episode_0203

I feel dizzy. My thoughts couldn’t flow properly and were cut off in the middle.

It feels as if there is fog inside the skull. A dense fog obscured my thoughts and destroyed my reason.

There was a lot of fog not only in my head but also in my eyes.

When I narrow my eyes, my vision is filled with a whitish haze.

Is this fog a curse that seals the senses? I can’t really see what’s beyond the fog, but it’s definitely painted in a black color like the universe.

The fog that has always been thick since I first entered this world.

The fog parted. Intense golden color was reflected in the dull gray world.

Golden hair and eyes as intense as the rising sun, skin as white and smooth as white jade…

Master’s face. The beautiful face I had always observed suddenly came into view, and soon their faces overlapped.

The bridges of their noses overlap, and their lips touch each other.

“Eup, Jjook… ”

The first thing I felt was moisture and softness, followed by the warmth that seeped into my body like clothes being shaken by a light rain.

“Page… Ugh, hehe… ”

It’s a feeling that has been repeated several times already. Several times, my head came down and my lips tapped my lips.

The accumulated body temperature reached my head and further clouded my senses.

That wasn’t the only factor that clouded reason.

The face seen in the open field of view was more beautiful than I could sense from the information, and the scent emanating from right in front of my nose was even sweeter.

In particular, the feeling of a lump of flesh pressed against my body is so ecstatic that I want to bury my face right away and hold it in my hands and massage it.

That desire seemed to be on fire. All kinds of elements were used like firewood, and my emotions swelled.

In my ear… No, the fire inside my body flared up.

Emotions swell. Rather than creating something that didn’t exist, the existing desire grew significantly.

I feel dizzy… and my already low mental age seems to be deteriorating.

Emotions take the place of reason, which has become clouded. My judgment becomes clouded, and my body moves as it pleases, feeling as if it will erupt into obscene desires.

“Sleep, Shimaan… ”

[good]

Didn’t take action. What little ray of reason was left desperately tried to block him.

I closed my wide-open eyes and turned my head.

side… The corners of my mouth trembled at the feeling of contact with my cheek. The body temperature spread to my cheeks, and a dreamy feeling came to mind.

“Why are you doing that?”

As I was holding back from him, a gentle hand caressed my cheek.

When I slowly opened my closed eyes, I saw Master tilting his head and staring at me.

Likewise, the cheeks and nape of the neck are flushed as if they are feverish.

I could feel his slightly rough breathing right in front of my nose, and affection dripped like honey from his eyes.

“Ugh, hehe… not… No… “

[good]

I managed to spit out words while controlling my shortness of breath. Master blinked and smiled. That smile made my heart flutter for a moment.

“I thought about it last time, but your voice is really pretty. It’s like playing an instrument. How can a person make a sound like this?”

“Hehe… Hehe… ?”

“What about the eyes? I feel like it would be a waste to always carry it around.”

Master placed his finger on my lips and rubbed it as if stroking precious ceramics.

I blinked at the sudden welcome. Then his fingers came up to his eyes. I reflexively closed my eyes, and a careful hand stroked my eyelids.

“Suddenly, what… ”

Why is this such a shameful treatment all of a sudden? The content didn’t make much sense either. I heard people talking about my appearance outside… Honestly, I don’t know.

But the praise I received from my teacher lifted my spirits.

I squirmed at the sudden compliment. As if waiting for that very moment, Master’s face came down.

“Heh! Oh, no… ”

[good]

I was startled by that and turned my head. side… I couldn’t avoid it, so this time, my lips touched the corner of my mouth.

“If you kiss me, you can’t… ”

[good]

He expressed his intention by shaking his head.

Eyes dripping with affection like honey. A kiss that keeps coming… It is an intuitive expression of opinion that leaves no room for doubt.

It was like a desire, I wanted to be loved like this, but I couldn’t do that.

No matter how much you want to be clouded by reason and give in to your desires, this is not the case.

… I’ve already hit my mouth several times, but it still doesn’t work…

When I confidently conveyed my thoughts to him, the teacher tilted his head as if he was puzzled.

“Why not?”

