episode_0560
by fnovelpiaHoyeon Lee was closing her eyes in an unidentified location.
Where is this place? I feel like my body is floating.
I felt like I was drifting alone in the middle of a dark universe.
“Uhm. Tsk…!”
Suddenly, I feel pain like being stabbed by thorns all over my body.
In dreams, even awkward events proceed naturally. Although it is a sudden incident, the thought that he is being punished for his sins fills his mind.
If you do something wrong, it is natural to be punished.
Although he doesn’t remember exactly what he did wrong, Hoyeon Lee closed his eyes tightly and endured the pain.
I curl up like a fetus, wondering if this will ease the pain even a little.
Only then did the pain piercing my body ease.
Excited.
But as soon as the pain ends, my heart starts pounding. My heart begins to beat rapidly as if it will explode.
I am completely out of breath, like an athlete who has just finished running a marathon.
Tension rose throughout my body.
Hoyeon Lee slowly opened her eyes.
A memorable walk to school from the Academy.
The cold wind blows past the neatly standing trees.
A well-manicured lawn and flower buds in bloom.
While walking down an all-too-familiar path, Lee Ho-yeon’s gaze is forcibly fixed.
One by one.
A face I know so well passes before my eyes.
These are the faces of heroines.
Their faces were full of negative emotions.
Sad eyes. Or they glare at themselves with disdain.
He curled up like a child to avoid people looking at him.
My lips turn pale and my shoulders are shaking.
‘Why are you doing that? why… .’
Why are you doing that?
You know the reason best.
It was he who made them angry.
stop. Sorry. sorry.
Unfinished words linger in my mouth.
“Mr. Hoyeon… I’m disappointed. I believed it. I really, really believed it.”
A cute little girl leaves with eyes full of tears.
“I just need Hoyeon and Dahee. Really. But….”
She, holding her younger brother’s hand, also turned around with sad eyes and trembling lips.
“Lee Ho-yeon. … You are a piece of trash not even in hell. You anemone tentacle-like bastard.”
The woman with the tail also runs away crying.
Sorry. It’s my fault. Please don’t go.
Sadness Anger Resentment Despair Resentment Resentment
Many negative emotions pass through Lee Ho-yeon.
Hoyeon Lee experienced the scene before her eyes several times.
This is a nightmare.
A nightmare that is slowly eating away at your heart.
From around the time the women around me started to feel that Lee Ho-yeon was strange.
This nightmare tormented Lee Ho-yeon every day.
I never had a dream like this before.
‘Clear mental strength’ protected Lee Ho-yeon’s spirit.
The result of deliberately suppressing it is this nightmare.
Lee Ho-yeon’s mentality was so weak now that she did not have the ability to surpass human mental power.
The excitement I felt when I fell into this world.
The feeling of having won something special feels embarrassing.
This is not animation. There are so many things to be responsible for.
It is too heavy a burden for an ordinary person like yourself to bear.
‘I’d rather die… .’
I would be able to let go of all my burdens.
I wouldn’t have had to make a wrong decision.
“Meeting someone like Hoyeon was the only failure in my life. It was unfortunate, but I was grateful.”
Another person bows in a polite manner.
No matter what Hoyeon Lee thinks, the women in front of her are leaving one by one.
Why did I think so lightly?
Why do I have to endure without dying?
“… Thank you so much, honey.”
side.
After a brief kiss, she leaves.
There was no one left in front of Lee Ho-yeon anymore.
I know it’s a nightmare, but I can’t wake up.
No matter how much you regret, repent, thunder, or reflect.
This nightmare never ends.
Only when you are buried in negative thoughts and your mind is torn apart can you open your eyes.
Tears flow down Hoyeon Lee’s face.
Every time I meet a heroine, I am afraid that my nightmare will become reality.
[Hoyeon, you say the women around you are nice… I wonder if there are at least a few people who are disappointed enough to reconsider their relationship with Hoyeon?]
Scarlett’s words ring in my ears once again.
She always said things that embarrassed Lee Ho-yeon, but after hearing that sentence, her head started to hurt more.
It’s not Scarlett’s fault.
Her words just hit the nail on the head.
“Uh, ah… stop, stop…”
I thought I would just have to solve what was in front of me.
I always acted like that, and everything worked out smoothly.
But when I came to my senses, all of those actions came back like a boomerang and put pressure on Lee Ho-yeon.
“I was wrong. Please….”
The burden on my shoulders is so heavy.
Sometimes I think it would be nice if everything happened as if it never happened.
If you hadn’t come to this world in the first place.
If I hadn’t done a game review or something.
There wouldn’t have been this pain.
Just before falling into negative thoughts again, a warm energy enveloped Lee Ho-yeon’s body.
“are you okay.”
