episode_0327

A familiar ceiling came into view.

Boys’ dormitory.

That was my room too.

I closed my eyes again at the sound of the voice.

“Wow, what is this? What kind of thing do you have?”

“There are more than last time.”

“Woojini saves folders very neatly. I just shove them in there roughly.”

“Now that you mention it, it’s the same. Wow, what’s up with this kid. Starting with dividing the East and the West, he even divided the players separately.”

“… … Is this possible with the laptop capacity?”

“Isn’t that because it’s a good laptop? You’re rich!”

“There’s no one who would use the youngest son of the space group like this kid. Look, it was me, I’m traveling around the world right now.”

“But it seems like you’re studying a bit? I made a table like this in Excel.”

“Is that a checklist for adult videos?”

“Fuck, why are you going into such detail?”

“Why is this guy so serious about this… … .”

“Wow! Look at this! Oriental, swimsuit, orgy. If you check like this, it matches exactly that!”

“Wow, I’m just losing my mind. Can I hit that kid one more time?”

“If you hit me more, I’ll take you home!”

“Haa, should I just delete it? Don’t we have the right to delete things like this?”

“Hehe, Iseo. What kind of relationship do we have to have that right?”

“Don’t laugh, Seo Ye-rin.”

“Just delete it. What the hell is this? Why the hell does he have seven people having an orgy? Where the hell does that kid get all this shit from?”

“Ah, this is the product number that Woojini recommended to me a long time ago.”

“… … Did you get any porn recommendations?”

“I got a recommendation back when we only knew each other anonymously. It reminds me of the old days.”

“I don’t know, shit. Delete it? Oh man, it’s taking forever to delete this.”

“But is it okay to delete it?”

“What’s not okay?”

“Delete, there are too many.”

“No, think about it. The fact that Ujini has so many adult videos means that he worked hard to collect and use them, right?”

“Imagine that guy burying his face in his laptop and collecting porn, it really makes me sick.”

“… … I don’t feel well.”

“The two of you may not know, but men’s sexual desire is relieved when they release it, right? It’s over when they ejaculate!”

“That’s not that kid.”

“I ate too many good things when I was young.”

“But if all the porn disappears, the stimulant disappears. Then where do you think the desire will go?”

“… … .”

“… … .”

“Can I be more explicit? It seems like Woojini’s snot is going to be directed at us.”

“… … .”

“… … .”

“Can you handle that?”

Boom!

“Da, try to restore it again! How the hell do I restore this!”

“Just go to the trash can. First, go to the trash can and recover it!”

“No, I emptied the trashcan while listening to what Seo Ye-rin was saying!”

“Why are you emptying it, you idiot!”

“I told you to delete it too!”

“Ahem. Okay, everyone, pay attention.”

“Why!”

“What is this now?”

“I can recover it. I accidentally deleted it once before and recovered it.”

“Oh.”

“Yerin… … !”

“So I’m going to reinstall Kim Woojin’s sexual desire drain!”

Knock knock.

Knock knock.

Knock knock.

“Oh.”

Knock knock.

Knock knock.

Knock knock.

“Hmm.”

“Why? What’s the problem?”

“You’re doing well, right, Yerin?”

“Well, first of all… … .”

“Don’t be shy!”

“I started to get scared of Kim Woojin lying on the bed.”

“I didn’t delete it?”

“That bitch cuts off her hand here?!”

“Ah, why! You said it could be restored!”

“Haha, it doesn’t work? I don’t know much about computers either, so I don’t know why it doesn’t work.”

“… … .”

“… … .”

“Can I go now? I think my manager is calling me.”

“You said you had nothing to do today!”

“That’s why you persuaded Kim Woojin to go to the hotel earlier!”

“Let go of it! You guys deleted it! Why did you do that to me- Aah! Go, my heart hurts! Don’t pull! ”

“What the heck, what the heck is this?! This feels crazy!”

“Why are you suddenly sexually harassing me… … .”

“Whoaang! Woojinaah! Your heart is dirty!”

“… … Hey, should I just throw it away?”

“That’s not bad.”

“I’ll stay here and tell you everything!”

“That traitorous bitch.”

“Huh, how about having some coffee and thinking about it?”

“Oh, I’ll have a cafe latte, please.”

“Let’s all go buy it together, you bitch.”

“Let’s go first.”

Squeak.

“But isn’t Woojini dead? How hard did you hit him?”

“… … It was right.”

“Hey, but the more I think about it, the crazier it gets-.”

thud.

The door closes.

I slowly open my eyes again.

The area around the eyes is slightly moist.

I touched it with my fingertips and it was tears.

I barely managed to swallow the sobs that were on the verge of bursting out. The breath that flowed out bitterly contained the unique Korean sorrow and sorrow.

“si, bal… … .”

I’m not going to cry and say that my porn was deleted when I turned 21.

But this wasn’t something that could simply end with the video being deleted.

This is a breakup.

That too, a breakup with my first love.

