episode_0226

-Thud.

His penis, revealed from under his pants, fell with a dull sound between his thighs.

It wasn’t fully erect like when I touched it in the bathroom last time. It was more like a half-erect state, if you had to compare.

I felt a bit embarrassed that after touching my chest so eagerly, he only got half hard. Maybe my chest doesn’t feel as sexy to him anymore.

“R-Release? It’s embarrassing if you stare at it so intently….”

“…Sorry.”

I almost blurted out the same words about why he was still only at this level even after letting me touch his chest, almost making the atmosphere more dangerous than it already was.

‘…Well, as long as it gets hard, it doesn’t matter.’

By letting me touch his chest, Edan feels psychological comfort, and I help relieve his sexual desire by touching his member. And since Edan touches my body as I touch his, there’s no need for him to feel embarrassed or guilty.

After all, I knew better than anyone that a man’s desire fades away as soon as he takes a step back, so getting this sticky penis hard was no big deal….

‘…Sticky?’

It was only then that I could notice the familiar yet unpleasantly sticky sensation in my hand.

It wasn’t just the tip of the member that was moist, but the whole thing coming out of Edan’s underwear was sticky. And only then did I start to smell a faint scent similar to night flowers.

And that’s when I roughly understood why Edan’s erection had stopped at half.

“Edan-nim.”

“…Yes.”

“Did you… finish before I took off your clothes?”

“……”

Edan’s slightly embarrassed expression and the way he turned his head slightly were the answer, and I realized that I had made a mistake this time.

It was almost like indirectly asking if he had premature ejaculation. Criticizing a man in this aspect would hurt his pride as a man.

It was a moment when I committed a rudeness that should not be done as a full-time maid, so naturally, I deeply bowed my head.

“I-I’m sorry, Edan-nim. I dare to ask such a rude question….”

“…It’s okay, Relise. I-I got too excited, that’s why it happened.”

Although I belatedly apologized, it was uncertain whether Edan’s wounded pride would return. I had created this situation to relieve Edan’s sexual desire, but ended up giving him only embarrassment.

‘…Well, anyway, since he finished, does that mean his desire is relieved?’

Although my plan to relieve him by shaking his hand ended forcibly, since I made him ejaculate, along with this sticky fluid, his desire was also relieved.

And my purpose was to prevent him from attacking me while asleep by relieving his desire first. In that sense, not touching him and making him ejaculate was actually a gain, preventing any misunderstandings about why his member was only half hard even though I was touching his chest.

‘Well, that’s right. It’s not like anyone else, Edan won’t get hard while touching my chest.’

Because he hadn’t relieved his desire for so long, he must have felt uncomfortable enough to ejaculate on his own. Now that the misunderstanding was cleared up, the slightly uncomfortable feeling faded away again. So now, I can just put his clothes back on, wash up, and go to bed….

‘…Wait, hold on.’

If I go to bed in this state right now, something weird is bound to happen.

It would be better to take off Edan’s pants and reach a climax as soon as my hand touches it, at least then I would have the excuse that I brought Edan to a climax. It was a strange situation to undress him, confirm that Edan had already climaxed, and then dress him again.

If I did that, ultimately, I would be undressing Edan not to resolve his sexual desire but simply to see and touch his private parts, which would be unacceptable.

It was a moment when my dedication as a full-time maid turned into the antics of a perverted maid. …Of course, not all full-time maids would engage in resolving sexual desires.

‘Since it’s come to this, I should just make it cheaper…’

Having not resolved Edan’s sexual desire for half a year, there was some justification for bringing him to climax twice.

Ordinary men in their twenties in modern times may not be able to do it, but they usually resolve their sexual desires through masturbation once a week, sometimes even once a day. Resolving six months’ worth of sexual desire with two climaxes was much less compared to the average frequency of masturbation.

-Drip, drip.

“Re, Release…? What are you doing?”

“From now on, I will help Edan Lord to stand again.”

“…What?”

“While I am helping Edan Lord to stand, please wait quietly, or spend time by caressing my chest.”

I wiped the sticky liquid on Edan’s penis with the white gloves I had on, and then I took my two hands to the clean penis and moved them up and down.

Even though it was still a bit soft, it was a size that couldn’t be held with both hands. Probably, if it were to fully erect from here, the size would increase a bit more.

When I saw it last time, it was roughly the length of my two fists, so I remember it being around 20 centimeters. I roughly touched it and remembered the size so I could compare it later with the length of my palm.

In other words, I had to increase the size a bit more to bring him to climax. Making it hard was also the same.

“Wait, Release. I’m fine. I was already satisfied with what we just did.”

“No, it’s not enough yet. Edan Lord tried to attack me because I couldn’t resolve his sexual desire for the past half year, so this time, I must completely satisfy him without any doubts remaining.”

“Wait… I, I just climaxed a little while ago, so it’s a bit sensitive, so please go slowly….”

…Ah, right. I should go a bit slower.

Recalling the memories of when I was a man, I stroked my hand between Edan’s legs, gradually increasing the size of his private part….

-Drip, drip.

“….”

“….Ugh.”

-Rub, rub.

“….”

“Ugh, hah….”

…Why isn’t it getting bigger?

Even though my hand was moving up and down on Edan’s private part, his penis remained semi-erect without any significant changes in size.

It was not the originally hard and thick object but still thin and flaccid. It seemed that he had released all the built-up sexual desire when he climaxed earlier.

‘This shouldn’t be happening.’

It might have been possible to end it as a mistake if I had known that he had climaxed and dressed him again, but I was already holding and caressing his private part for several minutes with the intention of making it stand again.

