episode_0414

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The preparations were roughly complete.

Since all I had to do was make Seo Woo-jin’s genitals hard and erect, it didn’t take long. At most, about five minutes.

Having finished caressing him for the first time in my life, I tried to calm my still-pounding heart and looked down.

…How does something like this usually turn soft and flaccid?

When I squeezed the hot thing in my hand, it felt like there was a bone inside.

A bone? If you think about its original shape, that makes no sense.

The size is completely different, but I bet Baek Ji-ho’s texture is similar to this.

Pushing aside the sudden curiosity, I approached the drawer he had mentioned.

The second compartment from the top. When I pulled the ring in the center, a creaking sound echoed, and an obscenely large number of dark-colored condom boxes came into view.

Of course, I had a rough idea of what kind of man Seo Woo-jin was, so I expected something like this… But still, isn’t this a bit much? Do condoms even have expiration dates?

Various questions popped up, but when I thought about it, there was no way I knew more about adult products than Seo Woo-jin.

Pointless meddling would just make me a laughingstock.

Sigh. Whatever.

I guess he uses all of these with Ha-yoon, Ji-yoon, and his other sex partners.

Just how much of a sex drive does he have to prepare this much…?

Clicking my tongue quietly so he wouldn’t hear, I carefully took out one condom wrapper.

…I deliberately took just one because if I grabbed the whole box, he might misunderstand.

“…I just have to put it on, right? My sex education didn’t go beyond that.”

“Yeah. Just align it properly and roll it on slowly…”

“Alignment…”

Come to think of it, I think they mentioned something about making sure no air gets trapped at the tip… or something.

After a brief hesitation, I recalled what I could and started rolling the condom onto his shaft, gripping it carefully.

There were mountains of condoms anyway, and he was a man with far more experience than me.

If I did something wrong, he’d correct me.

Fortunately, I didn’t mess it up too badly—he just waited quietly—and once I finished putting on the contraceptive, I let go with a small cough.

…Honestly, I still don’t understand how something like that can fit inside a girl’s body.

But since Ha-yoon and Ji-yoon, who are shorter than me, were fine, I kept my mouth shut.

So now…

“Now, uh… lie down. You promised to play the role of the dildo earlier.”

“Before that.”

“…Huh?”

I thought it’d be over once I climbed on top of Seo Woo-jin and did the embarrassing deed.

But instead of lying on the bed, he pointed at the headboard with his finger.

As if telling me to lie down first.

“Lie down for a bit. What I loosened up earlier won’t matter now.”

“…….”

…So he was serious.

Not that I disliked following Seo Woo-jin’s instructions.

Since it was my first time, it made sense to relax as much as possible before penetration to avoid pain. I was all for thorough preparation.

It’s just that the process was pretty embarrassing…

…A major downside, really.

Still, it wasn’t something to skip carelessly.

Fidgeting with my fingers, I lay down on the bed as Seo Woo-jin instructed.

Maybe because I wasn’t used to sharing a bed with someone, the way the mattress moved under me felt strangely unsettling.

“Is it more comfortable to keep your underwear on?”

“This is… I’ll take it off later if it gets too uncomfortable…”

“Then I’ll just push it to the side for now.”

“…….”

It wasn’t like he was taking them off—just moving the fabric aside—but even allowing that felt awkward.

So all I could do was nod without meeting his eyes.

Soon after, as I hesitantly pulled my knees up, Seo Woo-jin approached my lower half and gently grasped my thighs.

What followed was—

“…Ngh…”

A light push.

And the sensation of the fabric covering me being moved aside.

When I stealthily lowered my gaze—which I had been avoiding—I could clearly see what was happening between my thighs.

…My panties, which had been fine just moments ago, were now blatantly pushed to the side.

I guess I’m still not used to this kind of thing.

Even though nothing had even touched my entrance yet, my heart was already pounding like it might burst.

I was even holding my breath without realizing it.

I worried if the thumping sound would reach Seo Woo-jin’s ears.

Part of me wondered if it’d be better to just masturbate comfortably instead of letting him touch me…

But in the end, I stayed silent.

…The caresses I’d just received from him.

They were a little better than doing it alone…

…

…Well,

They weren’t bad.

“…, ……Ngh…”

…But strangely, this time, it didn’t feel as good.

To be honest, I thought it’d feel just as nice as before.

That if I let him continue, I’d get wet soon enough—that kind of thinking.

But not this time.

The sensation of fingers much larger and longer than mine parting my labia.

Right after that embarrassing feeling faded, Seo Woo-jin’s fingertips began slowly tracing around my clit.

Occasionally, he’d stimulate it directly, but only briefly.

Mostly, he just lazily stroked the pale skin around it.

Or lightly brushed the entrance he had just exposed.

Of course, all of that felt good, but…

It felt like something was missing.

Or maybe, since he was someone else, he just didn’t know the spots I liked yet…

Or maybe my expectations of Seo Woo-jin, that trash, had just been too high.

