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Wherever she disappeared to, Alicia never appeared in front of me again.

Of course, it’s not difficult if you want to find it.

If we spread the extreme light, we might be able to find Alicia in an instant.

But there must be a reason why Alicia is avoiding me.

There must be a reason why you would be in trouble if you met me now.

Although I did receive a favor from Yerina.

I think we should put that on the back burner for a bit.

Wouldn’t it be better to have a deep talk with Alicia first?

‘If you think about it, isn’t it all just something I heard?’

I heard nothing directly from Alicia.

It’s purely my guess that Alicia has a crush on me.

The fact that Alicia adores me is just something I heard from Yerina.

In the end, isn’t this something we need to talk about with each other?

Maybe I was thinking too hastily.

As for the concubine issue, as with Mia, it is a fairly sensitive topic, so I think I need to think about it a little more before making a decision.

‘It was a rainy day like this that day too.’

It is a rare day of heavy rain in Palana.

I closed my eyes and remembered that day amidst the noise of banging on the window.

The day Alicia sat in front of the Clockwork City mansion, soaked from the rain, waiting for me.

I had no thoughts at that time.

I just think that he ended up in this place because he was abandoned by Yerina and had nowhere else to go.

Although he hates me so much.

Since they were immediately thrown out on the street, I thought they came to me because they had no other option.

But no matter how much he was kicked out, couldn’t Evgenia’s executives have been able to afford to make a living right now?

Isn’t it possible to make a living and survive for several years just by selling just one accessory?

Then why did you come to be indebted to me, who is like your enemy?

‘I really didn’t notice anything, even though I didn’t notice anything.’

It was an obvious story.

Alicia didn’t need a place to sleep or food to eat right away.

I needed someone to rely on.

She needed someone who could endure the loss of being abandoned by the older sister she had devoted herself to and supported.

And that was me.

When Alicia is pushed to the edge of a cliff.

When you are weak.

The first person that came to mind was me.

Maybe even Alicia didn’t know how she felt at that time.

But subconsciously, it was already showing on the outside.

Did I really not notice it at the time?

Aren’t you ‘pretending not to notice’ because you are so absorbed in your goal of leaving this place?

‘I’m going crazy…’

Whenever I get the chance, I seduce women.

What Yerina said pricked my heart.

I never dreamed that I would have lived my life accumulating so much karma.

In the end, it’s a simple story.

I seduced Alicia and took advantage of her crush.

And now I’m just trying to say I don’t know.

‘It’s complete trash…?’

Do you know that now? If you ask me, I have nothing to say.

Because I really know now.

No, actually, I knew to some extent, but this was the first time I truly felt how I was seen in the eyes of others.

I decided to keep it simple for now.

Let’s make it even simpler.

Tay said.

Did I create wives based on what others thought?

In the end, I wonder if this happened because I sucked.

That is correct.

So, do you have to worry about what others think when taking a wife or concubine?

does not exist.

That conclusion came to me right away.

So now there is only one thing to consider.

What do I think of Alicia?

‘Alicia…’

I picture the rabbit beast in my head.

With his long rabbit ears hanging down, he hesitated.

He often gets irritated and nervous and hides his sensitivity.

Even though he pretends to be indifferent, he is full of emotions and cannot avoid seeing injustice.

‘I don’t know anything else. It’s so ugly…’

hmm······. I ate it wrong.

The image of Alicia being incontinent with her ears caught in my hand keeps coming to mind, and the blood keeps rushing downward.

Why are those things the only things I remember?

This is all Alicia’s fault.

Shouldn’t you go to the bathroom on time and empty your bladder?

If he had to show up in such a hurry to use the bathroom just in front of me, wouldn’t he be at fault as well?

ah. This won’t work.

I can’t take it anymore.

The moment I pulled the doorknob and spread the suppressed extreme light again.

“Ah…!”

“Oh.”

thud.

Something fell and hit me outside the door.

I was startled and tried to catch it, but my hand tightly grasped something soft, furry, and long.

Immediately, my legs began to get warm and wet along with a shushing sound.

“Hey.”

