly holding my waist, and then my consciousness began to blur.

Epilogue – I Will Become The Heroine!

I sat alone in the bride’s waiting room and looked at myself in the mirror. Wearing a white wedding dress, I looked like a different person. The woman in the mirror had clear skin and a bright smile, but my heart was actually pounding.

‘Am I really getting married?’

My heart was pounding like crazy. I pressed my hand against my chest and took a deep breath. This moment felt like a dream. I was a 35-year-old small business employee, and I was lost in a game, then came back to reality and married the son of a conglomerate. If someone had told me this story, I would have thought it was crazy.

“Congratulations, Father.”

Someone else came in and said hello. I smiled mechanically and bowed my head.

“Thank you.”

It was now a familiar answer. I couldn’t even count how many people had come to greet me since morning. Faces I had never seen before, celebrities I had only seen on TV, and people from wealthy families kept coming in and out. As someone who had never known this kind of world, I was completely out of my mind.

As the door closed, I let out another deep sigh. Only then was I given a moment to myself. I thought I had gained some confidence after I transformed into a 20-year-old, but today, when people came crowding around, I felt even more embarrassed.

The wedding preparations were also going on like crazy. Newlyweds say that it is extremely difficult to prepare for the wedding (studio, dress, makeup), but I just stayed still and everything happened on its own.

Before I knew it, the wedding dress was in front of me, makeup artists showed up and disappeared, and before I knew it, a day had passed and I was sitting in the bridal waiting room.

Originally, they were planning to have a small wedding ceremony for just the two of them. Junwoo agreed to that. But everything changed with one word from his mother.

“Who would have their first wedding like that?”

My mother’s angry voice still lingered in my ears. Neither Junwoo nor I could refute it. The small, modest wedding plan disappeared like melting snow, and was replaced by a luxurious wedding in a private hotel hall.

I remember being momentarily flustered by the words ‘first wedding’. When I asked Junwoo, he said that divorce is so common in chaebol families these days that they use the terms first and second. He said that his parents are the only ones who have survived until now with just one marriage.

As the last guest left and the door closed, the bridal waiting room suddenly became quiet. In the silence, only my heartbeat could be heard loudly. I felt like I could finally live. I looked at myself in the mirror again. My face looked prettier thanks to the makeup, and my wedding dress fit me perfectly. Anyone could see that I was a beautiful bride.

“Is this really the right choice…”

My heart tightened as a sudden thought occurred to me. Everything was happening too fast. It hadn’t been long since I returned to reality, and I was already getting married. In the game, I was with 20-year-old Dami and Geum Taeyang, but in reality, I was a 35-year-old office worker and Seo Jun-woo, the third generation of a conglomerate. There was too much of a gap between the two of us.

Just as the anxiety in my heart was starting to creep up, I heard the door slightly open. I turned around in surprise and saw Junwoo sticking his face out through the crack in the door.

“Can I come in?”

I couldn’t help but smile at his soft voice. I nodded and Junwoo quietly came inside.

“They say the groom is not allowed to enter the bride’s waiting room.”

When I said that, Junwoo shrugged his shoulders.

“It’s okay. I already took all the pictures.”

He closed the door gently and approached me. With his tall stature and tailored suit, he looked like the perfect groom no matter where I looked. His hair was neatly combed, his jawline was sharp, and his deep eyes looked only at me. While it overlapped with the appearance of Geum Taeyang in the game, it also radiated the aura of Junwoo in real life.

“Are you okay?”

He stood in front of me and asked. His black eyes looked deep into mine. His gaze always seemed to pierce through me.

“Yeah. I’m just… a little nervous.”

I answered honestly. Junwoo smiled and took my hand. The warmth coming from his hand gave me a little sense of stability.

“Me too.”

I blinked at the unexpected confession. The always confident and proud Junwoo was nervous.

“I’m worried that you’ll regret getting married.”

His words made my throat choke up. It was as if he had pierced through the anxious thoughts I had been harboring just a moment ago.

“No regrets.”

Junwoo’s face brightened at my answer. He came a little closer and gave my forehead a light kiss.

“The makeup will be removed.”

I said it with a smile, but he didn’t care. Instead, he carefully kissed me on the lips.

“If it gets erased, just reapply it.”

He whispered. At that moment, my heart started beating like crazy again. It always did when I was next to him.

“It’s bad for your heart…”

He grumbled, pushing his shoulder gently. Junwoo laughed quietly.

“What?”

“You are so handsome that it strains my heart.”

Junwoo’s eyes sparkled at my honest words. He looked at me silently for a moment and then grabbed my hand tightly.