Putting this object back into his pants as if nothing had happened would be an unacceptable act as a servant, and as a woman who knows a man’s body best, it was a blow to my self-esteem.

‘I have to somehow make it stand again and make it cheaper.’

If touching it with my hand doesn’t make it hard, then it’s probably a psychological issue. So, if I perform a psychologically satisfying act for Eden in return, his thing would harden again.

What Eden wants the most is probably a physical relationship with me. Naturally, I couldn’t give him that.

At the very least, I couldn’t afford to lose my status as a saint at this point, not until I pass on the power to Cerista or at least to MacHart. My saintly status was something I absolutely couldn’t lose.

‘Engaging in acts that compromise my purity is not allowed, but there must be a way to stimulate him more than just with my hand, to make him feel more affection towards me…’

After organizing my thoughts in this manner, the only act that naturally came to mind was ‘that act.’ And so, with determination, I quietly brought my face towards Eden’s lower body.

*Suck.*

“Lilith? What are you doing right now…?”

“…Hmph.”

*Slurp.*

“Ugh…!”

With my teeth hidden inside my lips, I opened my mouth wide and swallowed Eden’s thing.

After a handjob comes fellatio. In adult videos or erotic comics from my past life, escalating acts followed this basic order.

And of course, sex would come next, but that was a part I absolutely couldn’t allow. However, performing fellatio was borderline safe, so it was acceptable. Strictly speaking, as long as I didn’t lose my ‘virginity,’ other acts had little to do with my status as a saint.

Honestly, putting a man’s thing in my mouth was a repulsive act, and I still disliked even looking at or touching someone else’s thing. But for now, it was important to get Eden’s thing hard again, and for that, I thought it would be okay to do it anyway.

Above all, Eden’s thing was something I had seen before, so it didn’t make me uncomfortable or create any aversion.

*Slurp, slurp.*

“Ugh, ugh.”

“Ugh, ugh.”

“Lilith…!”

*Slurp, slurp.*

“Ugh, ugh.”

“Ugh, ugh.”

“Suddenly doing that… Ah, ugh…!”

Fortunately, it seemed that sucking on it had some effect, as Eden’s thing grew in size as soon as I put it in my mouth. Just as I expected, Eden, being a man, was susceptible to this kind of thing.

After letting it grow a little more, I shook it with my hand in its enlarged state to reach a conclusion…

*Slurp, slurp.*

“Ugh, ugh.”

“Ugh, ugh.”

“Lilith…!”

*Thud.*

“Ugh…?”

Just as I was about to take Eden’s thing out after sucking on it to return it to its original state, I felt something like a hand pressing against the back of my head. Realizing something was off, I tried to pull back, but it was already too late.

*Slurp, slurp.*

“Ugh?! Ugh!”

“Ah, ah! Lilith! Lilith!”

*Slurp!*

“Ugh…!! Ugh!”

“Lilith! This feels so good, Lilith!”

The sensation of fellatio, which I experienced for the first time, was so stimulating that Eden forcefully pressed my head down with his hand, making me feel like I was being forced.

Of course, I had no intention of continuing this act to the end, so I quickly tried to pull my face away. However, with Eden wielding heavy twin swords in battle every day, there was no way my neck muscles could overcome his strength.

Instead, my attempts to escape and Eden’s attempts to push me back in combined, causing my head to move up and down like a piston.

“Lilith, Lilith!”

“Ugh! Ugh!”

“Lilith, I love you…!”

“Ugh?!”

Forced confession of love while having someone’s back of the head pressed between the thighs, there must be no confession in the world that can be more awkward than this.

I don’t even know why I’m confessing my love while forcibly performing a fellatio. What on earth was I thinking?

“…Damn, nothing I can do about it.”

Since it seemed like he wasn’t going to let go of my head anytime soon, I had no choice but to go along with it.

I had no intention of accepting his advances, but I did bear some responsibility for creating this situation.

*Suck, suck.*

“Cough, Re, Release!”

*Suck, suck.*

“Ugh, Ha, Hah…!!”

…It’s okay, I’ll just have to accept this oral situation.

If I don’t swallow and just hold it in my mouth, I can quickly use a cleansing spell to get rid of any discomfort.

But my plan to just hold it in my mouth and pretend to swallow was completely ruined by Ethan’s sudden actions.

“Release, I’m, coming!”

*Slurp!*

“…Ugh, Huh?!”

In the moment of swallowing, Ethan forcefully pushed my head and made me swallow his member all the way to the root. Thanks to him, his thing quickly passed through my mouth, beyond my throat, and something filled my mouth, causing a squirming sensation.

“Ugh! Ugh!! Ugh!!!”

*Slap! Slap! Slap!*

“Ugh, Release! Swallow it all, Release!!”

Feeling a sticky substance flowing down my throat, I panicked and kept hitting Ethan’s thigh, but he paid no attention to my resistance and continued to press down on my head.

In the end, over the course of about ten seconds, I took all of Ethan’s release into my throat five times, feeling the hot liquid flowing through my body.

“Ugh, Ugh!!”

*Gulp! Gulp! Gulp!*

“Release?!”

Finally, after swallowing everything, Ethan released me from between his thighs, looking worried as I coughed in discomfort.

“I-I’m sorry, Release! Are you okay?! Your mouth seemed to enjoy it for a moment…”

“Hah, Hah, Hah….”

“I-I’m really sorry! I didn’t mean to force you! I lost control for a moment…”

…That nobleman keeps bowing to his maid so many times.

With him acting so humble, I couldn’t even bring myself to get angry. I just had to accept it as a momentary mistake.

“I won’t do fellatio again.”

If I do it again, who knows what he might do.

If I ever put his thing back in my mouth, I’ll just be a female, not a person.