episode_0198

And then one day, she was experiencing a sensation for the first time in her life.

“Uh… ah… Inside… !!

Wow… !! What is this… !?”

“Oh, it looks like the baby is kicking its feet inside.

I think you are a healthy little owner, ma’am.”

“With your feet… car… … ?

my stomach… … ? In this… ?”

A subtle yet heart-tickling sensation that life is emerging within oneself.

Of course, I didn’t want to see a baby from a man I didn’t even like, even if it was something I didn’t like.

But this feeling of this being held in one’s stomach kicking one’s stomach as if one were alive.

It was an opportunity for her, who had never thought of this before, to become interested in babies for the first time.

“Madam. This is the music of the orchestra.

It is helpful for prenatal education.”

“The baby hears… … ? In this… ?

It doesn’t sound like anything… Just give it a try.”

I didn’t even know something like this existed, even when I brought in a crystal recording of boring music that I wasn’t interested in.

“I don’t like cutting grass!! Am I a fur cow?

Are you telling me to eat this kind of food?”

“Eating good food is the same as feeding good food to your little master.

Don’t worry, we’ve chosen only the ones that are good for your health.”

“……Profit… Tsk…

Mutter… …

Wow… It tastes awful… … ”

When I heard that I was pregnant, the head butler brought me food I didn’t want to eat every day and even when he nagged me until I got scabs on my ears.

“How about a walk, ma’am?

We’ll help you, would you like to take a look around the garden?

The little owner will be happy too!!”

“It’s really amazing… ?

You see what I see with my own eyes… ?

I didn’t see anything like that in my mother’s womb.

Whether the flower is red or blue, pretty or not.

There’s no way you’ll ever be able to see it.

Where can I see it?”

Even when the maids looked happily at his swollen belly with a friendly smile and suggested taking a walk to him who was too lazy to move.

It felt a little strange.

At some point, your thoughts, emotions, and actions change.

That everything starts to revolve around this little thing in my stomach.

Of course, it was only later that I learned that that feeling was accompanied by considerable pain.

“Aaaa!!”

“Madam!! little bit more!! Please give me strength!!”

“Aaaaa!! Hmm…

Ugh… … !!”

“Almost everything is out.

Just a little more!!”

“Hmm… From earlier…

Just a little more, what number is it!!

Boggiyaaahiah !! ”

“Oh… !! It comes out!! be careful… !!”

As Laura’s exhausted screams subside, the baby’s loud cries begin to fill the room.

Soon, it was the midwife who wrapped something in swaddling clothes, held it in her arms, and told it to her.

“Your son is healthy… !!

Congratulations, ma’am!!”

“Congratulations… Sigh…

Freezing to death… … Hmm… ”

“From what you’re saying, I guess your wife is also in good health.

Take a look. You are a cute son who resembles His Excellency and Madam, right?”

Laura, who was holding the crying baby in her arms, glanced down at the crying baby with a frown as the midwife smiled with a smile on her face, as if she was happy to witness the birth of a new child.

“Noisy… Hmm…

why… Why are you crying like this… … ?

where… It’s not wrong… ?”

“When it first comes out, it cries like this.

I was surprised by the cold air I encountered for the first time.

That’s what it means to be healthy.

Please hug me tight now, right?”

“That… Sigh… Run… … ?

health… I see… … ?”

Now my stomach, which should have been heavy, felt empty, and the being that had occupied it as if it were its owner was now in my arms.

Laura’s moist eyes, which were filled with tears from the lingering pain, were soon focused on the shriveled, ugly guy in the swaddle.

“It’s ugly… …

It looks strange… ”

The face looks particularly ugly, as I think it resembles the trash rapist that is my husband.

But, even though I was thinking that, what was this feeling that I never wanted to let go of?

This feeling of being anxious for no reason, as if I might break like glass at any moment if I don’t hold on tight.

“Ssss!!

Eeeee!!”

“That… Stop crying… …

If you startle and cry because of something like this… ”

It was Laura who carefully stroked the cheek of the baby who was crying loudly with her fingertips.

Without even noticing that her dry lips were gently opening, she just quietly reflected that mysterious new life in her eyes.

So, she may have had a goal for the first time.

Even though he was just a child who still didn’t know other things and didn’t particularly want to know.

Nevertheless, my goal is to pay a little more attention to this guy in my arms.

“You… I like it so…

Because absolutely not… … ”

It’s been about a year since I watched that young, tiny being.

Of course, most of the chores and care were done by the maids, so all Laura had to do was sit back and watch.

Whether it’s when a child goes downstairs and is eaten breakfast by the nannies, when the child is wrapped in a swaddle and goes for a walk in nice weather, when the child enjoys a delicious refreshment, or when the child falls asleep in a cozy bed.

