episode_0554

How should I treat this person?

─Ella, Jules, Isabel.

I don’t know.

People have growth needs and deficiency needs.

However, once deficiency needs are satisfied, they no longer function as a motivation for life.

That’s why the first time is important for everyone.

The memory of solving one’s own needs for the first time is imprinted on a person.

The engraving is a lighthouse.

When looking back on life. When deciding something. Before passing judgment.

It provides insight into the many pasts.

Respect, belonging, love, safety, food, clothing and shelter…

Just as my lighthouse belongs to the Earth because all my deficiencies were resolved on the Earth.

Ella, Jules, and Isabel’s lighthouses all shine on me.

That’s why Ella, who visited the lighthouse, became perfect.

“Ella.”

“Yes.”

“It would be difficult to do this.”

For example, even a perversion certificate.

This is the queen’s residence.

However, the queen brought in an unmarried man.

He didn’t even hide it with his power.

As if it was natural.

As if to declare that this is mine.

“What is it?”

And now I was lying on her bed.

“You must keep your body.”

“We weren’t like this originally.”

“Times pass, and the way we live life also changes. We must study and adapt to a constantly changing world.”

“I know. I know everything, but it’s okay to be like this for a day every once in a while, right?”

I grabbed Ella, who was trying to be coquettish from above, and locked her in my arms.

So that you can’t make eye contact.

“Dennis is dead.”

“······.”

“Ella, I know you killed it.”

“Yes. I killed him.”

“I shed tears for Dennis. Just as you cared for me, I care for my people and live for my people.”

The delicate body trembles in my arms.

I don’t know if he’s pretending to be scared or if he’s really scared.

But it didn’t matter anything.

Because it’s important to know that something is wrong.

“If Dennis comes back, apologize.”

“···I will. I’m really sorry.”

Also, I feel like my thinking has become perfect.

At the end, you finally realize it.

People are thought to be considered human when they have deficiencies, but even if they are complete, they can still be considered human.

He consoled them and patted them.

They were lying limply over my body, as shameless as cats trying to crush their owners.

‘That’s cute though.’

So, you can comfortably overcome this level of weight.

“What kind of contract did you have with Dantalian?”

“I asked you to get your memories back. Instead, Dantalian asked me to help him fool you.”

“But why did you tell me that?”

“···It doesn’t matter what happens.”

They look up at me.

“Many personalities and experiences are mixed in my head. Juyul was vehemently opposed, but I really wanted to do it. Isabel was silent.”

“Who is the main character?”

“That’s what Sihyeon makes.”

In the end, I have only one conclusion to draw.

“I love you all.”

“Let’s do that.”

It was a strange feeling.

There are three women in one body. Jules, Isabelle, Ella.

“The self in your head will come out as you call it.”

‘It comes out as I call it?’

This was a type of dissociative identity disorder.

In a typical case of multiple personality, the ego pops out depending on the situation or mood, but this case is unique.

Because all of this person’s trauma and happiness touches me.

“Sister.”

“Yes.”

“Isabel.”

“···Don’t play around.”

“Pugh!”

Laughter burst out.

I rolled over with Isabelle in my arms.

“Aaaah?!”

Isabel, embarrassed, looks up at me.

Even though he was trying to shake me off, I ended up making fun of him because of his ambiguous smile.

Tickling him, teasing him subtly and not letting him go.

Isabel stamped her feet and eventually became exhausted.

“What kind of person is Ella?”

“I’m pathologically obsessed with you. Like an agent of Venus.”

“What do you think, sister?”

Isabelle’s expression changes in an instant.

“A woman whose nature is a wolf.”

Juul told me that Ain was a wolf who thought he was a sheep.

Being a wolf by nature boils down to one thing.

─Sociopath or psychopath.

Of course, Jule and I are also wolves.

However, turning a sheep into a wolf is different from being a wolf by nature.

“I guess I should make it a sheep.”

“It will be difficult.”

“No.”

Jules and I look alike.

So, she can also be called a ‘stupid devil.’

