episode_0521

After finishing Eris’ meal and putting her to bed, the three of them start having a slightly late dinner.

Dinner time today felt a little more awkward than usual.

“… Over there, release.”

“Yes, Ethan.”

“I asked you something in class earlier. Can I answer it later when we’re alone?”

“Yes, Ethan. Now we have Isabel too.”

“… Would you mind covering your ears for a moment, Your Majesty?”

“No, it’s okay. We can talk about it later.”

Still, it seems like he’s trying to answer. Earlier, he was embarrassed, so he mumbled something.

Isabelle, who had been watching Ethan and me, finished her meal a little quickly and got up from her seat.

“I’ll wash up first and get the two of you ready for bed.”

“… Yeah.”

Isabelle quickly slips away to her private bathroom so Ethan and I can have a chat alone.

Thanks to my friend’s quick wit, I had a chance to talk to Ethan alone, so I quietly told him what I had been meaning to say.

“Ethan.”

“… Yeah, release.”

“I’m thinking of letting Iris sleep in Isabelle’s room for just one night. What do you think?”

“… Tonight?”

“Yes, tonight.”

“… … .”

I think you can probably guess what I mean by saying this.

There was no reason to move the child out of the room if he was just going to sleep.

In fact, if you think about it, Iris, who is not even a year old, wouldn’t know anything, so it wouldn’t be a problem to keep her by your side… but even so, it wouldn’t hurt to be careful.

I don’t think it would be good for a child’s emotions to unintentionally witness their parents’ relationship being divided.

“Okay, I’ll move the cradle later.”

“And I would like to do Sesin a little bit separately today, is that okay?”

“… Okay, release it as you wish.”

If you lie down in the bathroom naked before doing anything, the excitement in bed will disappear.

Even though we use the same bathroom every day, it was better to keep a little distance on days like today.

And also, you have to prepare for the unexpected.

I’m thinking about playing like a baby while breastfeeding, but I’m not sure if I want something more than that.

It was their first sex in a year and a few months, so there was no way Ethan could be satisfied with just one time, and he had to prepare for every possible situation.

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‘It was completely readable.’

Ethan, who had moved Iris’ cradle to Isabel’s private room, thought quietly. He recalled the conversation he and Lilith had had just a moment ago.

I just happened to remember the story we had just told a little while ago, and I just happened to see my daughter breastfeeding, but I never thought I would see through my own desires just from that.

It was a typical Lilith appearance that sometimes had heightened insight. He was happy that such a Lilith was his wife, but sometimes he was a little afraid.

‘Counting from the last day, it’s been almost a year and a few months… .’

Lastly, it must have been because of the relationship I had with her that I had with Eris. After that, things got complicated and I just couldn’t have the conditions to have a relationship.

It was obviously wrong to rape her while she was pregnant, and it was also wrong to harass her while she was busy raising and breastfeeding after giving birth to Eris.

There were times when I would do it with my hands or mouth when we went into the bathroom together, or I would satisfy myself with my mouth or hands.

There was hardly any opportunity to directly insert objects into the relationship. Now, there was no need to mention the same excuse as the victory reward.

‘I’ve heard that there are couples whose relationships actually worsen after marriage.’

Ethan was secretly worried that he might end up in that kind of relationship with Lilith.

However, I couldn’t help it because I felt that making the suggestion first would be disrespectful to Lilith, who had just given birth.

But since she made the suggestion first, I don’t have to hesitate today.

I don’t know much about women’s periods, so I don’t know if they still have sexual desire during pregnancy, but in any case, it’s been a long time since Lilith had sex with me.

Ethan had vowed to himself that he would only think about her satisfaction as much as possible rather than his own.

“Whew, Ethan. You can go in now.”

“… Release, what about clothes?”

“Come to think of it, I forgot to bring you some clothes to change into. I’ll change into Ethan’s clothes and bring them over, so you can go in and wash up.”

“… Yeah.”

Ethan’s resolve wavered as soon as he saw Lilith walking out wearing only a towel.

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‘I almost forgot.’

