episode_0313

When Edan’s body collided with Lillis’s lips, frozen for a moment.

He couldn’t understand her sudden kiss as soon as he woke up.

“Tsk, tsk, tsk.”

“Uh, uh…. Uh….”

Of course, Edan wasn’t the type of person to put down his fork and push away Lillis’s face that had rushed towards him from the set table, or anything like that.

He didn’t have an unsatisfied desire to steal someone’s lips out of the blue, but the desire to kiss the woman he loved was always there.

Was it an unsatisfied desire? Or was she confusing the self she met in her dreams with the present self? If not, was it because her body weakened, wanting to act coquettishly and show off to him?

It would be enough to ask about it after the kiss was over.

With that thought in mind, Edan collided his face with Lillis’s, and he went along with the kiss, and after nearly three minutes, Lillis’s lips slowly parted from his.

“Uh, ha, haa….”

“What’s wrong, Lillis? Why are you suddenly being so aggressive….”

“Haa, Ed, Ed started it first….”

“Hmm…?”

“Just now, you touched my body as you pleased…. How can you act so shamelessly, Ed….?”

…I thought she was asleep, but she was actually awake.

I was trying to be careful not to wake her up, but in the end, the moment I touched her sensitive body, she woke up.

Moreover, the fact that the way she called me changed from a formal title to a nickname meant that she wanted me to see the current me not as a user but as a lover, and it also meant that as a lover, I should take full responsibility for arousing her by touching her body while she was asleep.

‘Wait, then that sleep talking from earlier….’

Could it be that she was pretending to be asleep even while sleep talking? Even though she knew I was touching her body?

Edan felt embarrassed by Lillis’s behavior, which made him blush just by imagining it, but he didn’t ask. If he touched this part now, she would definitely be extremely embarrassed and hide under the covers.

Having had several encounters with Lillis in bed, Edan had become adept at handling her.

“Sorry, Lilli. I was just trying to wipe your body, I didn’t know I would wake you up.”

“Haa, haa, Ed, as a man, don’t you have at least a little desire? How can you touch my sleeping body and maintain your composure until the end?”

“….Hmm?”

“If you didn’t want to undress me… or even touch me… I don’t know… but if you said you would wipe the sweat off and then undressed me and even touched my chest, wouldn’t it be more appropriate to act on your desires…? But how can you just mechanically wipe me until the end….”

“….”

I’m not sure what she means by mechanical, but I can infer the meaning from the context.

And on top of that, Edan could cautiously confirm. Apart from carefully wiping her body to consider her as much as possible, Lillis wanted him to cover her while she was asleep.

Why did Lillis have such desires? Her following words explained it all.

“Am I not attractive enough…? Or maybe now that I’ve caught the fish, I don’t flutter like before…?”

“Lillis? What are you talking about?”

“If, if you don’t show me your naked body, I won’t be able to resist doing anything from start to finish! Even if I endure being attacked… If you had even a little desire, wouldn’t you have at least molded your chest?”

“….”

She couldn’t even imagine how many emotions she had to endure and suppress while wiping her own body just now.

She probably didn’t even realize that she had endured those lewd desires while wiping her body, wanting to vigorously massage the huge breasts of Rilis with both hands, wanting to suck and roll the protruding nipples with her mouth and tongue, wanting to touch and make excuses to take off her underwear and wipe the inside while wiping the lower part.

She probably didn’t know she had endured such lewd desires while wiping her body. That’s probably why she could say such absurd things. If Rilis had peered into her heart for even 10 seconds, it would have been a misunderstanding that she could never make.

‘Women’s hearts are truly mysterious…’

Edan, who had endured touching a sick person because it was an inappropriate behavior, felt truly impressed by the warrior who was able to handle the hearts of three women. He thought that their relationship would never improve.

Of course, Edan was only misunderstanding Rilis because she was particularly annoying, but unfortunately, he had never loved anyone other than her in his life, so there was nothing he could do.

“It’s absurd to say that you don’t feel excited.”

“….”

“I’m still happy and excited about everything related to Rilis. Even after the day we first experienced together, I still continue.”

“Don’t lie.”

“It’s not a lie, so I’ll continue. Since the day we first slept together, I’m still excited, or rather, even more than before.