In that case, Ella is a ‘consecrated angel.’

“My sister learns from Ella.”

“What?”

“How to live easily in this world.”

Juul’s lips, which were about to object, were blocked with his index finger.

In the end, Jules kept his mouth shut.

“Ella, you will have to learn from my sister.”

Ella smiles softly.

Everyone’s expressions were different. Jules is rigid, and Isabelle is spineless.

Ella is kind but selfish.

It was a very strange feeling.

Does it seem like a person has multiple pieces of software installed?

“What do I need to learn?”

“That’s right, it’s a difficult way to live in this world.”

* * * * * *

Wild people, commanders of the Great Wall.

And Lexi, Shir, and Isabel standing in front of them.

The two stood on the podium, drew up an agreement to end the war, and made a declaration.

but.

“So what do we do now?”

For those who came to Daejangbyeok just to make a living, it was nothing more than unemployment.

Next to me, apprentice knights were huddled together and talking.

“Why? We are still knights.”

“Hey you idiot. Look at this tail. Of course, if you’re not a good guy, you’ll be discharged!”

“Ha, now that I’ve made some money, I was wondering if I should do something else.”

One of the knights sighs and looks at the podium.

It was a look in their eyes that did not want the war to end.

“No hunting, no farming…! Now I don’t know what to earn for a living.”

“Oh, I heard that they are doing some kind of construction to connect a cart road to Doomheim.”

The unfamiliar word ‘cart road’ stole the eyes of the trainees.

“What do you mean?”

“I don’t know. Instead, they say that if you die there and only work for a year, you can earn enough money to buy a house?”

“Damn. The guys who open inns or sell food there will probably buy a house within a year.”

“Accommodation and meals are provided. Since it is a government-led project, there is no need to waste money.”

“I heard it too. My friend went there too.”

“···How much do you pay?”

Young children were anxiously gathering information for their future.

You often hear stories about railroad construction here and there.

It seems like he was hoping for great light for having been seducing people for so long.

I secretly went looking for my classmates.

How far did it go that way?

“Are you going to stay?”

“···I have to stay. There is nothing to do right now.”

The classmates were having a conversation while keeping their eyes on the podium.

“···I never thought Isabel would become queen.”

“Anyway, what happened to Dewin?”

” Well, honestly, he doesn’t even know why he came to the military.”

“She was more unknown than Isabel.”

“···So.”

“How have you been?”

My classmates glance at me at the sound of my voice.

“Dwin…?”

“What? Dewin?”

Soon my classmates looked at me with confused eyes.

Just for a moment.

“Ha!”

“Yeah, there’s no way you’re not there.”

“Isn’t this situation all created by Dewin?”

The classmates ended up bursting into laughter.

I thought he would be surprised or angry, but he wasn’t.

I couldn’t help but feel at ease thanks to this.

“So, was your time in the military fun?”

“Don’t be a damn thing.”

Susan snorts.

I approached Jean, who was looking at me blankly.

“Brother?”

“Mom and Dad were worried.”

“What? mom and dad? What do you mean?”

Jean wasn’t the only one making a foolish expression.

Amilla, Coober, Susan, John, Hume, Lila…

All the drivers who knew me had expressions of incomprehension.

“Are you curious too? what happened. What happens?”

“···Are you saying that now?”

“Let’s skip work today and gather at the driver’s quarters. I’ll let you know.”

Because it was a car that needed suitable wind catchers.

* * * * * *

I told the drivers about the current situation.

Of course, I ignored all the questions about my identity, which I was most curious about.

“So what you’re saying is that the ‘Great Depression’ will come as jobs disappear?”

“That’s right. The country is looking ahead to that point, and I think you should have a chance.”

“So, do you want us to participate in labor?”

“To be precise, I want you to spread the word.”

Railroad construction was progressing at an incredible pace.

In the end, the railroad will connect Pangea like a spider web. This is a job that can last for half a century.

“Transportation, lodging, and meals are all free. The daily rate is two silver coins. Rest on weekends.”