Maybe the fact that it felt better than masturbating earlier was just a coincidence.

Either way, if asked whether it felt good, I’d say it was vaguely on the positive side.

So I stayed quiet and accepted his kindness.

And then, after about ten minutes—

Until a faint heat began pooling in my lower abdomen.

“Mmm… …There, ngh…”

Based on my masturbation experience, nothing got me off as easily as my clit.

It was so sensitive that it used to hurt when I was younger, but that was a long time ago.

Now that I was used to pleasuring myself, I treated it like a pleasure button.

Locking the door so my parents couldn’t walk in, plugging in earphones with porn sounds, and rubbing my clit hard—I’d cum in no time.

But maybe because he wasn’t using that easy method, just giving me these embarrassing sensations over and over…

Even though sticky fluid was already oozing out like honey inside me.

Even though I could feel it trickling down.

…Far from satisfaction.

I was nowhere close.

An orgasm? Please.

After hundreds, thousands of lukewarm stimulations, it was just—

“……Hah, ngh… …Ugh…….”

I just wanted him to press down on my clit with those big fingers and rub it mercilessly.

Whether I moaned weirdly or not, I just wanted him to do that.

Only then would this sticky, tangled pleasure finally unravel.

Those words rose and fell dozens of times in my throat, rough with panting.

But for now.

For now, I held back.

Before chasing cheap pleasure, there was my dignity as a human being.

If I were masturbating alone, I would’ve done it without hesitation. But Seo Woo-jin was right in front of me.

If I acted on my thoughts, I’d never be able to face him again.

So I endured without a word.

Maybe he kept stopping the stimulation right before I could cum.

Maybe the reason I couldn’t reach climax, only piling up pleasure, was because of that.

Even stupid suspicions like that crossed my mind.

I endured, and endured, until—

…Finally.

“Haaa… Ha……, haa…….”

“Sigh…”

One millimeter away from orgasm.

Right when just touching my clit would’ve felt amazing, the caresses stopped.

“This should be wet enough.”

“Ha… …Haa…, ha…….”

I know, you bastard.

You stopped at the worst possible moment, when I was throbbing and about to lose it. Of course I know.

Burying the curses that almost spilled out in rough breaths, I lowered the arm covering my face.

What I saw was the meat dildo, now even harder than before.

Staring at it between my trembling thighs, I tried to steady my breathing and spoke.

“…Are you… putting it in like this…?”

“You’re soaked now.”

“But, there…”

You’re supposed to stay still as the dildo.

That thought crossed my mind, but more importantly—

If he inserted it in my current state… I don’t think it’d work.

I don’t know how good sex feels since I’ve never had it, or if it’ll just hurt, but either way, not now.

I need to cum once to ease the tension first…

Then have sex after.

While I was agonizing over how to say this—

“…Just a little more…….”

“…”

“Just a little more… …Touch me…”

“…”

“…Just in case…”

Instead of the embarrassing request to rub my clit properly—

Instead of the humiliating act of touching it myself—

I chose the least shameful option.

“…You want more?”

“J-Just a little…”

“You’re already dripping. Really?”

“…Three minutes… No, two… One minute…”

“……”

“Wetter is safer… Ngh?! H-Hic……?”

…If I’d known it’d lead to this,

I would’ve just asked him to rub my clit.

“Wait, ngh—! Now, your tongue—!”

I wondered why he was lowering himself slowly, but then Seo Woo-jin pinned my hips down and pressed his lips right next to my pushed-aside panties.

If that was all, it would’ve been fine.

The problem was what came after.

A slippery,

tingling sensation I’d never felt while masturbating touched my clit directly.

I knew what this was.

I’d seen it in porn often enough.

I’d even seen couples doing it to each other.

But knowing and experiencing were two different things.

“Ah?! Ngh… I-I’m gonna… ………♡?”

…Pleasure intense enough to make my back arch,

countless waves of it,

raced up my spine.

“Don’t lick… ngh…… Don’t lick there……”

I tried pushing Seo Woo-jin’s head away as he kept lapping at my clit, but a girl’s strength was no match.

But putting real force into it was risky—I might actually break his bones.

All I could do was grip his black hair tightly and swallow the pleasure.

…And yet, he kept licking eagerly,

ignoring how my hips twitched uncontrollably,

relentless, persistent,

no matter how much I begged him to stop, to say it was enough,

that I was satisfied, that it felt good,

that he could just put it in already—

He completely destroyed my weak points until

my vision whited out.

“Sigh…”

“Hah……, ha… Haa……?”

By the time Seo Woo-jin wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, my mind was completely melted from pleasure.

…Even after being humiliated like this, I was already thinking, I should do it like this when I masturbate next time.

I should ask Baek Ji-ho to do this for me someday.

“……Hic….”

Even as Seo Woo-jin loomed over me,

pressing his condom-covered meat dildo against my soaked entrance—

All I could do was tremble and…

…….

…Accept it.

Losing my virginity—something I’d found so bothersome—

felt like nothing more than that.