episode_0337

Hormones, you know? Endocrine secretions that are secreted from the body are said to affect the mind as well.

Of course I am a fairy (I assume). I am a spiritual being whose soul is superior to the physical body.

But now, it is ultimately made of flesh and bones, and blood flows.

We are inevitably affected by the chemicals secreted from our bodies.

That was roughly the reason.

The body that had become difficult was emotional and impatient, so it was difficult to endure anything.

It was hard to hold back tears when I saw Hong Yeon-hwa and Elia in the fog.

It was hard to hold back the urge to whine at the loving hands that stroked and comforted me.

I didn’t want to eat the tasteless, odorless porridge with the spoon rubbing against my lips.

If it were in the past, I would have just eaten it to the point of death.

What does the type of food matter if it’s not tasty anyway?

But I already know a different taste.

It was the most delicious food I’ve ever eaten in my life. I could have eaten as much as I wanted if I had just whined, but there was no reason to hold back.

So I ate it.

“Oh my… It was delicious, my baby… ?”

“Yes… ”

“Yeah, you’re eating well… There’s still a lot, so eat slowly… ”

As my body began to relax from the feeling of my stomach churning, Hong Yeon-hwa smiled gently and hugged me tightly.

Buried deep in the warm flesh, both my body and mind felt tired.

‘Okay…’

I felt a hand stroke my hair and muttered. The strong, sweet scent on my lips was satisfying.

When you put something like this in my thirsty mouth, it was natural that I couldn’t eat tasteless porridge.

‘happiness.’

An ecstatic feeling of being loved both physically and mentally.

Yes, I have overcome hardships to achieve my present happiness.

Of course, my body became weak for some reason, but it wasn’t a big problem.

‘This can grow quickly.’

I already have experience in turning my body back. If I use Taesan to bring in all my energy, it will be done in no time.

There was no need to turn it back right away.

‘I want to do this a little longer… I want to whine… ‘

I wanted to enjoy the performance more.

I don’t know how much I’ve suffered, but I’m not saying it myself.

Alone, lonely, searching for the entrance to the back, in an unpleasant place, struggling with unpleasant people.

Every moment I go into the background, I feel oppressed to the point where my body feels like it’s going to break.

My body is burning in the flames of the Tower of Purgatory, I am stabbed by the blood thorn ten times, and my body is burning in my fear.

I hold on to my distant consciousness and hold on while blocking the outrage behind the scenes…

Even if you just list them roughly, it’s like this.

I had a hard time thinking about it myself. I needed some compensation too.

‘So I guess it’s okay to act silly…’

For a brief moment, I wanted to be loved a lot.

I buried my face deep in Hong Yeon-hwa’s arms and thought like this.

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It’s been less than 10 minutes since I thought that.

A difficult situation has arisen.

I was looking into the Master’s eyes as he held me in his arms while I was in the incurable disease room.

“… Gulp.”

My body froze as the face filled my vision.

Beautiful appearance. The face of a cool and strong teacher.

Her golden eyes, sparkling like light, are filled with warm emotions like relief and affection.

His face brightened up. He felt like complaining right away.

“What should I do with this… ”

… but I couldn’t act rashly because I was feeling a strange sense of agony.

What kind of agony could it be? It was easy to guess.

“Hey, my disciple.”

“Yes, yes… ”

“Didn’t you say it wasn’t dangerous?”

“That’s it… ”

The teacher asked bluntly. I couldn’t answer and just looked away.

“Honey, should I look this way and say it?”

The body turned around. Once again, Master Esya’s face filled my vision.

In the end, there was no way to escape.

‘scared…’

It’s all my body’s fault. Because my body has grown younger, I feel even more scared.

Even if it was done with good intentions, it was clearly a lie. It is right that he should receive the retribution for it.

But I didn’t want to get scolded by the teacher…

‘… Yeonhwa and the others, they stopped crying… But they can’t cry again…’

I wanted another way.

“Master… ”

“Why is that?”

The teacher, who was trying to appear as blunt as possible, shook his body slightly, conscious of the teacher’s hand on his back.

“I wanted to see… ”

The corners of the teacher’s stiff lips trembled. I felt that this was the moment and clung to the teacher.

I buried my face in the fragrant nape of her neck and gently rubbed it.

“I really, really wanted to see you… hmph.”

As I recalled the memory in a rather cute voice, I found myself sobbing for no reason.

Because my feelings of wanting to see you are not a lie at all.

It worked.

The face of the teacher who had been looking at me seriously began to slowly tremble.

“… Yeah, I wanted to see that too.”

The teacher, who seemed to be thinking for a moment, eventually stroked my head.

My frozen body melted away at the gesture full of affection.

“Hehehe… ”

“Still.”

The hand that had been stroking her head several times moved down. It passed over her lower back and down.

A hand touched my butt. My body shrank down on its own.

Memories of the past suddenly came to mind.

The day I killed the two-headed dragon and returned to the cradle in the arms of Professor Riana.

I remember being held in my teacher’s arms and being disciplined…

“Even so, didn’t you clearly promise not to participate in anything dangerous?”

“That’s… This time I really have no choice… ”

“Why do you have to do something that can’t be helped alone? Let’s say without the troops waiting outside. Since you went to this place called I-myeon alone.”

“… That’s… ”

“I don’t quite understand the story inside, but I heard it roughly from Daera.”

His shoulders hunched.

Among the people who entered the healing room with the teacher earlier, there was a tingling sensation in the brain and the presence of Daera-nim.

And that’s not all. Professor Hong Yeon-hwa, Elia, and Riana are in sight.

I can also feel Baek A-rin and Lee Ji-yeon’s presence.

