Haru (2)

,Is there a problem with it becoming legal?”

,You stupid nephew, that’s not the problem with it becoming legal.”

Maybe he was a little drunk, because his words became rougher than before.

Since I was indeed stupid, I couldn’t argue back, and listened quietly.

,It’s not that legality is the problem. It’s about how you can live while that relationship is seen by others.”

My uncle drank the water poured into his water glass instead of alcohol.

,If you think about it that way… incestuous sex isn’t illegal either… But how would you look in the eyes of people if you did that.”

,Uh…”

,You’d be left with the perception of being a dirty bastard who mixes bodies with his cousin. Even if you two like it, that’s how society will see it.”

,…I guess that’s true.”

,If I, liking it, live with my nephew… my nephew still has many more days to live… Haa…”

He seems to be drunk.

He quietly swept his face with his hands.

My uncle’s words are correct.

Incest, if it’s not marriage, isn’t legally a problem.

But because of the problems arising from social perception, that relationship is hidden.

Even in Japan, marrying a cousin doesn’t have a good perception.

The words were simple. Whether it’s legal or not, you have to live with a bad perception.

The world isn’t just the two of you living. You live intertwined with many people.

Whether it’s incestuous marriage or sex, it’s one of the elements that can’t be revealed proudly.

,…You too, you bastard. Whether you do it with your sister or your cousin, it’s fine… but don’t reveal it proudly.”

,Because of social views? No, before that, Jihae and… is…”

,No, even if you think about the women you get involved with. I’m just saying whatever comes to mind.”

Huh, not me, but the women I get involved with?

What the fuck? Is my uncle saying he doesn’t even care about me?

,No, Uncle, even so, I’m not that…”

,Just listen a little more.”

I swallowed the words I was about to say and poured water into my uncle’s cup.

After my uncle quietly drank the water, he continued speaking.

,…It’s nothing much. Just, what if you get rumored as a woman who had sex with her cousin.”

,…….Uh, um…”

,Can you handle that?”

,It’d be tough.”

,That’s it, even if it’s legal, unless you’re going to take responsibility for someone else’s life… don’t reveal it. From the start, that’s a relationship that’s hard to be proud of.”

That’s right.

How can I argue or anything else? It’s not a possible time.

Because it’s the truth itself.

From the start, having sex with my sisters isn’t illegal either.

But, it’s not something to be revealed.

Whether it’s Eunha or Jihae, there’s no problem with having sex itself.

Still, if there’s a difference, Eunha can reveal it to some extent, but…

Not Jihae. Because she’s a sibling from the same womb as me.

In the end, the situation was the same.

The law is that ,marriage, has become possible. From the start, sex wasn’t illegal anyway…

Knowing it and hearing it again makes me feel complicated. I came to talk about my worries, but I felt like my head was hurting more.

,Well, I’m not one to talk, being a guy who mixed bodies with his nephew…”

,Uncle, how did that happen to you?”

,…It’s long, do I really have to tell you?”

,Is it okay to hear… if?”

We quietly faced each other, and slowly grilled the meat that had already started to lose its blood.

Just as the pork belly went in before anything else and started to warm my stomach, my uncle started telling his story.

…The story of how I was so focused on listening because it was fun that all the meat got burned is a story I can’t laugh about.

–

,I’m not one to talk, being an uncle who had sex with his nephew, but draw the line. Is it a sex partner, or a love-hate relationship? If it’s a relationship you can acknowledge outside… well… you have to figure it out yourself.”

It was resolved.

The difference between doing it outside or only inside.

This is… um… a very sad story that I can’t even tell my parents.

I felt a headache because it was something I had to choose.

But there was one thing I gained.

,Ah, and… uh, um, is your stamina okay? Isn’t there something Uncle should really worry about? But you know… if there are two of them, it’ll be tough even if you’re young. I’ll give you the location, so go there once. I went and got better.”

,What kind of place is it that you’re talking about stamina?”

Stamina enhancement.

No matter how much medicine you take and exercise, it’s not easy to get stronger.

I wonder if this and dick length are really genetic. Genes for reproductive desire.

Sudden stamina enhancement.

But it wouldn’t hurt to do it.

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,You’re only at that level even after doing it with two people… how strong do you have to be to handle both of them?”

I thought while on the bus.

3P, one man and two women.

I’ve only seen it in porn, but I didn’t know it would be this much.

To be honest, even if I tried to endure it with gritted teeth, I couldn’t because fatigue came over me, so I have nothing to say.

,It was so good that I could control myself even at this age. You have to go too, don’t act tough just because you’re young.”

,What the hell is Cheonmasan, is Cheonma giving out stamina boosters or something?”

Looking at the map my uncle sent me, it’s a mountain in Namyangju.

There’s nothing special. It’s really just an ordinary mountain.

But near the entrance to the mountain, there’s a monument, and he said if you go behind it, there’s a store.

,…Even if there’s a store, what are they giving?”

No matter how much I asked, he wouldn’t answer that.

My uncle said he wouldn’t feed me anything weird, but…

No matter how I think about it, it’s weird. What are they giving that makes you feel better?