I’m still excited to fall asleep and wake up in the same bed every night, to sometimes go into the bathroom together to bathe, to kiss or engage in other skinship when Rilis allows it, and… even when Rilis gives me a ‘reward’ for winning against my father in a duel, I’m still excited. More than before. And more every day.”

“Uh, ah, uh…. Y-yes…?”

Unexpectedly, Edan’s fervent confession of love made Rilis flustered and her voice trembled.

Seeing her cheeks, which were already red, turn even redder, Edan pushed her even harder.

“But it seems like Rilis still doesn’t understand my sincerity.”

“E-Ed?”

“If you really want it that much, I’ll do as you wish, Rilis.”

-Thud.

“Eek?!”

Startled by Edan’s sudden grip on her right arm, Rilis groaned in confusion.

Her voice only excited Edan even more, and it became the reason for him to pull Rilis back onto the bed.

“Rilis, you brought this upon yourself.”

“…Ed?”

“Since you didn’t believe me earlier, I have no choice but to prove that I’m still excited about you.”

-Snap!

“Uh-huh?!”

Edan roughly massaged one of Rilis’s breasts with his right hand.

Rilis’s moan was rougher due to the rough touch felt through the thin layer of fabric, and Edan, satisfied with her reaction, used both hands to open Rilis’s clothes on both sides.

-Thud! Thud!

“Ah, ahhhh?!”

Unable to withstand the man’s rough strength, the buttons scattered in all directions, falling into every corner of Rilis’s room, and at the same time, her large breasts were once again exposed.

-Snap!

“Eung?!”

“You said you were disappointed that I didn’t attack you?”

“Ah, it’s not that I was disappointed… I just thought maybe Ed didn’t have any desires…”

“It doesn’t matter. Since Lily, you started it first.”

-Squeeze, squeeze, squeeze.

“Ooh, huh, hey?!”

“Now even if you resist, I won’t stop. Lily, you said I could do whatever I wanted, so I’m going to do just that.”

-Suck!

“Ooh, huh?!”

Grabbing both of Lily’s breasts with both hands and roughly squeezing them, Edan crossed the line of direct physical contact between a man and a woman just a few months ago, but for him, Lily’s breasts had been a body part he had been touching for years, so they were already one of the body parts he could handle like a toy.

He knew exactly how she felt when he touched her in certain ways, and how she would let out the cutest moans, so he was well aware of it all.

-Pinch.

“Ooh, Ed?!”

“Why, Lily. You liked it when I pulled you like this.”

“Ooh, huh, hey?! If you pull so hard, it’s not…”

“What’s wrong? Lily, you were curious about this. You were curious about how much I endured for you, how I would be if I didn’t hold back at all, it was you, Lily.”

-Squeeze!

“Eyahh?!”

Grabbing Lily’s nipples with both hands and pulling them forcefully, Edan’s touch was noticeably rougher than his usual considerate touch, leaving Lily feeling flustered.

‘Did I really hold back…? It wasn’t that I didn’t attack because I had no desire…?’

Only now did Lily realize that she had been misunderstanding something, but it was already too late to try to fix the situation.

Edan, who had already been completely consumed by desire, was in a state where his mind was completely occupied with playing with her breasts like a toy.

-Squeeze, squeeze, squeeze.

“Ooh, huh, hey…!!”

Roughly massaging her breasts as if they were about to burst.

-Suck, suck, suck.

“Ooh, huh, hey…!!”

Placing both hands on her breasts and rubbing them against each other as if kneading dough.

-Slap, slap, slap.

“Ooh, wait, Ed, huh?! Hey, not both at the same time…”

Putting both of her nipples together and sucking and licking them at the same time.

This was a completely different, rough and animalistic affection from Edan’s usual touch, leaving Lily unable to regain her composure.

‘I, I really endured a lot…’

After seeing Edan openly expressing his desire like this, Lily finally understood that their entire relationship had been built on his ‘consideration’ and that even when he had tried to attack her in the past, he had been trying to suppress his own desires as much as possible.

…And, one more thing.

‘Somehow… this kind of touch feels better…’

The rough and beast-like sex that was different from Edan’s usual gentlemanly demeanor.

Lily couldn’t help but wonder if this sensation felt better for some reason, as she cautiously doubted.