“Ah, ahhh…Je, I’m happy…”

Alicia leans against me, trembles, and apologizes in a strange pronunciation.

Even though he apologized, he couldn’t control what had already started leaking, and the waterfall showed no signs of stopping.

I sighed and let go of the rabbit ears.

I grabbed Alicia’s armpits and lifted her up as she was about to fall down due to weakness in her legs.

“Why did you come here?”

“Well, that’s…”

I asked for no reason.

The same goes for the thick scent of pheromones mixed with the liquid Alicia just released.

The same goes for the eyes looking at me.

Even the thoughts expressed were all saying the same thing.

I knew it without having to say anything.

This bastard.

You came with the intention of violating me.

And it was the same for me, so I had nothing to say.

next day.

I got to share the news of my new engagement with my wives.

***

The eventful trip to Palana has come to an end.

We boarded the train heading south again.

‘It seems like we’ve become a bit closer.’

When you come, everyone will definitely keep some distance.

I think we had a strangely awkward atmosphere and talked haha while drinking tea.

Perhaps because they are all exhausted now, they are all asleep with their heads resting on each other’s shoulders.

They say that if you want to become friends, you have to move your body and play.

We all had fun together all day until we were exhausted, and before we knew it, we all felt closer in body and mind.

Of course, when I say fun, I’m talking about skiing and snowboarding.

It’s not strange.

‘I really need to control myself now.’

I already got two new wives on this trip…

As I look at Jill’s face, sleeping soundly without knowing anything about the world, a feeling of guilt pricks my heart.

Since it happened before he reunited with Jill, it wasn’t cheating, but it felt like he was cheating.

That’s why my wives treated me leniently(?).

If I try to date a new woman after getting engaged, I will probably get rejected.

Of course, that won’t happen.

Since I choose to remain in this world, I will cherish my wives more than anything else.

Sometimes I think about this.

What if I had fallen into this world without any special abilities like regression or systems?

Would I have dated one of the heroines and lived a normal married life?

Well, that’s fine.

These are all useless assumptions.

In the end, I went through 12 regressions and ended up seducing so many women, intentionally or not.

In fact, if it’s number 12, isn’t it normal to have 12 wives?

If there were 7 people, wouldn’t that be an extreme amount of restraint?

okay. I think so, so it’s true.

If it were me, I would have tolerated it very well.

“······When is the wedding ceremony? Do you want to?”

“Now, I think we will adjust the date and have a schedule by next year. Why is that? Why are you interested in my marriage?”

“······If you get married. Me, separately. You have to live, it works. Oh, you know?”

Mijeong looks up at me with bright eyes.

Have you been worrying about this until now?

It’s absurd.

“Have you already forgotten? Where I go is.”

“······I follow you too.”

“And wherever you are.”

“······Yujin is there too.”

“It was that kind of promise. I have no intention of abandoning you. No matter what happens.”

“······.”

Even when I was doing things like that with Yerina, why is this guy who was always watching from the side acting like this again?

There’s no way I’m going to separate from Mi-jeong just because I’m getting married.

Mijeong and I are now one body.

Then, Mi-jeong came into my arms.

It will remain like this forever and is undetermined with no room for growth.

Even if time passes, seasons change, and the world turns upside down, it is an undecided decision that will never change.

The guardian knight has already disappeared.

There are no characteristic buffs that can be received thanks to Mijeong’s presence.

However, this does not mean that the strength and memories gained from being with Mijeong will disappear.

“I’m your hero, right?”

“······Yes.”

A being who can become a hero or anything else for Mijeong’s sake.

That’s me.

Mi-jeong’s face, which was once full of deep emotions, is now full of color.

Mijeong’s face looks slightly reddish.

That can’t be possible.

It must be my mistake.

I thought that and decided to laugh it off.

“Huh?!”

“······Why, why?”

“This is an emergency communication from Linda.”

An unusual magic wave was received through the extreme light.

This is Linda’s frequency.

It is also an emergency signal that is only sent to me in emergency situations.

What on earth is going on?

I left my wives to sleep.

He quietly split the space and leaped.