episode_0420

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Sooner or later, Seo Woojin would blackmail me when he wanted to.

And after the blackmail, it would inevitably lead to sex just like before.

So rather than just taking it while chewing through all sorts of curses, it’d be wiser to get something out of it.

Like studying what men like, for instance.

…Or indulging in cheap pleasure, at the very least.

This kind of self-rationalization—

And making excuses—was all too easy.

After all, Seo Woojin had no way of knowing how much I’d been masturbating since that day.

It wasn’t like he’d installed cameras in my room. Unless I confessed every detail myself, he’d never find out.

I was just… practicing with you, a flesh dildo, for my boyfriend’s sake.

Since my boyfriend liked it, I’d play along—even if it was unpleasant.

I was practicing with you so I could give my boyfriend a good blowjob when we had sex.

Don’t get the wrong idea. Just get hard already.

Hiding my true feelings, I said this and kept swallowing my poor, innocent spit.

…Truthfully, I just—

Wanted to feel good like last time.

With Baek Jiho—

Even though we hadn’t done anything yet.

“…….”

Sooner or later, I’d have been at Seo Woojin’s mercy again anyway.

Meaning, it was sex I’d have had to do regardless.

If I had to do it anyway, it’d be smarter to make it useful somewhere.

And to make it feel good while I was at it.

Repeating this self-rationalization, I dried myself off with a towel and—click.

Opened the bathroom door—

…Unlike last time, without a single thread of clothing on.

Hugging one arm over my chest to cover myself.

And stepped out.

“Oh, you’re done washing already?”

“…….”

Seo Woojin, wearing only sweatpants—likely what he slept in.

After briefly watching him neatly arranging the bedding, I silently borrowed the hairdryer first.

Maybe he thought being ignored was only natural.

He didn’t seem particularly upset.

Just awkwardly brushing his ear, then fetching a box of condoms from the drawer.

…A box. Not just a single one like last time. That part bothered me a little, but—

I didn’t say anything for now.

It was something we could talk about later if needed.

Like why he brought so many.

Wasn’t one enough?

Save the extras for your other sex partners.

Anyway. Since I hadn’t taken my time, I couldn’t dry my hair thoroughly…

But this much should be enough.

Running my fingers through my semi-dried hair, I turned off the hairdryer and approached Seo Woojin.

“What are you doing? Take them off.”

“Right now?”

“I didn’t come here to play around with you.”

“Take your time. It’s still early, we have plenty of time.”

“I want to go back soon.”

After stating the obvious, I moved a little closer.

Unlike last time, I wasn’t wearing a towel or underwear—just bare skin. It was beyond embarrassing.

But maybe because I’d already been intimate with this man once—

It was bearable.

Just bearable enough that I reached out with my free hand and touched his pants.

“…You don’t expect me to take them off for you, do you?”

“If I asked you to, would you?”

“Why ask when you already know the answer?”

“…Just in case. Just in case.”

“…Anyway, like I said, today’s just for practicing blowjobs. If you’re secretly blackmailing me and thinking about mixing bodies with me, do your job as a flesh dildo properly first.”

“Of course. Even if my life were on the line, I wouldn’t miss this chance.”

“…….”

The loosely tied white drawstring.

Seo Woojin gently grabbed it and pulled—down.

As he slid his pants and underwear off, his genitals came into view without much resistance.

I’d seen them before.

Not fully erect—

Just slightly thickened.

…Annoying, but I wouldn’t say it out loud. It was the perfect state for practice.

When men feel good, blood rushes there, making it hard…

So I’d know right away how good my blowjob was.

“Don’t get any harder until I start practicing.”

“It’s not exactly up to me.”

“Hold back. However you can.”

In porn, they usually kneel to do it, so I figured I should practice that way too.

So without a word, I knelt, lowering myself until my eyes were level with Seo Woojin’s thing.

To put it bluntly—the perfect height to take it into my mouth.

At first, I thought about having Seo Woojin sit on the bed.

But that would’ve bent my neck too much, so it was better to have him stand while I practiced.

(Though I’d temporarily set aside the instinctive thought of Why is it so unnecessarily big?)

“…….”

…But, uh…

Now do I just… put it in my mouth and suck?

In porn or drawings, they just… suck and lick it like it’s nothing, even with fluids on it.

Even if he just showered, is it hygienic?

I’ve heard it hurts if teeth touch it.

Isn’t it hard to avoid that completely?

Do you swallow the saliva from blowjobs? Or spit it somewhere?

Hesitating, I eventually grabbed the base with my fingers and asked:

“…Uh, Seo Woojin.”

“Yeah.”

“I just… lick it, right? …That’s a blowjob?”

“Basically, yeah.”

“…Tell me if I do something wrong. I don’t really know what I’m doing.”

“Just don’t bite. That’s pretty much it.”

Pretty much it.

Meaning, in all his experience with women, the only real mistake was teeth.

So the stuff in porn was mostly right, huh?

With that thought, I let out a short cough and brought my face closer to the thing in front of me.

“…….”

…This disgusting thing.

This grotesque thing had swelled up even more grotesquely and pushed deep inside me.

Thinking about it now, it’s kind of…

Amazing?

Baffling?

I’m not sure what to call the feeling.

Parting my lips—

“…Nngh.”

The very tip.