“Child, infant, arena-.”

The faces of my favorite actors flashed before my eyes one by one. Memories of the nights when I owed them so much were like falling shooting stars.

It really did shine beautifully.

At the end, it falls down.

However, the fall did not mean it was meaningless.

Because emptiness adds value to splendor.

In a person’s life, such a beautiful parting was possible.

Of course, just because a breakup is beautiful doesn’t mean there’s no sadness in it.

Rather, it is so beautiful that it leaves even more regret.

Because memories had piled up, the separation had weight.

Close your eyes tightly.

I didn’t even want to see the tears flowing down my eyes and reaching my ears.

Since we had never met in person, couldn’t we say that our love was more genuine?

Since there is nothing left to commemorate the memories, the feelings in my heart will also eventually turn into emptiness.

The small flowers made of tissue paper that were a token of affection have already been swept away by the current and disappeared.

I was afraid that one day, even today’s feelings and memories with them might become nothing more than a comfort.

‘If it’s going to be like this.’

I should have treated you with a little more care.

I had to listen to their voices little by little.

I felt foolish for having mindlessly pushed time forward and simply chased after pleasure.

I can’t wait even 10 seconds.

That was when I used to flick my fingers through it.

Even though I loved them so much, I didn’t know anything about them except their names.

Even though they had been introducing themselves diligently since their first meeting.

Ignoring all that, I have been owning and using them only for my momentary pleasure.

I couldn’t help but regret it.

My fingers were shaking.

I bite my lips hard and take a deep breath, trying to suppress the self-reproach I feel towards myself.

‘I shouldn’t regret it.’

That was like staining even our beautiful memories with ugliness.

I will keep moving forward without stopping.

We might meet again.

Or we could have parted ways forever, remaining only in our memories.

No matter what the outcome, I will continue to advance in this vast world called the Internet.

As you go on like that, suddenly, one day.

That day.

The sun might be shining brightly.

It might rain.

It could be a blue sky without a single cloud.

Or maybe it will snow.

Anytime.

If we meet again.

I am delighted and will give them white, fragrant flowers made of tissue paper.

And let it flow away in the flowing water.

Hoping the flowers will flow to them.

Squeak.

“But aren’t we coming too comfortably?”

“If someone saw this, they would think it was a girls’ dormitory.”

“I heard that there are a lot of other kids coming too! They kept telling us not to bring our lovers to the dorms in the bamboo forest!”

“Isn’t that a sniping comment from that kid?”

“Phew! That could be possible.”

“What is it?”

Yoo Ah-rin, who came towards me, gently touched the corner of her eye. I quickly covered my eye with my arm.

“Hey, are you crying? Why are you crying?”

“What, is Kim Woojin awake?”

“Woojina! I thought you were dead!”

It looks like I’ve already been caught crying.

“I’m not crying!”

These are not tears, these are separation.

That’s why it just falls down.

Three people realized that something was serious.

“What’s wrong? What’s going on?”

In these cases, Choi Yi-seo usually took the lead, so she asked me while patting my shoulder.

“Nothing happened!”

“No way. Did we hit you too hard? Is that why you’re like that?”

“Don’t belittle the value of my tears with something like that!”

“Then what is it? If we can help, we will.”

“Then just leave me alone! Give me time to accept the breakup!”

“Breakup? What are you talking about?”

“Why is that kid acting like that.”

Choi Yi-seo and Yoo Ah-rin had no clue what was going on.

Seo Ye-rin opens her eyes wide and covers her mouth.

“Seo, did you hear that they deleted the porn?!”

“Krrr!”

He couldn’t answer and bit his lips tightly. When someone is hit hard, surprisingly, he can’t say anything and can only feel sad.

“What the hell, just because of that?”

“Why does Woojin always end up hurting the person he worries about when he worries?”

They said things they should never have said.

“Are you kidding me?! You open someone else’s laptop and delete porn? Are you communists? What the hell are you going to do with this?! Do you know how many years I’ve been collecting these?”

“… … .”

“… … .”

“Do you know what you just did? Even when a man dies, he asks for his body to be destroyed!”

In a word.

“You’re worried about porn even when your life is in danger! Porn will never be deleted unless I leave this world!”

It meant that it had a value similar to life.

“Ahem, uh, I feel like I did something really wrong.”

“I think this is the first time I’ve seen Woojin cry.”

Yoo Ah-rin and Choi Yi-seo’s expressions darkened as they realized the seriousness of the situation.

“Then it’s simple!”

Seo Ye-rin, who had been watching from a distance one step behind, smiled and suggested a solution.

“You just have to film the porn that Woojini will watch!”

Seo Ye-rin stretched out her hand and shouted, like Zhuge Liang who preached about dividing the world into three.

Yoo Ah-rin and Choi Yi-seo frowned, asking what the heck they were talking about.

“Really… … ?”

I smiled broadly.

What’s the big deal about that porn being deleted?

It’s not like I’m really doing it anyway.