“You’re pretty today.”

It was just a simple word, but it warmed my heart. The sight of me in his eyes was probably an unforgettable moment. There was love, pride, and a little fear in his eyes.

“I’m beautiful every day, right?”

He threw out a joke in a good mood. Junwoo responded with a smile.

“Yes. Every day, it becomes more beautiful.”

His serious tone made my heart race again. In this dreamlike reality, the man next to me and I are now truly becoming a couple.

Junwoo sat down next to me quietly. Then he carefully made me rest my head on his shoulder.

“Let’s stay like this for a little while until the wedding ceremony starts.”

I closed my eyes comfortably at his words. A moment of silence filled the space between us. In this moment with him, all my anxiety and fears seemed to melt away like snow. Without saying anything in particular, just being together like this was enough.

For a moment, I forgot the tension of the wedding and felt comfortable in Junwoo’s arms. At the moment when I was finding stability while listening to his heartbeat, his hand suddenly started moving down my back. At first, it was just a gentle, comforting touch. However, as he gradually moved up and lightly touched the top of my dress, I sensed his intention.

“Don’t do it.”

Although I spoke firmly, my heart was already beating fast. Junwoo’s hand seemed to stop for a moment, then started moving again. Rather, it became bolder and he slowly caressed the chest area of the dress.

“Ah… No.”

I let out a word of refusal, but my body was already responding to his touch. Even though my head was thinking, ‘I have to stop,’ my body was still as if betraying me. Junwoo’s hands became bolder as he noticed the uncertain tone in my voice.

The dress’s chest area slowly lowered. His fingers pulled the fabric slightly, and my chest was suddenly exposed. My body trembled involuntarily as the cold air touched it. Unlike my body when I was 35, my body in my 20s now had much fuller chest. The body shape of the character in the game had become reality.

Junwoo’s hand cupped my chest. His warm palm moved gently and then pinched my nipple, and an electric stimulation ran through my entire body. I bit my lip to stop the moans that were escaping despite my efforts to hold them back.

“What…what are you doing.”

I managed to catch my breath and continue speaking, but my voice was closer to seduction than rejection. When I raised my head and looked at Junwoo, his eyes were already filled with deep desire. It was the same look we had shared countless times. A familiar smile spread across his lips.

“Isn’t it natural for Geum Taeyang to eat his bride before marriage?”

At those words, his face flushed and a corner of his heart melted. At that moment, he looked exactly like the golden sun in the game. He felt strangely as if the past and present, the game and reality were mixed together.

“Don’t talk nonsense…”

Although I refused verbally, my body was already fully responding to his touch. I remembered the countless nights I had spent with him in the game, and those memories stimulated my desire even more.

Junwoo’s hand, which had been rubbing his chest, slowly moved down to touch his belt. The rustling sound of undoing his belt and unzipping his zipper broke the silence in the room. At that sound, I glanced toward the door. The dangerous situation where someone might come in actually made my heart beat faster. For a moment, it felt like my breathing had stopped.

The next moment, Junwoo’s penis appeared in front of me. As I took off his pants, it stood out firmly, and as always, it caught my attention with its vicious and rough appearance. The thick and hard shaft, the red, swollen glans, and the clear liquid already forming at the tip. At that sight, my mouth watered without me knowing, and my breathing became ragged.

“What are you doing? Suck.”

Junwoo’s voice had lost its usual gentleness and had become rough. His entire body tensed up as if it was shivering at the commanding tone of his voice. At this moment, he was the very same Golden Sun in the game. His confident attitude and commanding tone were a perfect match.

“What if someone comes…”

I spoke words of danger, but my voice was more excited than fearful. The temptation of the forbidden was stronger. My body was already responding naturally to his commands.

I bent down and wrapped my hands around his cock. My heart pounded at the firm, hot sensation that was transmitted through my palms. As I slowly brought it to my mouth, the fact that I was doing this in a wedding dress suddenly shook my mind, but even that thought turned into even greater excitement.

In my head, rational thoughts like, ‘It’s before the wedding, I shouldn’t do this’ were running rampant. However, unlike my 35-year-old mind, this 20-year-old’s body already wanted him. It seemed like the countless nights we shared in the game were still in my body’s memory.

A place called the bride’s waiting room, me in a pure white wedding dress, the wedding ceremony that is about to begin…

The thrill of this forbidden act made my desire even stronger. In all the moments I spent with him, at the motel, in his studio, and even in the cafe bathroom, we couldn’t stand each other.

Of course, we did not tolerate it here either.

