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Ha Chae-kyung (4) ― One Mind Salvation Church Paradise

“… … That one?”

She carefully nods her head when I ask her again as if confirming.

I expressed my displeasure at Ha Chae-kyung’s acceptance to the extent that anyone could see at a glance.

“I feel a little, no, very bad.”

“… … Yes?”

“When I think about the reason and timing of why Chae-kyung said that, it seems strange that she was in a situation where she was comforting me when I was upset.”

is not it?

I continued speaking quickly to block her mouth, which opened quickly in response to my question.

“Am I the one who is upset with Chae-kyung because I couldn’t have sex with her? I fell in love with garden walks for the first time. And that’s thanks to an important business.”

“Oh, no, Mr. Guwon! I really, really didn’t mean that!”

I-I-!

Ha Chae-kyung shook in her seat and shouted with an expression of grievance to the world.

“I’m so sorry that I only thought about my position for a while – I was going to tell you today during my walk, but you said you had business – so -!”

Her excuses come out in gibberish without being able to organize them.

I slightly relaxed my expression and asked back, as if I understood her excuse.

“… … Yes? Did I misunderstand?”

“Yes, yes! Ah, that doesn’t mean that Guwon is strange! Now that I think about it, I think I said something out of the blue at a time when Guwon might have misunderstood!”

“… … Ha-”

As soon as she finished speaking, I let out a deep sigh and touched my forehead.

I saw her trembling as she watched my actions.

I walked back to the table and squatted down in front of her.

I gently grab her trembling hand on my thigh and look up at her.

“Is that so? The Chae-kyung I know would never do that – but I overreacted.”

“Oh, no—you were completely misunderstood. I’m sorry, Mr. Guwon.”

“No matter what, you even have to say sorry for this.”

“… … Yes?”

“Don’t be sorry, Chaekyung.”

I continued to make eye contact with her, who had not yet recovered from the sudden shock.

“We can be sorry, right?”

He continued talking while stroking her trembling hand as if to calm her down.

“I tried not to be sorry to others all day, but there should be times when it is okay to be sorry.”

“… … .”

“We really need that time, right?”

“… … .”

The loud tremors in Ha Chae-kyung’s pupils and white hands gradually stop.

Even after the trembling disappeared, we quietly locked eyes with each other for a long time.

I lightly gave strength to the hand holding her hand and gave her a small smile.

“You have to answer, Chaekyung?”

“… … That’s right.”

He continued speaking with a brighter smile in response to the quietly whispered answer.

“That time is Chae-kyung to me. That’s why I honestly voiced my complaints that, if others had said so, would have been overlooked. Because it’s Chae-kyung.”

Only in this world-

“I did it because it was Chae-kyung. Am I going too far with this?”

“… … No.”

Ha Chae-kyung shook her head with watery eyes.

“Me too. For me too… … .”

The voice and eyes tremble again.

“For me too, those times were salvation… … .”

Eventually, the tears that had been gathering in my eyes began to flow out.

I wiped away her tears with my thumb and held her hand again.

“… … Why are you suddenly crying after saying nice things?”

“… … I’m sorry.”

“… … .”

“Ah, no, I’m not sorry.”

She looked at my expression and shook her head in surprise.

I smile at her appearance and weakly give strength to the hand I was holding.

Ha Chae-kyung follows my signal and carefully makes eye contact with me again.

“That’s why we’re still together.”

“… … Yes.”

A time when she, who sang about hope more firmly than anyone else, could cry like an ordinary woman.

Time to laugh, cook and joke.

A time to share hobbies together and lean on each other in the cool shade.

Because this dream-like time is so precious to Ha Chae-kyung-

“If you have a complaint, say it right away.”

“… … Yes.”

I can’t complain anymore.

“Never looking at each other.”

“… … Yes.”

I can’t help but look anxiously.

“Promise.”

“… … Promise.”

While I was carefully stamping my hand, the moment her thumb touched my thumb, I straightened up from my squat.

side-!

Ha Chae-kyung opens her eyes and touches her lips.

After being dazed for a moment, she smiles brightly like a flower.

I was convinced when I saw her smiling face after crying like that.

The end of a long, long patience.

Now I was her leash.