“… Yes?”

[yes?]

why… rani? I blinked blankly.

Why can’t I kiss you? At that question, my head stiffened for a moment.

I’ve never really thought about it. Because that’s a natural question.

You must not carelessly kiss others.

intimate… Isn’t it natural that people shouldn’t kiss each other unless they are married?

Is it really necessary to prove the reason by adding ‘Why?’?

“Kissing should only be done between married couples… “

[softening]

“… If that’s what our student thinks, we can’t help it, but aren’t there bound to be diverse perspectives in the world? In some areas, it is treated as a simple greeting.”

“Well, that’s… I know, but… ”

I pursed my lips at Master’s answer.

That’s right, I know.

Just like the fairy tales I read as a child, I know that only married couples should kiss each other, and that a baby is not born just by holding hands and sleeping.

When I was young, I completely believed the contents of children’s books, but not now.

Even though I wasn’t good at school, I learned sex education well on my own.

When I worked part-time at a convenience store, I didn’t know why people were buying so many rubber wads every morning. I was curious about that, so I looked into it a little… I realized reality.

Thanks to this, I also know how babies are made.

Still, the sentiment I felt as a child does not disappear.

Of course, there was no room for childhood innocence… Even though I realized the coldness of reality, my childhood innocence did not disappear.

I was embarrassed to spew out all those shallow and foolish thoughts.

“You don’t like it?”

While I was hesitating with those thoughts, my body stiffened at the sharp question.

I don’t like it…

The moist feeling of rubbing against your lips, the sweet smell and a touch full of affection. Feelings of lack that are satisfied through him…

“No, I won’t lose… Well, still… ”

[good]

“Are you offended by my behavior like this?”

“No… !”

[no!]

I was startled and shook my head. My throat hurts because I rarely raise my voice.

But more than that, I was more afraid of being misunderstood by my teacher.

I was afraid that my teacher would dislike me, so I quickly denied it and gave strength to the arms that hugged my teacher.

The feathers of the sky’s wings, which had been upright, moved again and wrapped around each other’s bodies.

“No, no… That’s not true… I like it, Master… I never hate it.”

[Master likes it]

“Then what’s the problem?”

“Ugh… ”

Master adjusted his posture, picked me up, and patted my bottom as if comforting a child.

I didn’t have the talent to explain things in a complicated way. I rolled my eyes and mumbled, avoiding the gaze of the teacher who was staring at me intently.

“Still… Because I’m going to marry Yeonhwa… You shouldn’t do this with someone you’re not married to… ”

[I like Yeonhwa… ]

In the end, the fundamental answer is this.

Actually, there was no need for a long and verbose explanation.

There are people you associate with, so you shouldn’t do it with other people. This is natural when considering morality and ethics.

Of course, I didn’t receive a confession from Hong Yeon-hwa about dating her…

“Don’t worry about that.”

“Yes? Don’t worry… ”

“Baby, do you trust me?”

Suddenly, Master adjusted his posture and sat down. Then he lowered his head and made eye contact with me.

“Yes? yes yes… believe… ”

[believe]

I nodded without realizing it.

Master… A protector who cares for me.

If I don’t trust this person, who else can I trust?

At my affirmative answer, Master smiled somewhat in satisfaction and patted my buttocks.

“Then it’s okay. He must have figured out the baby’s tendencies, and it was too late to stop it.”

“… ?”

“Hong Yeonhwa I won’t say anything about that separately. Nothing big will happen, so don’t worry.”

I didn’t understand what was being said.

But it clearly said it was okay.

In fact, I was desperately denying it now, but I still felt dizzy. I can’t make good decisions, my body feels hot…

– Rumbling…

When the guardian says it’s okay, I feel like the tension I’ve been struggling with is relieved.

“Okay… Is it okay?”

“Yes, it’s okay. There is no need to change your mind right now. There is time, so it’s okay to change slowly.”

As he muttered vaguely, a hand brushed his head as if to affirm him.

Master moved his hand. The hand that was stroking my head grabbed my head, and I tilted my head back.

The faces came closer again.

