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Episode 233

‘Phew… Is it almost over…’

My head is pounding from the meetings and work that have been going on since morning. Actually, these are things that could have been done a little more leisurely. But I wanted to get it all done as quickly as possible.

That way, I would be able to focus solely on Aela’s humiliation without being distracted by annoying things.

Carmel came in a little after lunch. Because of the wound. Carmel was in charge of changing my bandages and applying medicine.

Thanks to the excellent performance of the restorative medicine, the wound was healing quickly. Where the bandage had been removed, new, light pink skin was sprouting. It’s still a little sensitive, but it doesn’t hurt.

Carmel silently applied white ointment to my back as I sat back with my top off. It’s a soft touch. I quietly called Carmel.

“Mother.”

“Why? Does it hurt?”

“No… It’s not that… It’s because of what happened yesterday.”

Carmel’s hand, which was applying ointment, pauses for a moment. Carmel said while moving her hand again.

“Okay… I have no intention of going against your wishes. It’s true that Mom… Aila committed a crime that deserves death. But… to be honest, I don’t know.”

I glanced back at Carmel. Carmel looked straight ahead without averting her eyes.

“Aila is a dangerous person. Probably the best person I’ve ever met. There may be far more sins to commit in the future than the sins we have committed so far.”

“Yes, that’s right…”

“Even in the Book of Enekra, there was no magic that permanently changed a person’s mind. To make that possible, you would need a type of magic like Mystilia that is activated periodically by pouring in a huge amount of mana.”

And a huge number of people were sacrificed to create that enormous mana.

It is said that it is that difficult to change a person’s mind.

Of course, there is no need to continue for hundreds of years like Mystilia.

“Yeah, I wasn’t dissatisfied with that. I just hoped that Aila would change, but if she continues to be a threat to you and the kingdom, it might be best to cut off the aftermath.”

On the outside, Carmel didn’t seem very heartbroken. I don’t know what it would be like in reality.

While we had a brief conversation, the process of applying the ointment was completed. Next is the turn of the front. I turned around and opened my arms to Carmel.

The wounds on my chest, shoulders, and arms were now almost gone. Carmel silently applied ointment there and brought back a clean bandage.

Due to the action of the ointment, a bandage is applied over slightly warm skin. Maybe the next time I solve this it will be clean.

I suddenly spoke to Carmel, who was busy moving her hands and concentrating on her work.

“Actually, I have almost no memories of my mother.”

“Huh? Me?”

“No, it’s a story about my biological mother. Before I was Princess Sera, when I lived in another world, I was an orphan. Even as Sera, she had absolutely no memory of the former queen…”

In general, for a person, a mother would be an object of longing and affection. That was exactly what I knew.

Although I understood Carmel’s desire for Aila to be alive, even though she knew that she was a villain who could not be saved, I could not really understand it.

“Sera…”

Carmel looked like she didn’t know what to say. I didn’t really mean to embarrass Carmel. It wasn’t even that I wanted sympathy.

“No, you don’t have to look at it that way. You don’t want something you’ve never experienced, right? I don’t really feel anything. Really.”

“So…?”

Carmel closed her mouth and seemed to be thinking about something. Then he blushed a little and opened his mouth.

“Perhaps… that was why? When I became your father’s queen, the reason you targeted me… was because you wanted to feel motherhood from me?”

“Uh… no, that’s not it. Because I didn’t look at my mother as a mother from the beginning. From the beginning, I was always looking at it from a sexual perspective.”

“Eh, huh…? Me, really?”

“Of course. Who would do such perverted things to their mother?”

Carmel fell silent for a moment at my words. A little longer than the silence just before. Maybe it was a mistake. Now that I think about it, the person who did that yesterday is right in front of me.

But Carmel was preoccupied with something other than that point.

“I, I… have always considered you my daughter…”

“…Are you kidding?”

“Oh, no… You may call them stepbrothers, but first of all, you and I are mother and daughter, right? Of course, if she isn’t a daughter, then what is she? Is it strange to think that way?”

“…Um…”

This is a shocking truth that is only now being revealed. I was at a loss for words for a moment. Carmel also stopped moving her hands and looked at me with a shocked face.

“So, my mother… was always happy while doing such incredible things to me, whom she thought was her daughter…? Well, that’s a bit…”

“Yes, you made it like that! At the end of every word, he calls out “Mother,” “Mom!” Me, I… everything, of course…”

It certainly was. The title I used to call Carmel was always Mother. It was clearly intended to stimulate Carmel’s sense of shame and immorality.

It seems that it was more effective than I thought. Maybe it has become a castle wall…

“So, then, your mother… considered me her daughter, but obeyed my request to become her wife? Wow, wow…”

“That’s…! It was threats and coercion! I was driven into a situation where I had no choice but to accept those conditions…!”

I did. I did that, but…

I was very surprised at the fact that Carmel accepted my relationship with a sense that was close to that of a true relative.

Because I always thought of Carmel as a lover and as a woman, regardless of her position in this world.

It may have been possible because I had observed this world from the outside. Because I came from outside, I was able to accept all the elements of this place as a kind of setting. My relationship with Carmel was also like that.

I calmed down my embarrassed feelings a little. Well, even if there was a slight difference in perception, it doesn’t make any difference.

In a way, Carmel was savoring her relationship with me at a deeper level than I was. This is a story about how he gained indescribable pleasure from being messed with and dominated by his daughter.

In other words, Carmel was not just a masochistic pervert, but an enormous masochistic pervert with incestuous attributes added to it. Carmel herself was blushing and raising her eyebrows as if she were angry. This is the facial expression that appears when one is extremely embarrassed.

“You, you, I… What kind of feelings have I had all this time… Ugh…”

“I know, I know. I understand everything. You don’t like your daughter being embarrassed or doing dirty things to her, right? Oh my.”

“…Ugh, uhhh…”

Carmel looked at me indignantly. However, there seemed to be no room for objection. The walls of Carmel will now be exactly as I described.

I smiled quietly as I watched Carmel, so embarrassed and helpless. For some reason, I smiled even more happily than usual.

Suddenly a thought occurred to me. I thought it was a stupid idea and immediately put it away, but strangely enough, I couldn’t get it out of my mind.

Well, it’s not really anything special. It’s just a matter of temporarily adjusting to the walls of Carmel, the role assigned to it in this world, and the setting in the story. It’s a momentary whim, and it’s nothing more than something to try once for fun.

Carmel seems to have noticed that I was hesitant for some reason. I think I would be more embarrassed if I didn’t do it now.

I said, looking at Carmel. A completely different voice came out than I expected.

“…Mom.”

Carmel’s eyes widen significantly. For some reason, I found it difficult to sit still.

“Um, no, it’s not that good either. Please just pretend you didn’t hear, mother. I just said it as a test…”

The moment I said that, Carmel suddenly hugged me. Carmel’s soft body touched my freshly bandaged skin.

It’s warm.

“Sera… If you want, I will be your mother and lover. I’ve never done it before… but I can do it for you.”

When I hear Carmel’s voice, I feel like I want to leave myself in Carmel’s arms. Even though I was already in Carmel’s arms, I suddenly felt like I really missed being in Carmel’s arms.

“…Your mother is greedy. You want love as a daughter and love as a lover at the same time…”

“That’s right… I want to do anything for you… I don’t want you to feel lonely… even for a moment.”

“Now, you’re saying such embarrassing things…”

“This is also because of you… You made me sound embarrassed every time…”

…I did that. Although the direction of shame is slightly different.

I stayed in that state with Carmel for a while, intoxicated by the warm feeling inside my head.