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by admin“Did the Grand Duke really say that???”
In some ways, it was an even more cruel and cursed remark than he had made to Vivian, who was not a blood relative.
The fact that he said such things to his own daughter, Jeanne, shocked Eugene to the point where his face turned pale.
“Of course it’s true, do you think I would lie now?”
Jeanne pouted her lips slightly at Eugene Schneider’s reaction and replied.
It’s because even she felt embarrassed to reveal Antoine’s actions, which were beneath human dignity, as her own father.
“The shock at that time was so great that it took me a really long time to pick up a wooden sword again. Whenever I just grabbed a wooden sword, my father’s eyes, and those words, came to my mind and I trembled.”
Still, once she had revealed it, there was a catharsis of taking out something old. So, Jeanne carefully continued her additional explanation as if she were complaining.
‘Ah, I remember those words. I think I heard it in passing from Charlotte before.’
Jeanne’s story of her wooden sword trauma was something that the real Eugene had heard about during his childhood.
‘Why is she so desperate to train with a wooden sword with me when she hasn’t even looked at one for a while and hates it?’
Jeanne’s trauma began before Eugene Schneider came to the Grand Duke’s family, and even if she didn’t know the details of how the trauma was created, it was something her sister Charlotte was greatly worried about.
Her younger sister, who used to swing a wooden sword every day, suddenly trembled when she held one one day.
When asked why, Jeanne would just say that she was so burned out from training too hard.
“I fixed it thanks to you, Eugene. No matter how hard I tried, it wasn’t completely fixed. Even though the trembling in my hands subsided, the flinching symptom continued to remain. But when I swing a wooden sword with you, I calm down. I think it’s because my desire to teach you even one more thing and be of help to you was strong.”
Smiling…!
But surprisingly, Jeanne eventually became a swordsman and even became the leader of the mercenary group.
Overcoming trauma,
The reason that was possible was because she had a new relationship with Eugene Schneider.
Strangely, when teaching the little Eugene how to use a sword, and when swinging a sword with him, there was no trembling in Jeanne’s hand. And when Eugene’s sword came towards Jeanne herself, the flinching symptom did not appear.
It was truly like a miracle.
So, Jeanne clung to Eugene even more tenaciously in those days to train with the wooden sword, and Charlotte, who was fascinated and happy with the sight, said it in passing.
As she recalled those days, a slight smile appeared on Jeanne’s face, which had not been good until just before.
“I see. That’s a relief. I’m glad I was helpful to you, Jeanne.”
Smiling…!
Eugene was also smiling.
For a moment, he became emotionally involved in Jeanne’s near-abusive experience, and his emotions became complicated.
That’s why he remembers even more clearly the image of Jeanne dragging him around and swinging a wooden sword at that time.
At that time, he just thought it was the mischief of the Grand Duke’s second young lady, but it was actually Jeanne, who was suffering from a mental illness, unable to help but like Eugene, a little boy who had given her a miracle.
Sob…!
At that moment, Jeanne’s large eyes filled with tears and she sobbed.
“Jeanne!”
It was truly an atmosphere that changed like a roller coaster.
Eugene was greatly embarrassed when Jeanne showed tears.
“I worked so hard to get to where I am now… of course, the position of leader of the mercenary group isn’t that great, but still… I wanted to be recognized by my father… as his proud daughter… *sniffle*…”
Antoine, the heartless father who stabbed his daughter with a dagger,
But Jeanne, who was hurt by the dagger, was a kind and strong child.
She made every effort to be recognized by such a father.
And she was proud of that effort and could feel pride in it.
Because it seemed like the moment when she could gradually realize her dreams was approaching.
Jeanne felt that sense of elation even more greatly while collaborating with the Imperial Knights.
But the grandfather who should have been at that goal collapsed.
In the form of a traitor who killed the emperor.
“Doing that to Vivian… causing a civil war… and eventually even killing the emperor… our father… the person who was my goal and the coordinate for my hard life…”
It was also a very miserable collapse that shattered the illusion that Jeanne herself was desperately holding onto.
The bond of blood is truly deep, so Jeanne wanted to interpret it positively even though her father had stabbed her with a knife that was beneath human dignity.
Because people are not perfect, Jeanne, who is kind and deep inside, has argued that her father also has unavoidable wounds.
That’s why she thought that if she grew up and became a member of society, she might be able to fill her father’s heart a little, even though she was a lacking daughter.
But it failed completely.
But that failure was not because Jeanne herself did not reach her goal, but because the image of her father in her heart was shattered.
“I wasn’t in my father’s heart in the first place…”
Still, she believed that Jeanne, the lacking daughter, would be in Antoine’s heart.
It’s just that the father’s wounds were so deep that they couldn’t be expressed,
But it was a miserable delusion of Jeanne d’Arc de Selle Oublié.