Actually, I still don’t know. To be honest, I don’t have this kind of knowledge or experience…

Even in the previous world, the only friendship I had was my internet friend, Kkotnim.

On the other hand, isn’t Master older than me and a hero who was active in the Demonic World? At least you probably know this common sense more accurately than I do.

And, Master, there is no way he would intentionally say or do anything that would harm me…

“ side, jjook… ”

This time I didn’t have the strength to refuse. Their lips met in a daze.

* * *

Lee Ha-yul is perceived by those close to her as cute and lovely… like a spoiled child who is hugged without caution.

However, the relationship is more distant than that… For those who know him as a moderate friend, he is a person who has a fairly hard perception of him.

It has a strange wariness, so it is difficult to get close to it.

Although Lee Ha-yul does not attack first, he is on high alert like a hedgehog.

If you try to approach it recklessly, you are likely to get stabbed by the thorns.

However, if you remove just a little bit of those thorns, you will get closer in an instant.

Once he clears his guard and approaches her, the moment he shows affection, Lee Ha-yul’s guard quickly falls apart.

To be precise, it is no exaggeration to say that once you overcome one uphill road, it is actually all downhill after that.

Is it because of my innate tendencies and unfortunate upbringing? Lee Ha-yul was a child who was not only thirsty for affection, but also starving.

To be honest, it’s an extreme lack of affection.

Is it because of that, Lee Ha-yul’s affection… In particular, she opens her heart wide very easily to someone who satisfies her maternal love.

“……”

As Lee Ha-yul continued to kiss and shower him with affection, Lee Ha-yul melted into his arms and became mushy.

Now, he was calmly held in Atra’s arms, catching his breath.

It was really lovely to see him fall without even being able to resist despite being coerced… At the same time, a sense of crisis suddenly arose.

Once a person gets close, resistance is extremely weak.

In other words, even if it is not Atra, there is a high possibility that Lee Ha-yul will not be able to resist the unreasonable demands of someone who opens his heart.

Even if they are pressured, if the other person recklessly pushes them, they will overdo it but then accept it, and they are the type of person who listens even though they are embarrassed.

Atra did not abuse it(?), but it cannot be guaranteed that there will not be some kites who figure out the nature of Lee Ha-yul and come to exploit it in the future.

Of course, it is unlikely that Lee Ha-yul will not be able to understand such dark intentions, but if a major accident occurs where he mistakenly opens his heart to such a person… It’s difficult to fix.

Since everyone around them knows this, didn’t each of them make their own agreement to clean up the flies that stick to them with dark intentions?

Atra was even more aware of the danger now. There was a need to pay more attention in the future.

With that in mind, I gently patted Lee Ha-yul’s butt, who was snoring and burying her face in my chest.

“Baby? Are you sleepy?”

“… It’s not baby.”

[I like pat pat]

Two conflicting answers. Atra burst out laughing. The answers have been so different since a while ago, but am I so preoccupied that I don’t notice?

It really is a cute sight. Atra gently wrinkled the corners of his eyes and repeatedly patted his buttocks.

“… … ”

Lee Ha-yul was quite displeased with that.

Of course, it felt good to have my butt patted. Very comfortable… Although I felt relieved, I felt heartbroken at Atra who treated me like a child.

Normally, it would have been a feeling that could have been ignored, but Lee Ha-yul is fueled by fear… Also, the reason that had been melted by the overwhelming amount of affection until now did not work very well.

As a result, the hand moved automatically according to instinct.

The hand that was hugging my back went down. It slid down my back and reached below my pubic bone.

A soft touch touched my palm. Curves that are clearly visible even through clothes.

When the hand reached the right position, Lee Ha-yul did not hesitate and tightly grasped the large buttocks within his grasp.

– Argh…!

An unfamiliar texture, different from soft milk, filled my hands.

Perhaps because I applied quite a bit of force, the ample flesh that I couldn’t catch flowed between my fingers.

“Hiyak… !”

The car was letting down its guard while loving Lee Ha-yul. An unfamiliar and intense sensation that tingles my spine.

Atra’s head tilted back of its own accord, and a harsh sound came out of her mouth.

* * *