The moment my lips wrapped around his glans, my reason completely collapsed. The familiar taste and smell that touched the tip of my tongue enveloped me. One of Junwoo’s hands gently wrapped around my hair, guiding me to take him in more deeply.

My head moved under his touch, and I felt his thing growing bigger in my mouth, and my heart grew hot without me knowing it. Junwoo and I were already perfectly in tune with each other.

‘What if someone suddenly comes in?’

I had uneasy thoughts, but the danger actually made me more excited. My instinctive attraction to the forbidden and the dangerous completely paralyzed my rational judgment.

While sucking the dick deeply, a thought suddenly occurred to me, so I took it out of my mouth and put it between my breasts as a habit. As I wrapped my plump breasts around his hard thing, the shaft part was buried softly. The dress was a bit in the way, but even with only the top down, I was able to move up and down sufficiently to stimulate him.

“Hmm…”

A low moan echoed from Junwoo’s throat. The heat from his cock, which was sliding and rubbing between his chests, strangely excited even me. As I squeezed my chest tightly, I lowered my head toward the red glans that was sticking out and started sucking it again with my mouth. I put my lips on the tip of the glans and sucked it hard, making a slurping sound.

“It’s shallow.”

Junwoo said it jokingly while stroking my hair. I took my mouth off for a moment and looked up at him.

“Who made this?”

Junwoo smiled at my answer. His eyes were still filled with desire. His penis became harder and I could feel it throbbing in my hand. He suddenly pushed his waist forward and said.

“Cheap.”

As soon as I said that, I quickly brought my lips to the glans and sucked hard. I could feel his penis throbbing inside my lips that were wrapped around the glans.

Burrup—

Hot cum poured into my mouth. Once, twice, three times… The cum continuously filled my mouth. I swallowed hard so that it wouldn’t splash on my dress. After swallowing every last drop, I cleaned his cock with my tongue. I cleaned his cock by licking up every last drop of cum.

“It won’t work.”

Junwoo suddenly took off his pants completely while saying those words. Then he lifted me up, made me sit on a chair, and made me spread my legs. He put his hand inside my huge dress, pushed my panties aside, and placed his penis on my already wet pussy.

“No… here…”

Although I said that, I actually had no intention of stopping him. Rather, I had a stronger desire to accept him.

“Come quickly… ”

I whispered, lowering my voice. Junwoo’s eyes sparkled. He slowly leaned down to me and kissed my lips. The soft kiss deepened, and at that moment, his penis slid inside me.

“Ugh…”

The sudden fullness took my breath away. Without taking my lips off, Junwoo slowly started moving his waist. The sound of our breathing and the sound of flesh slapping against each other quietly spread through the waiting room.

Junwoo has become even more rough these days. At first, his waist moved slowly, but soon he started to thrust hard. The sensation of him thrusting deep inside me made my head go blank.

“Don’t do it too… hard…”

I barely managed to whisper. Junwoo stopped moving for a moment. There was regret in his eyes.

“Sorry, I’m so excited…”

I smiled slightly at his apology. Junwoo started moving again, but this time he penetrated me slowly and gently. His dick, which went deep and then slowly withdrew, stimulated every sense inside me.

It’s been two months since I last had my period… Since we had seen two lines on the test in the morning, Junwoo moved more cautiously. His consideration felt even more endearing.

Then, suddenly, there was a knock on the waiting room door.

“Father, you must enter in 10 minutes.”

Junwoo and I looked at each other and held our breath. His movements stopped for a moment, as if time had stopped. My heart felt like it was rising up into my throat. After a while, Junwoo calmly cleared his throat and answered softly.

“Yes, I understand. I will prepare it soon.”

As soon as the sound of the official’s footsteps outside the door grew distant, Junwoo whispered urgently in my ear.

“I have to finish this quickly. I don’t have much time.”

With those words, his waist began to move faster. Without missing a beat, he filled and emptied me rhythmically, not as hard as before but fast enough. My body trembled involuntarily, mixed with worry and pleasure, and I closed my eyes tightly without realizing it.

“Sigh… Junwoo…”

Time kept passing, but Junwoo didn’t seem to have any intention of stopping. Then suddenly, his cock started throbbing inside me. At that moment, I was also pushed to the edge of orgasm. I bit my lips desperately to keep myself from making a sound, but my entire body was already swept away by the waves of orgasm.

Burrup—

His hot semen filled me. The heat spread deep into my stomach, sending shivers down my body once again.

“I’ll do the rest after I’m done.”

Junwoo whispered a promise in my ear. His eyes were still filled with excitement, and the desire that had not yet been fully resolved was stirring there. I placed mine on his lips once again.

“Is it a promise?”

