episode_0561

“Honestly, what did you do there?”

“No, what are you doing? I trained.”

“You didn’t go around flirting with women?”

It was unfair.

I didn’t have that feeling, but I never put it into concrete action.

…wasn’t it there?

I think there were times when I did that reflexively without even realizing it.

As I was thinking the same thing inside, Rahee’s eyes became pale.

“I feel suspicious because I can’t answer.”

“No, someone couldn’t answer…”

“Who would it be? Of course I’m talking about you.”

“Ha… This is because it’s ridiculous.”

“Oh my, is that so?”

“Don’t you think it’s unfair to slander someone who worked hard and come to work like this?”

Even though I showed that I was being unfairly treated with all my sincerity, the feeling changed from narrowing my eyes and being skeptical to feeling slightly aggrieved.

Rahee’s spirit subsided slightly.

“···Are you angry?”

“Okay, let’s eat.”

“I’m angry.”

“I’m not angry.”

That’s not just a saying; it actually happened.

However, even if that is what I really think, it is bound to sound different from the perspective of accepting it.

Sure enough, I was silently pretending to focus on the hamburger in my hand, but I could feel Rahee starting to notice me.

“No, I didn’t doubt it, it was just because the situation was so elaborate…”

While saying that, Rahee slowly moved to sit down and was next to me in an instant.

“Are you very angry?”

“It didn’t work out.”

“I’ll let you touch my breasts, so do you want to relieve your anger?”

“Ha… What do you really see in people…”

“You don’t like it?”

“···How many times will I let you touch me.”

Did he like my reaction?

Rahee smiled slightly, curling the corners of her mouth, and whispered into my ear.

“What about the free pass?”

What…!?

I couldn’t bear it any longer due to Rahee’s outrageous provocation and lifted her up.

Ra-hee, who was sitting next to me and suddenly got yelled at, ‘High, high!’, started shaking her feet with an embarrassed look on her face.

Aren’t you pretending to be angry just now to discipline Rahee?

Is that important now?

I got a free pass in my hands.

“Kyaa…!”

“Gamaisse!”

“Ugh… Anyway, I really… I really like breasts.”

“If you were in my shoes, you would know why I do this.”

“I understand, so touch me gently. Because I haven’t finished eating yet.”

“What are you going to do when you finish eating?”

“Hmm… Well? Wouldn’t they make a decision based on what you do?”

You just told me to touch you gently because I have to eat, and then you make this kind of provocative comment again…

“Grrr… I can’t stand it…”

“Be patient.”

That’s how a slightly erotic meal, one breast per bite of hamburger, began.

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That was the exact time when Soo-hyeon was flirting with Ra-hee after overcoming a momentary crisis(?).

There was someone who was having a not-so-happy time…and that was none other than Rachel.

Why is her expression so bad?

The reason was simple.

After Soo-hyeon returned saying that there was someone waiting for him, I ended up hearing it in a private meeting with Lieutenant General Romei, who could be considered the commander of this camp.

These are the words that Soo-hyun, who was with her while she was busy undergoing various physical examinations, said.

They say that although he definitely has talent, it won’t be easy for him to reach a high level because he started late.

Soohyun’s remarks like that were literally like a thunderbolt in the dry sky for Rachel, who was thinking of using what she would learn through him to break everything that had been blocking her path for a long time.

‘The sword of light… I can’t use it…’

If I could, I really wanted to try it…

Tell me what to do.

The reason she was so obsessed with the ‘Sword of Light’ that Su-hyeon showed her as a test was not only because of its destructive power, but also because of the influence of the movie series she was a big fan of when she was young.

Honestly, even if this isn’t her, it would be the same for all Americans.

I was born in the United States and grew up in the United States, but I don’t feel any appreciation after watching ‘Sword of Light’?

If so, there was a need to seriously suspect that person.

Maybe it’s like a secret agent who was recruited by another country in exchange for money.

A series of movies that soothed her lonely childhood, not because of discrimination but because of discrimination.

I was a little excited at the thought that I might be able to look like the people who appeared there… Is this why everyone said that excitement was a sure thing?

In the midst of all this, the thing that felt saddest was that the reason was none other than age.

If it’s because of something else, you can try to overcome it somehow… Isn’t it impossible to overcome it in the first place?

Although technology has advanced a lot these days and anti-aging technology has reached a different level than before, it is still only at the level of slowing down aging, and turning back time that has already passed is still close to uncharted territory.

So, I can’t help but become sullen.

How long has it been since I felt this kind of helplessness?

Tell me what to do.

There was a time when she cursed herself for being a woman.

If she had been born a man instead of a woman, instead of being discriminated against in that way as a child, she would have lived a life full of attention and expectations from her family, just like her younger brother, who was four years older than her.

So there was a time when I deliberately acted like a man.

After doing it a few times, it seemed like there was no other behavior that made me as miserable as that, so I eventually stopped.

What saved her childhood, which was stained with a strange sense of defeat that she could not tell anyone, was none other than the luck of a sudden awakening one day.

And seeing the attitude of the family members who had completely changed starting from that exact moment, she realized once again how meaningless and light what she had been longing for was.

I was confident that I would never be overcome by those feelings again…

I never thought age would be an issue this time.

Thanks to this, I had no appetite even though I had a meal in front of me, so I was just staring at it blankly.

“···? Captain? Don’t you eat it? Then it will cool down.”

It was only after hearing those words from next to me that I realized it again.

There was nothing wrong with the man’s statement, which I heard through Lieutenant General Romei, the camp’s highest commander.

The man said in front of Lieutenant General Romei that Americans have a deeply rooted meat-centered eating habit, so they are at a disadvantage in learning what he is teaching.

When I heard those words through Lieutenant General Romei, I thought she was really doing everything she could in case the results weren’t very good… Look at what’s on the plate in front of her and her subordinates now.

It was all meat or nothing but meat.

The only vegetables that were available were chips that were pale because they had just been pulled out of the oil, and a salad with a lot of steak on top.

It’s not just that they eat like this for dinner, they eat almost every meal like this, so the man can’t help but point out that part.

“Would you like to eat it?”

“Yes? If you give it to me, I won’t decline it… but then what are you going to do…”

“I have no appetite today. I want to bring some fruit and eat it.”

This is why I liked being an American and a member of the U.S. military.

If it were an army belonging to another country, they would have had to eat the menu set for each day without any right to choose, but as a country that is serious about what they put in their mouths, there was even a record of operating a special ice cream ship to provide ice cream to soldiers even during the war, so there was a kind of buffet inside the restaurant. Because it was set up.

Among them, there were several menus for people who couldn’t eat meat for one reason or another.

‘If you eat differently today, nothing will change dramatically…’

Because in things like this, mindset is the most important thing.

To be honest, I wanted to recommend vegetarianism to my subordinates as well.

If not only her abilities but also those of her subordinates improve, not only will their combat efficiency increase in a subjugation environment, but their survival rate will also change significantly.

In fact, what was mentioned later was more important than what was mentioned before.

The resource of an awakened person, or even an awakened person belonging to the U.S. military and not a civilian guild, cannot be easily replaced.

Nevertheless, the reason why he could not readily recommend vegetarianism to his subordinates is simple.

Because there’s no way they’ll listen to you just because you say it.

How outrageous is it that there are even guys who don’t even eat things like bread because they think it’s unmanly to eat things like vegetables in the first place?

So, even if she instructed him to eat less meat and change his diet to a more vegetarian diet, there was a high chance that he would just rebel rather than comply.

‘Looking at it this way, I understand why the man said that there was no answer…’

Haha… really… Is there no way?