episode_0297

“….Ah.”

After the showdown with Edan, I woke up in Edan’s room, and a sigh escaped my lips unconsciously.

The first sensation I felt was a slight tingling sensation below my waist. The area between my thighs where… it had gone was tingling, and even the inside of my thighs and knees felt numb.

Upon reflection, my chest also felt strangely tingling. …Come to think of it, I don’t think I even touched my chest today.

Well, what really confused my mind more than anything was the awkwardness. Even though it was during my first experience, it seemed like I was saying things that I would never have said if I were in my right mind.

“Do you really intend to insert such an unreasonable object into my body?”

“I don’t really think it’s a problem.”

“I just wanted to call you once.”

“….”

My face flushed.

Words that felt so embarrassing that I wondered if I really said them in my right mind appeared on my face.

This is why people should always be careful with their words. Why make things awkward when you can just mechanically move your hips.

“…But still, well.”

Anyway, I managed to achieve my initial goal safely, so I guess that’s fortunate.

Looking back, hardly anything went according to plan, but the result was good. When I think about it, most of the plans I made in this world were like this.

Now that I have finally broken free from the constraints of purity, it was refreshing in many ways. It was the moment when I shed the qualifications of a saint that had been a constraint on me, allowing me to use magic and forcing myself to maintain purity.

Well, I won’t be keeping any other men in my heart besides Edan for the rest of my life, so in my opinion, I was somewhat of a ‘honorable virgin.’ But objectively, I had irreversibly lost the qualifications of a saint.

With this, only Cerista would remain as the only saint in this world. It was truly the right worldview.

“Since I told those kids that I wouldn’t touch them and would return to Earth, it will probably continue even after the ending.”

It must be a sad story for Cerista, but because of that, she was destined to live as a saint for the rest of her life.

Well, she wouldn’t even notice any other men if they weren’t those kids, so I didn’t really do anything wrong. Just as I never imagined a future where she would lose her virginity to anyone other than those kids.

No, well. In my case, it’s not like I only had eyes for Edan, it just happened that way. I couldn’t allow my unicorn in my heart to approve of anyone other than Edan, so I had no choice but to choose Edan. Touching my chest, showing my naked body, and doing all sorts of embarrassing things and having my first experience with another man was really like acting like a dirty prostitute.

If you’re going to do it, you should finish it all with one person from start to finish. That was my last bit of pride as a unicorn.

“Ah, I should start cleaning first.”

I had to clean up this mess that had been made. I had to wash the bed sheets and blankets that had been stained as if it were a crime scene.

I didn’t realize I had shed so much blood. It really hurt like hell.

Next time, I’ll definitely have to take it off properly and put it in. Last time, I saw that Kunilingus did a pretty good job, so if I ask him to do it like that next time…

“No, no, no.”

I must not be in my right mind. Why am I suddenly thinking about the next step in our relationship here?

I mixed with Edan today, but it was only to prevent being misunderstood as a virgin saint. It wasn’t to take off my virginity and engage in various ways with Edan. Of course, if Edan wins in his next match against Harold, he will “keep his promise,” but even after experiencing my first time, I had no intention of mixing our bodies recklessly.

Around the middle, I felt somewhat good, but that and this are completely different issues.

After using a clean on the sheets, bed, and the ‘area’ where Edan’s traces remained, I cleaned up and finished contraception.

“Come to think of it, where did Edan go?”

Why did he suddenly disappear without even waking me up? Looking at the hourglass, it seems like only about three hours have passed.

I wondered if he went to the bathhouse alone, so I quickly put on the clothes on the floor and heard a familiar voice outside the window.

“Haaap! Hap! Haaap!!”

I looked down from the training ground window to see Edan vigorously swinging a sword with only one hand.

Seeing Edan foolishly doing that, I felt relieved. It made me realize that I wasn’t the only one feeling complicated after what happened earlier.

I quickly put on the clothes I wore when entering Edan’s room and hurriedly walked towards the training ground.

There were many things I wanted to say to Edan, but for now, I thought it would be better to be together even a little.

