episode_0302

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Hands and feet are heavy. It’s not that heavy and doesn’t move properly.

Feeling short of breath and having your chest weighed down.

‘Did the scissors get pressed?’

I don’t think I’ve pressed the scissors since I started being possessed, but I guess I was quite tired.

During my school days, I used the scissors about two to three times a week due to fatigue and stress, so it wasn’t that scary.

As I pressed the scissors so often, I also became adept at unraveling them.

It may be different for each person, but if you focus on moving the tips of your toes or fingers, the scissors will gradually loosen.

Flick your index finger.

Once, twice, three times…

My index finger moves better than I thought. It doesn’t even look like it was hit by scissors.

‘Oh, it’s not working out.’

Perhaps because it has been a long time since the scissors were pressed down, the scissors that should have been released by this time do not come loose.

My heart still feels heavy.

“Well, weren’t you sleeping? I even used magic…”

I hear a voice. It’s a voice I heard somewhere, but I can’t remember who it is.

My thoughts change rapidly, as if I am swimming at the border between reality and dreams.

Now that I think about it, I definitely opened my eyes, but why can’t I see anything?

“Well, what is it….”

I try to raise my voice. Does it come out well? I’m confused as to whether I said it out loud.

I felt something on my chest flinch.

As my eyes adjusted to the darkness, I caught a figure on my chest.

I feel like I know who it is, but I don’t know who it is.

“Is it a lucid dream….”

This is the first time something like this has happened.

“Kku, it’s a dream.”

The being on my chest responds to my mutterings.

“What are you…?”

In a quiet voice, ask the other person’s identity. Then, a black seal approaches my face.

The appearance of the other person, visible only in darkness and shadow.

He murmurs something in my ear. That language, which I don’t even know what country it is from, kept coming to my ears.

After muttering for a while, the other person got up and distanced himself from me.

“What does it look like now?”

Along with the voice, I could see the person on top of me.

Shining red eyes, a black ponytail tied back, and a face with a triumphant smile.

“Su, Seungnim?”

My teacher, whom I had lost forever, was sitting on my chest.

My face was blushing profusely.

***

“Master?! How did you get here?”

“Master….”

It is clearly the image of the teacher. I took that image into my eyes and laughed.

She looked down at me at my laughter. You might be wondering why I’m smiling all of a sudden.

“How much have you missed me, that you even appear in my dreams like this?”

“Is that so?”

Master’s words are very cautious. Treat me as if you were seeing me for the first time.

“Master, why do you speak like that?”

When I asked about the gap that could not be ignored, Master closed his eyes for a moment and placed his palm on my head.

“Speech?”

“Why are you suddenly asking me to be so polite?”

“Ah, is that so? Haha, it felt awkward all of a sudden.”

I’d like to address the sense of discomfort I feel even though I’ve changed my tone, but what if I can do nothing about it? It’s a dream anyway.

“So, why did you come into my dream? Heukcheongyo is safe, right? What about Youngma?”

Because it is a dream, it is faint and welcoming. Because if it’s not a dream, I’ll never see you again.

“Stop. Don’t ask too many questions at once.”

I close my mouth for a moment because of the awkward conversation.

“Haha, I see. I’m so happy to see you. I must have been lonely when Master appeared in my dreams.”

“Are you lonely?”

Master’s eyes widen.

“I was lonely. You may not know this, Master, but I am lonely. Because no one understands me.”

“You don’t understand, but I want you…”

“Master, you actually don’t know either. My secret.”

“…….”

Like a withered flower, the vitality drains from Master’s face.

“Don’t make that face. Because I didn’t say it.”

“Anyway, could you please come down? To be honest, it’s a bit heavy… Eup!”

I suddenly felt short of breath.

This is because Master’s lips came down like a kite and covered my lips.

Rough inhalation and exhalation repeated in and out of the mouth.

A clumsy kiss.

It was very different from the sensation I felt while kissing her dozens of times.

Is it because this too is a dream?

“I asked why, why did you come out?”

She opened her mouth with a sound and spoke, wiping the saliva from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand.

“Others, you said you were lonely, right? I came here to make you not feel lonely.”

“Yes?”

“That’s right! Three… three…”

“Three?”

“Let’s have sex!”

Master’s face was very red as if he was embarrassed.

Why are you so shy? I bit and sucked it day and night.

***

– Tweet

I can hear the birds chirping, announcing the morning.

My eyes open and I move my limbs reflexively.

Unlike my dreams at dawn, I am free.

“Did you have trouble sleeping?”

Looking at the time, I realized I hadn’t slept that long.

Maybe your body has become accustomed to the homeless lifestyle.

“Uggg- It’s soggy.”

I wake up and stretch.

Why, my body aches.

“He’s sleeping. I didn’t even eat dinner, so I guess I should wake him up a little early and feed him some food.”

I gently knock on Seong-ah’s door.

– smart

Again, there is no answer. Well, if you wake up at this time, it’s not Kim Seong-ah….

“Why.”

I hear her voice from the other side of the door.

It’s not a sleepy sound, but a fairly clear voice.

“Are you awake? I’m going to make breakfast, do you want to eat it? How about simple ham and cheese toast?”

“…Okay. Please let me know when it’s done.”

“Okay, I understand. Sleep a little more.”

“Uncle.”

I was about to go down to the first floor when Seong-ah called me and stopped me.

“Huh?”

“Well… did you sleep well?”

“I think I’m a little upset. I think I had a lot of dreams.”

“Do you remember the contents of the dream?”

“Hmm… I don’t remember. But why?”

“No. I just… just asked.”

“It’s bland.”

I am hungry. Why am I so hungry?

I need to make breakfast quickly.