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by adminEpisode 230 – Princess, Ariana Crowfield 43 –
A few more days have passed since Ariana was arrested.
and. In the end, what I wanted was revealed.
An operation to assassinate saints and the Pope.
Its disclosure literally turned the duchy upside down.
The duke was arrested.
In the end, he ended up in prison.
It was the same with Ariana.
After all, she was also involved to some extent.
“So why do you want to visit? This is a woman who hates you. There is no need to go there.”
“At least you need to know the reason. There is a reason for everything in the world. I want to hear why you hate me.”
“In this world, there are people who hate someone for no reason. I’ve seen it for a long time.”
“I thought that was the case too, but it turned out not to be so. It’s an experience.”
It’s true that Alice has gone through more hardships than me.
In terms of experience, I am superior.
Because I have a past life.
“You may commit self-destruction. Black magic that costs your life is more dangerous than you think. If you are not prepared, you may end up living with a disability.”
“Don’t worry. At least you won’t be stretched out after being hit by a bomb like the princess.”
“… Don’t talk like that.”
In any case, the schedule for the visit has already been scheduled.
A camp where high-ranking political prisoners are imprisoned.
I turned towards that place.
There was nothing special inside.
It was just a fairly decent prison.
Serious human rights violations.
Just a space with nothing else.
It was like a nice prison in a Nordic country.
Most of the people here are sentenced to death anyway.
This may be done to show the final respect.
“You can barely see what it was like before. Ariana Crowfield.”
A space we arrived at following the guidance of the guard.
Ariana Crowfield was there.
There was no trace of its previous appearance.
The hair that once boasted of growing beautifully became dull.
The pupils lost their vitality and became dry and twisted.
Although he wasn’t friendly, he was active.
Now I feel despondent like an abandoned puppy.
“What… Are you here to mock me?”
“Yes.”
She laughed at my calm words.
It seemed absurd.
“I didn’t think it would come with just that. So what’s the other reason?”
“You know me well?”
“I tried to kill you. Of course I should have investigated.”
Is it a disaster to protect the land?
According to that, Ariana could never beat me.
There must be so much I’m hiding.
“Anyway, let me explain the reason. Ultimately, I’m curious. About why you hate me. To be honest, there are a lot of people who hate me. I don’t attack with such ignorance.
The plan was meticulous, though. The motivation was radical. I couldn’t find a reason to be hostile towards me to this extent. So you should ask directly.”
You may not tell me.
Then that’s enough.
If you move on like that, it’s over. I don’t need anything else.
If you tell me, it’s awesome.
After several logical deductions. I discovered that there is a reason to do something, but there is no reason not to do it.
So I have to do it.
“There is no particular reason. You might just not like it.”
“That’s possible. But shall we remember our first meeting?”
“I don’t even remember.”
“Of course. Because my first meeting with you wasn’t that bad. You started hating me almost three years after we first met.”
You can’t just dislike it.
It’s not that there aren’t people like that.
Just an unlikable person.
Someone I don’t like for some reason.
Such people clearly exist.
However, in that case, it is normal for things to have gone awry from the first meeting.
Me and her met quite often when we were young.
The relationship was fine for a while.
But at some point, she started to hate me.
So there must be a reason.
I don’t know.
“If there is nothing in particular, what do you do?”
“I guess I have no choice but to explain my guess. I’m just not sure. I managed to catch it.”
I’m not sure though. At least there was a story with potential.
So I did a separate investigation. I got a general idea.
I explained my guess.
“It’s strange to see what you’ve done so far. I couldn’t understand why it was like that.
However, the patterns of people who cannot think rationally and act in extreme ways are similar. I was able to get inspiration from there.”
If your life is extreme, your personality will be extreme as well.
The emperor of an empire and the youngest child of a slum cannot have the same personality.
Therefore, they are extreme in some way.
Those who are extreme in the negative direction.
It shows similar behavior.
“Extreme people react most passionately to those who deny them. Even if I have a normal mind like you. suddenly. Radically.”
What do sociopaths hate most?
The correct answer is a good person.
Due to an innate problem, they see others as nothing more than chess pieces for themselves.
I think it’s just hypocrisy and cosplay to do good deeds without any reward.
This is an act that cannot be understood from their perspective.
This is because it is a denial of oneself who cannot do good deeds without compensation.
Who do men-haters, represented by extreme feminism, hate the most?
Men from your country?
Unfortunately, it’s wrong.
They are women of their own country. Among them, they hate women who are praised by men the most.
The reason they dislike men is because they were criticized and despised by men.
That’s because I think it’s a problem of men who practice misogyny.
That’s why they hate women who men like.
This is because it was a denial of myself for being ignored and criticized due to men’s misogyny.
Who do people who give up on exams after several attempts hate the most?
People stuck at once?
Wouldn’t people who passed the test at first be disliked the most because they didn’t have any hardships, unlike those who failed?
Wrong.
The answer is that he hates people the most who, like him, tried several times but, unlike him, succeeded in passing.
Even though I was the same as myself until I passed the exam.
Because in the end, I succeeded after hard work.
In the end, unlike myself, who gave up and tried to comfort me by telling me not to try anything that didn’t work and to just quit.
In the end, since he succeeded in passing the exam, he is compared to himself and the life he worked so hard to imagine is denied.
After many attempts, I finally gave up because I couldn’t succeed.
