episode_0435

─My head.

I felt like my heart was going to drop.

Is it because Jules died for my head?

“I said I had to take revenge, but no one listened to me. no one! If my sister hadn’t told me the truth, I would have gone to the Great Wall alone.”

Lexi…

I was leaning my back against the ledge of the bathtub and not taking my eyes off the star-studded sky.

“A few months later… a wild man came.”

“He asked me to lead the wild man until his aunt returns.”

“They wanted to worship me because I am a white wolf!”

“I refused at first.”

“But as my aunt’s absence lasted longer, the frequency of visits by strangers continued to increase.”

“Then I found out that even your head was fake.”

“My sister and I couldn’t come to our senses.”

‘As I cried in front of your grave and burned everything… the only thing left was my desire for revenge.”

Shir laughs.

“So I said I would do it. To get revenge on Drekkar.”

“I had the legitimacy of being a white wolf, and my sister had outstanding resourcefulness, practical experience, wisdom, and money.”

“The southern part was inundated with sea water, but the nobles of Yunaira were busy filling their bellies.”

“It was an instant for us to devour the South. Isn’t it ironic? The country developed because of revenge!”

Shir’s hand cleans every nook and cranny, from the most intimate to the deepest.

I had no strength in my body and couldn’t push it away.

“After 14 years, you don’t know how happy we were to find you.”

“We were so happy that we even hugged each other and cried.”

“But my sister’s joy didn’t last that long.”

“Because you sold yourself because you had no money.”

“But my sister said it was okay. Because you said something with the nuance that you didn’t forget your sister.”

“You desperately headed towards Bangora… and eventually found out that your sister was not there.”

“You don’t know how nervous my sister was at that time.”

“Because I thought you would give up.”

“But you gave up so cruelly.”

“My sister ended up crying.”

I brought Seth to my newlywed home and had sex for several days on the bed I shared with Lexi.

···Would I have been able to endure it?

However, I have no feelings of resentment.

Lexi still isn’t looking at me.

“I returned home after going through some trouble… If I had that kind of ability, I could at least say a word…?”

“It was banned. Mercurius said that that single word would kill tens of millions of people.”

What kind of causal relationship does the phrase ‘I am here’ have that kills tens of millions of people?

“I understand that you don’t understand. But you still haven’t escaped the servant’s playground. know? Because of your uncooperative behavior and escapades, your death is predetermined in this life?”

Am I going to die?

“That should never happen, right? So, you should refrain from contact with outsiders. Only we can protect you!”

“···It sounds like nothing to me.”

“I didn’t think you would believe me. I also have something I want to ask, so will you answer sincerely?”

“What?”

“The woman in the next room. Who is it?”

“Isabel Laphobia. Alumni Deputy White Seal.”

“Haa… Sihyeon. You’ve known about that woman for 17 years. Otherwise there’s no way you’d be angry at me, right?”

“I don’t know either.”

“Let’s say you don’t know. If you think about it a little, it’s obvious that it has something to do with the servant’s plan. They’re targeting you. The servant is planning to connect that woman with you. You understand up to this point, right?”

Of course it happens.

…I had doubts about Isabel’s identity from the beginning.

I couldn’t make a hasty conclusion because there was nothing that stood out, but it is true that the servant’s hand was somehow involved.

“Isabel was touched by Venus. That’s your servant.”

” Not only that. That bitch can control the wind.”

It was Lexi who suddenly said something.

“···You control the wind?”

“I am Mercurius’ agent. Thanks to this, I can read air currents. But at some point, a strange current began to circulate around you. The wind went to the ears of the woman in the next room. Now stop eavesdropping.”

Whoa!

An awkward wind that does not fit the situation arises.

‘···Really?’

He heard me arguing with the white leader, and he was better at ambushing and hiding in the forest than anyone else…

Lexi jumps up and comes towards me.

“What on earth is that woman? What should you do with that unknown thief who has your best taste, who overhears you and has feelings for you? Is it right to let you go as you say? Or…”

Lexi scans my cheek.

The strange eyes make it difficult to figure out what Lexi wants.

Soon, I felt something eerie in those eyes.

“Is it right to kill him?”

“That person doesn’t know anything.”

“The correct answer is that killing is right.”

“···I am sure that Isabel is beautiful, but that does not mean that I have a personal relationship with her. We are just friends.”

“You killed over eight hundred people for that friend.”

“···Because you gave up your dream for me. And to some extent, the two of them killed each other.”

“Okay. I had no choice but to kill for you. To manipulate the dead soldiers’ comrades and bereaved families so that they do not target you.”

Lexi smiles.

“You must have heard it from the bitch who was rolling around in the bed at our house. It is said that those who receive the blessing of a servant have their brain structure changed from the time they are fetuses.”

