episode_0251

“Haa…..I miss you, oppa….”

Sojin, who is spending the weekend lying comfortably on her bed at home, is looking at photos of Joohyun that she secretly took with her phone to appease her longing to see him.

“I never thought I would want to go to work…”

Because she is timid and introverted, she has a hard time talking to other people, let alone making eye contact.

I’ve been with my current teammates for almost a year now, so I’m better off than others, but I’m not close to anyone.

In the case of Jisoo, who is the same age as Joohyun and has the smallest age gap, she is the type that is difficult to talk to, so she doesn’t really talk to them, and because of the age gap with the rest of the team members, she feels awkward and rarely talks to them outside of work-related matters.

The only person she could say she was close to was her team leader, Miyoung. She was a boss who took good care of the timid Sojin, so she was able to adapt to the company, but the company was still a place she didn’t want to go to.

Sojin, who is extremely i-oriented and likes to spend time alone in her room playing games, originally tried to find a job that would allow her to work from home, but ended up getting hired by a super large company like Choi Han Group, so she ended up going there.

‘But thanks to my parents, I met my brother again.’

I didn’t originally plan on applying to Choi Han Group, but upon the recommendation of my adoptive parents who had adopted me when I was young, I applied without much thought. When I first got accepted, I was happy, but at the same time I was also quite scared because it seemed like a place that didn’t suit me.

I thought about just canceling the offer, but when I saw my parents sincerely congratulating me and looking so touched, I couldn’t cancel and just went there crying and feeling helpless. At first, I had a hard time adjusting and resented my parents a little, but now, I’m more grateful to them than anyone else.

She never dreamed that she would meet Joo-hyun again, with whom she had completely lost contact and had no way of contacting him. But ever since Joo-hyun started working at the company, she has been anxious to go to work more than anyone else.

I still find it difficult and uncomfortable to socialize with other people, but I welcome being with Joohyun so much that I try to go to work earlier than usual these days, even though I have a hard time waking up because I sleep a lot in the morning…….Of course, I only get to work 5 minutes earlier…

Anyway, thanks to Joo-hyun, her work life has become more enjoyable, and although she doesn’t really have anyone to go out and meet on the weekends, she used to spend her time alone happily, but now she wants to go to work just to meet him.

“Hey, should I try flirting?….No, but you could say I bothered you since you’re resting on the weekend…T,but you might not enjoy hanging out with me either…”

These days, I often find myself spending hundreds of hours every weekend thinking about whether or not I should contact Joohyun.

Even though they grew up together in an orphanage, it’s been a long time since they last saw each other, so it’s a bit ambiguous to say that they’re close like they were when they were children.

Of course, Joo-hyun’s attitude is to make her feel comfortable and treat her well, but since So-jin is his senior at the company, she feels a little disappointed when he uses a somewhat businesslike tone when working.

Of course, I know that companies need to separate work and private life, but I still feel depressed whenever I think that a line has been drawn between me and Joo-hyun.

“It would be nice if we were together….”

Although it’s nice to be comfortable with each other when we have lunch together, it’s no exaggeration to say that we rarely have time alone like that.

To begin with, the two were not dating and were just acquaintances since childhood, so it is strange that they spend so much time together since they are complete strangers.

“Ugh…..”

Sojin holding her phone and thinking for a long time whether to call or text him or not

The reason she’s so troubled is partly because she’s timid, but there’s another bigger problem.

The truth is that Joo-Hyeon has a lover.

‘If I contact you for no reason and your girlfriend sees me and we fight….Uww……’

I was even more worried that the text I sent might cause a fight, so I couldn’t do anything and just stood there stomping my feet.

To begin with, since she graduated from elementary school, middle school, high school, and college, she rarely had any contact with men, and as a result, she doesn’t know how to talk to men very well.

Even when I talk to Joo-hyun, it’s almost all about childhood stories, and I’m starting to run out of material, so I don’t know how to talk to him.

