episode_0387

– Rustling.

“… … .”

“Huh, huh… .”

“… … .”

The feeling of the blanket brushing against you can be clearly felt even in the dark.

And the sound of Ethan’s excited breathing, which I had already heard countless times, began to seep into my heart.

‘… no way.’

Ethan, are you really masturbating next to me?

When did you let go? I think I fell asleep holding on to my right hand and Ethan’s left hand until I fell asleep… .

-Kkook.

“Intake… ?!”

-Startle.

“… … .”

… Well, you held it well.

Well, in the first place, masturbation can be done with just one hand intact. Ethan is also ambidextrous, so it won’t be a problem whether his right or left hand is empty.

More important than that was Ethan’s reaction just now. As soon as I put pressure on my right hand to check if I was holding it properly, he suddenly took a deep breath and stopped what he was doing.

‘I guess this wasn’t an illusion and I was really doing it alone… .’

Well, since I used to be a man, I didn’t particularly think about saying anything about Ethan’s masturbation.

Originally, the sexual desires of boys in their prime cannot be controlled even if they wanted to, and after experiencing their first ejaculation, men were slaves to their sexual desires for the rest of their lives, even until they had the strength to lift a spoon.

In fact, there were several times when I discovered traces of Ethan satisfying his sexual desires in the bathroom or restroom without my knowledge, but I turned a blind eye and did not mention them at all. In the first place, it was unbecoming of a dedicated maid to mention all of this in front of the owner.

… However, I didn’t like the current situation a little.

It’s as if he satisfies his sexual desires through masturbation alone while sitting next to me in the same bed and even holding my hand. In a case like this, I had no idea how to deal with it.

‘If you can’t bear it that much, ask for a favor… .’

Anyway, I had no plans to defeat the boss monster tomorrow, and the necromantic exploration class ended early, so I had about three days to spare.

Professor Mamari even allowed us to use the villa for an extra day.

If Ethan really said he couldn’t stand it and asked for it, I wouldn’t even think about turning him down. Even though I don’t understand why he is acting alone like this… .

‘… Really, you’re unnecessarily sincere.’

To be honest, seeing Ethan like that was kind of cool.

I couldn’t help but feel sympathy for Ethan once again, who kept his promise to me, his temporary lover and exclusive maid, and didn’t mention anything about his actions that I might not like.

Rather, I feel like I’m falling more and more in love with what I’ve learned since becoming a couple.

“… Release?”

“… … .”

“Are you awake?”

Is it because the sound of my breathing has changed, or is it because of the feel of my hand that was momentarily held tightly?

It was Ethan who asked me in a cautious voice if I had woken up, so for the sake of his honor, I just pretended that I was still asleep for now.

“… Cooul, cooul.”

“… … .”

… To be honest, I don’t know if this sleepy acting is working or not. In the first place, there was no way to know how I was breathing or what kind of voice I was making in front of Ethan when I was asleep.

Ethan probably knows more about that than I do. Just as I remember Ethan’s breathing and sleeping habits better than Ethan.

But by pretending to be asleep like this, it was like giving Ethan one last chance. It means that you can finish it quickly while I pretend to be asleep.

“… … .”

-Swoosh, swoosh.

“… … ?”

However, even though I clearly expressed my intention to pretend to be asleep, instead of continuing what he was doing, Ethan carefully lifted up his clothes, and his body, which had been lying with his back slightly turned, gradually changed to a position where he was looking at the ceiling.

As if to say that the excitement has now waned.

“… … .”

“… … .”

… what.

Is it really the end?

A child who was working so hard just a moment ago suddenly ends up like this? You haven’t even reacted like you ejaculated yet?

Regardless of my astonishment, Ethan was lying on his back again, trying to sleep, as if he had no intention of continuing with masturbation, so this was a reaction I really didn’t expect.

‘To be honest, I was a little curious… .’

When Ethan masturbates, what method does he use and who does he think of?

You might ask why I’m curious about how men masturbate, but in Ethan’s case, the story is a little different. However, I could not hide my disappointment when Ethan suddenly stopped masturbating as soon as the plate was laid.

Of course, I know that it would be embarrassing to masturbate openly once I noticed that I was awake.

However, I also knew the feeling of dissatisfaction when a man was in the middle of cumming but was unable to do so, so if I stopped the act half-heartedly like this, I couldn’t help but feel sorry, as if I had interrupted Ethan’s personal time.

‘Of course, in reality, Ethan wasn’t immersed in masturbation with me next to him, but it could have just been a mistake on my part… .’

Lately, I’ve been hearing about lewd maids everywhere, so maybe my way of thinking has changed a little strangely.

So, to find out whether or not what Ethan was doing just now was masturbation, I pretended to turn over and leaned to the right, and gently placed the hand opposite to Ethan’s lower body.

– procrastination.

“… … .”

– Tup.

“Intake… .”

Ethan let out a slightly nervous voice, perhaps because he felt my palm touching his lower body.

It seemed to be slightly hard, but I couldn’t be sure whether he was masturbating or not.

-Kwaak.

“Intake… ?!”

– Casting casting.

“… Lee, Lilith?”

… what? Am I really mistaken?

