First Time (1)

The sun set, and thick darkness covered the Rose Palace. Serina, as if summoned by Mirabilis, walked confidently towards the Main Chamber, glanced around, and quickly went inside. Mirabilis, who was sitting comfortably in a chair, wearing a robe, reading a book with a lit lamp on the table, looked at Serina with a mix of delight and bewilderment.

“To come in without even knocking, is there some urgent matter again?”

During the day, there might have been urgent matters, but not at night. If anyone other than Serina had acted this way, they would have immediately been reprimanded, dragged away to be flogged, and the other palace staff would have whispered, “Are they crazy?” This alone was enough to say that Serina was Mirabilis’s ‘favored maid,’ but the person Serina had come to see was ‘that Mirabilis.’

“Uoco sororem pauram.”

Mirabilis’s eyes momentarily lost focus before regaining their color.

“Older Sister-nim, you’ve finally come? I’ve been waiting.”

Mirabilis put down the book she was reading and approached Serina, embracing her. A bright smile never seemed to leave her face. Lifting her arms, she hugged the Princess’s slender body, and the younger sister leaned into her Older Sister-nim’s embrace, feeling her warmth. After a moment, Serina released her arms, and only then did Mirabilis step back.

“Older Sister-nim’s expression looks like you want to ask something. What’s the matter?”

“About what happened during the day, why did you do that?”

“The day’s… matters?”

A gloomy unease suddenly settled in the eyes of the Princess who had become her younger sister. The smile that had been so bright just moments ago disappeared, and she grabbed Serina’s hand with a sad look as if tears were welling up.

“Does Older Sister-nim… does Older Sister-nim like the fake me more than the current me?”

Serina felt that something was wrong and hurriedly made excuses.

“That’s not it. I’m just worried about you.”

“That’s a relief… it is.”

Mirabilis let out a cute sigh.

“What are you referring to as the day’s matters?”

Tilting her head, the younger sister barely managed to ask the question. But she really seemed to have no idea what her Older Sister-nim was asking.

“The letter that the maid Supanita brought from the Chrysanthemum Palace. I thought the fake you would be quite angry…”

“Ah, you mean that.”

A smile finally returned to Mirabilis’s face.

“The fake me likes Older Sister-nim quite a bit now, you see. After all, Padrentia is practically a stranger compared to Older Sister-nim. No, she is a stranger. She probably hasn’t thought of me as her younger sister even once since we met as children. Older Sister-nim saw the envelope, right? It didn’t refer to me as her younger sister there either.”

“That’s certainly true.”

The Princess nodded and calmly continued.

“It was the same in the letter’s main text. She never once wrote ‘younger sister.’ Certainly, if it were me before I met Older Sister-nim, I might have been furious. No, I definitely would have been. But it’s different now. Of course, I still want to receive the Princess title, I really want to receive it, but…”

Mirabilis took Serina’s hand and pressed it against her cheek.

“At least as long as Older Sister-nim is here, I won’t lose my reason over such things. I can feel it myself. The flames of anger in my heart have subsided a lot.”

Mirabilis took Serina’s hand again and placed it over her heart. The beating of her heart moving beyond her petite chest was faint. As if Mirabilis was trying to send the beating of her heart to Serina’s hand, she closed her eyes and quietly focused on the sensation.

“And the fake me too… the fake me doesn’t know the exact reason, since she doesn’t think of you as her Older Sister-nim. But because the flames in my heart have already diminished, the fake me is also less angry than before and feels more affectionate towards Older Sister-nim.”

Serina sat down on the chair where Mirabilis had been sitting, and the Princess knelt near the chair, resting her head near Serina’s lap. Serina stroked the golden hair of the Princess who had become her younger sister, then scratched her head with both hands. She couldn’t do this during the day because her hair was neatly styled. Her hair became a little disheveled, but she didn’t mind at all.

“It feels nice. No one has ever done this for me before.”

“If you don’t mind your hairstyle, it’s refreshing if I do this for you sometimes.”

Both of them were silent for a moment. As the candlelight flickered along the wick, their shadows also swayed. In the silence of the night that had settled after the noise of the day had subsided, Mirabilis hardened her expression and raised her head.

“Mirabilis?”

Seeing her determined expression, Serina also adjusted her sitting posture. She had never seen Mirabilis make such an expression since Serina became Mirabilis’s ‘Older Sister-nim.’