I worried about it all the way on the bus. I usually take a nap if the distance is a bit long, but this time I was so curious that I couldn’t sleep.

,They’re not making weird bone powder and feeding it to me, are they?”

With my eyes wide open, I headed to Namyangju.

–

,Namyangju Cheonmasan…”

I got off in Namyangju and took a taxi to the entrance of Cheonmasan.

Even though there are many entrances, the driver said most people go here for the Cheonmasan entrance and dropped me off nearby.

The entrance was ordinary.

Just wooden stairs going up the mountain and handrails made of thick rope.

It’s an ordinary place with lush trees and forests, but…

,…It’s really there?”

Looking around near the entrance, there was really a monument a little away from the hiking trail.

But behind it, I could only see the forest.

There’s no path, and the trees are so dense that it seems difficult to go, but there’s a store?

I suspected it was a really suspicious place, but I decided to trust my uncle’s words.

As I went through the wooded mountain path behind the monument, there was a hut-like thing next to a small river.

It was a desolate place with few people, and it wasn’t even a path for people to pass by, which made me feel eerie.

I wondered if it was a place so suspicious that I should call the police, and just as I was holding my phone tightly, someone came out of the hut door.

,What, it’s an old man.”

An old man with a very old age came out and sat next to the stream.

White hair and beard, white Hanbok… wearing one of those clothes called hemp clothes.

Still, I thought it would be less dangerous if it was an open place, so I carefully approached and spoke.

,Excuse me, I came because I heard there’s something good for stamina.”

,Stamina? Ah… you’re a customer. Um… how old are you?”

,…Is it okay to describe myself as being in my mid-20s?”

,Um… I understand. Wait a little bit.”

Unexpectedly, the old man went in quietly.

He didn’t talk about money or anything like that, he just went into the hut and came out a little later.

It wasn’t anything special either.

,…What is this?”

,It’s a medicinal herb that helps with stamina, solidified by clumping it with honey.”

,It’s okay to eat… right?”

,Well… I guess a young person can be suspicious, but if you’re uneasy, should I show you the Ministry of Food and Drug Safety permit?”

…No, wait a minute, why does the elder have that?

Isn’t this illegal? Is it a place that does business legally?

From the point of view of an old man with white hair saying that, it didn’t seem like a lie.

,An old man like this knows the Ministry of Food and Drug Safety, there’s no reason to lie.”

It would be the end if I asked him to show it right away, it would be foolish to lie while lying.

I received the medicine in the white cloth.

,Ah, how much is the price?”

,I don’t take money, young man. This helps with stamina, it doesn’t make you stronger.”

,Doesn’t it make you feel excited and last longer when you eat it?”

,No, young man. It’s strictly help. If you don’t have even a little affection, it won’t even get hard.”

The way he talks is a bit strange.

It doesn’t get hard without affection? No, wait a minute, what is that?

Not sexually horny, but affection?

,Not seeing and getting excited, but affection?”

,The medicine I give is effective for someone you have affection for. It doesn’t work for someone you don’t have. In young people’s words, it won’t even get hard for a sex partner.”

Is he really an old man?

He knows modern terms unexpectedly, so I’m a little suspicious.

Still, I understood the intention of giving the medicine itself.

A medicine that becomes poison for people who only enjoy sex without affection.

,Wait a minute, then if I eat it and it doesn’t get hard, does that mean I just think of them as sex partners?

Is it rather difficult…?

What kind of structure is this medicine? Does it change depending on what I think?

,If it’s a simple relationship where you think of them as sex partners, it won’t work, and if the other person likes the young man… then it will be effective.”

,That’s amazing. You didn’t put any advanced machinery in it, did you?”

,Do I look like a mechanical engineering Ph.D. to the young man? That makes me feel good.”

The way he laughs, *Ohonghong*, is definitely an old man.

Then I understood. Affection becomes the fuel.

If I think about it the other way around, it means I roughly know the other person’s heart if I treat them without any emotion.

It wasn’t bad because both I and the other person could know each other’s hearts.

,…You really don’t take money? I feel like I should give you something…”

,If I was going to take money, I would have set up a pharmacy and taken money. Um… if you want to give me something.”

,If I want to give you something?”

,Just give me two Special T Cafe Latte Mochas from the convenience store in that neighborhood. It’s nice to sit here and drink it while feeling the breeze.”

…No, I thought he was going to ask for money, but he’s trying to replace it with latte drinks.

Isn’t he not an old man when I look at the way he talks and tells stories?

,Then I’ll give you the medicine first and come back to get it. Is that okay?”

,Well, okay. Then I’ll give you exactly 7 days’ worth, 7 pieces. It won’t be effective if you eat more than that, and you can eat one when you’re tired.”

I nodded and quickly headed to the convenience store at the bottom of the mountain.

If this works well, my uncle…

,That means he likes either his sister or his uncle.”

I thought of one too.

Then, conversely, is there a sister who likes me?

Someone who would like me even without mixing bodies.

…Eunha at least?