***

So, from the afternoon meeting on the day Ha Chae-kyung put the leash on herself to the morning meeting the next day.

She just listened to the meeting more quietly than ever.

Recently, he stopped doing all the pranks he was making to get my attention, and he only repeated the behavior of very secretly watching me.

I didn’t bother to show that she was watching me and acted like I normally did.

Just like that, the meeting ended without anything special today and lunch time arrived.

It’s a profit –

As soon as I opened the front door, a familiar figure appeared in my field of vision.

Ha Chae-kyung was waiting for me in front of the shoe cabinet.

As I closed the door and tilted my head as if I didn’t understand what was happening, she muttered in a low voice.

“ told me not to pay attention anymore… … .”

“… … Ah.”

I smiled slightly and nodded at the unexpected answer.

However, in the meantime, I felt her eyes continuing to glance at me, contrary to what she said herself.

Finally – fuck finally –

The woman who was so enterprising, the woman who proudly called me the leader of a cult, is constantly watching me.

He is paying attention to my every move and preparing to adapt.

I lowered my face and held out my arms to hide my face that was overflowing with extraordinary emotions.

“… … Ah.”

Ha Chae-kyung’s exclamation as she immediately understood my gesture.

Ha Chae-kyung walked slowly from in front of the shoe cabinet and gently hugged me in my arms.

I held her in my arms, breathing in the now quite familiar scent of body and shampoo.

Then, without any doubt, I started sucking on her lips as she leaned in towards me.

“Umm― Hmm― Side―”

Ha Chae-kyung calmly responds to me kissing her while constantly changing angles.

I guided her slowly, feeling her tongue follow my flicking tongue.

“Jjook― Beeh― Hmmmm―”

His hazy eyes were so immersed in our kiss that he didn’t even realize he was backing away.

chin-!

While they were stimulating each other’s tongues up and down, her body stopped in front of the door just like then.

When I deliberately took her hand and placed it on the bedroom doorknob as she was engrossed in the kiss, her eyes twinkled slightly.

“… … Do you hate it?”

I asked the question carefully, leaving my lips as if I respected her wishes.

“Haa― Haa― Haa―”

Panting lightly, she shook her head quietly.

I spoke warmly, carefully arranging my bangs that seemed to be stuck with sweat before I knew it.

“If you don’t like it, tell me anytime.”

“… … Yes.”

Jjook- Side- Jjook-

Ha Chae-kyung closed her eyes again and began to concentrate on the kiss, probably because she had nothing more to say.

I finally began to carefully open the bedroom doorknob after she had given me permission to do so.

It’s a profit –

As soon as the door was opened, Ha Chae-kyung’s scent wafted out as if to emphasize her neglect.

As I looked at the sweet scent I always smelled and the neat structure of Ha Chae-kyung’s room, I moved my kissing lips to her neck.

Ha Chae-kyung’s bed seen from a slightly downward gaze.

I whispered, sucking on her neck.

“Page― Is this Chae-kyung’s bedroom? Side—”

“Ugh― Ugh―”

“You have to answer, Chaekyung?”

“Ugh― Yes, yes―”

Ha Chae-kyung flinches as she feels the tickling sensation of the hickey again after a long time.

I whispered in her ear, carving kiss marks upwards like footprints.

“Jjook― Jjook― Do you know that, Chaekyung?”

“Hmm― Yes, yes?”

“Chae-kyung’s room smells like Chae-kyung.”

So I’m so excited.

“Hmph—! Gu, Guwon… … .”

I could feel her body trembling as the whispers continued to stimulate my hearing, as if taking my breath away.

I gently placed my hand on my shoulder and gently placed her on the bed as she accepted me.

“Ah—!”

Ha Chae-kyung opens her closed eyes wide as if startled by the rocking mattress.

I quietly looked down at her from top to bottom.

Clear facial features that don’t look strange at all even when looking from top to bottom.

For some reason, a warm feeling comes clearly in contrast to the cold and sharp feeling of Seonggaeul.

What was more exciting than anything else was that a beautiful woman whom all men, regardless of their differences in taste, would covet, was blushing under my gaze.

As if to avoid embarrassment, I turned my head to the side and gently turned it again by holding my chin.