“After talking with Older Sister-nim in the garden last time, of course I already liked Older Sister-nim, but I’ve come to like you even more since that day.”

The scene from that day flashed before Serina’s eyes. The blue moonlight, Mirabilis’s shining hair, the warmth of Mirabilis’s lips on the back of her hand, and the heartache she had felt. That day’s scene, which was hard for Serina to forget, seemed to be deeply imprinted in Mirabilis’s mind as well.

“Just this isn’t enough… I want to get closer to Older Sister-nim. I want to know Older Sister-nim more. That day, when I was talking to you, you said, ‘If someone saw this scene, they’d think we were having Daesik, wouldn’t they?'”

Serina felt dizzy for a moment. She finally understood what Mirabilis wanted.

“If it’s Older Sister-nim… it’s okay to have Daesik. No, I want to do it. Older Sister-nim… please accept me.”

“I…”

Serina hesitated for a moment. She already knew from stories she had heard that the relationship between a man and a woman was the natural order, but there were also those who were not. But she had never actually seen anyone like that, nor had she ever thought that she wanted to be like that.

Although she had hypnotized Mirabilis and given her the suggestion to pleasure herself, and had actually enjoyed watching that scene, she had only felt a sense of dominance while looking at Mirabilis, and had not felt any sexual desire. So what Mirabilis was asking for now was beyond Serina’s imagination.

As Serina became flustered and didn’t speak, Mirabilis’s face visibly darkened.

“I’m sorry, Older Sister-nim… I didn’t mean to if Older Sister-nim didn’t want to…”

As Mirabilis tried to get up, Serina grabbed her arm.

“Wait a moment.”

“Yes?”

Her face was still dark, but it had brightened a little.

“As you said, I don’t want to do that. But… well… if you really want to… if you want to get closer to me by doing that, I can accept it.”

Even as Serina spoke, the thought of ‘Am I really doing the right thing?’ didn’t disappear. It was very awkward to mingle bodies with a woman, and it seemed like she was being swept away by Mirabilis. However, the thought that she could drive Mirabilis into a deeper hypnosis if she accepted her now made her blurt out those words.

“Really?”

Mirabilis opened her eyes wide and smiled so brightly that it was dazzling, then hugged Serina tightly.

“That’s a relief! I’m so happy, I’m glad.”

“But, how do we specifically do Daesik?”

“Ah.”

Mirabilis had only thought about wanting to do it, but hadn’t actually looked into how to do it. And there was nowhere to look. She couldn’t very well become a Princess and ask other people how to do Daesik.

“Neither you nor I know how to do Daesik… but let’s just do as I say for now.”

“Yes!”

Mirabilis’s voice, answering, broke the silence of the darkness and stretched out brightly, causing the candlelight to flicker. Seeing her attitude full of joy and excitement, even Serina seemed to be a little moved.

“Then Mirabilis… take off your clothes.”

Mirabilis took off her clothes as Serina told her to. It was a scene that Serina had watched before, but the impression was completely different from when she slowly undressed in a trance under hypnosis.

Life was felt in every movement of taking off her clothes. The vitality and softness, like a fish freshly caught from the water, that she had seen before. Mirabilis stood before Serina without a single thread on, but she seemed a little shy now that she was actually doing it. The Princess hesitated and spoke again.

“Older Sister-nim… is this okay?”

“Really, you’re dazzlingly beautiful.”

Serina didn’t take off her clothes. She simply got up from her seat and hugged Mirabilis as she was. Feeling the smooth sensation of Mirabilis’s naked body touching her hands, feeling the small bird trembling in her arms, Serina quietly pressed her lips to Mirabilis’s lips. She had done it once before, but Mirabilis was in a hypnotic state, so she didn’t remember it at all. The Princess’s faint scent was felt.

The younger sister also accepted her Older Sister-nim without resistance. She wasn’t without trembling feelings, but the joy that her Older Sister-nim was doing this for her covered her fear. When she had asked for Daesik out of impulse, without thinking deeply because of her feelings for Serina, she had regretted it herself, but now everything was simply ecstatic.

After the clumsy kiss ended, Serina laid Mirabilis down on the bed and touched various parts of her body. She had briefly touched her chest or legs before. But she had never laid her down naked like this and touched her, so Serina also felt a joy or anticipation that she had never felt before. Mirabilis was shy, but quietly entrusted her body to Serina’s hands.

“Ah… Older Sister-nim, it feels nice… I’m happy just with this.”

