episode_0349

A woman’s sense is sometimes surprisingly accurate.

Especially if it has to do with my man.

The girl who had been silent as if to mock her by saying that she was no longer a woman, showed a sharp response for the first time in a long time.

Just yesterday.

To my daughter, Shin Yoo-jeong, who was stamping her feet worried about Kim Do-jin, who, like herself, was out of contact.

“Where on earth is this bastard doing? !”

At first, I thought it was simply concern for a friend I couldn’t contact.

However, as she looked into her daughter’s emotions becoming more intense as time passed, Seo Jeong-hee realized.

‘Yoojeong… , You think of Dojin as a man.’

Why didn’t I know?

Same university, same job, same team.

Even though they had been together for such a long time, why did he not even have the slightest suspicion?

Was it because she was his daughter, or was it because of the remnants of her past dislike for Kim Do-jin?

‘Then Dojin… .’

I know that my daughter likes Kim Do-jin as a man.

So what do you think about Kim Do-jin?

He may have already accepted my daughter’s feelings.

When I see how generously they accept my daughter who intervenes in their affairs.

Of course, this is just a guess, and there is a high possibility that it is not.

She herself knows the reason better.

The look in his eyes that we meet dozens of times a day.

No matter when and what time we met, his eyes were full of deep affection for him, and it was common for the area between his crotches to become wet just by looking at him.

‘Yes, there is nothing false about that feeling. That’s for sure.’

she declared.

The feel of his strong arms encompassing my body, his breath on my lips, his passionate movements.

If any of them are not sincere to me, I cannot show them.

Because it was her, she was able to speak with more confidence.

Because she has realized more clearly than anyone else through experience what kind of emotions and actions a man whose heart has left towards a woman whose heart has grown cold.

She smiles bitterly when she sees Kim Do-jin taking a spoon, happy with the side dish she served.

‘I knew this day would come someday.’

I was gradually preparing my heart as I watched him become cooler and more sophisticated every day.

When a woman who is prettier, younger, and more virtuous than him appears by his side.

At first I tried to let him go.

I will express my gratitude to him for re-instilling in me the joy of being a woman that I thought would no longer exist in my life, and I will let him go with a detached heart.

I definitely thought so at first… .

‘… no.’

As time passes, greed develops.

The evening primrose for a hundred years has bloomed again.

My self-esteem, which had been low due to love so passionate that it felt like my whole body was melting, also rose again.

If you are who you are now, you can be loved by him.

You can love more passionately than the love you received.

But why is it that she doesn’t have to be pushed out by another woman and has to give up her own place?

‘I don’t want to be taken away.’

I realized that I was loved.

The position you should be in is not maintained by someone protecting you.

That means you have to protect yourself.

As the dying flowers bloomed, the feelings that had faded with age also revived.

Fighting spirit.

In her 20s, her competitive spirit was extraordinary.

I would have rather died. Where did my daughter’s temperament, who can’t live without losing, come from?

It’s enough to experience being kicked out of someone’s heart once.

Now, he will use that bitter experience as nourishment and take root in his heart.

Any woman who covets her place is an enemy.

The same goes for my daughter.

concession?

That’s something you only do to your young daughter.

What kind of concession is it to give to a child who is already grown and can earn his own living?

‘Wouldn’t it be better if I were given the concession?’

So he asked.

“if… “Are you dating Yu-jeong?”

If you get tired, it’s a disaster.

I need to know exactly what emotions are going back and forth between my wife and daughter in order to be able to deal with them.

The flame of struggle that had been extinguished began to burn brightly again.

* * *

I am speechless, no, I am out of breath.

I was so surprised that the strawberry I had swallowed down my throat returned to my mouth and then went back down again.

It was so unexpected, embarrassing, and shocking.

Are you suddenly dating Shin Yu-jeong?

I quickly calmed down my emotions and looked at the face of the woman sitting across from me.

Judging from the question asked and the expression on his face, it doesn’t seem like he was asking this question while holding exact physical evidence.

That means I became suspicious for some reason… .

