episode_0236

Early morning.

Yoo Ah-rin and I came to the convenience store inside the school. Since we both spent a lot of money yesterday, we just had cup ramen for breakfast.

Slurp.

Slurp.

In the silence, all I could hear was the sound of noodles sliding down the noodles. Since it was cup ramen, I ate it quickly, and although I was full, I was left with a feeling of regret.

As I didn’t get up from my seat, Yu Ah-rin sighed deeply and said.

“What, what can I do? I heard that I’m going to listen to the first lecture with Seo Ye-rin.”

“You say it so easily because it’s someone else’s business?”

“I don’t know, right?”

Look at him shrugging his shoulders and grumbling. If he really couldn’t fight, I would’ve pounced on him right away.

I covered my face, squeezed my eyes shut, and muttered.

“Ah, because of Yoo Ah-rin. I said I was just going back home yesterday.”

“Yu A-rin… …because of that?”

Was it because I was annoyed?

I can feel the heat in the voice of Yua Rin sitting across from me.

“This kid enjoyed everything he could and now he blames me?”

“I told you from the beginning that I was going home!”

“What is that brat saying when I tell him to stop and he keeps doing it until 5 minutes before I leave!”

“Why are you cosplaying as a cat! If you had such mean thoughts when we met yesterday, we wouldn’t have met!”

“This kid is crossing the line?! So you didn’t like it? I was the only one who liked it, you kid? What the heck!”

“… … .”

“Even though I kept telling you to stop, you kept pushing it in anyways! Why did you only buy three condoms?”

“… … .”

“Be honest. You bought a few on purpose. So you ended up finishing them all!”

This year, you’ve clearly been a master of conversation since yesterday.

When I close my mouth because I have nothing to say, Yoo Ah-rin puts an end to it while grumbling.

“You little shit, your thighs are still cold.”

“… … Sorry.”

I did something I was told not to do, but it was a bit forced. Isn’t this exactly what it means to pay back at night what you got during the day?

Surprisingly, we may have good chemistry.

“Ah, okay. I have a class this morning, so I’ll take you there and go.”

“Okay, I understand.”

After cleaning up what Yu Ah-rin ate and what I ate, I turn my back to Yu Ah-rin.

“Oh my, it hurts so bad.”

Yoo Ah-rin, who was carried on my back while squirming.

“Let’s go quickly. If someone sees us, we’ll be embarrassed.”

“Arin, you said you had time before class started, so while you wait, take a good look at the bamboo forest. Someone else took a picture of this and uploaded it for no reason.”

“Confirm.”

I carried Yu Ah-rin on my back, who had difficulty moving because of me, and went straight to Yu Ah-rin’s classroom.

I thought it was some kind of diet.

If yesterday’s me overate, today’s me will have to deal with it.

Yesterday’s me was intoxicated with pleasure, so today’s me must take care of the aftermath.

but.

Still, it was good.

“Don’t touch my butt.”

“To make it stable, you need to do this.”

“I get that, but don’t move your finger, you punk.”

“I’m anxious, that’s why.”

When you’re anxious, don’t you just wiggle your fingers and stuff?

It’s something similar to that.

……maybe.

* * *

It was exactly as I expected.

– Anonymous454: This morning in front of the school, a couple picture (photo). I’m so fucking jealous.

There were a few pictures of me carrying Yua Rin in the bamboo forest, but I deleted them like a sword.

They wondered why they disappeared, but when I brought up things like portrait rights, they naturally became quiet.

Because posting a picture like that was literally a ‘no’.

Even the smallest spark could be extinguished gracefully.

“Hoo.”

I was sitting in the empty classroom, taking a deep breath, shaking my legs, something I don’t usually do.

I’m sweating and feeling chills all over my body, and I just want to go back, but I can’t skip school because final exams start next week.

‘I wish Seo Ye-rin hadn’t come.’

I sincerely hoped for that, but my wish didn’t come true at all.

I came a little early and was alone in the classroom, but unfortunately, I was the last one to come in.

“Ah, Woojina.”

Because it was Seo Ye-rin.

‘Fuck.’

Why on earth did he come so early when no one was there?

I’m not usually late, but I’m not the type to be extremely early either.

“Yes, Yerin! Wow, you came!”

Although his voice was hoarse, he tried to greet me as if nothing had happened.

If it’s obvious, then it’s obvious.

I start by saying something random to Seo Ye-rin, who is sitting next to me.

“You’re early?! You’re really early. There’s still some time before class starts.”

“Yeah, I saw a picture of you carrying a baby in the bamboo forest. That’s why I quickly prepared and came.”

What the fuck.

I clearly deleted it.

I forgot that this guy lives in a bamboo forest.

I never thought you’d check it faster than me and Yoo Ah-rin.

Seo Ye-rin takes out her writing tools and notebook while preparing to attend a lecture without any worries.

Seo Ye-rin takes a deep breath as if she’s finished preparing, then smiles brightly and looks at me.

You have a really pretty smile.

This is a person who lives off of his looks.

I wish you weren’t so angry.

“Woojina, I watched a documentary with my mom and dad yesterday.”

A documentary out of the blue?

But anything is fine.