I was disgusted by this ugly little boy who drew so much attention to me, so I tried to make him sneeze by gently tickling his nose.

When I held the baby in my arms, I looked at his foolish face and smiled wildly, and without even thinking about it, I held the baby rocking for a while.

It seems like only yesterday that I noticed a young thing that couldn’t even move on its own turning over on its own, and I realized that it now looked like half a person.

Yesterday, I thought it was crawling on its own with its fern-like hands and feet, but today it suddenly stumbled like a drunk person, fell several times, and then toddled towards me.

‘Now you really are a person…’ … ‘

As a mother, she didn’t really do anything special, but in the end, Laura wanted to see her child grow up.

I wonder how this child I gave birth to in my own womb will grow up.

If she did this, she would feel proud and feel more like a mother, like a little girl playing mother with a doll.

‘If he is my son, then of course he should continue the family line… !!’

It’s a family affair that I wasn’t particularly interested in until now.

Nevertheless, it was Laura who began to secretly show her face in the lyrics for the sake of her child.

Meals that were too cumbersome to go to, uncomfortable empty seats, and even receiving lessons from deacons for the sake of being educated.

She made a lot of mistakes and sometimes had accidents, but even the matriarch, the only person who could stop her, didn’t say anything.

Naturally, people’s eyes were not kind when they looked at Laura, who was causing accidents as she tried to play the role of hostess.

But did she even care about it in the first place?

At some point, Laura, armed with the unique shamelessness of thinking that there was nothing wrong with her, was finally able to find her place as Grenot’s hostess.

And as always, in the voice that was immaturely arguing with my adoptive daughter, a new repertoire was emerging that said the child I gave birth to was the best.

For some reason, seeing my adoptive daughter get more and more upset by pretending not to be like that made it quite fun to make fun of her.

Of course, in the meantime, I didn’t forget to enjoy my hobbies from time to time.

“I’d rather be a virgin, Gunt.

From now on, let’s look for virgins.”

From the beginning, Laura’s hobby was to bring the maids into her bedroom one by one and play with them, but after having children, something happened to her and she began looking for a virgin with the desire to have a clean woman.

A repetition of calling a woman without most family members knowing, eating her and then sending her back.

It seemed like the matriarch didn’t know that, but since she didn’t say anything, I thought it must be okay.

Perhaps, seeing as Laura is starting to act like a human being, they may turn a blind eye to that level of deviation.

Laura began to live each day with that sense of fulfillment.

Even Vivian, who soon entered the Academy of St. Plancyna, moved to a private residence close to the Academy, and from then on, there was no one who could stop this tomboyish lady.

“This social gathering is in our family?

Okay, I’ll observe, so get ready.”

“Greetings letter? Ugh…

I’ll call you… Ghostwrite for me.”

“Why do you come to see me whenever you have the chance?

What did the kid say… ah… okay…

Mom and Dad are arriving tomorrow, so get ready to welcome them.”

While I was starting to live such a busy life, I suddenly heard some news.

Vivian suddenly disappeared.

They said he was missing, but it was unclear where he went or why he disappeared.

“I guess they knew it wasn’t okay for our child. Hmm… ”

Of course, even now, Laura had no thoughts.

I’m just thankful that Vivian, who would for no reason be a hindrance to my son’s progress, is gone.

In that way, my worries about my son’s future would have been alleviated.

Now, there was no longer a need to worry, and they could live as they pleased.

It was the same back when I didn’t really care in the first place, but it’s not much different now.

In that sense, after a busy day of work, she went up to her room with a happy heart.

I had high hopes for Gunt’s words that he had found a good girl today, and when I was about to enter the room, what happened?

Isn’t there a girl he likes?

The image of a girl playing with her unique purple hair with her fingers and fiddling with the door handle, shivering as if she was nervous about entering the room.

“Is that you?”

“Yes… yes… ?”

“So, it was me who called you?

Should we hurry in and go in?”

“Ah… I… that is… Hi… !!”

From then until now.

Laura, who even seduced a woman called ‘the boss’ who came to take care of the purple-haired ‘Mary’ with money, was happily tasting the flowers in both hands.

The blue hair gave me a bit of a sense of déjà vu, but that didn’t matter.

Not only is she soft, but she has skin that is as soft as her own baby, but that doesn’t really matter.

The blue-haired girl boss, who was struggling to withstand the onslaught and was breathing heavily, seemed to be trembling for a while and struggling with pleasure.

And now it was the moment when the blue-haired woman laid him down on the bed.

An unbearable, horrifying shiver ran through Laura’s body as she waited to see what she would show.