***

Swish! Swish! Swish!

“Haaap! Hap! Haaap!!”

Edan Richard Blackwood. Undetermined.

About two hours ago, taking a big step as a man, he vigorously swung his sword to clear his mind of various distractions.

Swish!!

“Haaap!!!”

He wanted to close his eyes and press his body against Relis a little more, but the lewd thoughts in his mind didn’t allow it.

Even though he had released his desire twice on her body, his lust for her did not diminish at all.

The accumulated sleepiness vanished, leaving only sexual desire filling his mind. When he woke up, he had been gently caressing Relis’ chest for about 30 minutes without her noticing.

He quickly put on his clothes and left the room, fearing he might end up raping her if he stayed any longer.

Through the sword training he did in his early years, he managed to calm his mind somehow.

By holding two swords and moving, his mind would be filled with thoughts, but by swinging one sword in a specific posture, he could avoid complex thoughts.

“I should just fill two hours and then go back.”

By then, he would probably be so exhausted that he would collapse on the bed. Sleepiness surpassing sexual desire.

He had already told the servants in the mansion. He instructed Dietmayer not to send any servants to his room today, and he also told Melissa, the head maid, not to look for Relis today.

…Both of them looked at him with a strange gaze, but he didn’t bother asking for the reason. Perhaps because he already knew.

“No, it’s just a stray thought.”

Edan focused on calming his momentarily disturbed mind and refocusing on swinging his sword.

He needed to tire his body quickly and return to his room. He didn’t want to see the panicked look on Lilith’s face when she woke up and found him not by her side.

It was said that women generally liked it when a man stayed by their side for a long time after their first intimate encounter. It was a biological instinct to confirm that the man could be relied on and could protect them.

From that perspective, leaving Lilith alone in the room and coming back was not the behavior of a reliable man.

…Of course, he couldn’t help but stay because he couldn’t suppress his desires and might have bothered her by touching her chest or stroking her while she slept.

‘…Another distraction.’

-Whoosh! Whoosh!!

“Haah!! Haaaah!!”

He deliberately shouted louder as he swung the sword in his hand. This foolish act of calming his restless mind was most effective for him.

Living a life where he only thought of her wasn’t so bad, but there were many problems he had to solve before marrying Lady Yeong-ae from the ambiguous Bun-ga family.

To achieve his dreams, he had to wake up from his dreams first.

So, in order to clear his mind of impure thoughts, Edan swung his sword in one posture about 10,000 times.

Only then did the sword slip from Edan’s exhausted grip and fall to the floor of the training ground.

-Thud.

‘…I think I’ve swung enough.’

His body was tired enough that even if he went back in, his sexual desire wouldn’t rise.

In fact, it was uncertain whether he could resist seeing Lilith half-covered by the blanket, but he knew he had to endure it with mental strength.

Maybe he should close his eyes in front of the bedroom and go in. He could visualize the furniture in his mind even with his eyes closed, so he could go back to bed without facing Lilith. Edan thought of this as he turned his foot, but his plan was thwarted from the first step.

“……”

“……”

-Smirk.

“……”

-Squeak.

As soon as he turned around, Edan saw Lilith’s illusion in front of him and turned back, holding the fallen sword in his hand.

‘After swinging so much, my mind still isn’t clear.’

It was an even clearer illusion than before. It was as if she was really smiling in front of him.

Starting over from the beginning. Edan, who had swung his sword 10,000 times over two hours, quickly moved his arms to dispel the illusion created by his senses.

The smile Lilith had shown for a moment, the soft footsteps that seemed to be approaching, the presence felt from behind, the familiar scent—all illusions created by his desires.

-Clang.

“……”

Even the sensation of something soft touching his back…probably an illusion.

“…You were so rough with me just a while ago, and now you’re pretending not to see me after only a few hours have passed?”

But the whisper in that lovely voice was something he couldn’t imagine as an illusion.

“…L-Lilith?”

“Finally looking in this direction, I see.”

…The calm was broken.