“Two silver coins? It’s not much different from now.”

“There are two, including room and board and transportation expenses. Originally there were three.”

Now that privatization has been promoted in many areas, Daejangbyeok receives food expenses from soldiers.

This was an action that made no sense.

Of course, it was my ploy to get the soldiers to leave the Great Wall.

“···Three silver coins? Is that worth it?”

“It’s not worth it. If it’s daily wage, you can just rest.”

“That’s right. You get paid as much as you work honestly.”

Some people are enthusiastic, but others look suspiciously.

It was a natural suspicion.

“How do I pay for that?”

“Once a day. When work is finished.”

“Isn’t there something mixed with silver coins?”

“You know? If you mix something with Soliduse, Romaria will light up your eyes.”

“Does the country have that much money?”

Because they don’t know what a ‘train’ is.

Goldenrod will help you to some extent, but you can’t leave everything to Goldenrod.

“So, we need to empty the nobles’ pockets.”

“What? Noble?”

“Yes. I’m going to pick the nobles’ pockets.”

Nobles enjoy luxury.

It is mandatory because it is said to help the lives of ordinary people.

Luxury is considered a good deed.

They are so financially perfect that they have forgotten their ‘value’.

‘If we don’t want to see that happen, we should return it to the country.’

cook!

“─?!”

I shook my neck from the sudden pain.

Susan was standing behind me, sneaking up on me and stabbing me in the neck with a needle.

“What are you doing all of a sudden?”

Susan makes a shameless expression after stabbing someone.

As if it was a natural thing to do.

“You told me this, right? How to distinguish between immortals and humans.”

“You idiot, what kind of immortal is an immortal during the end of the war?”

“You never know. This could all be an immortal’s plan.”

“···It’s me.”

It’s so absurd that I burst out laughing.

I scolded Susan and stood up.

“If you don’t want to believe it, you don’t have to believe it. This is a business that will last for decades anyway.”

I looked at the children who were apprentices.

These are children who became soldiers to earn a living because of me.

In addition, the supply situation is poor and the appearance is shabby.

I couldn’t help but feel guilty when I saw that.

“I promise.”

“I will not watch this thing go wrong.”

“But if something is wrong, it will take time for me to correct it.”

“You just watch a little bit first, listen to what people say, and then decide.”

How could he know?

To know that efforts to save people would bring hell to future generations.

“I’m leaving now. And Jean!”

Jean looks up at me with a blank expression.

He seemed like he couldn’t believe that I was his big brother.

“···Huh?”

“Mom and Dad told me to come back home. Come back with me later.”

“Huh? Oh, okay.”

I leisurely left the driver’s quarters.

Isabelle was standing in front of me, looking restless.

‘So, let’s go in together.’

“It’ll be okay. They’re your friends, right?”

Anne was encouraging Isabel.

“I’m finished. Please go in and say hello before you leave.”

“···How?”

“You have to figure that out yourself.”

Isabel, whose ego was not mixed with Ella, returned to her innocent self.

How cute is that?

“Don’t ask Jules or Ella.”

Isabel took her steps away with an angry expression.

“I can handle that much myself!”

Isabelle glanced at me curtly, then passed me by and boldly opened the door to the driver’s quarters and entered.

─Hey, Isabel?!

─Oh my! Meet the princess!

─How could the princess be in this squalid place?!

─These guys! Come on and be polite! You are a princess!

─Don’t do it! I’m just here to motivate you!

Loud laughter was erupting inside.

By now, the immortals hiding throughout the Great Wall must be leaking fascinating information.

‘This is my fault.’

Even if you saved the world, you must take responsibility if you did something wrong.

So, I was determined to take responsibility and care about the welfare of the people.

My heart feels very touched and at ease.

For the fact that I have contributed to leading and developing this world to the right place.

Even though it feels too late, I end up laughing.

For the first time in my life, I feel proud.

One day, I will be able to proudly reveal my footprints to others.

“···The sky is so clear.”

That I can undo what I failed to do.

It was a night when that fact felt like a huge blessing.