episode_0502

He is nearly 2m tall.

The rugged muscles that covered that tall body.

From the angular and thick chin to the beaky eyes.

These characteristics created a small prejudice in those who saw him.

That person definitely has rough and violent tendencies.

But this is wrong.

Anyone who has ever talked to him knows this.

What a thorough and cool-headed person he is.

But why is it so full of dirty heat now?

The reason was because of Han Joo-yeon.

I met again the girl I had been in love with for 10 years and who had left me before I could even confess to her.

And in a completely unexpected place.

For Morgan Paul, that meeting was very sweet.

‘Maybe she and I are meant to be.’

So much so that I felt like it was fate to be with her.

He approached with a happy heart.

“Main role!”

Calling her name loudly.

“Morgan… ?!”

Although she was embarrassed at first, she soon welcomed him warmly.

okay.

“Main role… , are you ever thinking of coming back… .”

Until I asked if I would come back.

From this point on, Han Ju-yeon suddenly turned cold.

“I’m sorry, Morgan. I’m not going back.”

It was shocking.

From when she joined the guild to the final contract.

He and the guild did their best.

Not only did she receive the best treatment in the industry, but she also listened to every request she asked for.

But such a harsh rejection.

It was from then on.

A dirty heat began to fill his head.

“I want to talk to you a little more.”

“I’m sorry. I have nothing more to say.”

A cold rejection after an earnest request.

The more he did it, the more he burned.

Then it got to this point.

I unconsciously extended my hand towards her, who wasn’t even looking at me anymore.

widely!

I was pushed away by the hand of Kim Do-jin, a man who appeared out of nowhere.

A tingling pain felt on the back of the hand.

“And then the hairs on your hands fly off?”

Plus, a provocative remark from a distant junior.

If it were his usual self, he would have quickly recognized and accepted the fact that it was his fault.

Of course, the other person’s words and actions were a little sharp, but the reason was mine.

But not now.

“Wrist flies off… ?”

It’s rising.

The anger of someone who was not chosen and abandoned by the one they love.

“It would be impossible with that level of skill.”

It pours out to the man chosen by the one he loved.

A strong pressure that feels like it’s being pressed from top to bottom.

However, Kim Do-jin paid no attention and kept his mouth shut.

“How can I cut it for you? Since the saint is here, we can avoid being maimed.”

A situation that seems as if it could explode at any moment if given the slightest chance.

This was when the saint, who realized the seriousness of the situation, was about to step in to stop the two people.

“Stop both of you!”

Han Ju-yeon, who had been staying behind Kim Do-jin’s back, suddenly jumped out and blocked the gap between the two.

Then, the energy that had slowly taken over the surroundings disappeared as if it had never happened.

The two men, who could not bear to hurt her, withdrew their energy.

She did not miss this moment and took the initiative with an angry look on her face.

“What are they doing now? Have you forgotten where you are?”

“Uh, um.”

“That’s… .”

Two people who are very embarrassed.

I forgot about it for a moment.

What kind of place is this right now?

“If there was a big fight here, it would be really worth seeing.”

The two people bowed their heads in response to the sharp criticism.

They keenly realized their mistake.

This is a one-night festival where world-class celebrities gather to laugh and chat.

What would have happened if a fight broke out in a place like that?

‘I almost turned the world into an enemy.’

‘I almost got screwed.’

It wasn’t an exaggeration.

If the people gathered here came together to reject the two people, it would have created a lot of pressure.

Morgan, who regained his composure due to the dizzy feeling that made his hair tingle, lowered his head towards Han Joo-yeon.

“… Sorry, Juyeon.”

A sincere apology delivered in a more humble tone.

“I think I was thinking about bringing you back somehow. I wanted to talk a little more calmly… , I ruined everything.”

A clean acknowledgment and apology.

Han Ju-yeon’s anger eased slightly when she saw her old colleague belatedly returning to her original state.

“Ha… , I’m sorry too. I didn’t mean to be so cold-hearted.”

“No. It’s my fault for sticking with you persistently even though you said you didn’t like it.”

Han Joo-yeon smiles softly at his attitude of humbly accepting all his mistakes.

“Hehe… , I think the Morgan I knew has finally returned.”

“Keuung, don’t make fun of me. It’s amazing that I am like this too.”

Kim Do-jin, watching this, was dumbfounded.

‘What is that?’

The two people who were arguing just a moment ago are now talking in a friendly atmosphere as if they have never been like that before.

“It’s a shame. My colleagues are also missing you a lot.”

“You should have come together.”

“They refused. They said they just hate this kind of place.”

“Well… , I didn’t like this place very much because everyone was unique.”

“That’s right.”

It was not easy to intervene.

Because their conversation is a memory shared by just the two of them inside this banquet hall.