“But we are not. There are few factors that can interfere, and Shirr is treated like a heretic.”

It was like that.

At least Lexi and Shir are destined not to become servants’ chess pieces.

“The only allies you can trust are us. If you go out alone as you please, you will fall into the servant’s trap and be killed like 16 years ago.”

···You have to cut it.

“I decided to date Edeline.”

“Forget it. Whatever the outcome and circumstances, I betrayed you. If it weren’t for that bitch, we wouldn’t have lost 17 years and would have been living happily.”

It did.

At that time, I really thought about living with Lexi.

“···Was it so?”

“Of course.”

The three months of living together with Lexi were truly happy.

Aside from going out to buy groceries, we had sex all the time, but I missed those days so I decided to visit Lexi.

As I became convinced that he was still mine, questions began to arise.

“Provocations are too frequent. Are you planning on starting a war?”

“I think so.”

I was speechless at the flat answer.

After suppressing all the boiling thoughts.

“···Why?”

I was able to ask a small question.

“It is impossible to rise above others unless you are sincere.”

“You can’t say you were influenced by a wild man, right?”

“The South is becoming an uninhabitable environment. I may be a centennial knight, but I can’t let someone who knows nothing die.”

Lexi looks at me.

“Just like you, Shir and I just found our own lives.”

This did not mean that these two were just devouring the South, but that they were genuinely planning to move the United Line out of the South.

After all, what is intuitive in worldly affairs?

It means that complex situations and intentions come together to reach a decision.

If I try to reveal something like that with my own abilities, all I can do is feel embarrassed.

“You know it because you have experienced it… Many people will die.”

“In the southern part of the country, hundreds of people are eaten by seawater every day. I don’t have to say anything about this, you know better.”

Humans are animals that communicate, and communication occurs even with corpses.

When you see a dead body, you become fearful and angry at seawater.

Psychologically, this pushes people to the edge.

It is only natural that it will ultimately lead to an extremely evil situation.

“···I also predicted that war would break out one day due to the rising temperature. Because this place is hell.”

The monsters that appear in movies are nothing.

The South is where such monsters have the personality of elephants or monkeys and eat each other.

“It’s the last time.”

Lexi looks at me intently.

“···Do you still love me?”

“Yes.”

Now that I was on medication, I couldn’t read other people’s emotions.

Before taking the medicine, Lexi had never shown favor to me.

I say I love you, but I can’t help but feel confused.

“How is that possible? It’s like… 17 years.”

17 years.

Children usually remember the world from the age of five.

Considering this, this is the time it takes for Koreans to graduate from university.

Is it possible to love a lover you haven’t seen in person for such a long time?

─That is not love, but a curse.

“I have received the blessing of Ceres. Therefore, if I want, I can always love you like I’m burning, and I can always do things coldly.”

Guilt boils over.

Didn’t I decide to abandon this person and live with Edeline?

“I thought Shii started to hate me. So I thought they were trying to kill me…”

“Want to check?”

Shir’s soft voice rings in my ears.

“Huh?”

“Do you want to know how much we love you?”

Shir’s hand roams my chest.

Lexi’s hand is on my side…!

“Oh, no!”

“···Are you saying you don’t want to check?”

There was a hint of nervousness in his blunt eyes.

Did you step on a landmine?

······I guess so!

What should I do in times like this?

For too long, I have been using my power to read other people’s minds.

I couldn’t remember what to do in times like this.

“That’s not true, I mean─”

“If you want to know, just say one word.”

what?

“Please eat me like an animal. Say.”

“······.”

It’s not that crazy.

I looked at Lexi.

However, he is still looking at me with blunt eyes.

···My head is pounding.

─Please eat me like an animal?

Just holding words in my mouth makes me want to commit suicide.

But two pairs of blunt eyes forced my muzzle open.

“······Please eat me like an animal.”

Wow…! I’m dying of shame!

My face turned red.

Without realizing it, I started watching the two women.

“Keuheuk─! Phew!” “Ahahaha—!”

The two women ‘burst into laughter’.

As if that wasn’t enough, they clap and laugh.

“Look! Are you saying that?!”

“I never knew you would be that stupid!”

I don’t know what it is, but it looks like I was fooled.

When I thought I had been tricked, I felt jealous.

“Oh, really!”

“Okay. Did you want to be fucked that much?”

“Yes?!”

“You asked me to eat you like an animal… was that what you liked?”

The two women look at me quietly.

In my sleep, my hands wander over my body.

“You often say unfamiliar things in open places, right?”

“Let us understand.”

“Okay. We need to understand. ···Sihyeon, I will eat you like an animal as you wish.”

“Like our first night.”

A thought crossed my mind that something was wrong.