After pushing Ethan into the bathroom, I immediately took out a suitcase and started rummaging through the clothes inside. It was my personal clothes, not the clothes I wore while living at the Academy.

A dress with a slightly daring design that Ethan bought her, a swimsuit with a somewhat embarrassing design that she got from Lizzie, or other clothes that weren’t suitable for wearing outside.

In fact, they were all clothes for just one person. In preparation for when they would change clothes in front of Ethan and establish a relationship.

…To be honest, I brought clothes with me because I thought I would have sex almost every day when I came to the academy.

Since there are no restrictions on the number of relationships you can have and you are sharing the same space, I think there will be many times when that kind of atmosphere will naturally arise.

Actually, that didn’t happen because I had academy classes during the day and took care of Iris in the morning and evening.

‘… From now on, I should do it more often, even if it means taking some time.’

They say that doing it often is good for a couple’s relationship.

It doesn’t mean that you should have sex every day like Lyria and Karaham, but at least once or twice a week so that your relationship doesn’t become neglected.

With that thought in mind, I took out an article of clothing that Ethan didn’t know about from the innermost part of my suitcase and laid it out on the bed.

‘Of course, if you’re going to breastfeed, these clothes are the best.’

The low-cut maid uniform I wore so many times while working at Blackwood Manor.

Since Ethan would get so angry and stop me whenever I tried to wear something that looked like a maid outfit, I deliberately brought it secretly.

I didn’t bring it to do maid work, I just brought it to use on days like this.

I think it’s the one that holds the most memories for Ethan and me. If I think about the number of times we’ve worn it and had relationships, I think it’s probably tied with the Academy uniform for first or second place.

‘It doesn’t feel right to do it while wearing a uniform or pajamas, so the most classic outfit is a maid uniform.’

Because the relationship between a young boy and his older sister’s maid was a fairly famous cliché in my previous life.

Of course, Ethan was quite tall for a boy, and if you include the time he spent hibernating, he was older than me.

This is something that is originally pushed forward with momentum. Even if Ethan feels something is strange, you can create an atmosphere and force him to do it, and that’s it.

‘Ethan… I think it would be okay to just put on some normal clothes.’

A maid play in which the young master, who cannot sleep at night, enters the maid’s bedroom and comforts her with maternal love.

… I don’t know if this is what Ethan wants, but let’s give it a try.

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Ethan took his time to finish his washing and changed into the clothes Lilith had prepared for him.

Even though it was just a long-awaited affair between a man and a woman, Ethan headed to the bedroom with an inexplicable thrill, and what he found there was Lilith, dressed in a maid outfit, whom he had not seen in a long time.

“Oh my, Master Ethan. What are you doing out this late at night?”

“Release, what the hell are those clothes… .”

“Is there a reason why a maid wears a maid outfit? By the way, you must be a boy, Lord Ethan, to come into a woman’s bedroom this late at night.”

“… … What?”

What the heck is that incomprehensible statement.

At first, he only tried to draw Lilith’s attention to the maid outfit, but after exchanging just a few words, Ethan was overcome with a feeling of confusion.

Her speech was like the maid’s old way of speaking… no, it was even more polite than that.

For some reason, when I looked at myself, I was talking to myself as if I was a child of about fifteen years old.

“Release, what the hell do you want to do?”

“I’ll explain it to you just this once, Master Ethan.”

“… … Huh?”

“The current Master Ethan is a young boy of about ten years old, and this is my private room in the Blackwood Manor. And I am the exclusive maid who serves Master Ethan.”

“… No, what is that.”

“Shh. Master Ethan couldn’t sleep at night, so he came into my room, his exclusive maid, to throw a tantrum. From now on, I will take good care of Master Ethan.”

“… … .”

“So. You can act like a ten-year-old boy and act all you want tonight. I will give you whatever you want tonight, Master Ethan.”

A somewhat absurd proposal that is quite embarrassing to readily accept.

“Let me start again. Lord Ethan, what brings you to my room in the middle of the night?”

“… … .”

But my heart was pounding too hard to ask her why she was doing this.

“… I can’t sleep.”

It was Ethan who unintentionally started to join in on Lilith’s ‘pranks’.