‘Wow… If I had known this would happen, I would have gone to a co-ed school… Or even if I had gone, I might still not have been able to communicate…’

She was so timid that she barely made any friends even though she went to an all-girls school, so if she had gone to a co-ed school, there’s a high chance that she wouldn’t have been able to become close with anyone.

‘Even in college, everyone only talked about how men are bad, so it got worse…’

Sojin attended an all-women’s university, but for some reason, there were quite a few female students who were hostile toward men, so she felt quite reluctant.

So, I hardly ever talked to girls during my college years, so my social skills didn’t develop much and I spent my college years alone. I focused only on my studies in order to graduate as quickly as possible, so I ended up graduating six months early.

Since the only man she had ever talked to before she started working was her adoptive father, she doesn’t know how to have a conversation, so she can’t keep up a conversation with Joo-hyun for very long even when they’re alone.

There are quite a few times when we are together in silence, but even that silence is not awkward and she feels comfortable when she is with Joohyun.

She knows very well what she feels for him, but she can’t express it because he has a girlfriend, and she’s frustrated because she can’t be with him even if she wants to.

Even if we just text or call each other, she would probably be satisfied with the way she is now, but Sojin doesn’t really know how to text or call a guy and is quite concerned about his girlfriend.

“If you’re dating my brother, you must be prettier, kinder, and more like a lady than me…”

Although she has not yet heard any detailed stories about Joo-hyun’s girlfriend, she has already decided in her delusions that her girlfriend is a woman who is far superior to her in every way.

It is a delusion that comes from a lack of confidence in oneself and a sense of entitlement, but the sad reality is that it is not as wrong as one might think, but Sojin does not know to that extent.

She is troubled by the situation where she is reluctant to contact Joo-hyun as her desire to get closer to him is mixed with her worry that she might hurt him if she approaches him.

“Still, it seems like the team leader and my brother are becoming close…. At first, he was cold to senior Jisoo, but now he seems to have gotten closer…”

Although it may be socially frowned upon to show interest in a man who has a girlfriend, talking about work-related matters or just being friends is not a big deal.

In fact, from Sojin’s perspective, the team leader and Joohyun seemed to be on a pretty friendly level, and she also saw that Jisoo had been getting along well with them recently, so she thought it would be okay for her to approach them.

‘But I….’

She has already grown too much to be just a colleague or a close friend, so she knows very well that she has impure intentions, and it is even harder for her to approach him.

If she had just been friends with the team leader or Jisoo, she wouldn’t have had the same worries as she does now, but what she really wants is a relationship that goes beyond that.

However, since she is a kind-hearted person to begin with, she thinks that her feelings are a nuisance to Joo-hyun and his girlfriend, so she has been worrying a lot about contacting him on weekends for several weeks now.

If Sojin gets closer to him and their relationship crosses the line, Yeonji, Joohyun’s girlfriend, will like it, but he feels even more sorry because he thinks of her as an innocent woman without knowing that fact.

“Wow… Oppa…”

To be honest, Sojin feels jealous of Yeonji

He liked her first and got to know her first, but he feels jealous as well as regretful that she is dating him first.

Of course, she knows very well that this jealousy is ridiculous, but since human emotions are something that cannot be helped, she just suffers alone with regret.

“Sigh…..I can’t send it….I’ll just go to work and see…”

Sojin, who had been worrying all day and couldn’t even send a text message, let alone a phone call, went to the computer with a gloomy heart.

“Let’s play a game…”

She turned on her computer to play games, which was her only hobby and one of her most enjoyable.

She stays home on weekends, so she plays games in a dark room with the curtains drawn, wearing only panties and a short-sleeved shirt. She doesn’t know that her wish and dream will come true later, and she spends her time alone with a slightly depressed mind today as well.

Without even knowing that Joo-hyun was carrying Soo-jung around in his portable onahole at this very moment…