In a situation where I couldn’t do this or that, only ugly jealousy burned.

A man who knows her past that she does not know.

My wife laughs and chats happily with him.

A thought crossed my mind that if I made a mistake, she might leave me.

‘If you come out right now and tear things apart between the two… .’

I barely suppressed the sudden surge of impulse.

Even if we force a separation between the two people.

I’ll just show my base jealousy that I don’t want others to see.

“Well, it’s difficult.”

Kim Do-jin is confused by a base jealousy that he has never felt before.

One thing was certain.

“… It’s not fun.”

This banquet, which everyone dreams of attending at least once in their lives, has become horribly boring.

Kim Do-jin immediately turns his back and walks out of the banquet hall.

That was the end of the second congregational meeting I participated in after Son Si-woo’s time.

* * *

When I’m standing, I want to sit down, and when I’m sitting, I want to lie down.

In this way, people are beings who constantly hope from the moment they are born until just before they die.

She was no different.

At first, I thought it would be the end if I ended up with him in some way.

I’m actually happy too.

How could you not be happy that you broke up a relationship that you could never have dreamed of, and that even though the relationship was not clearly defined, it has developed into a relationship that can safely be considered lovers.

However, I only realized it too late.

The fact that the moment a person is satisfied, they have no choice but to stay in that place and become stagnant.

In other words, stagnation means elimination.

While others are struggling to take even one step further, if you are the only one standing there, you will fall behind and end up being left out.

This also applies to human relationships.

‘It can’t stay like this.’

You can feel it even without hearing it or seeing it.

Where are the other women who are in a relationship with Kim Do-jin staying?

Those who were either ahead or behind until a few months ago have noticeably moved away.

While they were happy that they could be with him, they were not satisfied and were constantly moving forward.

From there, a dizzying sense of crisis arose.

‘It’s not time to stop yet.’

I take a step again.

However, it is impossible to catch up with those ahead at the same speed.

So I decided to take it out.

When I was in America, I had dark delusions written down in a diary I kept open whenever I was bored.

The various wishes I wanted to try at least once when I became a lover with him.

The heated affair they had on the plane was one of them.

And when she coincidentally reunited with her old colleague at the church, Morgan Paul, she decided to get her second wind.

“… I think this is enough.”

“Hehe, you worked hard.”

As soon as the performance was over, Morgan Paul smiled bitterly as he looked down at Han Ju-yeon, who was just looking at the spot where Kim Do-jin had left, as if she didn’t care about herself.

“You are a terrible woman too.”

“Oh, me?”

“You’re using a man who liked you for 10 years just to make another man jealous… , Is there anything more terrible than this?”

To her, this might all have been an act, but to him it was not.

He has loved her for 10 years.

I truly regretted letting her go, and I still missed her.

Even when I was asked to act not long after we met.

So my appetite became bitter even more.

Because I never dreamed that 10 years of unrequited love would end so cruelly.

Jooyeon Han’s eyes turned to Morgan.

“I’m sorry, Morgan. Remember me as a bad bitch like no other in the world.”

A sincere apology.

But what made Morgan’s heart break even more than that was her will.

A strong, yet somehow twisted will that doesn’t matter if others remember her in order to win over the heart of the man who left a little while ago.

“You tried for 10 years to win my heart.”

“… That’s right.”

“I endured 20 years to be with that person.”

I left because we could never end up together.

However, I was unable to completely let go of it in my heart, so I spent 20 years holding it in.

They say that as the distance between people increases, their hearts also grow apart, but this did not apply to her.

In that case, I went to my hometown to at least see his face.

And suddenly, I had an opportunity.

A golden opportunity to take him without any hesitation and live as a lifelong partner.

After tasting a little of that dizzying fruit, she became even more infatuated and became even more twisted.

Even if it meant using a slightly stronger sweetener, I wanted to light a fire in his heart.

Even if it gave off an ugly smell, he hoped that the flames against him would grow stronger.

Finally succeeded.

He used the heart of a grateful person who had liked him for 10 years as mere kindling.

Now is the time to transfer that flame to my body.

“I can’t be anything other than that person, Morgan. So you too, just forget about me.”

“… That’s right.”

“I will pray that I meet a better woman than a woman like me. Bye then.”

Han Joo-yeon quickly says goodbye and walks away.

For a moment, I hope that the heartfelt blessing contained in the last greeting will ease the pain of severe heartbreak.

“Wait… , 20 years?”

Feeling puzzled, he immediately took out his smartphone and searched for Kim Do-jin.

His age listed in the search bar is 22 in Korean.

That means.

“… You’ve had your eyes on him since you were two?”

Tuk!

A smartphone falling helplessly to the floor.

The abyss he unexpectedly encountered threw him into a state of shock.