episode_0187

My body is already complete, and I have found the path to the beyond, so nothing can stand in my way.

Oh. Was there just one?

“Hello. I came here because I have something to tell you.”

“Um… .”

Has this guy forgotten that I almost killed him once?

How can you come to see me so cheerfully?

Are you sure I won’t harm you? If so, you should come quickly.

“Tsk.”

Well, thanks to that, I was able to reach my destination. No matter how I went, I still reached my destination.

He doesn’t look particularly welcoming, but I don’t hold any hatred towards him anymore.

With such thoughts in mind, I looked with pity at the fool who was called a god by many.

“So, what do you have to say?”

Could it be that he came here to stop me again, to ask me to stop Anonymous?

I think that guy has reached a point where he can no longer pose any threat or hindrance to me now.

I squinted my eyes, wondering what on earth he was going to say.

“Haha, don’t look at me so scary.”

The guy shrugged his shoulders and smiled as if something good had happened, and added:

“I just came to help you out.”

“… Help me?”

why?

Wasn’t he the one who was trying to keep me here all this time? And now?

“Things have changed a little. Now I’ll take care of this, so I don’t need your help.”

You don’t need my help anymore.

That is, you found some way to stop the nameless… no, the nameless?

“You should speak properly. Are you just trying to drive me out because my realm is a threat to you?”

I was curious about what the method was, but I didn’t bother to ask.

Talking to him would only make me feel worse, so if anything happens, I can just come back here and see Nameless.

“That’s right too.”

The guy, who didn’t even notice my slightly awkward attitude, added with an awkward smile.

“It’s not perfect yet, right? I’ll help you a little bit with the parts you’re lacking in.”

With vague terms that are hard to refuse.

“… It’s an immature part.”

Sure, I’ve reached a certain level, but that doesn’t mean I’ve mastered it perfectly.

At this level, I’m just a beginner.

“What specifically do you plan on helping me with?”

Having already erased the rejection from my mind, I nodded and asked the guy.

“I’ll help you with probability.”

probability?

“It must have been a long time since you came here from that world, right? Even your appearance is like that.”

“Ah.”

So you were saying that you would help with that part?

Well, I guess I still can’t even imagine the concept of transcending time.

When I go back, I feel a little sad when I see the overly developed world. It really means that I spent a lot of time in this world.

“There’s no reason to refuse.”

So, his help is appreciated.

but.

“The latter is fine. Just help me with the former.”

It looks like I have no intention of going back even if it means getting help from that guy.

“Really? Wouldn’t it be better to go back?”

“I’ve been in this body for over 300 years. Now I can’t even remember what I looked like before.”

I couldn’t remember what it looked like, and I was comfortable right now, but I had a strong feeling that it was necessary.

If you’re thinking of completely cutting ties with this world, then maybe you’ll want to see the faces of the guys here again someday?

If I were to look like I did in the past instead of how I am now… I think it would be a little annoying.

Besides, I’m too used to my current body.

By memorizing the location of each muscle fiber in your head, you can figure out how to best use your strength. You can figure out which method is most efficient.

If my body changes, I’ll have to start over again… It’s so annoying.

And by the way, this is the key.

“There is no one there who remembers me now, or my past self.”

I didn’t make a kite because I was too lazy and scared to meet anyone.

…I’m just saying I don’t have any friends.

In addition, I don’t even remember seeing the faces of my close friends or my parents who gave birth to me.

It wasn’t like my parents were there or there was anyone I really wanted to meet.

It’s just, like, homesickness.

Well, then, you could say, there’s no reason for me to go back to you.

Originally, the only reason I wanted to go back was because I was sick of this world.

Except for the time after I met Myeong-i, I have only had bad experiences that I want to erase from my memory, but from my perspective, I don’t want to stay in this world any longer.

… Well, the story here has already ended. Why would a nameless person be unhappy just because I’m not there?

He is a boy with an upright and strong heart.

