episode_0514

Tell me what to do.

In the end, it was safe to say that all roads lead to sex.

That’s right… If you think about Ra-hee’s case right now, wouldn’t the girl who didn’t hesitate to break into illegal homes before doing it become relatively mellow after doing it?

‘Of course, if you’re still angry, your anger disappears…’

I don’t know if it’s because my desires are being satisfied periodically, but I feel like my ignition point has increased significantly compared to before.

In addition, it seemed like a new bump that had not existed before had been created.

What I mean is… In the past, when something made you angry, you didn’t tend to just step on the accelerator and not worry about what happened afterwards, but after doing it with me once, even if you got angry, you had to think one last time before doing it. feeling?

It was the power of sex that changed even Rahee, who seemed like she would never change in her life.

This has been proven once more in the case of the main character.

Until she started dating me, she was doing everything she could to try to use me as she wanted. But once she did, she showed that she cared about my position to some extent.

‘Instead, the frequency with which Ra Hee and Ari, who thought that was not the case, started arguing with Han Joo-yeon rose sharply…’

Anyway, the important thing is that sex is more powerful than psychological counseling.

If I had to guess from my brief insight as to why such a thing could happen… wouldn’t it be that once you’ve done it until you’re completely exhausted, everything in the world feels meaningless and you become relatively detached?

So maybe… it won’t get better once you see Dangsoso’s sharp side.

The anxiety that came from the fact that he and I had not yet reached the end must have had some influence on Dangsoso’s sharp appearance against Helena.

‘the problem is···.’

That’s probably it too.

How do you get the ‘angle’?

In fact, if I just put my mind to it, it wouldn’t be that difficult to find the ‘gak’.

I don’t know if Dangsoso’s feelings toward me are the same as before, but the one shot of conversion I threw became a kind of game changer and completely changed the game.

‘Dang Soso has feelings for me.’

That also seems pretty deep.

I don’t know when it got that deep, but… if I were to guess roughly, the attacks I had launched against the Party Soso were piling up and piling up again and again, and then exploded all at once due to what happened during the last assassination attempt. Maybe.

And is it because, rather than gradually becoming aware of it, he literally suddenly became aware of his own feelings one day?

Dangsoso showed considerable instability.

Sometimes, he appears so impulsive and unexpected that it’s hard to believe that he’s the same person as Dang So-so that I’ve seen so far.

It is not that the party’s actions are incomprehensible.

Rather… I would say it’s something I can fully understand.

I can’t help but do that because I was like that at least once.

It was when I first started liking someone.

So, not like, but love.

‘Actually, when I think about it now, it seems closer to like than love…’

Anyway, that’s what it means to like someone else.

Even though it’s clearly my body, it doesn’t do what I want, and even though it’s my mind, it doesn’t do what I want, so I feel confused and frustrated.

To exaggerate a bit, it would be safe to say that bugs or errors occur in the programs that make up me.

Even if you’ve already experienced something similar, that’s usually the case, but what’s even worse if it’s your first time having feelings for someone else?

And… it was obvious that Dang Soso had lived a life a million light years away from sweet and soft words like first love.

Of course, that’s what it looks like now, but the party scene back when I was a little kid may have been a little different…

‘Honestly, I don’t think my personality would be much different from now…’

Dangsoso, a little boy with a bun haircut who doesn’t hesitate to show cuteness to people he meets for the first time… If there’s such a thing, I’d like to see it too.

Well, there’s no way something like that exists.

Anyway, I could clearly see that the party was feeling anxious for the same reason, so I wanted to resolve that first.

The problem is that there is something wrong with just looking at that and stepping on the accelerator.

In any case, rather than just calling it a red skirt… wouldn’t it be better for Tang Soso to tie the knot in a romantic and tight atmosphere?

No matter how the relationship ends, you will be satisfied right away, but if you look back after some time and feel that the moment you came together was poor, you will suffer from anxiety once again.

‘Why don’t you ask me out on a date?’

But isn’t that so unexpected and invisible…?

I don’t know if we ever went on dates or anything like that, but the pattern between me and Dangsoso has always been home, work, home, work.

It’s been like this for a long time, but now if he suddenly says, “Should we go on a date?”, he might like it at first, but inside, he might be wary and anxious, wondering why he’s suddenly like this.

‘···I never thought I would worry about something like this, not just anyone else.’

Even while I was struggling like that, the car carrying us was moving quickly and had already arrived in front of the hotel.

“···Mr. Suhyeon?”

“Oh, let’s get off.”

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An expression that seems lost in thought.

I thought to myself as I glanced at the side of Suhyun’s face, who was giving off that feeling.

I wonder what thoughts are going through Soo-hyeon’s head right now.

No matter how much Su-hyeon’s level was lower than hers, regardless of that fact, Su-hyeon was clearly a person who had risen to the rank of expert.

When it comes to Soljigi, there is a slight sense of ambiguity… but there was a time when I fought against Hayoung and won.

Although Ha-young’s condition at the time was a bit strange, Ha-young was nevertheless a higher-ranking expert than Su-hyeon, and despite being at a relatively low level, she was able to win against a higher-ranking expert?

‘It means you have basic sense.’

If you look at those who have entered martial arts, you will occasionally come across such cases.

Is it true that he is the type of person who is absolutely perfect at recreating herbivorous behavior, but is especially at a loss when it comes to actual combat?

Is there such a type?

There are people who don’t show much flash in normal times, but when they get into actual practice, they produce unexpected results.

In her view, Soo-hyun was infinitely closer to the latter case than the former.

Honestly, this could not have been the case. What if the person standing on the stadium at that time was not Soo-hyeon but another ordinary martial artist?

Even if Hayoung’s condition wasn’t very good, she would have been unable to overcome the pressure caused by the difference in level between them and behaved awkwardly, ultimately losing to Hayoung, who recovered her condition.

However, Su-hyeon did not do that.

Even though his opponent was an expert in the row above him, he was not intimidated and kept clashing with him, eventually winning without missing a moment.

Some people might look at Suhyun like that and disparage her, saying she was just lucky… but her thoughts were a bit different.

Because she thought that using the luck that came your way to win was also a skill.

Soo-hyeon is the one who possesses such keen senses that he can immediately catch the momentary gap revealed by the master in the row above him without missing it.

But even though she is glancing at you so openly, you don’t notice it?

That would be one of two things.

Either they already know that someone is spying on them, but they are pretending not to notice… or they are so immersed in something that they don’t really notice.

And she ranked the latter as more likely than the former.

It was because I felt like the former would be heartbreaking.

‘I can’t believe you’re concentrating like that…’

This doesn’t look like the Soohyun she knows.

So naturally, curiosity could not help but boil over.

What is Soohyun thinking at this moment?

What was he thinking that he was so absorbed in that he didn’t even notice that she was spying on him?

Could it be that he was thinking about a woman other than her?

For example… Helena…

A thought suddenly popped into my head.

I gritted my teeth reflexively at the thought of suddenly throwing my not-so-bad mood into the mud.

It must have been none other than that moment.

“It won’t work.”

Soo-hyeon, who had just said that, suddenly grabbed her wrist and pulled her towards him.