A human who hurls brutal threats at the daughter of his political enemy, a human who pretended to be the most upright knight but started a coup d’état according to his own selfish desires and even assassinated the emperor knowing full well that his family would be in danger,
Love for his second daughter did not exist in the heart of such a human, Antoine.
The words at the time, “You are a trash-like person, a talentless and useless being,” were genuine.
“…..”
It collapsed.
Jeanne d’Arc de Selle Oublié is collapsing more helplessly than ever before in her life.
This is probably because she has come to realize that the driving force that has driven her for 22 years was just a mirage.
Eugene Schneider watched Jeanne silently.
“No, Jeanne. The essence of that feeling isn’t the image of the Grand Duke. It’s your kind heart that sees it that way.”
Hugging…!
Then, he grabbed Jeanne’s slightly trembling hand and told her his sincere thoughts.
“Wh-what do you mean…?”
Jeanne could feel Eugene’s warmth and sincerity in his eyes, tone, and touch.
That’s why she reacted with a curious expression, even though she had tears in her eyes.
“People are so diverse and varied that even if my heart is good, things around me don’t always go as I want. But in the end, your good heart was a seed that could bloom whenever the conditions were right.”
Wasn’t he, Eugene Schneider, a man who had lived for over 50 years, including his previous life?
That’s why he knows so well how precious Jeanne’s foolish kindness is and how she can’t help but live a life full of scars.
But he is sure. Jeanne’s goodness and kindness have a value that cannot be exchanged for anything.
“Why am I saying this? Thanks to our kind Jeanne, I was able to be saved from a situation where I was about to fall into hell. The most wonderful thing that Jeanne’s seed has sprouted is me.”
The reason why Eugene can be sure is that he himself is a human being who has lived a new life thanks to Jeanne.
When the trauma of Ulysses Schneider was revived, and furthermore, when the demonic energy in his body began to stir, Eugene Schneider tried to hide in the darkness.
Who was it that grabbed Eugene Schneider who was like that?
It is the woman he is holding hands with, Jeanne d’Arc de Selle Oublié.
She supported her body and mind and held onto Eugene Schneider, helping him to gain courage.
It cannot be denied that this unconditional support is due to her kind personality and disposition, which was betrayed by her father, Antoine.
“W-well, at that time, I was just immature… I didn’t realize how dangerous it was and did something stupid…”
It was a sincere and unreserved confession from Eugene Schneider.
A confession that he has come to live this properly thanks to a woman like you.
How happy and elated would someone like Jeanne, who wants to empathize with someone and truly be with them, be?
However, this Jeanne d’Arc de Selle Oublié is not only tsundere, but also a coward, so she felt extreme embarrassment and shyness when her true inner self was revealed and explained to the man she loved.
So, even though she had tears in her eyes until just now, she was busy being coy with a flushed face.
“What kind of stupid thing did you do? I don’t remember properly? I vaguely remember you shouting shamelessly that you would heal my demonic energy with this body?”
Pet…! Pet…! Pet…!
However, for the male Eugene Schneider, who had already completely dominated the female Jeanne d’Arc de Selle Oublié, it was her delicious state that made his lips curl up.
Jeanne’s psychological state was perfect for cooking? So, he playfully rattled off lewd jokes and touched Jeanne’s shoulders.
“Wh-what are you doing… didn’t you see? I cried a little while ago… when I cry, you should sincerely comfort and embrace me, why are you touching my shoulders with a strange feeling…”
Jeanne also instinctively felt Eugene Schneider’s unusual reading.
Strictly speaking, the female Jeanne is the female who has been screwed the most by the harem male Eugene Schneider.
It can be said that she is a person who cannot help but know what Eugene wants with just a shoulder rub and the sound of his breath.
“Of course I’m trying to comfort you… but shouldn’t you also think about my situation a little, Jeanne? Jeanne, who is crying and leaning on me, looks so fuckable to me… isn’t it too cruel to ask me to hide my lust while showing me this side of you…”
Smirk…!
Massage…! Massage…! Massage…!
Eugene Schneider, rather than raising the corners of his lips at Jeanne’s reaction that this was not right, rubbed her shoulders even more lustfully.
Because he knows.
If the tomboy Jeanne really didn’t like it, she would have snapped from the start.
But the way Jeanne pushes him away as if she is sulking is just a device to avoid being seen as an easy woman, or a rude woman.
“Your breathing is rough, our Jeanne… and your chest is heaving…”
“Sh-shut up, you idiot…”
She is also excited and aroused by the current sex situation that is being created in the midst of passionate emotional flows.
“Shall we see if our Jeanne’s nipples are standing up…?”
Swoosh…!!!!♥
So, Eugene Schneider put his hand on Jeanne’s chest to check the state of health of his first wife’s sexuality, who had taken his virginity.
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