As soon as I got my hands on Ethan’s object, which wasn’t as hard as I thought, I felt like my assumption that he had been masturbating until now was slightly wrong.

But seeing as he’s calling my name, I’m pretty sure he’s awake, so how do I explain his awkward behavior just now?

‘Or maybe he just got so nervous that he lost his erection as soon as he thought I was awake… ?’

There was a good chance that would happen, so in this state, I couldn’t be sure whether Ethan had masturbated or not.

So, a little more clearly.

To find out if Ethan had really been masturbating and was forced to stop because of me, or if it was all just my imagination from the beginning, I slid my left hand into his underwear as naturally as possible.

-Sigh.

“… Release?”

-Swoosh, swoosh… .

“Lilith, you’re not sleeping right now, right… ?”

Ignoring Ethan’s voice in my ear, I somehow pushed my hand into my underwear and forced my left hand into the location where Ethan’s items were.

– Casting casting.

“Lily, S… ?”

The state of erection is semi-erect, not full erection.

-Rub question.

“ji, what are you doing now… ?”

A slight warmth, presumed to be friction or erection heat, remains.

And, more than anything else, the moment I put my finger to the very edge of Ethan’s items to find the clearest evidence.

– Sticky.

“Intake… !”

‘… also.’

I was convinced by the feel of the slippery liquid on my fingertips. Ethan was definitely masturbating with me next to him a little while ago.

Otherwise, there was no way anyone could touch this sticky liquid, which was clearly Cooper fluid, on the tip of Ethan’s object… .

-Smurf.

“Hiyaat?!”

The moment I thought about that, I suddenly felt someone’s hand entering my underwear, and at some point, as soon as I saw Ethan lying down facing me, I was able to immediately figure out that the hand in my panties was Ethan’s.

“Eh, Master Ethan… ?”

“… What are you doing, Lilith? Didn’t I decide not to do anything dirty unless I was winning a game against my father?”

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, Master Ethan. What kind of dirty thing are you saying I did?”

“Why don’t you at least take your hand out of my panties and talk, Lilith.”

“… At first glance, it may seem like an obscene act, but this is a misunderstanding, Master Ethan.”

“Okay, what kind of misunderstanding is this?”

“… I was just trying to confirm whether or not it was true that Master Ethan had been engaging in masturbation a little while ago, but I was absolutely not doing it with lewd thoughts towards him… .”

“It seems to me that the act of putting your hand inside my underwear because you wanted to check it was an obscene act, right? Isn’t that right?”

“… … .”

No, if you put it that way, I have nothing to say.

I couldn’t help but feel mortified as I had planned to just move on without doing anything once I confirmed that I wasn’t really masturbating.

And if it turns out that it was true that he masturbated like this, then it would have been discovered that Ethan’s sexual desire had built up too much, so at that time… .

At that time, um… .

‘… Now that I think about it, it’s a dirty thing to do.’

This time, no matter how much I was, I had no choice but to admit it. What I did was quite close to that of a lewd maid.

“Sorry. I committed this act because I was so concerned that Master Ethan was engaging in masturbation.”

“Okay, sorry. I guess it’s because I’ve had a lot of releases and other things going on these days, so I think I’ve built up quite a bit of desire. Because I thought Lilith was sleeping next to me, I couldn’t control my lust.”

“I’m truly sorry for not caring about you in advance, Master Ethan.”

“So, what are you going to do now? Since you found out I was masturbating, are you going to scold me and tell me I don’t deserve the reward?”

“… Could that be possible? I am only Master Ethan’s exclusive maid, and it is not my role to manage his circumstances.”

… If I had to really ask, it would be closer to the job of an exclusive maid to help relieve sexual desire in a timely manner so that it doesn’t build up too much.

“Then?”

“… As Master Ethan’s exclusive maid, I thought it was my job to satisfy his unbearable sexual desires.”

“Didn’t you intend to give me compensation only when I beat my father in sparring?”

“Proper insertion will not be performed, so it is a little different from compensation. … I was just trying to satisfy my lust using only my hands.”

… I know. I can tell you just how far-fetched these words are.

However, this semester, both Ethan and I had a lot of outside activities, so there were fewer opportunities for Harold and Ethan to spar, so if I didn’t do this, it was impossible for me to share affection with Ethan.

So, I just wanted to satisfy Ethan’s lust while leaving the bare minimum. … Aside from that, I also had a bit of a desire to engage in sexual activity with Ethan.

“If you only use your hands, is it not an obscene act?”

“… It’s not an obscene act, but I won’t count it as a reward.”

“Does that also apply to Lilith?”

“… … Yes?”

“For example, like this.”

-Snap.

“Huh, huh?!”

I felt Ethan’s hand from below, digging a little deeper between my thighs.

Very slightly. It was a vivid sensation that I could feel even though I was only rubbing the entrance area. Ethan, seeing my reaction, smiled slightly and made a similar lewd suggestion to what I had told him.

“Then, let’s touch each other like this.”

“… … Yes?”

“Lilith Because you too will be piled up. Instead of letting Lilith release my libido, I will release Lilith’s libido. Isn’t that fair to both sides?”

“… Understood, Master Ethan.”

To be honest, it wasn’t a bad offer for me either.