“uh… , We’re not dating.”

If you say no, it’s over.

If I tell her that we are not dating and that I am only Junghee, her doubts will melt away like snow.

However, that is just a one-time waiver to avoid this moment.

So I chose another option.

“but… , I know that Yujeong likes me.”

Opening up some of my relationship with Yujeong.

If you do that, it might be a headache right now.

But looking a little further ahead, this is the correct answer.

Because what I want is not one or the other, but both.

Shin Yu-jeong and me.

And Jeonghee and I.

Emotions were ripe for both sides.

Before we get any deeper here, we need to change direction.

In the direction of recognizing, struggling, and finally accepting each other’s existence.

“I see… .”

Jeonghee smiles bitterly at my answer.

What is she thinking now?

She was thinking deeply about something and asked me again.

“then… , how are you feeling?”

A question I expected to come back.

So I ask her again.

“Shall I be honest? Or should I answer with a little lie?”

“Tell me honestly.”

I knew you would answer that way.

Actually, it’s a meaningless question.

In a situation like this, who would want to hear an answer mixed with lies first?

“To be honest… , It shakes a little, no, sometimes a lot. Jeonghee knows, but… “Yujeong’s personality is just a little rough, but she also has a lot of good sides to her.”

“Hehe, that’s right.”

She smiles happily.

It seems that I am very happy that my daughter recognizes my daughter’s charm, which is hidden by a rough personality that no one can properly see.

After taking a deep breath, I continue the rest of the words that were stuck in my head.

“but… , I still like you better.”

This was quite sincere.

If I had to give up on either of them, I would rather risk my life and fight, so I am sincere about mine.

But no matter how much I try to love each other equally, it’s inevitable that there will be things I’m more interested in, right?

Jeonghee was a special woman to me in many ways.

She was the woman who first showed me warmth when I came into this body, and she was the woman who accepted me.

Even though I was fat at the time.

How could you not cherish a woman like that?

“So, if you’re thinking of giving up on me because of Yoo-jeong… .”

Just as I was about to say I wish I hadn’t done that.

She shook her head.

“I thought that too at first. Do-jin said that if a woman who suits you better than ajumma appears, you will let him go without any regrets… , not now.”

A smile filled with complex emotions forms on the lips.

“I don’t know if it was like the old days, but… , I am confident now. “I am confident that Dojin will not be taken away by young girls.”

After saying that and showing confidence, she asks me.

“Dojin, can you live without the food your ajumma cooks?”

“uh… , I don’t think it should be like this these days.”

This became clear to me after Juyeon returned home.

That my taste buds have become properly accustomed to Jeonghee’s taste.

If anything, I would eat a hearty meal there and then come back and eat again.

Then her smile becomes even deeper.

“So Do-jin’s disguise is already yours?”

“… Is that how it works?”

“Hehe… , back in my day, there was a saying that if you wanted to attack a man, you should attack his stomach first… “Don’t kids these days know?”

“surely… .”

There were such sayings in the past.

I think there was a similar saying that if you have a pretty face, your married life will be harmonious for 3 years, and if you are good at cooking, your married life will last 30 years.

“The most important thing is… , I don’t think I can live without my husband’s cock… ♥”

Her legs, which should be across from me, creep up on mine.

Shins, thighs… , and deep inside the crotch.

“Dojin, aren’t you like that?”

“… “I can’t survive.”

I feel dizzy.

If it were the Jeonghee I knew, I would have thought she would have suffered greatly when she heard that my daughter liked her, but I never would have thought that she would target me so actively.

Rather good… me?

She continues talking while wiggling her toes.

“Unfortunately, the lady was a used pussy from the time I met Dojin, so I couldn’t give her the first time… “If you only want Dojin, I can give you another first.”

“different… , first?”

Another first, what is it?

Besides a hymen, what else can be called a first? , no way?

She responds with a bright smile that is inappropriate for her age.

“I’ll leave that to Dojin’s imagination… ?♥”

The moment I heard those words, I felt it.

My existence is getting closer to the abyss.