“I like you too.”

Serina groped with her hand for the area that Mirabilis often touched when she masturbated in front of her. Mirabilis’s skin gradually turned red in response to Serina’s fingers, and heat could be felt even through her hands.

Before she knew it, her breathing became rapid. Serina also took off her clothes and overlapped her body with Mirabilis’s. While caressing and kissing, she pressed her naked body against her naked body, not knowing how to do it, like a miner digging around in all directions to find gold somewhere.

It was extremely clumsy. Serina traced a line with her tongue along the bluish blood vessels that wriggled inside Mirabilis’s fair skin. Mirabilis’s body had a taste that was a mixture of a faint body odor and a fragrant flower scent. Like an egg held by a mother hen, the younger sister’s body gradually became warmer as it was nestled in the flesh deep in the night.

Serina felt sweat rising and flowing from Mirabilis’s body, which had entrusted everything to her hands. The Princess’s height and build were similar to Serina’s, but Serina felt like she was a ‘little miss.’

“Mirabilis, do you want me to kiss you?”

The younger sister’s face flushed. Although she had revealed her naked body to her beloved Older Sister-nim, she was still flustered when she thought about her Older Sister-nim’s lips overlapping with hers. But she didn’t want Serina, who had gone to the trouble of bringing it up, to feel embarrassed. And, although she didn’t want to admit it, she also felt anticipation.

“…Yes.”

“I can’t hear you because your voice is too small.”

Serina had clearly heard her, but she insisted on demanding an answer. The younger sister could vividly feel the playfulness in her Older Sister-nim’s voice.

“Yes, please do!”

Her face seemed to be burning, and she covered it with both hands, but Serina could clearly see her earlobes, which were flushed red as if they were about to burst. Serina brushed the golden hair of her younger sister to the other side and gently bit her earlobe with her teeth.

“Eup.”

A small sound weakly flowed from Mirabilis’s mouth, and Serina overlapped her lips over it. She herself had no experience. She was merely imitating what she had heard from people who had experience in the past, or what she had read in novels.

Mirabilis was bewildered when another person’s tongue entered her mouth. Although she had asked to be hugged, she couldn’t help but feel afraid when she was about to start. But she didn’t want to reject the tongue of her Older Sister-nim, whom she truly longed for.

The younger sister quietly accepted Serina’s tongue stroking the flesh and tongue inside her mouth. When she thought that she and her Older Sister-nim were now even in this act, a strange sensation that seemed to wriggle from deep in her lower abdomen stimulated her heart along her spine and rose up.

The little Princess was held in Serina’s arms, panting, entrusting her heated body to her Older Sister-nim and leaning on her whole body. Every time his hand caressed Mirabilis’s chest, belly, and legs, the Princess took a quick breath and trembled her muscles.

Her fair skin flushed red, and her small lungs struggled to exhale hot breaths. Every time Serina’s fingertips playfully tapped his ribs and chest, Mirabilis shook her lumbar region and responded to the stimulation.

“…Lovely.”

Mirabilis’s body, which honestly reacted to the stimulation she was sending, seemed truly admirable and cute to Serina. Her heart was pounding, as if pouring vitality into her whole body through the aorta. The moment she said those words, Mirabilis’s face bloomed into a smile. Serina shuddered, conscious of the words she had uttered.

‘I don’t like women. I just want to tease Mirabilis because she’s so cute.’

Serina put her mouth to the Princess’s chest and bit it. Mirabilis’s nipples had already been angry for a long time. Perhaps she bit a little too hard, as the younger sister’s expression slightly frowned.

“Sorry, I don’t know the right strength.”

“This much is okay. By all means, please do as you want.”

Mirabilis wanted to match Serina as much as possible, even as she panted with a sensation she didn’t even know well. Lovely Princess-nim, cute younger sister. Serina wanted to engrave her name on Mirabilis’s body if she could. She didn’t want to miss that cute expression of the Rose Palace Princess-nim, which only she had seen.

Serina slowly caressed Mirabilis’s chest and other areas with her hands. At first, she seemed to shrink her body as if nervous, but little by little, the Princess relaxed her body and entrusted herself to her touch. Serina also didn’t know what to do, but she slowly massaged every corner of Mirabilis’s body, which seemed to be burning to learn her hands.

As she touched Mirabilis’s legs, her legs were spread apart, revealing the inside. There, a moisture different from sweat was circulating and flowing little by little. With a playful mind, Serina gathered her index and middle fingers and teased the area leading to Mirabilis’s inside little by little.