Because it is denied as an example that it is okay if you try hard.
They hate successful candidates the most after several attempts.
“… ”
“So, say it again. What on earth happened? Surely you thought it was okay when I did all sorts of weird things in the beginning, right? But why did you suddenly hate it?”
Although she was definitely confused at first, she didn’t dislike me.
But at some point, he suddenly started hating me.
in other words. Being less dignified doesn’t mean denying her life.
“… The majority of humans… They hate people who are better than them.”
She tried to disguise her actions.
It’s as if his own inferiority complex is the cause, not the reason I said.
“Don’t put too much effort into packaging. I guess they’re trying to say that it’s unfair because I’m brute forcefully stronger. I was powerless when you hated me.”
I may not know it now, but back then, she and I had the upper hand.
My family is better, and my looks are just as good.
Because on my side, I was living with my talents completely hidden.
“And when you are denied more than a well-off person. Humans react more passionately.”
People with low self-esteem dislike people who are better than themselves.
However, I hate people who deny themselves just by existing more than I hate people who are proud.
In the case of well-off humans. It’s possible that by chance, you could end up being that great person.
“Something that is denied as one’s own. It can never happen.”
This is because I know very well that a person who denies life just by existing alone can never become that person unless he or she is reborn.
A person who succeeded in deceiving a sociopath?
If you were smarter, you could have reversed course and climbed up.
The man that man-haters hate so much?
There may be a man who likes you like beans sprouting in a drought.
What do people who failed after trying several times think they passed the exam in one try?
If you are lucky, you may also pass the test in one go.
however.
Good people.
A pretty woman.
The person who passed after many failures.
Because of a congenital defect, it is impossible to become a good person to the core.
Because no matter how much I take care of my appearance, I can’t be told that I’m pretty.
Because you can’t pass the exam without getting frustrated despite multiple failures.
I hate it.
Sociopaths could not admit that they were defective products.
The man-hater could not understand that he was in a position to be hated by men.
Those who failed couldn’t admit that they didn’t try hard, using the excuse of mental fatigue caused by several failures.
It wasn’t the smart people that everyone hated.
These were people who denied themselves.
So, if someone dislikes a certain character the most.
Either that person still has little experience.
That being would be a person who denies that person’s life.
“So, please tell me. What happened to you? As I can see from you, while I’m concentrating on cleaning up after myself.
I don’t think he actually wants me to change.”
But the human heart is truly like a reed.
Many emotions tend to mix together in one emotion.
If she truly hated me and wanted me to correct my behavior.
All I have to do is submit an official request to my family.
If the Crowfield family made an official request.
My father probably didn’t know what to do and cast a contract spell on me.
But she didn’t.
Even though there were countless ways.
“You know what? Humans absolutely hate people who deny themselves, but… Do you really want to be like that person?
So, even though I hate them so much and want to kill them, I still support people who come out of secondary creations rather than reality.”
Sociopaths also want to be good people.
This is because people praise it on their own, and they also realize that they are abnormal in many ways.
Man-haters also want to be pretty women.
Because I want to become a pretty woman and be loved by men.
Those who gave up on the exam also want to become people who passed after hard work.
It would also be nice to stick it all at once. This is because I want to say that I succeeded after overcoming all the wasted time.
Although they hate beings who deny themselves.
That’s just because you can’t be them.
If I can, I will try to do it.
“So what happened? If I’m wrong, please correct me. What happened that made me deny you?”
Maybe not.
Because humans cannot just make conclusions based on logic like this.
But she can’t say anything now.
Therefore, this is true only for her.
Logic is also important.
In order to persuade the other person, it is necessary to make logical errors.
“… ”
She closed her eyes after hearing me.
It was an expression of resignation to everything.
Haha
I hear a light laugh.
Not long after, her eyes opened.
Our eyes met.
It was at that moment that Ariana’s mouth opened.
“Why did I attack you to the point of tilting the family?”
ruler. Now everything is given.
So say it.
What was it about me that denied her?
“Have you ever been denied life?”
Words soon burst out of her mouth.
“Have you ever had a moment where your entire life was denied?”
I’m guessing you’re asking if you’ve had the experience you mentioned before.
there is. It’s called reincarnation.
So I answered yes.
“… Then you know too. How does it feel?”
I know it well.
What am I? What kind of existence is it? What is me?
Can you really define me?
Am I also me now?
Isn’t it just another being with memories?
What was it that you lived so hard for?
Who is my family?
Can I really call them family?
Are the families left on Earth really family?
Many thoughts passed through me when I was young.
“You don’t know what to do. What if you were in that situation? You can eliminate that situation. Then what are you going to do?”
I was ambiguous.
I am a reincarnation who denied everything human. It’s not something that can be eliminated. It’s not something that can be reversed.
Even back then, I was afraid of dying, so I couldn’t stop it.
But what if.
Not reincarnation. If the end was just for the disease to be completely cured and metastasized.
I would have done that.
Because ‘me’ is not something that can be easily given up.
“I am like that. And in my case, I was able to eliminate a situation where my life, myself as a person, and the path I had walked were denied.”
In my case it was impossible.
But if it were possible, I would have tried it.
This is a natural flow.
Because she actually did that too.
Ariana Crowfield.
A woman who was a minor duke of the Crowfield dukedom.
The one who denied her life.
“Because your existence denied my life.”
It was me.
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