episode_0296

“Ahh, it hurts…! Haah, haah….”

Rilis, swallowing Edan’s member into her lower mouth, groaned in agony.

For the first time in her life, no, for the first time in two lifetimes, she experienced the pain of losing her virginity.

The throbbing sensation from her lower body engulfed her in agony.

The only relief was that she didn’t blurt out all the thoughts running through her mind. Even though Edan loved her, he might have been taken aback by the vulgar curses coming out of her mouth.

“Damn it… It hurts so much….”

Was it supposed to be this painful? It didn’t seem this painful in novels or games.

It was said that sex between lovers was not painful at all, but rather ecstatic.

Of course, considering the exaggerated elements in media, she didn’t believe everything, but it still felt unreasonably painful.

Thinking this, Rilis tried to calm the pain in her lower body in any way possible.

“Was it lucky that I got on top….”

If Edan had moved a little more forcefully in this state, she might have fainted from the pain.

Just inserting it was this painful, so how much more unbearable would it have been to move in this state.

Even after properly engaging in the act, she might still be in pain, which is why she chose the dominant position of being on top intentionally….

“….Ah.”

And only then did Rilis realize her fatal mistake.

She had skipped the process of arousing herself during sex with Edan and had recklessly pushed her body onto his.

“Am I really an idiot….”

It would have been better if she had just stayed still and let Edan take care of it, inserting it more gently. At least then, it wouldn’t have hurt as much as it did now.

Rilis regretted belatedly, but it was already too late. Edan’s member had mercilessly pierced into her still unprepared body.

“Are you okay, Rilis?”

“I-I’m… fine….”

“Considering that, it seems like quite a bit of blood is coming out….”

“Every woman must experience this pain at least once in her life…. Did you think of me as a weak woman who would faint from something like this…?”

“No, it’s not that but….”

“It’s just… I, it’s really nothing…. My mind is not so weak that I would faint just from the union between a man and a woman….”

*Squelch.*

“Ugh, ahhhh?!”

As she swallowed his member a bit further, Rilis let out another painful groan.

Her expression showed more pain than pleasure, and Edan’s expression was filled with confusion.

“Haah, ha, haah….”

“It’s okay, Rilis. Take it slow. I’m not in a hurry at all.”

“Y-yes…. Can we rest in this position for a bit…?”

“It’s okay to rest a lot, not just a bit. If it’s too difficult, just….”

Edan, who was about to say, “It’s okay to do it another day,” quietly swallowed his words. He had learned quite a bit about Rilis over the years of being with her. And one of the things he understood about her personality was her strong sense of pride.

If he were to say something like, “Let’s stop for today and do it another day,” she would most likely endure the pain and try to move, out of pride. That was the personality of Rilis that Edan had come to understand over the past few years.

If she waits quietly, she will naturally recover and get up on her own. After all, he had become accustomed to handling her, whether she liked it or not, over the years of their relationship.

“Sigh, hah, haaa….”

And as he expected, Lilith, who had been groaning on Ethan’s waist, began to adjust her posture and move her body again.

It seemed like she was intentionally trying to hide her pain as she moved her body a little faster.

-Squelch.

“Ugh, haaa….”

-Squelch, squelch.

“Ugh, hah, haaa….”

The sex was quite different from what Ethan had imagined, and he was feeling a bit perplexed.

While he had hoped that his first experience would also be Lilith’s first, and in that aspect, his dream had come true, in many other aspects, the sex felt completely different from what he had imagined.

Originally, he had imagined a scenario where he would lay Lilith comfortably on the bed and they would engage in a mutual movement. He had envisioned Lilith accepting his advances with a happy smile after releasing her body from tension and then embracing him… That was the kind of sex Ethan had thought of, so this was completely different from what he had imagined in many ways.

‘Looking back, I didn’t even foreplay.’

It was a mess in many ways. Can this kind of experience be taken as a first experience?

Reflecting on today’s mistakes and covering them with experiences from other days seemed necessary in many ways. Otherwise, the memories of himself and Lilith sharing this day’s experience would only be remembered as a painful memory.

Not only today, but also after sharing the relationship many times, he would have to cover this first day’s memory with other memories.

-Squirm!

“Uhh, aaaaah!”

In the end, Lilith, who seemed to have reached the limit of enduring the pain, collapsed forward with a painful groan.