The smooth glans—I gently licked it with my tongue.

Teeth hurt, so it’s better to be careful like this.

…This much wasn’t bad, right?

I think I did okay.

Maybe Seo Woojin’s panting like me right now.

I licked again, from below the glans to the tip, then glanced up at Seo Woojin’s face.

But all I saw was his indifferent expression.

Not displeased, not pleased.

Somewhere between boredom and comfort. Blank.

…Honestly.

It stung my pride a little.

When Seo Woojin licked my clit, I was so embarrassed—yet so turned on—I grabbed his hair and came hard.

Part of me wanted to reduce him to the same state.

I knew his experience in sex was hundreds of times greater than mine, but this was just licking and sucking.

Of course, there’d be a skill gap, but it couldn’t be that big.

Deciding on petty revenge, I tucked my damp hair behind my ear and pushed my face deeper, near the base.

…I couldn’t take this huge thing into my mouth and do that, so—

Following the veins along the uneven surface—

“…Hff… Lck, ngh…”

Lukewarm heat pressed against my tongue.

Probably because the inside of my mouth was warm too, it felt like this.

With that pointless thought, I licked messily from the base to the tip.

I’d seen it done before—licking the sides, underneath—

But Seo Woojin’s reaction was still lukewarm.

Not just his expression—his dick was the same as when I first touched it.

Just a little wet from my saliva now.

Disappointing, but I’d take it to mean this didn’t feel good.

What if I took it into my mouth and sucked like candy?

After a brief glance at Seo Woojin’s face, I took the tip into my mouth.

“……. ….”

My mouth was already nearly full, but there was still some room.

I could probably move a little.

With that thought, I tapped the grotesque glans inside my mouth with my tongue.

For some reason, I struggled to swallow the saliva pooling under my tongue before cautiously moving to the next step.

Holding the base with one hand, I tried moving my head—just a little.

“…Hff, blgh…”

As expected. The size made it hard to move freely.

Instead, every attempt just made embarrassing wet sounds escape my lips.

…The only visible change was Seo Woojin’s dick, which had been half-hard, suddenly turning fully erect.

Guess licking and sucking until my uvula pressed against his glans was stimulating after all.

I’d have to do this for Baek Jiho later too.

With him… it wouldn’t be as hard to move.

Then all that’s left is making him cum…

Pulling the now-slick thing—specifically, the glans—out of my mouth, I gripped the fully hardened dick and spoke:

“…Hah, haa… Am I doing this right?”

“You did well.”

“I’m not asking for praise…”

“Where you were lacking? That kind of thing?”

“…Yeah. That.”

“Hmm. I thought it was fine.”

Fine, my ass.

Before I took it in my mouth and sucked hard, he was just watching like it was some kid’s talent show.

And if it was fine, shouldn’t he be holding back the urge to cum by now?

Instead of answering calmly, he should’ve pushed my forehead away like in porn—

Or pulled my head back and forced me to swallow—

Whatever. In the end, his words were just lip service.

So I asked again:

“…Then cum now.”

“…Now?”

“You said it was fine. The blowjob just now.”

“…….”

“Even after all this, you can’t? …You said it was fine, didn’t you?”

“…….”

“…You said you didn’t care if you died having sex with me.”

“…….”

“Come now. I’ll swallow it all. Do it. Cum.”

“…….”

Gape—

In front of Seo Woojin’s fully erect dick—

I opened my small mouth slightly and—

“…Huu… Seol Dabin, if you want to make a guy cum from just a blowjob, that half-assed effort won’t cut it. Obviously.”

“That’s why I’m asking how to do it right. …Next time, it’ll be for my boyfriend, not you.”

“…….”

“…If you were my boyfriend, what would you want me to do?”

Seo Woojin’s tone grew slightly rougher—

…As I licked—

The tip of his cock—

With my tongue—

Slowly.

Gently.

“Is it okay if I force it a little?”

“…Go ahead.”

To give permission with my body—

I clasped my wrists behind my back, where they might’ve hit him otherwise.

“……, Ggh, keh…! Hk…!”

For the first time—

For the first time, with a man gripping my head—

Just the glans—just a little deeper into my mouth—

Over and over—

His dick was shoved inside.

Embarrassing wet sounds—

Spilling out uncontrollably.

“Ghk, ……hff, cough…! Cough…!”

My head was forced back—

Where it should’ve bent at a right angle, it was now straight—

And along that path—

Forced.

Forced.

Forced.

All the way to the base—

His cock was thrust deep.

Even as I coughed, struggling to breathe—

Even as I glared at him with tearful eyes, begging him to take it easy—

…Like he was chasing pure pleasure—

Relentlessly.

“……!, …, ……….”

My throat—treated like a fleshlight—

Scraped raw by his glans, over and over—

Until—

…Splurt, glck.

Splu. Splurt. Spllllch…

Unhindered by a condom—

Pumped full deep inside me—

“…Hah, ah… Ha……”

For a moment, I recoiled at the blatant scent of cum—

But his slick cock, now free from my mouth, kept spilling evidence of pleasure—

Sticking to my tightly shut eyelids—

Tangling in my hair—

Dripping down my cheeks and chin—

With that thick, sticky weight—

I barely managed one sentence:

“…Shouldn’t have told you to do that.”

This kind of thing—

Baek Jiho—

Would never be able to do it.