It might be a little difficult at first, but you will definitely be able to get back up again.

If you do that, you might meet a good person and forget about someone like me.

I’m just a stop for the anonymous. A supporting character who only appears in three lines, that’s all I need.

Besides, isn’t Myeong-do not alone anymore?

Of course, there’s my good friend Lucius, and there’s also Saint Camilla and the girls I met at the Academy.

Besides, there are children to take responsibility for.

Although their name may now change from Cheonmasingyo, they will be a support that will not only protect the nameless, but also keep them from being lonely and in danger.

That would be the case. Wasn’t the Cheonmasingyo created for the nameless one who would one day return and be alone?

“Huh. Well, I get it. From my perspective, it’s better for you to stay the same.”

“…? What does that mean?”

“Nothing. Get ready to go quickly.”

I was a little nervous, but whatever.

It’s not that important.

As I nodded awkwardly, the guy immediately started drawing something that looked like a strange pattern.

“It’s annoying, but history will change to the point where you originally had that kind of body. It might be a little confusing, but it won’t be uncomfortable. Please understand. It’s for the sake of probability. But it won’t change much.”

“Thank you for your consideration.”

There are several circles inside a large circle. In between, gear-like things mesh together and turn fiercely.

I realized it intuitively.

If I climb on top of this and let my energy flow into it, I can return to where I was before.

It felt strange. But I stood up to it.

The more I hesitate, the more doubts will grow in my heart, and I feel like I will end up regretting it someday.

“I don’t have to say goodbye at the end?”

“Of course.”

If I were to meet other people now, I think I would make a sad expression for no reason.

But, that won’t work.

I can’t show my weaknesses because I have to be perfect for them all the time.

And when we meet again, won’t you be a little embarrassed when you remember that moment?

It’s not the end of a relationship, it’s just a brief break.

“Isn’t that right?”

“Well, do whatever you want.”

“Tsk. Yeah, you too, live well. Now, don’t rely on others for help and try to do things on your own.”

“Puhaha, okay.”

A brilliant light blinded my eyes.

It didn’t feel too bad.

The light gradually fades.

What you see is, if it’s familiar, familiar.

If it’s unfamiliar, then it’s unfamiliar.

It was a place I missed a little bit, and never imagined I would see again.

A small room.

Books that had never been touched were strewn about the floor, and the only thing that illuminated the room was not candles, sunlight, or moonlight, but the lights on the ceiling.

“Ah… You’re back.”

Somehow, I felt a little teary-eyed.

*

“You’re really back.”

It might sound a little funny, but it wasn’t until a week later that I really felt it.

Well, I guess I should say it doesn’t feel real.

The first day, I just stayed in my room and laid in bed, doing nothing.

From the second day onwards, I went out to buy clothes to wear here and realized that I had no money.

…I guess I should do something.

Suddenly, I start to regret everything.

From the third day onwards, I spent my time carefully observing the structure of the room, recalling my memories.

It took quite a while to find things like how to use electronic devices or where the money was in the bank account.

From the fourth day until now, I have been focusing on my training.

After all, the flow of energy spreading through the air itself was different there, so restoration work was necessary to obtain the power of that time.

After all, my energy is based on nature itself.

There wasn’t much natural scenery here, so it took a while.

… Well, I don’t know if it’s necessary.

It feels a bit empty to have it and not have it.

So, what are you doing now?

“…”

Just like the first day, I lay in bed and stare blankly at the ceiling.

… I feel bored already.

I thought I lacked the feeling of loneliness. Well, it’s been almost 300 years. No, if you include the time I’ve been here, I’ve probably spent more than that alone.

However, it seems that my disciple’s presence was greater than I thought.

Somehow, I felt a little lonely.

That was when.

-dripping

“… Guest? Who are you?”

Somehow, I feel a familiar presence.

I had a thought that it couldn’t be true, but soon I realized that it didn’t make sense and walked towards the door.

Perhaps, it is a mistake.