“Heup.”

Mirabilis momentarily inhaled at the sudden stimulation. Serina wanted to torment Mirabilis even more. But she didn’t know how to torment this little younger sister without hurting her or making her avoid her, so it was difficult to gauge the appropriate line. Even if she could change her emotions with hypnosis, it was best to treat her well from the beginning.

“If you tense your body, you might get hurt. Take a deep breath slowly.”

She had never heard of women getting hurt while doing Baendaejil (lesbian relationship). No, she had never even met anyone around her who had been in a Geumran (female homosexual) relationship. The words she had given to Mirabilis were just a bluff to act like an Older Sister-nim, even though Serina herself didn’t know well. But the younger sister, who firmly believed in her, slowly released the strength from her body as she was told.

Serina inserted her two fingers a little further under Mirabilis. The inside of her younger sister was burning with heat, enveloping and constricting her Older Sister-nim’s fingers as if to melt them away. She looked at her face, worried that she might be in pain, but the expression on his face that entered Serina’s eyes was unfamiliar and seductive, so much so that she couldn’t believe it was the person she had seen for the past three years.

Mirabilis, who was struggling to endure the unfamiliar pleasure felt in her lower body, had particularly red lips. Serina couldn’t bear it and kissed her lips again, biting her lower lip. She slowly left bite marks along the soft curves of Mirabilis’s body. Only on areas that would not be revealed when she wore clothes, as if a stonemason was slowly carving stone with a chisel and hammer, Serina engraved her traces.

“Mirabilis, your body is really red right now.”

“Older Sister-nim’s too.”

When Serina suddenly looked down at her own body, her whole body was flushed red as if she had drunk a lot of alcohol. Just as Mirabilis’s breath had become rough, her breath was also so hot that it felt like her trachea would burn from the rapid breathing rising from her lungs. Serina twisted her body and tried to calm her body, but once excited, her body didn’t easily try to cool down.

Serina put her fingers back inside Mirabilis and spun them around, then slowly moved them in and out. The younger sister matched her body to her Older Sister-nim’s touch, shaking her waist and panting with a cute voice. It was a clumsy but instinctive little struggle.

“Older… Sister… -nim.”

Serina slowly took in Mirabilis, who was looking at her and calling her desperately with a weak expression and tone. What should she call this feeling that she was feeling for Mirabilis right now? Possessiveness, dominance, or lust or agony? That expression seemed to stimulate Serina’s sadistic tendencies.

Mirabilis hugged Serina and raised her fingernails. Several red lines were drawn on Serina’s back, but Mirabilis didn’t even know what she had done. She was just hugging Serina with all her might, wanting to express her passion through action. And Serina also knew that she had scratched her back, but she didn’t feel any pain right now.

“Does it hurt?”

She was thinking of alleviating the pain with hypnosis if necessary, but Mirabilis shook her head.

“It’s strange, it feels like it’s going to get strange, but it’s still nice. Something unfamiliar and hot is…”

Feeling Serina’s finger play, Mirabilis clenched her teeth again and tried to endure the sensation burning in her lower body. Panting, sobbing, and whimpering, Mirabilis trembled the soft curve of her waist and clasped Serina’s hand.

“Mirabilis, if you feel good, say this. Say, ‘I am Older Sister-nim’s.'”

She thought there might be some resistance, but Mirabilis readily complied.

“…I am Older Sister-nim’s…”

The desperate voice calling her ‘Older Sister-nim’ while hugging Serina and panting, without a trace of the pride of a royal family, sounded enchantingly sweet to Serina’s ears. She wanted to laugh out loud, but she forcibly suppressed it.

She wriggled her fingers again. The flesh inside fiercely wrapped around her fingers, and the muscles in Mirabilis’s limbs tensed up. When she put her hand on her younger sister’s chest and squeezed it tightly, she felt a sensation of the flesh deep inside swallowing the fingers that had entered, squeezing tightly and panting.

She wondered if this was okay, but a cruel feeling whipped her body like a whip. Like a child deliberately eating delicious food little by little, Serina slowly and playfully tormented Mirabilis, who was lying in front of her.

“Ah… ah…!”

Mirabilis’s muscles trembled, then soon relaxed and slumped. At that moment, Serina also felt the strength leaving her body, and she looked at Mirabilis’s face and lay down as if collapsing.