What was this process of confirming love that made her so miserable?

Ethan wanted to bear some of her pain, but it was physically impossible, so he could only try to help Lilith forget her suffering within his limits.

-Squeeze.

“Ugh…. Ethan, Doryeonnim…?”

“Call me Ed at times like this, Lilith.”

“Yes, yes…. Ed….”

…She’s cute.

As she called him a nickname while lying on top of him and shivering, Ethan thought she was cute.

So, instinctively, he hugged the back of her head and brought her face to his, and Lilith also accepted his touch without resistance, quietly kissing him back.

-Smack.

“Ugh, hah.”

-Smack, smack.

“Ugh, hah….”

With each collision of lips, each entwining of tongues, each mixing of saliva.

Lilith’s enchanting voice kept stimulating Ethan’s desire.

He moved the object he had inserted below very slowly and gently, as moving too fast or too forcefully could hurt Lilith.

Maybe this intensity is okay… Ethan thought as he moved very slowly with that level of intensity.

“Ugh, hah….”

“….”

“Huh, hah…. Huh….”

…Of course, even if he moved ever so slightly, she would notice that she was accepting his manhood with her whole body.

Yet, Lilith continued to kiss him without pulling away or drawing attention to herself, so Ethan also slowly moved his hips in accordance with her consideration or desire.

-Slide.

“Ugh, hah….!”

Her voice had changed slightly in pitch.

From the moment of the first insertion, it seemed like a slight pleasure began to be felt in her moans, which had been filled with pain for quite a long time.

Perhaps it was just her own misconception.

Maybe it was because of the hope that she wished for her first experience to be as painless as possible, but it sounded like that.

Nevertheless, Edan continued to move his object inserted below at a similar speed, considering it a good omen.

Slowly, not too fast.

While carefully moving it deep inside her body.

– Squeak, squeak, squeak.

“Ah, yes…! Hng…! Hnng, aah…!!”

As a result, Lilith’s moans gradually became more lewd. It was almost like the same level of voice when he touched her chest in the bedroom until now.

How long had they been intertwined like this?

Edan, who had started to feel the urge from below as they continued to kiss slowly and sway their hips for what seemed like at least ten minutes, was wondering if it was okay to finish inside.

‘Is it okay to finish inside…’

In fact, it was quite a funny story to think that allowing such an act was granted given their positions, but Edan didn’t want to do anything that Lilith would dislike.

Although having intercourse doesn’t guarantee a 100% chance of pregnancy, if it really happened and it affected Lilith’s academic life at the academy, the blame would surely fall back on him.

Lowering his head and slightly parting his lips from Lilith’s, Edan cautiously met her eyes, and Lilith, sensing his intentions, continued speaking first.

“I-It’s okay. You can finish inside.”

“…Really?”

“If, if you clean up afterward… it can also serve as contraception….”

“Ah….”

…Well, that makes sense.

Seeing that he even forgot such simple common sense, it seemed like he had become a fool in front of her.

“And also…. I don’t really think it’s a problem even if it happens….”

“Huh…?”

“…Ah, it’s nothing, Ed.”

Feeling embarrassed after saying it, Edan pretended not to hear it on purpose.

Instead, he slowly moved the object inserted below back into her body, wanting to release all the desires gathered below into Lilith.

The lewd sound of the glans rubbing against the vaginal wall. The sticky fluid.

In the sticky copulation where their brains and hearts seemed to melt, the slow sex of the two bore fruit, and the hot and sticky liquid they shared filled Lilith’s uterus as much as the lewd process they had shared.

– Swoosh! Swoosh!

“Uhh, huh…!! Hhuuuhhh…!!”

The maid moaned with a lewd voice, trembling involuntarily at the sensation of the sticky fluid hitting her uterine wall.

Pulling her lips towards him, Edan kissed her deeply once more until the end of their climax, and even after finishing all the intercourse and climax, when their heads dropped again, the sticky fluid they had released from their lower bodies was as thick as it was, connecting their lips.

“Li-Lilith….”

“…Yes, Ed.”

“T-That…?”

“……”

“I just… wanted to call you once.”

Lilith, who embraced him lovingly until the end, with endless words, intertwined her body with his.

Edan, embracing her tightly and sharing warmth in bed for hours after all the intercourse and climax.