When I whispered softly, Junwoo smiled and nodded firmly. Soon, he slowly pulled out of me and put his pants back on. I checked myself in the mirror while adjusting my dress, and Junwoo covered my chest with the dress again and skillfully buttoned it up.

“The bride is so wild, it’s hard to hold back.”

He said it in a slightly breathless voice. It was a natural thing to say, considering what we had just done.

“5 minutes ago, Father!”

The staff’s voice was heard once again from outside the door. It was really time to go now. Junwoo gave me a final light kiss on the lips and walked towards the door first.

The grand wedding melody resonated through the hall. The door opened and all the guests’ eyes turned to me. Junwoo was standing at the end of the long aisle. He looked like a scene from a movie, wearing a perfectly tailored tuxedo.

My heart was pounding in my chest. It wasn’t just because of the tension. My body temperature hadn’t yet cooled down from what had just happened in the waiting room. My face was strangely flushed, and despite my carefully arranged dress and hair, I felt like I was in disarray.

Will this appearance of mine really make me look like a pure bride?

I felt a strange beauty where innocence and decadence coexisted. I was surprised at myself for feeling a somewhat lewd aura rather than a pure one. It must have been the traces of the sex with Junwoo just now on my body and expression. I shook my head slightly to shake off such thoughts.

My eyes met with Junwoo’s mother, who was sitting in the first row. She looked at me a little disheveled, and as if she had noticed, she slightly averted her gaze and coughed. Wearing a fancy hanbok, my mother was slightly covering her belly. I remembered the secret she had told me a few days ago. “I think Junwoo has a younger sibling.”

Before I could even gather my thoughts, it was time to walk down the virgin road. I took a deep breath and took my first step. This moment of walking under the gaze of hundreds of people felt like a dream.

At the end of the virgin road, Junwoo greeted me with a bright smile. The moment his gaze caught mine, the surrounding noise disappeared. The passion from the waiting room just a moment ago still remained in his eyes.

“The bride enters.”

I walked slowly, following the host’s instructions. As I approached Junwoo, my heart started beating faster, and the heat in my body that had not yet cooled down rose again.

Finally, I stood in front of Junwoo. When he took my hand, I felt like an electric current was flowing through me. The congratulatory speech began.

“Everyone gathered here today…”

The words of the wedding ceremony seemed to come from far away. Familiar phrases, expressions I had heard countless times. But the weight contained in these ordinary words was heavier than I thought. The weight of the promise to live together. The meaning that Junwoo and I were now truly one family.

“Groom Seo Jun-woo…”

“Yes, I will.”

Junwoo’s voice was firm. His eyes were filled with conviction.

“Father Kim Da-mi…”

My heart stopped beating. At that moment, the realization that my life had passed the point of no return came flooding in.

“Yes, I will.”

His voice trembled slightly.

“Now the groom may kiss the bride.”

Junwoo slowly approached me. His hand wrapped around my waist. It was the exact spot he had touched in the waiting room just a moment ago. My body, already heated up from a previous encounter, immediately responded to his touch. I almost let out a small moan at the sensation, but I barely managed to hold it back by biting my lip.

Junwoo’s lips touched mine. It was a soft kiss, but one with clear intention. As his hands wrapped around my waist more tightly, my body naturally pressed against him.

“Ahem.”

We fell to the sound of the host’s cough. A mischievous smile spread across Junwoo’s face. Small laughter could be heard among the guests.

After the wedding, we walked down the aisle together again. However, perhaps because of the kiss just now and the memories of the waiting room that hadn’t left yet, my legs didn’t have the strength to move properly. Junwoo noticed my shaking and suddenly lifted my body up. He carried me in his arms as if he was carrying a new bride and walked down the aisle.

“Wow!”

The guests cheered. I was embarrassed and wrapped my arms around Junwoo’s neck.

“I can’t even walk because of who?”

I whispered in his ear as if grumbling. Junwoo chuckled and hugged my body tighter.

“But this time, you didn’t bring panties.”

I said it as a joke. I remembered Geum Taeyang taking my panties every time we had sex in the game. Junwoo answered with sparkling eyes.

“Now that I know for sure it’s mine.”

My face turned redder at those words. He walked confidently to the end of the aisle, holding me in his arms.

This is how our wedding began.

I’m starting a new game that I haven’t played yet.

With new protagonists, Geum Taeyang and the heroine!

Author’S Note

Although I said it was the author’s words in a grand way, I don’t really have anything to say.

Thank you so much for reading.

I don’t know what to do with myself because more people than I thought love me.

I hope you enjoyed reading this article.

The last thing I’ll give you is our Dami’s kiss!