A ray of light in the middle of a nightmare.
Hoyeon Lee surrendered herself to the warm light.
The pain and sadness disappear little by little.
“Honey… it’s okay.”
“….”
Warm light covers Lee Ho-yeon’s body.
A weakened and torn heart returns.
You can’t go back to the past. Lee Ho-yeon knows best that such a thing cannot happen.
Even if God were to help him go back to the past, he would never go back.
Everything I’ve met and built relationships with heroines proves the person Ho-yeon Lee is.
The emotions he felt were not due to the main quest. It was all true.
Although we are lacking and lacking, we cannot deny ourselves.
Think about what will happen in the future, not the past.
“….”
Hoyeon Lee slowly closed her eyes.
Although his consciousness was still in the middle of a nightmare, the pure white light surrounding him was still shining warmly.
Kindness that fills every corner of your heart.
Hoyeon Lee left his consciousness to that light.
*
When Lee Ho-yeon opened her eyes, what greeted her was an unfamiliar ceiling.
“…town.”
No, to be exact, it was pitch black.
Lee Ho-yeon, trapped in something soft and hot, twisted her body to escape from something unknown.
“Huh? You’re awake. Ugh…?”
Hoyeon Lee had no choice but to open her eyes at the bright light she felt as soon as she raised her head.
I grabbed the soft handle nearby and stood up, then raised my head and looked up.
There was an incredibly pretty woman in front of me.
“did you sleep well?”
Baek Ah-young, looking at herself, gave a kind look with a grinning smile.
Lee Ho-yeon blinked and as soon as she came to her senses, she opened her eyes wide and was scared.
“Mr. Ayoung? Why is Mr. Ayoung….”
“When I got home from the emergency room, he was sleeping on the bed in the office, so I was lying down with him.”
No, when did you fall asleep?
I was clearly trying not to fall asleep.
shit. Is it because the bed is too comfortable?
Looking around, I realized that not much time had passed.
If I had held on a little longer, I wouldn’t have fallen asleep.
Dreamy, dreamy.
Lee Ho-yeon clicked his tongue and only then did he feel the soft sensation filling his hand.
Baek A-young’s breasts held in both hands.
Lee Ho-yeon, who fell from Baek A-young in shock, raised her hands to the sky.
“Oh, uh. Sorry, sorry. Ayoung.”
“It’s okay. You can touch me more. It was so cute.”
When I saw Baek Ah-young smiling, I felt an uneasy feeling for some reason.
Lee Ho-yeon looked back on her memories.
Since I had just woken up, it was clear that I had a nightmare.
It was a dream I had repeatedly, but strangely, my mood swings were even more extreme today.
“…Why is it so refreshing?”
Moreover, when I have nightmares, I always wake up startled, but today I woke up in a very good mood.
It wasn’t difficult to find the cause.
Sniff.
Your body is full of fragrant smell.
This is Baek A-young’s scent that I have smelled several times.
‘Baek Ayoung kept hugging me.’
Is the reason why I felt refreshed because I was hugged by Baek A-young?
no wonder. The ending of the nightmare was better than usual.
‘You probably did something strange while being held, right?’
Lee Ho-yeon looked at Baek A-young and asked.
“…Did you do anything strange while you were sleeping?”
“Not at all. I slept without talking.”
“….”
Baek Ah-young answered with a light smile, but Lee Ho-yeon’s eyes were fixed on one place.
Traces of moisture on her shirt.
It was the same position where Lee Ho-yeon was held.
Today’s nightmare had very severe mood swings.
I still vividly remember sobbing during my nightmare.
If those are your own tears.
Grinning.
“… Oh no way.”
Lee Ho-yeon, who saw Baek A-young’s smile, shook her head.
You know your own sleep best.
There was no word from the heroines who were asleep as usual, and they never moved to different locations while sleeping.
No matter how much I think about it, I can’t imagine myself crying in Baek A-young’s arms.
“Come here, honey.”
“huh?”
“You just woke up. You must be tired. It hasn’t been long since the battle with Lucifer ended. I was very worried.”
Baek Ah-young embraced Lee Ho-yeon in her heart with a soft voice.
Lee Ho-yeon was drawn by the friendly magic and buried her face without realizing it.
‘Why are you so kind?’
Of course, Honey Baek Ayoung usually feels like this… What should I say?
Should I say that he is kind beyond being kind? Should I call it extreme sincerity?
‘But what’s good is good.’
What Baek Ayoung said is not wrong.
Although it was refreshing, I wasn’t in a good mood because I had a nightmare, and my physical condition wasn’t the best.
“Then… thank you.”
“Ugh. Honey….”
Ho-yeon Lee buried her face in Baek A-young’s chest with her eyes closed.
0 Comments