I was so embarrassed that I was being scolded in front of people, in the arms of my teacher, that I tossed and turned.

“That’s… ”

“Why are you putting yourself in danger alone? Huh? ”

My voice trembled on its own. The Master’s voice, full of questions, reached my ears.

“Why didn’t you ask me for help? Wasn’t this teacher so nice?”

“No… No… ”

Why are you trying to do it alone?

There is a plausible excuse.

Because Topju is the savior who insists on being chosen. He has to go in alone, endure, and overcome in order to grow…

“… It’s dangerous… ”

I bit my lips.

“Yeah, why are you alone in such a dangerous place… ”

“If we go together, it will be dangerous for the teacher… ”

“Huh?”

Emotions were welling up inside me. As expected, this body had a hard time holding back anything.

I hugged my teacher’s neck and buried my face in his.

“The teacher is dangerous… That’s why I don’t like it… ”

Why am I suffering like this?

Why do you insist on going into the back and solving it, and build up strength while working hard to the point of tearing your body apart?

Why are you trying to block the invasion of the tower by rushing in?

There are ethical, moral, and obvious reasons, but the personal reasons are far more important.

Because the person who likes me is ultimately dangerous.

Even if I run away to live alone, I can’t ruin the people I love because I have something to protect.

That’s why.

I value my loved ones a hundred times, a thousand times more than the kind-hearted strangers.

I absolutely hate seeing my loved ones get hurt.

I’m definitely better off getting hurt. I’d rather have it happen to me than others.

So, whatever it is, I want to solve it by myself.

-thud!

My heart pounded. My body trembled with a strange sensation. The heavy thing inside me grew in size.

“I don’t want you to get hurt, Master… ”

I tried to hold it in, but the sobs got louder. I held my breath and buried my face in Master’s arms.

-Swish…

“hic.”

It was at that moment. The hand on her butt moved. Her shrunken body froze stiffly.

But it wasn’t the behavior I was worried about.

Without using force, he patted her buttocks as if he was soothing a child.

“Ugh… ”

A hand gesture that tapped my buttocks. My body and mind were stiff and melted away in the rhythmic vibration that matched my heartbeat.

“… I appreciate your feelings, but I feel the same way. Who would want someone they love to get hurt? ”

Before I knew it, the teacher’s voice had become gentle and relaxed.

“I’m sorry for asking you so much. It would be better to talk about this later, when you’re better.”

The teacher who had pressed his lips to my cheek kissed me. My tension was relieved.

Was that why? My mind, which had been tense, slowly began to relax and my eyes slowly closed.

It was a sign of drowsiness. My stomach was full, so I was particularly sleepy.

“Teacher… I’m sleepy… ”

“Okay. Sleep well.”

“Yeah… Good night… ”

My eyes closed automatically at the teacher’s response.

***

Daeragabon Lee Ha-yul was an amazing person.

First of all, it’s strong.

I rushed in without knowing the identity, but was crushed and passed out.

Lee Ha-yul praised Da-era’s skills and said that she was dangerous, but he himself didn’t feel that way at all.

Didn’t we get a glimpse of Lee Ha-yool’s true skills in the fight that followed?

They were just overwhelmingly inferior in skill.

He’s so talented there.

He’s also good at magic.

From real life to combat, there are so many and amazing magics to use.

Even to Daera, who is ignorant of magic, this is an incredible skill.

Is that all?

He is incredibly good at finding directions.

Is the unique ability in the sensing series?

She finds countless traces that she couldn’t find even if she rubbed her eyes, and she finds her way with eerie speed and accuracy.

He’s also good at cooking.

Even taking into account the fact that I hadn’t had a proper meal in a while, the food Lee Ha-yul made was the most delicious food I’ve ever had in my life.

He also had a good personality.

It must have been annoying for her to keep clinging to him, complaining of mental illness, but he tried to comfort her and make things easier for her without any complaints.

You are so pretty.

He’s clearly a man, but he’s much more beautiful than her. He’s just overwhelmingly handsome by human standards.

It’s warm and smells good.

It’s a body that fits perfectly in my arms. When I held it in my arms and laid down, I didn’t even have nightmares and fell into a truly blissful sleep.

In Daera’s eyes, Lee Ha-yul was an amazing person.

A perfect person who seems like he can do anything.

A literal superman who can do anything.

“Koo… ”

“… … ”

The Lee Ha-yool we are seeing now is different from that perfect superhuman.

Daera looked at Lee Ha-yul, who was sleeping soundly in Atra’s arms, with a strange expression.

‘A spoiled baby?’

That’s exactly the feeling.

What can I say, my perception of Lee Ha-yool has been shattered.

But that’s not a bad thing. Rather, it’s a good thing.

I also wonder how Lee Ha-yool, who is known as the father of today’s and tomorrow’s children, became a child…

But what I’m curious about now is not that.

“… Master.”

When Atra glanced at her, Daera looked around with a confused expression.

Women who were sobbing and expressing their sorrow in various ways through Lee Ha-yool’s sincerity.

Honey is dripping from their eyes as they stare at Lee Ha-yool.

Even someone who had never been in love could easily understand the true nature of those feelings.

The problem is…

“That, by any chance… ”

Among the women sending him those honey-dripping gazes is her teacher, Atra.

“… … ”

“… Really?”

At Daera’s expression of disbelief, Artra averted his gaze.

Daera’s expression collapsed.

She turned her head and checked the number of women in the healing room.

One, two, three, four, five, six…

“and.”

Daera opened her mouth blankly.

Her priest must be really greedy for women.

In particular, it seems like he really likes breasts…

“Ah?”

Daera, who had been quietly admiring, suddenly lowered her gaze.

“……”

Even Daera’s size was easily larger than average.