First Experience (2) (NSFW Illustration Warning)

“Aah, sss…! Haa, haaa…”

Lilith, who had swallowed Ethan’s member with her lower mouth, moaned in a pained voice.

The pain of losing her virginity for the first time in her life-no, the first time across two lifetimes.

The throbbing sensation spreading through her lower body overwhelmed her.

The only saving grace was that she hadn’t voiced all the thoughts running through her mind. Even Ethan, who loved her dearly, would have been taken aback by the stream of vulgar curses threatening to spill from her lips.

‘Fucking hell… This hurts like a bitch…’

Was it always this painful? Novels and games never made it seem this agonizing.

She’d even heard that sex between lovers wasn’t painful at all-that it was pure ecstasy.

Of course, she knew media tended to exaggerate, but even accounting for that, this seemed unreasonably torturous.

As she tried to soothe the pain radiating through her lower body, Lilith belatedly realized something.

‘…Maybe it would’ve been better if I’d let him take the lead.’

If she had just stayed still, Ethan would have loosened her up properly and entered her much more gently. At the very least, it wouldn’t have hurt this much.

But it was too late for regrets. Ethan’s length had already mercilessly pierced through her unprepared body.

“A-Are you okay, Lilith?”

“Y-Yes… I’m… fine…”

“But there’s quite a bit of blood…”

“This is just… a pain every woman must endure at least once in her life… D-Do you think I’m so weak that I’d collapse from something like this…?”

“No, it’s not that, but…”

“This much… r-really is nothing… My spirit isn’t so fragile that I’d… fuss over something as trivial as… intercourse between a man and a woman…”

-Squelch.

“Hyeek, AAAAH?!”

Lilith let out another pained moan as she swallowed more of his length, her expression clearly showing more suffering than pleasure. Ethan looked equally flustered.

“Haa, h-haa, haaa, hng…”

“It’s okay, Lilith. Take it slow. I’m in no hurry.”

“Y-Yes… C-Can I rest like this for a bit…?”

“Not just a bit-take as long as you need. If it’s too much, we can just…”

Ethan swallowed the words, “We can just do this another day.” After years with Lilith, he knew her well-her pride wouldn’t allow her to back down now. If he suggested stopping, she’d stubbornly push through the pain.

So he waited. She’d recover on her own and continue when ready. Years of dealing with her had taught him that much.

“Haa, hng, haaa…”

True to his expectations, Lilith soon adjusted her posture and began moving again, as if trying to hide her discomfort with quick, deliberate motions.

-Squelch.

“Ngh, haaa…”

-Squelch, squelch.

“Ugh, h-haaak…!”

Ethan felt a pang of awkwardness-this was nothing like the sex he’d imagined.

While he’d gotten his wish of sharing their first times together, almost everything else was different from what he’d pictured.

He had envisioned gently laying Lilith on the bed, taking the lead after ample foreplay, with her welcoming him with a blissful smile and tight embrace.

This… was nothing like that.

‘Looking back, we didn’t even do any foreplay…’

It was a mess. Was this really how their first time should be?

At the very least, they’d need to reflect on today’s mistakes and overwrite this memory with better experiences. Otherwise, their first time would forever remain this painful ordeal.

They’d have to do this again-many times-to bury this memory under happier ones.

-Squelch!

“Hyeek, AAAAAH!”

Lilith finally collapsed forward, unable to endure the pain any longer.

Why did confirming their love have to hurt her so much?

Ethan wished he could bear her pain instead, but that was impossible. All he could do was try to distract her from it.

-Squeeze.

“Ngh… E-Ethan, Young Master…?”

“Call me Ed at times like this, Lily.”

“Y-Yes… Ed…”

…She’s adorable.

Ethan thought so as he watched her tremble atop him, calling his name in that sweet voice.

Instinctively, he cradled the back of her head and pulled her in for a kiss. Lilith didn’t resist, quietly meeting his lips.

-Smack.

“Mmph, hng.”

-Slurp, smack.

“Mmmph, hng… ngh…”

With every meeting of lips, every tangle of tongues, every exchange of saliva…

Lilith’s enchanting voice stoked Ethan’s desire further.

He began moving his hips-just slightly. Too fast or too hard would hurt her.

This gentle pace should be fine…

“Ngh, hng…!”

“……”

“Hyeet, hng… hyeet…”

…Of course, even this subtle movement was impossible for her to ignore.

Yet she didn’t pull away or scold him, instead continuing their kiss as if oblivious. Taking her silent permission, Ethan kept moving slowly.

-Squelch.

“Mmph, hng…!”

The pitch of her voice changed slightly.

What had been pure pain now carried a hint of pleasure-or so Ethan hoped.

Maybe it was just wishful thinking, but he took it as a good sign and continued at the same pace.

Slowly, carefully, making sure to thoroughly caress every inch of her inner walls.

-Squelch, squelch, squelch.

“Haa, ngh…! Hyeet…! Ngh, haaang…!!”

Lilith’s moans grew lewder, resembling the sounds she made when he fondled her breasts.

How long had they been entwined like this?

It must have been at least ten minutes of slow thrusting and deep kissing before Ethan felt his climax approaching.

‘Is it okay to finish inside…?’

Given their statuses, asking for permission was almost laughable, but Ethan didn’t want to do anything she’d dislike.

Even if finishing inside didn’t guarantee pregnancy, the risk of disrupting her academy life was enough to make him hesitate.

Breaking the kiss, Ethan met her eyes cautiously-only for Lilith to answer his unspoken question first.

“I-It’s fine… You can do it inside.”

“…Really?”

“J-Just use Clean… That’ll take care of contraception too…”

“Ah…”

…Right. Of course.

He’d forgotten even that basic fact. Being with her really turned his brain to mush.

“And… it’s not like it’d be a problem even if something did happen…”

“Huh…?”

“…N-Never mind, Ed.”

She seemed embarrassed by her own words, so Ethan pretended not to hear.

Instead, he slowly thrust deeper, wanting to release everything inside her.

The lewd sounds of flesh meeting flesh, the sticky friction-

Their slow, heated coupling reached its peak, and a thick, scorching liquid filled Lilith’s womb.

-Splurt! Sploosh!

“Mmph, hng…!! Hnnnggggh…!!”

The sensation of his release striking her walls made Lilith tremble and cry out lewdly.

Ethan pulled her in for another deep kiss, lingering until his climax subsided.

When they finally parted, strands of sticky fluid connected their lips-just like their lower halves.

“E-Ed…”

“…Yeah, Lily.”

“I-I just…”

“……”

“I just… wanted to say your name.”

With those unbearably sweet words, Lilith clung to him, their bodies still entwined.

Ethan held her tightly, sharing warmth in bed for hours to come.