Let’s just respond to any topic of conversation.

“What! What kind of documentary is that? I secretly like that kind of stuff too. No, isn’t that especially more fun during exam periods?”

“That’s right, I watched it without realizing how much time had passed. It was a documentary about the Joseon Dynasty.”

“Wow, I love the Joseon Dynasty. Civilian and military officials! Kings! Secret royal inspectors! Just a romantic era! I really like it too!”

Is this kid mentally ill?

You’re making such a fuss that it makes me think that way, but what does it matter?

When I’m angry, the person I’m most afraid of is Seo Ye-rin.

‘Isn’t it, Choi Yi-seo?’

Well, anyway.

We were both equally scared, so we closed our eyes and went in without any hesitation.

“That’s right, it was fun. The eunuch part was especially fun.”

“Ah! That’s right-!”

He was about to answer while continuing to laugh excitedly, but then suddenly his words and actions stopped.

If you’re a eunuch.

“My… … time?”

“Yeah, that’s right.”

Sweat drips down my forehead.

I tried to force a smile and respond, but the thought of the eunuch spinning around in my head was just a whirlwind.

“It was strange. Surprisingly, it is said that you can’t become a eunuch through surgery. In the Joseon Dynasty, you shouldn’t harm the body your parents gave you.”

“Oh, oh. I see… … .”

“But I heard there were places that did it illegally. How could they endure it when they couldn’t even anesthetize it?”

Shit, I think I’m going to cry.

I miss my mom.

“That’s right.”

As I forcefully respond while sobbing, Seo Ye-rin crosses her legs and smiles coldly.

“But people in the past all endured it. I guess you can endure it.”

“Yes, Yerin.”

“And I learned a few more interesting facts.”

I don’t want to know.

I wanted to cover my ears, but I had no choice but to listen to Seo Ye-rin’s explanation, whose eyes were no longer smiling.

“A transaction that involves cutting off the testicles, not the penis. In many cases, when the testicles are cut off in childhood, erection is impossible.”

What the hell kind of documentary goes into such detail.

Now I want to question the production company that made the documentary.

Without realizing it, I lowered my head toward my lower body.

I felt like the guy was talking to me.

Thank you for your hard work so far.

Whoosh.

Seo Ye-rin grabbed my chin and forcibly turned my gaze towards her.

Our eyes met and she continued her explanation as if nothing had happened.

“But they say that if you cut off your testicles as an adult, you can have an erection.”

“Oh, really? That’s really amazing… … .”

“That’s right, thank goodness.”

Why is that fortunate?

I bite my lip and glance at the classroom door. Seeing that no one is coming to rescue me, I finally…

“Yerin, I’m sorry!”

I immediately got up and shouted with my head bowed, because it seemed like there was no other way to survive.

“I should have been more thoughtful in many ways! Forgive me for falling for temptation!”

A moment of silence.

“Hoo.”

The ending was a long sigh.

“Woojin, I won’t hide my jealousy. I won’t suppress my annoyance either.”

“… … .”

“Because it’s your choice. If you can’t hold out, you can just pick anyone.”

Because it holds everyone, no one can leave.

Seo Ye-rin, who had been scolding me like that, sighed deeply and tapped the seat where I was sitting.

“I really want to pull it out, but… … .”

“Oh.”

“That’s not going to work. Sit down and think about it. How can I make you calm down?”

I sat down quietly and began to think seriously.

How can we cheer up Seo Ye-rin when she’s angry?

No matter how much I thought about it, the answer was only one.

“Shall we have sex after we’re done?”

I said that with a thumbs up, but Seo Ye-rin glared at me, genuinely annoyed.

“Woojin, don’t you think I’m too easy of a woman who just needs you to have sex with me?”

Got it.

In the first place, he’s the guy who says he wants to have sex anonymously every day.

Then, it is inevitable that the thinking will end up in that direction.

I didn’t feel wronged, but I tried to hide it and thought about something else.

“Um, can you give me a hint or something?”

“I don’t know how to calm my anger down either, give me a hint.”

“… … .”

What the heck, this is so tricky.

I wanted to say that, but is there any way to forgive a man who slept with another woman in the first place?

In the midst of worrying about this and that but not finding an answer.

“… … .”

Touched.

I just reached out and touched Seo Ye-rin’s chest.

“… … Are you kidding me?”

If it were normal, I would have accepted it with a smile, but this time it was different. Seo Ye-rin glared at me with a cold gaze that reminded me of Choi Yi-seo.

“Sorry, I wanted to touch your big boobs. I was a little disappointed yesterday.”

I praised her, saying that it was a feeling that even the small Yua Rin couldn’t feel.

“I’m annoyed.”

I wonder if it backfired.

I guess it backfired.

I tried to pull my hand away and apologize, but Seo Ye-rin muttered while secretly sticking her chest out.

“Haa, keep thinking about it.”

Although I try hard to hide it, I find myself enjoying touching my own breasts.

I don’t think it’s all solved though.

‘What, this works?’

First of all, the fire was in the shape of a string.

“I have to text the child.”

“Shut up!”

Of course, stopping Seo Ye-rin from setting fire to other places was another story.